DarkAcademic's Log

[DarkAcademic]

Hi Everyone,

Not much to report for the first day here. No MW, No WD. Woke up in the middle of dreaming and had memorable dreams.

Days since last MB: 49
Days since last non-WD release: 22
Days since last WD release: 9

[Scott]

Congratulations on your abstaining progress thus far plus being rewarded with a wet dream pretty recently. It's looking like you're quite likely on track to achieve an increasing frequency of wet dreams. Way to go!

[DarkAcademic]

What luck! I had a WD this morning. I woke up before I wanted to, so I drank some water and had a little snack and went back to sleep. I was excited because most of the wet dreams I have had have been when I go back to sleep in the morning.

I had an emotional dream where a friend and I were sharing a nice moment. That ended but next thing I know I am in bed, laying on my stomach watching youtube on my phone. I found a video of the last dream on my phone (weird). I was reading the comments. Then, I lifted my hips to reposition myself and noticed I was really hard. At this point, I didn't know I was dreaming. To reposition myself, I pushed my hips into my bed, and suddenly, I felt on the threshold of orgasm. I thought maybe I was breaking my AB streak with a hands free orgasm (which I've done before), but at that point I was so close I didn't care. Pornographic images started flooding my mind, and I released. I woke up realizing it was a dream after all.

It felt great, obviously, but I felt like I was consciously holding back a little because I thought I was breaking my streak. The result is a 2-in diameter wetspot in my briefs and maybe 1-in one in my basketball shorts.

Days since last MB: 50
Days since last non-WD release: 23
Days since last WD release: 0
Total number of WDs since ABing: 4 or 5

[Peel]

Congrats man! You are frequent wet dreamer now. You did good when you didn't care about breaking your streak. Dreaming about MB doesn't mean you actually masturbate.

[DarkAcademic]

Not much to report. Memorable dreams, no MW just a big softie. Feeling very turned on since the WD, but sticking with ABing

Days since last MB: 51
Days since last non-WD release: 24
Days since last WD release: 1
Total number of WDs since ABing: 4 or 5

[Texanguy]

Not much to report. Memorable dreams, no MW just a big softie. Feeling very turned on since the WD, but sticking with ABing

It's normal to feel horny after a WD, the opposite of what happens after MB. Not MBing can be more sexual than endless MB-letdown cycles. You can feel quite horny without an erection, while also having intense WDs. It's like the next level beyond MB.

[DarkAcademic]

Days since last MB: 52
Days since last non-WD release: 25
Days since last WD release: 2
Total number of WDs since ABing: 4 or 5

[DarkAcademic]

Days since last MB: 53
Days since last non-WD release: 26
Days since last WD release: 3
Total number of WDs since ABing: 4 or 5

[DarkAcademic]

Wow. My body is still in ~a state~. Feel like I woke up moments before orgasm. I had a very sexy dream where I had an (apparently) unsuccessful orgasm. When I woke up my balls were aching, and I was rock hard. I also had that hot feeling in my chest that you get in the build up to your orgasm. Now, I woke up quite hungry and with a headache, so perhaps, that's why nothing finished. It was really hard not to just finish myself off, but I peed and finally got soft. It's still a bit early for me to be up on a Saturday, so I think I might have some breakfast and go back to sleep. Who knows, maybe I will have something to post about later...

The dream:

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I was walking in New York City with two podcasters I listen to. We were catching up. Eventually, the conversation turned to my dating life. One of them was asking about girls, and then I started talking about polyamory and my sex life. We arrived at our destination and continued our conversation on the couch and were also sitting next to a transwoman. Eventually, him and I start making out. I felt a little uncomfortable with it because we were at a party, but I was really turned on from the conversation, so I didn't care. Eventually, he gets off of me and starts paying attention to the woman next to me. He starts sucking her dick. I start playing with his. Then, the woman starts giving me really good head. I can tell I'm really close. I start stroking myself off. I see stuff coming out of my dick so I start slowing down, but it doesn't exactly feel like a full orgasm. I keep going, and the woman is really encouraging me to finish, but I see cum all over my hand. I thought I just had a mildly unsatisfying orgasm. I go to the bathroom to clean myself up. Then, I wake up moments before orgasm. I should have listened to her...

Days since last MB: 54
Days since last non-WD release: 27
Days since last WD release: 4
Total number of WDs since ABing: 4 or 5

[DarkAcademic]

Crazy MW today, but that's it.

Days since last MB: 55
Days since last non-WD release: 28
Days since last WD release: 5
Total number of WDs since ABing: 4 or 5