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Charles's log

Posted: Wed Jul 24, 2024 10:35 am
by charlesdream
I would like to start this thread to encourage myself to continue with my journey of abstinence. I am trying it for the first time ever, and am 4 days in but starting to struggle which I imagine is very normal. I am just hornier than I have ever been before! It genuinely feels like I could orgasm just from getting sidetracked in my daydreams. If it results in more wet dreams though, that would be pretty cool.

Re: Charles's log

Posted: Wed Jul 24, 2024 7:10 pm
by charlythemoose
welcome Charles and good luck through your ABing journey

Re: Charles's log

Posted: Thu Jul 25, 2024 6:18 am
by charlesdream
I knew I was feeling overly horny! I work up after about 4 hours of sleep to find that I had ejaculated. I think it had just happened as I woke up since the semen is not soaked in but I didn't feel it at all. I did wake from a nightmare though but I don't remember what that was about. That has been happening to me a lot lately. Chest pounding and sweating like crazy and an unbelievable fear in my brain.

I will keep abstaining for now. I don't think this has made me less horny thought so it will still be a challenge lol.

An odd thing I will note is that I find my wet dreams to smell much stronger than normal ejaculations. I thought it was maybe because it would sit around in my underwear for hours, but I am almost certain I woke up just after this happened and it smelled very strong.

Re: Charles's log

Posted: Thu Jul 25, 2024 4:27 pm
by NateInLoadedBriefs
congrats dude!!! especially with your first WD so soon after joining!!!

pics are needed but it:
1. gives others motivation to continue/start ab
2. provides evidence in case some accuse of lying (not common here but just a thought)
3. exciting to see your load size, consistency etc

Re: Charles's log

Posted: Thu Jul 25, 2024 4:53 pm
by marbles428
Congrats on the WD Charles and good luck with the abstaining!

Re: Charles's log

Posted: Sat Aug 10, 2024 8:27 am
by charlesdream
Another wet dream! 21 days after starting to abstain if my math is right. I haven't even been struggling with abstaining too much anymore, I just haven't been in the mood for sex and so it just happens naturally. I am still horny a lot, but so tired and stressed that I would rather just sleep when I get home.

I don't at all remember the dream, it happened pretty soon after I fell asleep though. And it completely slipped my mind to take a picture. It surprisingly wasn't a big load, I would have thought much more would come out after so long compared to my previous routine of 1-3 times MBing per day.

Re: Charles's log

Posted: Sun Aug 11, 2024 12:02 am
by dkj87
That's really cool, nice work! For whatever reason I don't dream much as an adult, so I wouldn't worry about not remembering what was in your actual dream. It's great you've gotten to experience it again though.

Re: Charles's log

Posted: Mon Aug 12, 2024 3:15 pm
by Seqiro
Keep up the awesome work! Do you find that AB is helping or hindering with stress? Or is stress "normally" in your daily routine?

Re: Charles's log

Posted: Tue Sep 03, 2024 8:37 am
by charlesdream
I think I am 45 days now, and still abstaining. I haven't had any wet dreams since my last, but today at work I ejaculated in my pants. I got a bit lost in my daydreams. It scared the crap out of me! But other than that I am not particularly horny believe it or not.

Seqiro wrote: Mon Aug 12, 2024 3:15 pm Keep up the awesome work! Do you find that AB is helping or hindering with stress? Or is stress "normally" in your daily routine?
Sorry for the late reply, I thought I sent it but something must have went wrong. I would say it is neither helping nor hurting, I am typically an easily stressed person and right now for the past while it has been particularly bad. But it's not gotten better or worse since starting to abstain.

Re: Charles's log

Posted: Tue Sep 03, 2024 9:42 pm
by dkj87
Might have to check with the judges if a daydream ejaculation counts as a wet dream! I would vote yes lol