Blog of a Middle Age Ejacalating Man

[DryGuy]

That's quite an effort, congrats so far. Keep it going. I regret blowing the 50+ day streak I had. The prospect of starting that over from scratch is something I haven't had the appetite for this year.

[Airrad]

That's quite an effort, congrats so far. Keep it going. I regret blowing the 50+ day streak I had. The prospect of starting that over from scratch is something I haven't had the appetite for this year.

Many thanks, it takes a long time to get back up again as it were

[Airrad]

Nearly caved in on Saturday morning but still haven't cum the whole of December so far.

[DryGuy]

Many thanks, it takes a long time to get back up again as it were

It's very deflating. Now every time I start a new streak, I don't have the excitement that "it could happen any night", and that probably nothing will happen until I surpass my old record again. 50 days of excruciating boredom just to get back to where I was; all the time questioning why I'm even bothering.
But then, my motivation has always been a trade-off between regular ejaculation, and this elusive mystery wet dream ejaculation. Which is possibly not the most fruitful mental-formulation to begin with.
I guess what I'm saying is, if getting this far was difficult, don't be tempted to throw it away. Because starting over really feels like starting over, and it sucks.
But that's just me, and maybe I'm not properly in touch with the higher motives I need. Maybe my mindset just sucks.

[Airrad]

Many thanks, it takes a long time to get back up again as it were

It's very deflating. Now every time I start a new streak, I don't have the excitement that "it could happen any night", and that probably nothing will happen until I surpass my old record again. 50 days of excruciating boredom just to get back to where I was; all the time questioning why I'm even bothering.
But then, my motivation has always been a trade-off between regular ejaculation, and this elusive mystery wet dream ejaculation. Which is possibly not the most fruitful mental-formulation to begin with.
I guess what I'm saying is, if getting this far was difficult, don't be tempted to throw it away. Because starting over really feels like starting over, and it sucks.
But that's just me, and maybe I'm not properly in touch with the higher motives I need. Maybe my mindset just sucks.
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What will be will be

[Airrad]

Tomorrow I haven't cum for 2 months exactly.

[Airrad]

I came sadly it was weird because it almost just dribbled out in reality and for some reason it was really thick.

[Airrad]

Back on the wagon again and apologies for no updates, haven't been forcing myself to abstain from masturbation at all but next week I wouldn't have cum for the whole of February!

[Seqiro]

You got this!!

[BePositive1992]

Back on the wagon again and apologies for no updates, haven't been forcing myself to abstain from masturbation at all but next week I wouldn't have cum for the whole of February!

This video has helped me a lot recently when I get thoughts or temptations. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WRXzXI0 ... b7&index=5 It explains how the urges we get don't determine our actions. You will get plenty of urges but just don't act on them, let them come and go. I also remind myself that what I truly want is to continue my streak and make it to the end of the year. So when you get tempted remind yourself that AB is what you TRULY want. The 'higher self' wants you to get plenty of WD and remind yourself you'll feel terrible if you give in, as you seem to have felt when you gave in the last few times.

you can do it! Have faith in yourself!