Marbles’ journal

[marbles428]

Day 21

3 weeks in and the “fullness” is starting to become more and more apparent. Been horny and leaking all morning and I went for a walk and noticed this feeling almost like blue balls or a general aching during it. Surely a WD has to be around the corner.

[Texanguy]

Day 21

3 weeks in and the “fullness” is starting to become more and more apparent. Been horny and leaking all morning and I went for a walk and noticed this feeling almost like blue balls or a general aching during it. Surely a WD has to be around the corner.

I think these symptoms can happen from excessive arousal. It's not clear that there's a direct link between these 'symptoms' and a WD, but it's certainly clear that WDs can happen without these symptoms. At least some of your past WDs must have occurred without these symptoms.

So maybe relax a little. 'Let' rather than 'force' the horniness. Go to bed to get a good night's sleep, even while hoping in the background that a WD will happen.

Stick with it, and you'll get your next WD soon!

[member]

Hey, Marbles! How's your journey going?

[marbles428]

Hey, Marbles! How's your journey going?

Day 0

It’s been quite a bit of time since I’ve updated my log so I’ll give a little update. My AB streak was broken of about 2 weeks, and I did beat myself up a bit for it, but I know that quitting “cold turkey” isn’t always going to happen so I’ll accept there maybe the occasional slip up. As of recently I’ve been going on longer streaks of say 2-3+ weeks at a time

I did have a dream a couple nights ago that replicated many of my WDs, only nothing happened in reality.

As always onward with ABing~

[dkj87]

Definitely don't beat yourself up for that! There will always be more chances. Sometimes you just need to get it out of your system.

[Texanguy]

Too bad about the slip up, but one slip up MB with longer and longer times in between should reduce the effect of the MB and make it easier to stay on the AB path. Frequent multiple MB is what seems to set people back to zero on their AB journey.

Good luck in continuing your AB/WD lifestyle!

[marbles428]

Good luck in continuing your AB/WD lifestyle!

Definitely don't beat yourself up for that! There will always be more chances. Sometimes you just need to get it out of your system.

Thanks for the support guys! Still going strong!

[Dannykyro]

Bro don't feel bad. Quiting is hard. Heck I've been half trying to quit myself for the past year or so. What matters is that you're trying. If you are really trying and really want to quit I think that posting every day definitely helps and that's what I plan to do! Best of luck to you bro we got this!

[marbles428]

Bro don't feel bad. Quiting is hard. Heck I've been half trying to quit myself for the past year or so. What matters is that you're trying. If you are really trying and really want to quit I think that posting every day definitely helps and that's what I plan to do! Best of luck to you bro we got this!

Thanks Danny! Good luck with your ABing journey as well!

[marbles428]

Day 11

After a crazy busy week I finally had the most action I’ve had in my sleep in a while.

I thought I had a WD since the dream was vaguely sexual and in the dream/irl I felt myself harden. I wake up disappointed realizing I didn’t have a WD so I went back to sleep. I think I had a MB dream because I was disappointed that I didn’t have one so I wanted to MB, but I can’t be certain. Alas I woke up with a wet spot the size of a coin (which was pre) and MW.

Though it wasn’t a full WD, it certainly felt like one and I was glad to have been reminded of the feeling.