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Re: The 90 days of NeverWDb4

Posted: Thu Jan 04, 2024 8:51 pm
by NeverWDb4
4/1/24

Even though today hasn't officially ended yet. It is drawing to a close as I am tired and ready to sleep soon. I had badminton this morning and I had a pretty decent amount of sleep. I have lots of university work to do tomorrow, which hopefully will keep me from being idle.

Re: The 90 days of NeverWDb4

Posted: Thu Jan 04, 2024 8:56 pm
by NeverWDb4
I took some comparison pics from 2nd of Jan and 3rd of Jan.

Re: The 90 days of NeverWDb4

Posted: Thu Jan 04, 2024 9:33 pm
by Peel
It still looks very serious. Stay safe if possible.

I think you learn step by step to control your urges (referring to your previous post). Of course it is not easy, some of them may be intense.

Re: The 90 days of NeverWDb4

Posted: Thu Jan 04, 2024 10:08 pm
by goerichmond2
OMG! Where is this? Please stay safe.

Re: The 90 days of NeverWDb4

Posted: Fri Jan 05, 2024 10:42 pm
by NeverWDb4
5/1/24

Thanks for your concern guys. Luckily, this was only in the park faraway from my house. Today was also another day of no urges so I spent it playing games and watching TV like usual. Tomorrow, I plan to wake up early and complete my reading so I can start planning my essay on my subject matter.

Re: The 90 days of NeverWDb4

Posted: Sun Jan 07, 2024 1:12 am
by NeverWDb4
6/1/24

This late night/early morning (4am to 6am) was the beginning of urges. I had by far the worst sleep schedule as I lost track of time and spent most of the time in bed, playing mobile games and watching Tiktok. Tiktok eventually led to other temptations which were met with no real action downstairs but moved onto more hard-core material which gave me an ultimatum and an existential crisis. Luckily, I was strong enough to overcome these temptation and go to sleep. Throughout the day, I had no temptations or urges so I spent the day calling my friends.

Re: The 90 days of NeverWDb4

Posted: Mon Jan 08, 2024 12:19 am
by NeverWDb4
7/1/24

Same temptations as last night but nothing came to fruition. I spent the day finally studying and I intend to sleep early tonight.

Re: The 90 days of NeverWDb4

Posted: Tue Jan 09, 2024 11:19 pm
by NeverWDb4
8/1/24

Yesterday was a day of studying and no temptations as I slept soundly and didn't use my phone.

Re: The 90 days of NeverWDb4

Posted: Tue Jan 09, 2024 11:22 pm
by NeverWDb4
9/1/24

I didn't study today but I had badminton in the morning and felt that my AB has led to an increase in my performance and that I was able to play better than usual. This is the same feeling I had last year when I unintentionally abstained as a result of illness and incomplete deadlines that were nearly due. No temptations currently, will probably sleep in a couple hours time so I can study in the morning.

Re: The 90 days of NeverWDb4

Posted: Thu Jan 11, 2024 11:21 pm
by NeverWDb4
10/1/24

Celebrated Mum's birthday earlier as I had to go back to uni the next day. I had some urges which I soothed by mistakingly watching P. Nothing was lost but the transition to a non pmo lifestyle had been hindered temporarily.