Mikey's journal

[eric_andrew]

Phases of the moon?

Seems like it - I'm starting to go through the logs here and see if there is correlation. Definitely not perfect but there seems to be concentrations around full and new moons. Several WDs reported a couple days ago, I noticed.

[Mikey42]

Last night I had a WEIRD dry dream. During the dream, I felt a couple of small orgasms, but no contractions. When I woke up, I was still dry.

[goodlife]

But something is happening

[Texanguy]

You've been rather quiet here. Your log shows another series of 6 sexual episodes all in a row starting on Dec 5th.

How's the non-MBer lifestyle going? Anything different about the sex?

Do you have any urges to MB these days? Would you ever go back to it?

Back in the previous WDF, you discussed making your house clothing optional with your (I think) half brother. He agreed, and you started to take advantage of it. Any updates in that area?

WDs still seem possible!

[Mikey42]

You've been rather quiet here. Your log shows another series of 6 sexual episodes all in a row starting on Dec 5th.

I'm surprised there are people watching my data log. Thanks for the interest! Yeah, the FWB situation I had has become a much more serious relationship. It's long distance though, so we don't get to see each other as often as we'd like but we're making it work.

How's the non-MBer lifestyle going? Anything different about the sex?

It's honestly great. I'm down to 235 lbs. I'm walking 4 miles nearly every day. I just had my yearly physical and when the doctor looked at my labs, she said, "This is amazing! What have you been doing?!"

I have horny days and not-so-horny days. The horny days are quite easy to deal with now. The less horny days are nice but I almost find myself looking forward to the "amped up" feeling of the hornier days.

The sex is absolutely amazing. I have to concentrate to keep control but when I finally let go, the orgasms are insanely powerful. I feel completely drained immediately afterwards, but that only lasts for 10 minutes or so and then the horniness starts coming right back.

Do you have any urges to MB these days? Would you ever go back to it?

Zero urges to MB. I think it has been months since the last time I can remember the thought even crossing my mind. I remember saying back in April or May that I would AB at least until the end of the year. Well, we're fast approaching that and I don't see any end in sight now. I think I'll be a non-MBer for life.

Back in the previous WDF, you discussed making your house clothing optional with your (I think) half brother. He agreed, and you started to take advantage of it. Any updates in that area?

I still took advantage of it on a regular basis. He got a new job that let him get his own place and he moved out a bit over 2 weeks ago. I now spend a large majority of my time at home naked. I'll get dressed to head out, then when I get home, if I'm not planning any other trips out anytime soon, I take everything but my socks off. Feet get cold otherwise. I'm naked while typing this up.

WDs still seem possible!

I agree completely. My boyfriend knows about my desire for more WDs and supports me in it. Sex with him comes first, but outside of that, my only other outlet will be WDs.

[Anthemic]

Wow, Mikey! I'm impressed about your health/fitness achievements. I'm pretty interested in how ABing helps in that regard, so I'm glad that you're finding good results with it (and your doctor noticing too!). I've found the same effects for me (weight going down, strength going up) and really think there's something to it. The holidays have proven to be quite the obstacle for me, but by continuing to AB, I think I'm taking it well and have no doubt I'll get right back to my diet/fitness routine in the new year. Idk the actual scientific benefits, but even if it's only a matter of just strengthening discipline, I think AB has merit in it being used to improve one's life elsewhere. Lastly, I will say, 4 miles is amazing! Now, I'm thinking I need to get my steps up, haha. Keep going strong!

[Texanguy]

Interesting. Thanks for your detailed reply and update.

It appears that we don't know all the effects of adopting the non-MBer lifestyle. But it seems that MB/not MB affects the brain and motivation more than we realize. If having sex (I'm not), it seems different and better as a non-MBer, with a much faster return of horniness.

But the changes seem to be wider than that. It seems that motivation in general can improve in various ways, including getting more exercise, better diet, etc. Can't say much about academic studies, although I think long term ABers Anthemic, Marbles, and 2x4 do quite well in school.

I find the 'non-MBer naked connection' thing interesting, even as I write this clothes-free. It seems that at least for a sizable percentage of people, AB leads to prefer going nude more, while MB leads people to want to cover up more. The correlation may be high enough so that if you run across a guy who prefers to hang out naked, such as at a nude beach, it's safe to assume that he's 'probably' a non-MBer, and therefore 'probably' has WDs.

It's interesting to Google going naked more and sleeping naked. It's generally considered healthy and is recommended by professionals. If AB leads to going naked being more fun and enjoyable, it can be argued that it's a good reason to become a non-MBer.

We don't know all the changes in the brain that MB can lead to. Ancient philosophies and the modern nofap movement say that AB improves concentration, confidence, and other attributes. Being a non-MBer is perhaps healthier, besides being more natural and more fun!

Anyway, enjoy the non-MBer lifestyle!

[Mikey42]

A near miss last night. I had a dream where someone was between my legs, running their tongue along the underside of my penis. I didn't want to cum, so I was trying to get away from them, but couldn't. I even tried hitting them to get them to stop but they just kept going. Just as I felt like I was getting to the edge, I finally got away from them and took a few breaths to calm down. Shortly after this, I woke up. I was rock hard and still felt extremely close to the edge. I was able to fall back asleep after a while but no repeat performance.

[Texanguy]

Get in sync in your dream next time and it may reach completion. Good luck!

[Mikey42]

Had an interesting dream last night. It wasn't sexual at all, but still interesting. In the dream, I was with a small group of people. They were all clothed but I was naked. I didn't have any of the usual feelings that in the past accompanied the "everyone but you is wearing clothes" type dreams and everyone in the group took my nakedness in stride like it was a non-issue. I was just naked. Seems my subconscious is getting onboard with the idea that there's nothing wrong about being naked.