The 90 days of NeverWDb4

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NeverWDb4
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Underwear worn when going to sleep: Boxers
Date of last voluntary orgasm/ejaculation: 20 Sep 2023
Age: 20

Re: The 90 days of NeverWDb4

Post by NeverWDb4 »

27/2/24

It has been over a month since my last log, frankly, I have been quite preoccupied with life. My schedule has been drastically altered and I find myself lacking ambition and motivation to work but definitely finding myself enjoying sports and gaming thus leading to me being a few hours behind on lectures and overall dissatisfaction with myself. I have been practicing abstinence on and off and this was mainly the reason I wanted to start writing again. 1. To keep myself accountable for my life choices, be it work or lifestyle changes like gym and ensuring I get 10k steps a day which I can do by playing PoGo. 2. Documenting the changes I feel or experience whilst aiming to get past a month of AB. 3. Keep you guys updated on my journey.

Today, I had urges on and off like usual. This was accompanied by conflicting thoughts of right and wrong and rational decision against impulsiveness. I eventually did some kegels which led to some feelings of fluid passing in my urethra but that was just feeling not reality. I ejaculated and decided that it was for the best and turned the situation into an experiment into whether it would affect my physical and athletic performance for my badminton match tomorrow. I had gym shortly after and this was the outcome I came too. I had performed better and lifted more than I usually did with AB. I am not going to jump to conclusions and say that this is for definite but it was eye opening into why this happened despite the general theory that ejaculation makes you weaker.

I will update you guys on how my match is tomorrow and whether my performance is better or worse than usual.
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Seqiro
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Date of last voluntary orgasm/ejaculation: 19 Oct 2023
Age: 42

Re: The 90 days of NeverWDb4

Post by Seqiro »

Welcome back, and good luck with your goals! Logging here can help keep you accountable, and spending some time in chat at night, just to check in and say hi, can also remind you of your goals. We support one another here, and encourage each other on. Its not always an easy path to walk, and is full of its challenges and slip-ups, but knowing that we can get better at handling this challenge should convince us that we are capable of a LOT more than we give ourselves credit for. Use your support systems, both here and in your daily life. Have a 3-Time Check In during the day. Use a log book, and check in once in the morning - note in the logbook if you made it the morning without stimulation (metal or physical), again in the afternoon, and once again in the evening. After awhile, this should become an automatic knee-jerk reaction, and you will be able to self-check mentally without a logbook.

It will help you with your accountability goals, and keep you on track with your AB goals. If you want to be serious about them.

Again, welcome back and good luck! :handgestures-thumbupleft:
"It's trust and character I need around me. One car in exchange for knowing what a man is made of? That's a price I can live with...." Han, Fast & Furious: Tokyo Drift
NeverWDb4
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Posts: 52
Joined: Sat Sep 23, 2023 1:42 am
Location: England
Number of wet dreams youʹve experienced: 0
Foreskin status: Intact
Underwear worn when going to sleep: Boxers
Date of last voluntary orgasm/ejaculation: 20 Sep 2023
Age: 20

Re: The 90 days of NeverWDb4

Post by NeverWDb4 »

5/3/24

Today was alright. I had a nightmare which confused me today as I don't usually dream yet alone have a bad hellish one. I did some work despite having a sudden cold out of nowhere. Perhaps, it was when I commuted back into the city after traveling home for a brief moment. No WD, and No EJ so still on the AB streak.
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