BePositive1992’s wet dream log-New attempt of ABS starting 31/10/24

[BePositive1992]

good luck on FINALLY getting one soon being off certain meds!

Thank you

[BePositive1992]

Last night I woke up to find myself sleep masturbating. I stopped suddenly after realising what I was doing. I would say I could feel a lack of sensitivity, especially consideirng I've gone over a year without mbing. This is another sign my meds are causing sensitivity issues.

[Airrad]

Well it's all positive

[BePositive1992]

In the past few days its crossed my mind that I should MB. A part of my brain is justifying that it will take too long for a WD so I may as well MB.I'm not too tempted but the lingering thought is there. I've decided I want to keep my streak going so that I am following my religion (mb is a sin) and so that I remain the closest I possibly can to a WD. Luckily I don't have any arousal and I haven't touched myself or pleasured myself. I keep reminding that mb will be dissappointing and then the wandering thoughts tend to dissappear.

So I've decided I want to try and fill the void by focussing on lucid dreaming. I will try a Wake Back to Bed technique to lucid dream tomorrow morning. I'm planning to recognise that I'm dreaming and to explore the dream. At some point in the future I'm going to ask my subconsious why I haven't had a WD yet. Should be interesting. In summary I'm glad that I'm still on my long AB streak, it's more exciting that MB constantly.

[dkj87]

Definitely check with a doctor first before you go off on anything. I don’t want to discourage you towards the WD goal, but I’d say taking care of your mental health is far more important

[BePositive1992]

Definitely check with a doctor first before you go off on anything. I don’t want to discourage you towards the WD goal, but I’d say taking care of your mental health is far more important

I am coming off olanzapine with the help of my doctor. That is the drug that's causing me the most side effects, I believe. I hate the side effects and they are making me miserable and I can't wait to come off them, more so for my own comfort. And of course the WD will happen the sooner I'm off them.

[Seqiro]

Good luck with your lucid dreaming attempts. I think that is a far more constructive use of your energy than MB constantly. You've gone this far - might as well keep on keepin' on! You got this!

[dkj87]

Definitely check with a doctor first before you go off on anything. I don’t want to discourage you towards the WD goal, but I’d say taking care of your mental health is far more important

I am coming off olanzapine with the help of my doctor. That is the drug that's causing me the most side effects, I believe. I hate the side effects and they are making me miserable and I can't wait to come off them, more so for my own comfort. And of course the WD will happen the sooner I'm off them.

Ok good to hear. Not sure I saw you mention “with the help of your doctor” before so I was a little concerned. I’m very happy to hear things have improved to that point. Congrats!

[Brafetish]

I sometimes think meds create more side effects than good. Congrats to you for abstaining for so long, I could never do it. The most was 83 days or so and I gave in. I’ve never had a WD and would love to experience at least one, just don’t think it’s in the cards for me.

[BePositive1992]

After 431 days of abstinence, this morning I FINALLY had a wet dream! I’ve not been aroused at all recently due to my meds so it came out of the blue. I honestly wasn’t expecting to get a WD until I came off my meds so it was a pleasant surprise and hopefully, as it’s quite common with wet dreams, the wet dreams may become more frequent. Hopefully it’s not another 431 days to wait lol.

In the dream I was at a train station and for some reason myself and a group of about ten people had to wait in this squared shaped room. I walked around and found myself rubbing my penis (still fully clothed) against a woman’s backside with black yoga pants that went down to her ankles. I vaguely recall the woman saying this is sexual assault but i continued rubbing my penis against her. In real life I of course wouldn’t do this and when I woke up felt a sense of guilt if that makes sense . Very quickly, as I got more errect and rubbed myself on the woman, I felt the orgasm approach and this bit was fairly vivid but not as vivid as previous wet dreams. I woke up shortly afterwards and as I slept naked the bed had a fairly large stain.

It was an intriguing dream and a fairly pleasant orgasm and so I’m looking forward to more in the future. I’m just glad and relived I’m still capable of having wet dreams.