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Re: Marbles’ journal

Posted: Tue Oct 10, 2023 2:03 am
by Texanguy
Interesting changes. Glad you are making progress and sleeping better.

I made the observation in Anthemic's log that pre is a natural function. If becoming a non-MBer leads to making pre, doesn't that logically mean that becoming a non-MBer is natural? Perhaps more natural than being an MB addict?

Good luck in getting your next WD soon!

Re: Marbles’ journal

Posted: Thu Oct 12, 2023 2:24 pm
by marbles428
Texanguy wrote: Tue Oct 10, 2023 2:03 am Interesting changes. Glad you are making progress and sleeping better.

I made the observation in Anthemic's log that pre is a natural function. If becoming a non-MBer leads to making pre, doesn't that logically mean that becoming a non-MBer is natural? Perhaps more natural than being an MB addict?

Good luck in getting your next WD soon!
I’d say so Tex. Thanks!

Re: Marbles’ journal

Posted: Thu Oct 12, 2023 2:33 pm
by marbles428
Day 65

Yesterday, I had one of those strange toilet “SEs” (for the lack of a better term,) but this time was a little different. Rather than just some of the really gelatinous semi-translucent fluid, there was about two drops of semen that also came out with it. I usually feel the warm sensation when it’s about to happen but I guess my body said otherwise and let out a few drops of semen along with it. There was no “proper” orgasm nor was I hard/stimulated at all.

Otherwise my sleep has continued to improve and it feels nice to not have to rely on something to get me to sleep. Although that might change tomorrow night but hopefully that won’t affect my sleep too much.

I think as of late I’ve hit a little flatline so everything is pretty calm.

Re: Marbles’ journal

Posted: Fri Oct 13, 2023 1:33 am
by Texanguy
marbles428 wrote: Thu Oct 12, 2023 2:33 pm Day 65

Yesterday, I had one of those strange toilet “SEs” (for the lack of a better term,) but this time was a little different. Rather than just some of the really gelatinous semi-translucent fluid, there was about two drops of semen that also came out with it. I usually feel the warm sensation when it’s about to happen but I guess my body said otherwise and let out a few drops of semen along with it. There was no “proper” orgasm nor was I hard/stimulated at all.
Seems pretty normal, although it typically doesn't happen every day
marbles428 wrote: Thu Oct 12, 2023 2:33 pm Otherwise my sleep has continued to improve and it feels nice to not have to rely on something to get me to sleep. Although that might change tomorrow night but hopefully that won’t affect my sleep too much.

I think as of late I’ve hit a little flatline so everything is pretty calm.
Good you are still getting better sleep. A little flatline at times is normal.

Re: Marbles’ journal

Posted: Tue Oct 17, 2023 3:19 pm
by marbles428
Day 70

Hey everyone, I haven’t been super active due to my schedule having gotten busier.

There hasn’t been a whole lot to report. Continuously falling asleep without any medication which is a miracle for me and continuously waking up with MW.

Horniness hasn’t picked up too much aside from yesterday and especially last night.

Re: Marbles’ journal

Posted: Tue Oct 17, 2023 4:54 pm
by Mikey42
Awesome to hear that you’re not needing meds to sleep. Even though they help you sleep, they’ll often mess with your REM sleep, lessening the chances of a WD.

Re: Marbles’ journal

Posted: Tue Oct 17, 2023 7:06 pm
by Peel
marbles428 wrote: Tue Oct 17, 2023 3:19 pm Day 70

There hasn’t been a whole lot to report. Continuously falling asleep without any medication which is a miracle for me and continuously waking up with MW.
Did you think that there could be dependence? That after meds for sleeping you are dimmed, and this means all your body is dimmed. Hahaha. But seriously, MWs are natural. Hope you enjoy them a lot. 8-)

Good luck!

Re: Marbles’ journal

Posted: Wed Oct 18, 2023 12:09 am
by Texanguy
marbles428 wrote: Tue Oct 17, 2023 3:19 pm Hey everyone, I haven’t been super active due to my schedule having gotten busier.
Welcome back! I was hoping we hadn't 'Lost our marbles'!

Do you think the regular MW may be related to sleeping without the meds, or maybe just from longer term AB? Or maybe both?

Re: Marbles’ journal

Posted: Wed Oct 18, 2023 2:52 pm
by marbles428
Mikey42 wrote: Tue Oct 17, 2023 4:54 pm Awesome to hear that you’re not needing meds to sleep. Even though they help you sleep, they’ll often mess with your REM sleep, lessening the chances of a WD.
Yeah thanks Mikey, I started to notice that my sleep has gotten a lot better having stopped any meds.
Peel wrote: Tue Oct 17, 2023 7:06 pm
Did you think that there could be dependence? That after meds for sleeping you are dimmed, and this means all your body is dimmed. Hahaha. But seriously, MWs are natural. Hope you enjoy them a lot. 8-)

Good luck!
I think that could’ve been the case peel haha. Thanks!
Texanguy wrote: Wed Oct 18, 2023 12:09 am
Welcome back! I was hoping we hadn't 'Lost our marbles'!

Do you think the regular MW may be related to sleeping without the meds, or maybe just from longer term AB? Or maybe both?
Haha, thanks Tex! I do think the regular MW is caused by not taking the meds, since I wouldn’t notice them as much when I would take them.

Re: Marbles’ journal

Posted: Wed Oct 18, 2023 3:00 pm
by marbles428
Day 71

I thought I had a WD last night because I woke up after a pee dream. Turns out there was nothing there in the morning however. In the dream, it was the usual peeing then feeling an additional familiar warm feeling that felt sort of nice in the dream. (It seems that my mind tends to favor filthy public restrooms lol.) I woke up after the dream was done and I was hard.

This dream felt so realistic because of the previous events so I didn’t think twice of it like with other pee dream occasions so I was surprised when I woke up.