Reason why I quitted MB

[Evolution]

Hello everyone, long-time lurker, first-time poster here. I am 19yo, gay. I know most people here are quitting MB to have WDs. But I stopped MB for a reason that you might think is strange. This has been messing with my head for a while. Pardon my English as it is not my native language.

So, two summers ago, my dad's best friend came over for lunch and to teach me some tennis afterward. That day, he was rocking these tight tennis shorts, walking around with a noticeable bulge like a small tent. At one point, he was standing by the table, the table corner was lined up right with his bulge. I thought it'd be funny to mess with him a bit. So I pushed the table and the corner poked his dick a little. I didn't push hard, but he doubled over and let out a painful groan. Later when he was lying on the couch recovering I could see the outline of everything through his shorts. I realized what had actually happened: the bulge was actually his right ball instead of his penis... The prank was way too rough for, uhh, a grown man's unprotected ball… I kept apologizing and said it was an accident.

Later that day when we were playing tennis, he kept adjusting his crotch and looked like he was in pain. After a while, he said his ball still hurt and decided to sit out for a bit while I played with another guy from school. That’s when things got worse. That guy from school lost his cool when he couldn't return my serves and ended up trying to start a fight with me. (I also said something very mean to him...) As he was approaching me, ready to attack, my dad's friend, who has always been very protective of me since I was young, stepped in and shielded me with his body. That guy tried to get past him but couldn't. He must also have noticed my dad's friend's noticeable bulge and heard about his ball pain earlier because he then did something unbelievable: he aimed his racket right at my dad’s friend’s bulge and smacked it. And yep… he hit him square in the same spot—his right ball. My dad's friend went down hard, clutching his manhood in pain. Two hits to the same ball in one day? Brutal doesn’t even begin to cover it...

A couple of months later, I overheard him talking to my dad about how he hadn’t been able to have sex since injuring his right testicle. He didn’t say exactly how it happened (thank God), but it lined up with that tennis day. He even mentioned some pretty explicit stuff—like he has always been a quick cummer and has to cum multiple times to eventually make the girl cum, but now the pain is so bad after one round that he can’t go again.

And that's when the guilt hit me like a ton of bricks. I felt like I was responsible for messing him up. He was always surrounded by women - he's in his 40s, tall, handsome, 6pec abs and all that.. I was even having a crush on him and jacked off fantasizing about him. But knowing that he probably couldn't even enjoy sex just felt so wrong. I just couldn’t bring myself to keep doing anything sexual at all. No more porn, no more jack off. I just felt too guilty. I’ve had a few wet dreams since then while trying to adjust, but that’s it.

Last year one day he came to our home after work. He's always decked out in suits and leather dress shoes for his job. But sometimes that leads to some not-so-pleasant foot odor. That day was next level though. After he took off his shoes our entire dining room could smell his feet. My dad told him to take a shower. As he was undressing I couldn't help but sneak a peek. But then I noticed one of his balls looked... off. Like, protruding much more than the other. Maybe I was just being crazy but the texture of it didn’t look normal to me either. When he adjusted his package to move his penis up, the pouch squeezed his balls a bit but the right one barely moved, like it was stuck there.. I couldn't help but sneak some pics with my phone. I know that's kinda creepy, but I had to. The photos don't look as clear as what I saw that day because of the angle of lighting.

Ever since the tennis thing, I've also noticed he is always adjusting his crotch and when he does he always makes a painful face. That just reminds me he probably never healed properly. It's just messed with my head so much that I've gone back to abstaining again since the end of last year. I sometimes do MB but after MB the bad feeling and guilt are just overwhelming…
So yeah… that’s my weird story. Honestly, I feel like such a weirdo for even sharing this here, but hopefully it’s okay.

[damien1972]

Yeah the dudes right cod seems to be big, he may need to wear a cup for protection when playing contact sport if they are that big and hurt like that