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Ican's Log

Posted: Mon Nov 13, 2023 6:47 pm
by icandoitoo
So, many of you that know I've been around here for years know that I actually stumbled on this site learning what happened and how to cope with it. I was quite a bit older than most when I had my first WD (learned to MB way too early).

Anyway most of my WD were more traumatizing because the dream was usually that I was peeing and I'd wake up thinking I peed the bed. Ugh! Terrifying freaky feeling.

As a result of this site I've learned to "cope" with it and have even somewhat learned to 'look forward' to it. More than anything I enjoy the tbuzz/extra manly feeling, but I know with that feeling comes the risk of WD.

Today I unexpectedly (too busy to mb and also not feeling great) find myself either day 8 or day 9. Since I wasn't actively abing I can't recall my last day of mb. I believe it was Saturday the 4th.

Since I'm already this far along I'll see how it goes to keep with it. Yesterday lots of random horny moments. Overnight woke several tines rock hard and "throbbing'....almost painfully hard in my underwear.

Here's to keeping going. (Fingers crossed)

Re: Ican's Log

Posted: Tue Nov 14, 2023 12:56 am
by Mikey42
You got this! Your username says so.

Re: Ican's Log

Posted: Tue Nov 14, 2023 5:54 pm
by icandoitoo
Well, I regret to admit day 1. Last night after thinking and viewing things I thought I was going to have an HFO. But ended up touching and busting. Surprisingly I don't have the normal flatline today. Still have a little edge/buzz.

Re: Ican's Log

Posted: Tue Nov 28, 2023 5:27 pm
by Squeeze2
It happens, man! Enjoy that buzz and don't beat yourself up because then you'll just be more likely to do it again.

What is an HFO? New term to me!

Re: Ican's Log

Posted: Tue Nov 28, 2023 11:44 pm
by NateInLoadedBriefs
Squeeze2 wrote: Tue Nov 28, 2023 5:27 pm It happens, man! Enjoy that buzz and don't beat yourself up because then you'll just be more likely to do it again.

What is an HFO? New term to me!
hands free orgasm either through spontaneous orgasm or something like nipple rubbing. The old forum had a section with common terms and abbreviations we use on this site.

Re: Ican's Log

Posted: Wed Nov 29, 2023 3:39 am
by Squeeze2
NateInLoadedBriefs wrote: Tue Nov 28, 2023 11:44 pm
Squeeze2 wrote: Tue Nov 28, 2023 5:27 pm It happens, man! Enjoy that buzz and don't beat yourself up because then you'll just be more likely to do it again.

What is an HFO? New term to me!
hands free orgasm either through spontaneous orgasm or something like nipple rubbing. The old forum had a section with common terms and abbreviations we use on this site.
Ah! Ok, thanks for the explanation. Man, my nips can get pretty sensitive when I'm horny, but never had an orgasm from just touching them. That would be cool!

I love your avatar btw! What is that from?

Re: Ican's Log

Posted: Wed Nov 29, 2023 3:59 am
by NateInLoadedBriefs
yeah my first HFO was 2024 and I haven't looked back. the profile pic is something I found by searching on Google.

Re: Ican's Log

Posted: Mon Dec 04, 2023 8:19 pm
by icandoitoo
Interesting 12 hours. I'm only on day 3 as of now, but last night I woke up MULTIPLE times rock hard. Like, borderline painfully hard. To the point when I awakened this AM my briefs were stretched out and kind of droopy/saggy.
Today got hit with strong tbuzz. Those who've seen me here for years know that normally for me say 6 or 7 is when tbuzz typically begins. It's been good but unusual. Feeling my Tshirt brush against my body is even "exciting".
Let's see how it goes.

Re: Ican's Log

Posted: Fri Aug 23, 2024 9:15 pm
by icandoitoo
Hello. Im back. I started ab'ing due to MB becoming a daily addiction again. I am currently in either day 17 or 18. Initially didn't "start" intentionally but it became a topic of conversation with a friend to stop it - so I decided since I'd already ab'd a couple of days I'd keep going.

Last night had a somewhat sexual dream. I actually woke up to a text from my friend at like 3am. When I fell back asleep I started dreaming about that friend who was putting on condom after condom and then changing to a new one over and over again. The last one he handed me was full and warm...I woke up with leakage but no wd. Weird....how seeing the text triggered a dream about him.

Re: Ican's Log

Posted: Sat Aug 24, 2024 8:14 pm
by icandoitoo
Last night I went to use the bathroom before bed and felt a few chunks of cum pass out in my urine. I wasn't super surprised because I had been chatting with a couple guys here and turned on off and on.
Nothing to report from the night however I have been running errands today with basically NO arousal at all. Just now when I used the bathroom global and global of milky chunky semen passed with the urine. If you've never experienced this all I can tell you is, it's a weird experience. No "o" but yet some how it does feel a bit pleasurable....has anyone else experienced it like this?