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The 90 days of NeverWDb4

Posted: Sun Sep 24, 2023 12:10 am
by NeverWDb4
Hi guys, it's been a while. I've decided to start anew and create a challenge for myself. As I have just began to move into my new place for uni, I will be away from my home and town for roughly 3 months (the same amount of time it takes for a brain rewire from addiction)

I will try to update my experience everyday, especially when NNN arrives as it would mark the monthly milestone. I'm currently on day 4 so I will begin on day 5 tomorrow night for this log.

Hope everyone is happy and healthy.

Re: The 90 days of NeverWDb4

Posted: Sun Sep 24, 2023 12:53 am
by marbles428
Hey NeverWDb4,

Good luck with your new challenge!

Re: The 90 days of NeverWDb4

Posted: Mon Sep 25, 2023 12:47 am
by NeverWDb4
Day 5 - Sunday

Not much happened originally between the hours of 12pm and 6pm. I spent most of the time scrolling through tiktok, insta and YouTube. I did a bit of reading and sorted out the basic essentials of life, I.e. eating and exercising.

It's reached roughly 7pm when I finished my workout and that was when a huge urge of horniness hit me. I must admit that I did look at some corn and was completely consumed by it and was ready to mb again but I remember that it was all pointless and that I shouldn't ruin this streaks despite the huge wave of emotion I was feeling at the time. I did not give into the temptation and lost all motivation to keep watching corn. My term starts tomorrow so I will be incredibly busy with work and this should work out in my favor in terms of forgetting the time away from home and chances to mb.

Re: The 90 days of NeverWDb4

Posted: Mon Sep 25, 2023 1:33 am
by Mikey42
Glad to hear you stayed strong. Porn can be a really tough one to kick. Even more difficult than MB in my experience.

Re: The 90 days of NeverWDb4

Posted: Mon Sep 25, 2023 7:19 am
by Scott
:clap: Welcome back and congratulations on over 5 days of successful abstaining so far. You've got a solid start toward your abstinence goals. Nice seeing you in chat here a couple evenings ago as well.

Re: The 90 days of NeverWDb4

Posted: Mon Sep 25, 2023 8:46 pm
by NeverWDb4
Day 6 - Monday

Today was a good day. It marked the beginning of the semester and my last year at uni. I woke up at a reasonable time and had enough time to do the daily essentials before going to my first lecture. Everything was normal until 6pm hit. I had a surge in horniness and it wouldn't go away. This was quite annoying as I was doing my work and It distracted me quite a bit. I soothed the urge by watching a bit of corn before coming to eventual realization that it's not worth it. I also had the urge to pee during that time and this was where it gets really interesting.

I went to the bathroom to pee and huge loads of pre was leaking into the toilet bowl. This occurred for roughly 5 seconds until pee was coming out. This is a first for me and proves (at least for me) that AB does somewhat increase precum and hopefully with enough AB, more sexual occurrence may happen.

I got back to work after all the emotions went down but I also procrastinated so after writing this post, i must make up for the time wasted.

Looking forward to Day 7.

Re: The 90 days of NeverWDb4

Posted: Mon Sep 25, 2023 9:35 pm
by Mikey42
I've had that before but for me it's usually a smaller amount of pre followed by lots of pre mixed with pee.

Next time you find yourself with a big surge or horniness, try peeing even if you only need to go a little bit. Sometimes just the little bit of extra pressure from the urine in the bladder makes the horniness seem worse than it is and releasing the pressure in the bladder can help.

Re: The 90 days of NeverWDb4

Posted: Wed Sep 27, 2023 12:01 am
by NeverWDb4
Day 7 - Tuesday

Nothing happened surprisingly. Is this the plateau where all horniness subsides? Tbh, I was pretty exhausted from playing sports, attending lectures and been hungry for 8 hours until I had enough strength to make food. Dinner was great and I am gonna end off the night by sleeping earlier than usual.

Re: The 90 days of NeverWDb4

Posted: Wed Sep 27, 2023 7:23 am
by Peel
NeverWDb4 wrote: Wed Sep 27, 2023 12:01 am Day 7 - Tuesday

Nothing happened surprisingly. Is this the plateau where all horniness subsides? Tbh, I was pretty exhausted from playing sports, attending lectures and been hungry for 8 hours until I had enough strength to make food. Dinner was great and I am gonna end off the night by sleeping earlier than usual.
Yes, some of us call it a flatline. :D After such a day no wonder you didn't feel any traces of horniness. I would say ideal circumstances for you in this phase of your streak.

BTW, yesterday was a similar day for me. 8-)

Good luck!

Re: The 90 days of NeverWDb4

Posted: Thu Sep 28, 2023 12:30 am
by NeverWDb4
Day 8 - Wednesday

Today, I didn't have class, so I slept in and felt kinda guilty of it. I made up by completing my prep work for the next day. I was working until I had the urge to try out some lube I recently bought out of impulse and use my lovense toy. I couldn't fully enjoy the experience as I knew it was wrong and couldn't bring myself to break my hard earned streak over the experience of short-lived pleasure and small amount of pre I usually make. In addition, the urge was self-made by thought rather than natural horniness so it wasn't as powerful or compelling to stop, which made it easier to put everything down and continue my daily life.

Tomorrow marks 10% completion of my 90-day journey, and I will celebrate by doing more classwork and reading 😀 🙌 😄 😀 😀 💀