Journal of a Shy Person (FivePebbles)

[Peel]

Congrats man! Very nice pics and quick WD as well. Your body felt impatient but your mind still needed some patience.

Hope for the next one soon.

[Greg]

Congrats!

[Texanguy]

Congrats on the WD!

[dkj87]

Congrats! That's really cool.

[Bigfalcon]

Congratulations.

[marbles428]

Congrats on the WD!

[FivePebbles]

Thank you to those who have congratulated me. And to those who have inquired about my "other embarrassing fetish" (mostly in DMs), this is my answer.
First, I enjoy learning about most fetishes. But some of them I just cannot hear about because I am repulsed by the content. I still do believe that people should largely be allowed to do what they like within thwir own homes, so I want it to be known that none of what I say here is a judgement of the aspects I dislike.
So, for those who are curious: I have a diaper fetish. I was not completely honest when I implied it was a new one. After all, it stems from my fetish for underwear. Due to being a bedwetter, I had to wear this type of underwear every night until around the age of ten. If there is a childhood precursor to wet dreams (not the bedwetting, of course) with dry orgasms, then I probably had one or a few while wearing diapers or pull-ups at night.
Now, let me define what this fetish is, in my case. There are many things associated with a diaper fetish (at least here in the United States) that I do not myself enjoy. "Adult baby" means acting younger than you actually are, usually playacting as a baby or young child, and is common enough that the BDSM-style abbreviation for those with diaper fetishes is "AB/DL", or "Adult Baby/Diaper Lover". I am not into this at all. The other thing is, of course, use of a diaper. I am fine with urination (I kind of have to be, since I did so much of it as a child), but defecation is such a turn-off for me, as I imagine it would be for many people.
Putting that image out of your head (and mine), while I may enjoy diapers sexually, I also kind of wish they weren't so stigmatized. If I could, I'd wear diapers pretty frequently. They just feel nice, but I also have some issues with using bathrooms. If I use them in the middle of the night, it's often very difficult for me to go back to sleep. There are times when I struggle to get back into things I abandoned to use the facilities when necessary. And there was a time when I was on a heavy IV drip to recover from acute dehydration due to sickness, and I really disliked having to plan how to relocate myself to the bathroom every five to ten minutes, as well as actually doing that. I will acknowledge that using diapers has flaws, but so does using the bathroom at inconvenient times.
I don't really have a good conclusion, but I hope that I made you think something new, whether that be "diapers are useful and normal people can use them", or just increased tolerance.

[Phluc]

Congrats on the WD!

[FivePebbles]

On Saturday morning, when I woke up, I was wearing string bikini briefs. I knew I would be helping a family move into the town, but I thought this underwear would work well for the job. I was right, and the one-and-a-half hours of lifting boxes went well enough. When we got home from that job, I went and changed into boxers for some relaxation. It was about an hour later that I was roped into visiting the local arcade to celebrate my grandmother's birthday.
The arcade is in another town, but my grandmother absolutely loves pinball and the arcade has quite a few pinball machines. We drive to the town, eat pretty good Mexican cuisine in a spider-infested tent behind a food truck, and then go to the arcade. My grandparents immediately split off from the rest of the group to go play pinball, and I wander around, trying out different old games like Columns and Chain Reaction. My brother and I played quite a lot of co-op Joust, a game where you ride ostritches and fly around with lances. If someone (an enemy or player) bumps into you, whoever is lower in position is eliminated. It's very interesting, because the enemy behavior and arena change depending on the level.
Anyway, after about two hours of wandering without sitting down, we drive home. When I get to my to change into my pajamas, taking my pants of rubbed my penis through my thin boxers. And boy, was it ever ready. The whole time I was at the arcade, it was unrestrained and rubbing against the rough but soft fabric of my boxers. It was really sensitive and almost annoyed, and would not go down. I didn't want this to be a recurring problem, so I decided to tire it out. In my boxers, I laid down and put a pillow between my legs and rubbed myself against it. I stopped every time I got too close to orgasm, since it was still a while before I would go to bed, so I didn't want to be tired, and I didn't want to soak through the boxers into the pillow. I did this for a while, stopping once or twice to check if it was going down. Finally, after about an hour, my erection showed signs that it was tired enough to rest. It still took a good five minutes for it to deflate enough for me to rejoin society without a massive tent.
I went to bed too late that night to be able to finish the job, so I was hoping for a wet dream after all that stimulation. Unfortunately, and kind of surprisingly, it didn't come that night. But the next morning I woke up and decided to fix any possible problem by getting release, and when I started it immediately went back to the state it had been before I tired it out. It took another while to reach orgasm, and I haven't had problems since.
So, the moral is: don't wear boxers on days you'll be walking a lot. Even though I didn't know I'd be walking when I put them on.

[disco1605]

Thank you for the tip but i am sure it felt good in the boxers! What style boxers were they?