Mtn Guy’s Log

[Peel]

Congrats man!! This double reward was well deserved.

[Mtn_guy]

Jan 30
Day 3

Well, after my wet dream I went through a week long period of sex and masturbation with my partner. I don’t really consider it relapsing since there was no real streak during this time and it was basically daily or more than once daily that I was ejaculating, however, it’s very clear to me now that abstaining for almost 3 weeks prior to the wet dream (and week of release) caused me to be incredibly horny and crave the need to blow my load. Once I started, I couldn’t stop haha. But, my partner left for another work trip so I am once again starting another ab period.

The goal of this ab period isn’t necessarily to get another wet dream, but just to continue to rewire my brain to crave sex and get harder erections during it as opposed to always just caving into the urge to jack off all the time. I’m 3 days in and it was extremely difficult to start cold turkey again, but now I have a few days under my belt so that gives me the motivation to keep going. I’ll keep you all posted on how this one goes.

[liittlefiish]

it sounds like you’ve been doing a lot of reflecting on your habits and what works best for you. It’s interesting how the period of abstinence before the wet dream seemed to really ramp things up for you. Hope your partner will not come back soon

[Mtn_guy]

Feb 3
Day 7

Well it’s been a week of ABing now. I’ve been much more busy with life this AB period than the last one and have had less of an opportunity throughout my day to really think about sex. Because of this, it seems that my tanks aren’t bursting at the seams as much this time, or at least yet, and I haven’t had any pressure feeling in my prostate, any leakage of any sort, or really any other sign that a WD or SE or any other pressure release is near. I know it’s only been 7 days, but at this point last time the horniness was driving me crazy and I was already leaking cum when using the restroom. Maybe my body is already adapting to ABing? I doubt it would adapt this fast though and I’m still just going to blame it on being too preoccupied…

Now don’t get me wrong, I’m still horny and have random boners and an urge here or there to jack it, but it’s definitely a bit easier of a process this time. It’ll be interesting to see how long it’s going to take for the signs of being full to come.

[azurec94]

Wow, congrats on the WD in January. I wonder if the briefs helped you out in getting it or at least in abstaining from jerking off. Hoping I get one soon too

[Mtn_guy]

Feb 8
Day 12

I’ve been pretty busy the last few days but I wanted to come on and give an update. Still going strong with this AB period. Signs of having full tanks have started, I’ve had some random precum leakage throughout the day, some prostatic fluid leakage while using the bathroom, the pressure/pleasure feeling in the prostate/taint region when I move certain ways, and just a general horniness. I’ve also found myself turned on easier and I get boners quick if I see or think of something hot. Hoping for a wet dream soon!

[Mtn_guy]

…Continued

I should also add that I’ve been staying away from porn and haven’t edged or anything like that at all. The last few days I haven’t even been tempted to which is a nice brain switch to flip. I’m pretty determined to make my next ejaculation either a WD or through sex, either of which is going to happen in the next coming days since my partner is coming back from a work trip so we’ll see which one it is first haha.

[Mtn_guy]

Feb 15
Day 2

There’s no doubt a wet dream was just around the corner but sex got in the way and erased the 15 day ab streak. I won’t complain about having sex though haha. The day after sex, I was still so horny and jacked off. The orgasm felt amazing - so much more intense than JO usually does. I also shot so much further than normal, everything about both the sex and the JO sesh was much better than my regular which is exactly what my whole goal from abstaining from frequent masturbation and porn has been: to enhance my sexual experience.

I’ve found yesterday and today to be extremely hard to keep from wanking again. Once the faucet is turned on it’s so hard to keep the water from just flowing I guess. I’ve edged a few times and overall have just been super into touching and holding and playing with my junk, but I’ve refrained from cumming. I figured if I came and posted here for some accountability, I’d have more of a reason to stick to it and make tomorrow day 3 without giving in tonight. Then hopefully the urges will start to go away as my ab streak continues to grow.

[dudebro34]

Jan 23
18 Days (and day 1!)

Well, it happened! After 2 1/2 weeks since last getting off and a solid 2 weeks of feeling full and dealing with pressure and leakage and etc etc, I had a wet dream last night/this morning. It happened just before 6:30am which is my normal wake up time. I actually had a super bad night of sleep and kept waking up with what felt like dry orgasms and just surges of pleasure. Basically, my body was trying to have a wet dream but I kept cutting it short by waking up. It was actually really really hard to fall back asleep all night long because my heart was pounding and the pleasure sensations kept coming in waves as I would try to fall asleep and would keep me up. Basically a full night of hands free involuntary edging. Finally, I fell back asleep again and I guess I was tired enough for it to be a deep enough sleep to allow my body to do its thing and BAM. I don’t remember any dream, but I woke up right as the insane build to climax was happening and I began to finally release so much spunk into my briefs. I normally sleep naked but I’ve been wearing underwear to try to contain the potential mess a bit. The contractions felt amazing, long and drawn out, and it just kept coming. I guess I was moaning and convulsing a bit because it woke my partner up and he laughed. I cleaned up and we actually proceeded to get intimate since finally the goal had been reached and I was still incredibly horny.

So now we’re back to day 1. We’ll see how this next ab period goes and how it differs from round 1.

Pics or it didn't happen, buddy! Haha

[Mtn_guy]

Pics or it didn't happen, buddy! Haha

Haha! I would’ve taken a pic had my partner not been right there! But other things occurred right after

Feb 25
Day 3

I haven’t jacked off in a long time but I did have sex on Sunday so I guess that begs the question…. Should I be counting days since I last jacked off or days since I last came in general because of sex or a WD or SE or even prostatic fluid leakage? I guess it depends on what the goal is - is it marking the days of no release or is it marking the days of abstinence from masturbation?

For me, my main goal is still abstinence from masturbation in order to improve my sex life, but I’m totally fine with cumming through other means haha. So I’m currently on day 3 since sex but that release was the first time having sex in 6 days so really I’ve only gotten off once in 9 days. Because of that, I’m still incredibly horny and feeling full even though I just had sex 3 days ago. This is a huge difference from when I would jack off regularly because that would be almost every day but now that I’m solely relying on sex or my body’s natural release functions, I’m always with near full tanks even with sex here and there. I wonder if a WD is still possible without MB but a regular sex life? Like I feel prostatic pressure now even on day 3, could my body release fluids in the middle of the night? Or do I have to go a full 20 plus days even after sporadic sex because WD isn’t only based on tanks being full but also a mental separation from other methods of release?

Just some interesting thoughts.