Ant's Journal

[goerichmond2]

Well done. Congrats!

[marbles428]

Congrats Ant!

[Anthemic]

I really had to go and say that I think WDs were becoming more frequent, huh? It's been like a month now, and the next WD is yet to be in sight haha. I will say that a few days or maybe a week after my last WD, I ended up having a wet prostate orgasm. It was intentional since I wanted to see 1) if I could achieve one and 2) if I could get one without hindering my WD goals. Since then though, I have yet to release at all, so it seems the prostate orgasm isn't the best to have if I'm pursuing WDs. I still wonder if I can have them occasionally, but I think I need a really frequent/consistent WD habit first. Still waiting for the next one which is kinda disheartening, but I know it's a matter of time. Something that I think I need to do is really just hone in my fitness routine and get back on track there. I'd like to assume there's some correlation there, but if anything, I just wanna feel and look better physically, so it's time to go back to the gym again lol.

I will say though that I've been extremely horny the past week and a half. Historically, this hasn't meant a WD anytime soon, but at least I'm feeling good/energized in that department. I've woken up to a few sexual moments in dreams as well as waking up thrusting, so there's something to enjoy at least. Just chugging along, sorry I haven't checked back in here in a while, but I was hoping to come back with news of a WD haha. Here's hoping I can share good news soon.

[Anthemic]

Super close to a WD last night. Woke up thrusting, almost felt like I was going to go over the edge, but the feeling quickly subsided (perhaps I grew too awake or maybe I was forcing it idk). Sorta sexual dream, more just a static nsfw image in my head (woman on a motorcycle for some reason??) and then I woke up feeling super horny and kinda bummed I didn't end up releasing. Good signs. I really want to get that consistent WD schedule again, so any progress is good progress.

[Texanguy]

This can mean that a full WD may ocur soon. Good luck!

[Seqiro]

Keep busy, stay patient, and it will arrive soon!

[Anthemic]

Thanks y'all. I've honestly stopped keeping track of the days, but I figure readers might want some sort of metric. I don't recall the exact date of my prostate orgasm, but let's go with 1/15 as my last release. That would make today Day 51, and I still haven't gotten another WD since. I'm not worried. It took 67 days the first time. Plus, I went like 100+ days between my first and second WD, so I'll be patient. Past week I've been pretty horny. Sexual dreams have lessened but that might just be because of shorter average sleep duration the past few days.

Also, not relevant to WDs, but I've also been taking Sunflower Lecithin, L-Citrulline, and eating Brazil nuts (2 a day for selenium). I'm back on the 'see if I can increase precum volume' fixation, but this time, I'm actually trying to be strict about taking the supplements every day. The good thing is that even if it's futile, at least the supplements might help on the fitness-related side as well.

That's pretty much it for my updates. Work has been going well. I think I'm adjusting well to my new schedule, and I'm eager to start building a better life routine in general. We'll see what that looks like lol

[goodlife]

Success!

[Anthemic]

Had the urge to release pretty badly this past week. Hasn't pushed me over the edge yet, but it's definitely been overwhelming (and honestly this has been the worst it's ever been somehow). Thing is, I know that whatever pleasure I'd feel from it would instantly result in a low-energy state that I just don't want to go back to. I've experienced this before, and I've basically treated it as a good frustration or a buildup of energy that just needs to applied in other ways. I went to the gym which was great, but idk if that helped or made it worse haha. I find myself getting hard more and seeking out sexual imagery/content. That's probably not a great thing to some, but it hasn't caused me to stop AB'ing so I don't forbid it personally. All this really just to say that wow am I horny today lol.

I've gone to sleep the past few nights really thinking I was due for a WD, but I guess the universe is really testing me, huh? Just wanna get that WD frequency back, and no turning back after that.

[Seqiro]

Time and patience. Keep busy, keep at it, and you will be rewarded in short order Awesome job so far!