Journal of a Shy Person (FivePebbles)

[Peel]

Congrats man! Very nice pics and quick WD as well. Your body felt impatient but your mind still needed some patience.

Hope for the next one soon.

[Greg]

Congrats!

[Texanguy]

Congrats on the WD!

[dkj87]

Congrats! That's really cool.

[Bigfalcon]

Congratulations.

[marbles428]

Congrats on the WD!

[FivePebbles]

Thank you to those who have congratulated me. And to those who have inquired about my "other embarrassing fetish" (mostly in DMs), this is my answer.
First, I enjoy learning about most fetishes. But some of them I just cannot hear about because I am repulsed by the content. I still do believe that people should largely be allowed to do what they like within thwir own homes, so I want it to be known that none of what I say here is a judgement of the aspects I dislike.
So, for those who are curious: I have a diaper fetish. I was not completely honest when I implied it was a new one. After all, it stems from my fetish for underwear. Due to being a bedwetter, I had to wear this type of underwear every night until around the age of ten. If there is a childhood precursor to wet dreams (not the bedwetting, of course) with dry orgasms, then I probably had one or a few while wearing diapers or pull-ups at night.
Now, let me define what this fetish is, in my case. There are many things associated with a diaper fetish (at least here in the United States) that I do not myself enjoy. "Adult baby" means acting younger than you actually are, usually playacting as a baby or young child, and is common enough that the BDSM-style abbreviation for those with diaper fetishes is "AB/DL", or "Adult Baby/Diaper Lover". I am not into this at all. The other thing is, of course, use of a diaper. I am fine with urination (I kind of have to be, since I did so much of it as a child), but defecation is such a turn-off for me, as I imagine it would be for many people.
Putting that image out of your head (and mine), while I may enjoy diapers sexually, I also kind of wish they weren't so stigmatized. If I could, I'd wear diapers pretty frequently. They just feel nice, but I also have some issues with using bathrooms. If I use them in the middle of the night, it's often very difficult for me to go back to sleep. There are times when I struggle to get back into things I abandoned to use the facilities when necessary. And there was a time when I was on a heavy IV drip to recover from acute dehydration due to sickness, and I really disliked having to plan how to relocate myself to the bathroom every five to ten minutes, as well as actually doing that. I will acknowledge that using diapers has flaws, but so does using the bathroom at inconvenient times.
I don't really have a good conclusion, but I hope that I made you think something new, whether that be "diapers are useful and normal people can use them", or just increased tolerance.

[Phluc]

Congrats on the WD!