Eric's (possibly short-lived) journal

[eric_andrew]

For an actual update, I've been completely non-horny this last week. I had MW yesterday I think, but even that hasn't been consistent. Not sure if I should try to get myself more turned on intentionally or just ignore it and hope I get horny at some point.

[Seqiro]

Just ignore it. We all get periods of "flatline", just learn to enjoy the rest from constant horniness Your sex drive will come back.

[eric_andrew]

So two days ago I was suddenly really horny, and I did a bunch of quick edging throughout the day just to change things up a little. Basically getting to the edge in about 10 seconds starting out soft, and edging 5x in a row quickly, quite a few times throughout the day. Probably 100 or so mini-edges in total, sometimes with a bit of pulsing but never got any emission at all as I kept good control. It didn't do anything different for me at night though, I still had very little dreaming going on.

Started doing the same type of edging yesterday morning too. But then my wife made me an offer I couldn't refuse, so probably resetting the WD attempt clock again!

Days since last penis orgasm: 1
Days since last prostate orgasm: 16
Days since last sex: 1
Days since last MB: 14

[eric_andrew]

Nothing new to report, really. Have not been edging lately, and pretty low levels of horniness overall.

Days since last penis orgasm: 7
Days since last prostate orgasm: 22
Days since last sex: 7
Days since last MB: 20

[eric_andrew]

Had a dream last night where I woke up and my wife was in bed with me. I was surprised she was back in town as our travel wasn't supposed to allow it, and we started making out. But then I remembered I was trying to AB so I was relieved when we realized we actually woke up late and had to be somewhere and didn't have time to have sex. I do have a history of cockblocking myself in dreams, and I don't like AB bleeding over into my dreams as I'll never have a WD that way!

Days since last penis orgasm: 11
Days since last prostate orgasm: 26
Days since last sex: 11
Days since last MB: 24

[eric_andrew]

Dreams completely non sexual over the past couple days, at least that I can recall. High level of horniness during the day, though. Hopefully I don't subconsciously cockblock the next sex dream I have...

Days since last P orgasm: 13
Days since last HFWO: 28
Days since last sex: 13
Days since last MB: 26

[eric_andrew]

Still probably not patient enough to achieve a dry prostate O, so I settled for wet again. Probably means no WD in the near future, but that's what I wanted this morning.

Days since last penile orgasm: 15
Days since last HFWO: 0
Days since last sex: 15
Days since last MB: 28

[eric_andrew]

Been traveling, no WD during my abstention, had sex when I got back home.

Days since last penile orgasm: 3
Days since last HFWO: 11
Days since last sex: 3
Days since last MB: 39

[eric_andrew]

Two weeks more for my MB AB record. My dreams have been really spotty lately, nothing sexual at all and it's been really hard to remember them. It's possible I'm still not getting quite enough sleep.

Days since last penile orgasm: 5
Days since last sex: 5
Days since last HFWO: 6
Days since last MB: 46

[eric_andrew]

Had a lot of sex last weekend... not sure when I'll have another couple of weeks to abstain completely in search of a WD, but will continue to log here just to stay in a routine and continue AB from MB.

Days since last penile orgasm: 3
Days since last sex: 3
Days since last HFWO: 13
Days since last MB: 53