A new journey

[o0o00]

This will probably be a long first post to introduce myself and my journey.

I first became interested in WD when I had one about 10 years ago. I surfed the old forum around that time too and tried AB to have another one but gave up after a short time. Interesting because when I had that WD I was MB regularly and probably did the night that it happened.

I joined this new iteration of the forum at the beginning of this year after having a couple lucid dreams, one that was sexual in nature but did not result in any release. I tried to AB at that time but only made it about 7 days before giving up.

My current journey was brought about because I was traveling with my partner and did not have any opportunity to MB nor did we find time to have sex during our trip. I figured since I didn’t have any release for the entire trip I would just keep it going to see if I’m able to have a WD. I’m starting this log on day 10 so I want to give some background about how the past 9 days have been.

Day 1
A very busy day packing and getting ready for our last minute trip. We took an evening flight and got checked into the hotel around 10pm.

Day 2
Slept in boxers. Nothing of note overnight. Already experiencing some minor ball discomfort, but my balls are very sensitive.

Day 3
Slept in boxers. We went out to some bars in the evening and I got pretty drunk. I felt a little horny during the day.

Day 4
Slept naked. I was awoken early in the morning by my partner gently massaging my hole, but we both fell back to sleep. I had a sexual dream and woke up later that morning hard and leaking lots of precum. Experienced increasing discomfort in my balls during the day, but it subsided by the evening.

Day 5
Slept naked. I was awoken early in the morning by my partner playing with my foreskin and rubbing the head of my dick. I was precumming a lot and it felt amazing. I probably would have came if he kept going, but we both fell back to sleep and slept in until very late. We engaged in some dirty talk later in the evening. My balls felt very full and tender for the entire day. Probably because of the physical and mental stimulation with no release.

Day 6
Slept in briefs. I don’t think I got hard at all the entire night, but only slept about 4 hours because of our very early flight back home. I fell asleep on the plane and when I woke up I was rock hard. It took awhile for my erection to subside and I hope the man sitting next to me didn’t notice. My balls were still feeling very full and tender, but I took a nap when I got home and that subsided.

Day 7
Slept in boxers. I woke up with morning wood early in the morning and ending up falling back to sleep after it went down. Ended up scrolling through some porn when I woke back up and was hard and precumming quite a bit. I did some much needed manscaping and the vibrating from the trimmer made me hard again. My balls felt unbelievably heavy and sore in the evening and I was having some pains in my abdomen. I took a Tylenol PM so that I could get some sleep.

Day 8
Slept in boxers. I woke up without morning wood and tried to avoid porn throughout the day, but did incidentally come across some. Had some minor ball discomfort after. I went for a walk around my neighborhood and did a core workout. My workouts seem to help any discomfort subside.

Day 9
Slept naked. I didn’t have any morning wood when I woke up. Surfing this forum led me to read some erotic stories and I leaked a lot of precum while reading, but didn’t get hard. Had some minor tenderness in my balls and abdomen. I also had some soreness in my lower back, but unsure if that is related or just regular soreness from my core workout. All discomfort subsided during my upper body workout even though I felt pretty horny after. I actually felt pretty energized during and after my workout, which was surprising to me because I’ve been traveling a lot this month and haven’t been able to workout consistently.

Day 10 (Today)
Slept naked. I woke up in the middle of the night and struggled to get back to sleep, but I eventually did. I had a non-sexual dream in the morning that I remember few details from and was awoken from the dream by my dog barking at something outside the window. I didn’t have morning wood, but I got a boner while working from my bed in the morning, but probably because I needed to pee and was holding my dick. I felt pretty horny all morning, but didn’t have any discomfort or tenderness the whole day. The horniness subsided as my day got very busy but returned after I finished my run and lower body workout. It's very interesting that I feel horny, but am not getting lots of random boners. I’m surprised that today has felt as easy as day 1. I am hoping that this continues to get easier as time goes on.

[damien1972]

Do you and your partner have sex ?
I know what you mean about aching balls and getting a lot of pre without always being hard.

[o0o00]

Our day to day life is generally pretty busy and our schedules/stress levels usually get in the way of having sex regularly. We normally have sex lots while on vacation, but the trip I mentioned was to deal with an emergency and not really relaxing. I do not plan on AB from sex with my partner when the opportunity arises.

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Day 11
Slept naked. I didn't wake up with morning wood and I didn't feel very horny in the morning, but was pretty horny in the afternoon after scrolling some Twitter porn. I went for a 4 mile walk around my neighborhood and then scrolled a little more porn in the evening. The minor ball tenderness and abdomen soreness returned before bedtime, which seems so be happening every night.

Day 12
Slept naked. I haven't been sleeping great. I keep waking up around 3am and struggling to get back to sleep for 30-45 minutes. I had a dream that I don't remember, but I think there was some sexual elements. I didn't have morning wood when I woke up. I stayed pretty busy with work all day and didn't consume any porn. In the early evening, some minor ball tenderness returned. I attended a family gathering and the tenderness subsided after I had a drink.

Day 13 (Today)
Slept in briefs. These new briefs that I bought are different than any I've worn before. They have a horizontal fly, so when I get a boner it sticks up and out of the fly. I had some dreams that I don't remember and I woke up with a boner several times throughout the night. My morning wood was rock hard this morning and it was pretty difficult to resist MB, but I got through it. It seems like I might be getting closer to a WD!

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Day 14
Slept naked. I seem to be having more dreams and waking up with boners. I ended up scrolling through some porn in the afternoon and was really hard and leaking precum like a faucet. I felt even more horny after my lower body workout. The ball tenderness was pretty bad in the evening. This has definitely been the hardest day of this journey so far. I'm not really sure how much longer I would last if everyday was this hard.