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Re: The 90 days of NeverWDb4
Posted: Mon Dec 30, 2024 11:46 pm
by NeverWDb4
Day 19 - Typical
Today was nothing special. Tomorrow will be good though.
Re: The 90 days of NeverWDb4
Posted: Wed Jan 01, 2025 12:18 am
by NeverWDb4
Day 1 - New Years
I resetted early this morning. I felt kinda of bad but it was in the name of a new year of abstinence. I didn't feel much negative effects as I simply move on and look forward to the future. Cleaned up the house, set off some fireworks and now off to bed
HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS, HOPE YOU GET MANY WDS IF YOU ARE LOOKING FOR THAT!!!!!!!!!!!
Re: The 90 days of NeverWDb4
Posted: Thu Jan 02, 2025 9:03 pm
by NeverWDb4
Day 2 - Active
Today, I had training so I woke up early and was productive all day. I had random boners throughout the day but nothing special. I'm not really craving porn and I've been resistant against thirst traps on social media as I either scroll away, laugh at its stupidity or press the don't recommend button to adjust my algorithm.
Re: The 90 days of NeverWDb4
Posted: Fri Jan 03, 2025 11:18 pm
by NeverWDb4
Day 3 - Drowsy
I had 10 hours of sleep since I slept early but was drowsy the whole day. Nothing special in terms of urges.
Re: The 90 days of NeverWDb4
Posted: Sat Jan 04, 2025 10:47 pm
by NeverWDb4
Day 4 - Good
Today was good. I felt like I was remembering more, I felt more confident and I had very good quality sleep. I haven't seen hardcore erotic videos but did stumbled upon some suggestive images but urges to continue or go further were easily dismissed.
Re: The 90 days of NeverWDb4
Posted: Sun Jan 05, 2025 11:46 pm
by NeverWDb4
Day 5 - Tough
Today was a regular Sunday. It was only towards the afternoon and evening when urges had hit extremely hard again. It shows how easy it is to slip when you give it fuel, even if it's a second.
I've managed to contain my arousal and urges well despite the mind wandering often. Hopefully, I can become more active and thus spend less time on the phone browsing.
Re: The 90 days of NeverWDb4
Posted: Mon Jan 06, 2025 8:13 am
by Wazzle
Hey, suppressing the urges is the hardest part so that's some pretty good progress! Good luck!
Re: The 90 days of NeverWDb4
Posted: Mon Jan 06, 2025 7:31 pm
by NeverWDb4
Day 6 - Productive
I had training in the afternoon, that went well. I walked home and played video games. Took a shower and had a quiet evening with the family. The urges have been quite low for the duration of the day except early morning but that was resisted.
Re: The 90 days of NeverWDb4
Posted: Tue Jan 07, 2025 3:39 pm
by NeverWDb4
Day 0 - Opportunity
By far, this has been one of my worst bouts with urges and temptations regarding porn and masturbation. It all started in the morning when curiosity was sparked. This led to a rabbit hole of all kinds of pornography to be searched out for, but this did not lead to any sort of ejaculation and was quickly shut down.
I watched a couple of youtube videos before I went to sleep. Only to be awakened to a raging erection and not a real way to release the energy without raising suspicion and attention.
I asked my acc buddy to talk me out of the urges and temptation, since I so desperately wanted to sleep as I had badminton in the morning, which helped a significant amount but advised me to ejaculate w/o the use of porn since it was impacting another health factor: sleep. He told me my two options at the current time: ej without porn or tough it and sleep. I did the latter.
Fast forward to this afternoon after badminton, I was left home alone since I was tired from playing, and everyone had things to do. This only led to more temptation and urges, especially without any people being around. This is where I relapsed and ejaculated....
HOWEVER, I do not feel the negatives of ejaculation... yet. In fact, I feel more energized and motivated to do better. I also masturbated to the feeling and hornies rather than to pornography; which I consider a win.
I may have lost a nut and must reset my days, but this only motivates me to keep going since it felt liberating to not always crave pornography and lived my life as a functioning member of society rather than a gooner.
Re: The 90 days of NeverWDb4
Posted: Wed Jan 08, 2025 5:02 pm
by NeverWDb4
Day 1 - Lazy
Today was another lazy day since I had no work to do. I woke up fairly late and was met with several messages from my friends. One asking if I was available to game an hour ago but I was still in bed. I had many thoughts of paranoia, which I can only assume are side effects of ejaculating and eventually binging porn hours later from my initial ejaculation yesterday. I had felt incredibly well prior to yesterday's ejaculations, which only motivates me to keep on this journey, no matter how tough and stressful it gets