Have the urge to watch P but always gets sidetracked

[NeverWDb4]

I found out that I have the tendency to watch P but always get sidetracked along the way. Whether it is browsing for more P or scrolling through social media, I always end up not finishing or completing the video at hand. This is also common when watching webcam shows, but given their long nature to milk the viewer's tokens and their extremely long edging sesh. It's easy to lose concentration, but with a designated P video, you already know the ending (by skipping to it) so I'm not sure whether this is extremely bad or if this is good that P doesn't have as powerful grip on my mind (unlikely as I still crave and consume).

[Michael1985]

To me it says you're really not all that interested in it and could just as easily do without. That most certainly would not be a bad thing.

[Airrad]

I have an addiction of sorts but i tend to go for the hypnosis etc