Blog of a Middle Age Ejacalating Man

[Texanguy]

Decided to have a nude night tonight but I feel really pent up and horny even though I'm not hard

Being horny without an erection seems to be a natural part of extended AB. It can be argued that regular MB prompts people to wear clothes when they don't have to, and that extended AB frees them from that compulsion. Different way of looking at the same thing.

[Airrad]

Decided to have a nude night tonight but I feel really pent up and horny even though I'm not hard

Being horny without an erection seems to be a natural part of extended AB. It can be argued that regular MB prompts people to wear clothes when they don't have to, and that extended AB frees them from that compulsion. Different way of looking at the same thing.

Didn't realise that was a thing

[Airrad]

I'm so sorry I caved in and cum on Saturday

June 7th until September 21st I lasted for.that long.

Sorry I let you all down but the night before it all got too much.

Problem is do it once and I want to cum everyday.

[dkj87]

No need to apologize. It happens! Sometimes you just need to relieve the tension.

[BePositive1992]

I agrée with DJK87, you have no need to apologise. You did very well to make it to three months, a lot of guys especially on No Fap don’t make that.

You said you feel like doing it everyday how and unfortunately the chaser effect means you will be very tempted to ‘get it all out’. Maybe it is best to do that and then consider whether you want to AB again. I’m sure you’re hopes of getting a WD aren’t over

[Airrad]

I agrée with DJK87, you have no need to apologise. You did very well to make it to three months, a lot of guys especially on No Fap don’t make that.

You said you feel like doing it everyday how and unfortunately the chaser effect means you will be very tempted to ‘get it all out’. Maybe it is best to do that and then consider whether you want to AB again. I’m sure you’re hopes of getting a WD aren’t over

I have been going though this cycle for most of my life since puberty so I'm sure I will abstain again. Shame the cock cage didn't fit.

[Airrad]

I have always liked the idea of having my orgasm controlled and always regretted learning to masturbate to the point i wish I could go back in time and stop myself from learning to masturbate and see what life would have been like if i didn't masturbate

Although this will be the 4th chastity cage i have tried as threw the previous three away due to not being able to assemble it and lock it due to my cerebral palsy. As want to know what wearing one is like. In fact all sex toys and even condoms frustrate me for the same reason. As I have one strong side and one weak side making everything difficult and frustrating to use (even condoms). Luckily I have found one that's silicone and doesn't involve a lock and key. Hopefully this one will work and i do now throw it away in frustration.

Although I'm currently masturbating right now those three months not masturbating has changed me in a way because although i was still looking at women (and i caved in an cum over a woman) I found myself looking at cock and being aroused by cock more often which surprised me. Although i am and behave completely straight whilst masturbating.

Although I will always see myself as straight i wonder if I never learnt to masturbate if that truly would be the case in an alternative timeline if i would have seen my sexuality that way and behaved differently somehow.

[Airrad]

Yesterday was the first day I used the charity cage so I didn't cum. So we start again

[Airrad]

Sorry no more cock cages, broke on day received can't keep wasting money buying cock cages perhaps it's not meant to be. I have bought cages with locks, sillicone cages and none seem to last. Or be able to be used by disabled people.

I want to give up masturbation but the temptation is too great but if I can't lock it up what do I do.

Does anyone else with Cerebral Palsy or a disability have this problem.

Why are sex toys so inaccessible to disabled people. We have a sexuality as well. I can't even use my flashlight properly without an hour of frustratingly getting it in and don't talk about condoms.

I even get people commenting on my lack of sex life, masturbation habits or sexuality and to be fair it annoys me as abled bodies people don't get commented on such. I don't even have a sex life.

Not even taken seriously as a potential partner, sexual, romantic or otherwise.

Sometimes I wonder if I would receive these comments if I was abled bodied.

Sorry just a rant I will feel better in the morning.

[Airrad]

Decided to restart with no nut november