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Re: Mikey's journal
Posted: Sun Sep 24, 2023 10:34 pm
by Mikey42
icandoitoo wrote: ↑Sun Sep 24, 2023 8:45 pm
Wow. What an experience Mikey! I've had similar only I usually cave and start at day 0.
One of the many benefits of deciding I'm done with MB. I'm able to enjoy the pleasure of something like that without being in danger of resetting to day zero. I can honestly say that during that entire experience, the thought of grabbing my dick and finishing things off never even entered my mind. It wasn't even an option. To me, my choices were to lay there and enjoy what was happening or to get up, move around, and maybe stop it.
That said, if the arousal would have pushed me past the PoNR during that, I probably would have reset my last EJ date. I'm very strict with myself on that. If the EJ occurred as a result of anything I did or if there was possibly something I could have done to prevent it, I reset my date.
Re: Mikey's journal
Posted: Sun Sep 24, 2023 11:36 pm
by icandoitoo
Got it. Resetting the date makes perfect sense. Again thanks for sharing the experience.
Re: Mikey's journal
Posted: Mon Sep 25, 2023 4:29 pm
by Mikey42
I had a dry dream last night and it was another weird one. The first thing I remember from the dream is being in the shower with an erection. I gave my erection just a few strokes and started to EJ. I caught it all in my hand. What came out though wasn't normal semen. First there was a large quantity of precum like fluid. The crystal clear fluid immediately solidified when it came out into something with a similar consistency to silicone. I would guess about 2 cups of this came out. There were no contractions with this. Following that were several shots of what appeared to be normal semen that did include contractions. The semen embedded itself into the quickly solidifying clear mass in my hand. I examined what had come out. The area where semen was had the characteristic smell but the rest of the mass had no smell to it at all. I tried to wash it away but it wouldn't just wash away. I was instead very slowly dissolving under the water. As I was waiting for it all to dissolve, I woke up, expecting to find a puddle but I was completely dry. Maybe next time!
Re: Mikey's journal
Posted: Sat Sep 30, 2023 10:43 pm
by Mikey42
I had a really interesting experience last night. I had a dream where I knew that I was dreaming but I didn't try to exert any control over the dream like you would with lucid dreaming. I just let the dream happen. In the dream, I was sleeping in my bed when two family members and a friend showed up at the house. They were out in the living room being kind of loud and I could hear them. Then the friend came into my room, stood next to my bed, and started talking at me while I slept. I was sleeping on my stomach and while he was standing there talking, I thought "It would be funny if I had a wet dream right now". As soon as that thought crossed my mind, I felt myself start to get hard and I felt an orgasm building. I felt a strong contraction and then wetness on my leg. That woke me up all the way to find that I had not had a WD, just a bit of precum.
Re: Mikey's journal
Posted: Sat Sep 30, 2023 10:54 pm
by Hardwood
Does that happen often? Like you wake up thinking you’re having or had a wd only to discover that it’s pre? Sounds as if your close to a wd though.
Re: Mikey's journal
Posted: Sun Oct 01, 2023 2:45 am
by Mikey42
Hardwood wrote: ↑Sat Sep 30, 2023 10:54 pm
Does that happen often? Like you wake up thinking you’re having or had a wd only to discover that it’s pre? Sounds as if your close to a wd though.
If history is any indication, I'll have numerous almost-WD experiences before I get my next WD. Sometimes it feels a bit like my brain is dangling a WD just out of my reach. It'll lower it just a bit, I jump for it, and it raises it again and laughs.
If I had to wager a guess, my body and brain are still figuring out how to have WDs after 30 years of daily (or more frequent) MB.
Re: Mikey's journal
Posted: Sun Oct 01, 2023 4:07 am
by Texanguy
Like the guys in the "guys who love their WDs..." topic say, it can take quite a while before WDs become hopefully frequent. It seems like age can be a big factor (brain nerve paths?) in how long it can take. Fortunately, the pleasurable waking aspects of the non-MBer lifestyle are still available after not too long a time.
Re: Mikey's journal
Posted: Mon Oct 09, 2023 2:40 pm
by marbles428
Hey Mikey, Happy birthday!
Thanks for all the work you’ve done on restoring the new forum and setting everything up, you did a great job!
Re: Mikey's journal
Posted: Mon Oct 09, 2023 6:22 pm
by charlythemoose
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIKEY