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Re: Blog of a Middle Age Ejacalating Man
Posted: Thu Dec 19, 2024 3:13 am
by DryGuy
That's quite an effort, congrats so far. Keep it going. I regret blowing the 50+ day streak I had. The prospect of starting that over from scratch is something I haven't had the appetite for this year.
Re: Blog of a Middle Age Ejacalating Man
Posted: Sun Dec 22, 2024 7:26 pm
by Airrad
DryGuy wrote: ↑Thu Dec 19, 2024 3:13 am
That's quite an effort, congrats so far. Keep it going. I regret blowing the 50+ day streak I had. The prospect of starting that over from scratch is something I haven't had the appetite for this year.
Many thanks, it takes a long time to get back up again as it were
Re: Blog of a Middle Age Ejacalating Man
Posted: Sun Dec 22, 2024 7:30 pm
by Airrad
Nearly caved in on Saturday morning but still haven't cum the whole of December so far.
Re: Blog of a Middle Age Ejacalating Man
Posted: Wed Dec 25, 2024 4:02 am
by DryGuy
Airrad wrote: ↑Sun Dec 22, 2024 7:26 pm
Many thanks, it takes a long time to get back up again as it were
It's very deflating. Now every time I start a new streak, I don't have the excitement that "it could happen any night", and that
probably nothing will happen until I surpass my old record again. 50 days of excruciating boredom just to get back to where I was; all the time questioning why I'm even bothering.
But then, my motivation has always been a trade-off between regular ejaculation, and this elusive mystery wet dream ejaculation. Which is possibly not the most fruitful mental-formulation to begin with.
I guess what I'm saying is, if getting this far was difficult, don't be tempted to throw it away. Because starting over
really feels like starting over, and it sucks.
But that's just me, and maybe I'm not properly in touch with the higher motives I need.
Maybe my mindset just sucks.
Re: Blog of a Middle Age Ejacalating Man
Posted: Thu Dec 26, 2024 6:37 pm
by Airrad
DryGuy wrote: ↑Wed Dec 25, 2024 4:02 am
Airrad wrote: ↑Sun Dec 22, 2024 7:26 pm
Many thanks, it takes a long time to get back up again as it were
It's very deflating. Now every time I start a new streak, I don't have the excitement that "it could happen any night", and that
probably nothing will happen until I surpass my old record again. 50 days of excruciating boredom just to get back to where I was; all the time questioning why I'm even bothering.
But then, my motivation has always been a trade-off between regular ejaculation, and this elusive mystery wet dream ejaculation. Which is possibly not the most fruitful mental-formulation to begin with.
I guess what I'm saying is, if getting this far was difficult, don't be tempted to throw it away. Because starting over
really feels like starting over, and it sucks.
But that's just me, and maybe I'm not properly in touch with the higher motives I need.
Maybe my mindset just sucks.
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Re: Blog of a Middle Age Ejacalating Man
Posted: Mon Dec 30, 2024 8:08 pm
by Airrad
Tomorrow I haven't cum for 2 months exactly.
Re: Blog of a Middle Age Ejacalating Man
Posted: Sun Jan 12, 2025 8:05 pm
by Airrad
I came sadly it was weird because it almost just dribbled out in reality and for some reason it was really thick.
Re: Blog of a Middle Age Ejacalating Man
Posted: Sun Feb 23, 2025 6:58 pm
by Airrad
Back on the wagon again and apologies for no updates, haven't been forcing myself to abstain from masturbation at all but next week I wouldn't have cum for the whole of February!
Re: Blog of a Middle Age Ejacalating Man
Posted: Mon Feb 24, 2025 5:36 pm
by Seqiro
You got this!!
Re: Blog of a Middle Age Ejacalating Man
Posted: Mon Feb 24, 2025 7:32 pm
by BePositive1992
Airrad wrote: ↑Sun Feb 23, 2025 6:58 pm
Back on the wagon again and apologies for no updates, haven't been forcing myself to abstain from masturbation at all but next week I wouldn't have cum for the whole of February!
This video has helped me a lot recently when I get thoughts or temptations.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WRXzXI0 ... b7&index=5 It explains how the urges we get don't determine our actions. You will get plenty of urges but just don't act on them, let them come and go. I also remind myself that what I truly want is to continue my streak and make it to the end of the year. So when you get tempted remind yourself that AB is what you TRULY want. The 'higher self' wants you to get plenty of WD and remind yourself you'll feel terrible if you give in, as you seem to have felt when you gave in the last few times.
you can do it! Have faith in yourself!