Wet Dream Forum

Day 13 Tuesday

Both horniness and fullness are increasing, but it still feels good. I'll edge again this morning. For me edging turns an uneasy urge to cum into a more diffuse feeling of being horny, but not needing to cum. As I have noted in previous posts I don't "edge" the usual way... it's more of a slow controlled massage, with a limited number of soapy strokes (50), no fantasy and never getting close to the edge.

So for today I will not cum.

Day 14 Wednesday

I was very busy at work yesterday, and AB never was a thought. This morning I feel very much at ease, with no urges to MB. However, I know some difficult days are ahead. Every time I become complacent, it seems strong urges come out of nowhere. So for now I'll enjoy the ride and try to stay strong when the urges appear.

Day 16 Friday

The T-buzz continues, giving me a great workout at the gym this morning. I'm very horny, but have a strong desire NOT to MB. There is a vague fullness, but not the overwhelming pressure that has caused me to fail in the past. So for now I'm still in a good phase of AB.

For today, I will not cum.

Day 17 Saturday: Felt good all day. No urges.

Day 18 Sunday: Awoke at 2am with a steel erection and a very strong urge to cum. Lay awake for about an hour before finally falling asleep. By 6am I felt back on track and the urge had subsided. I noticed a very tender area in both groin areas where the spermatic cord lies. They must be fully distended with semen. The rest of the day was uneventful.

Day 19 Monday: The groin tenderness has subsided. I'm increasingly horny, but along with the T-buzz, the feeling is good. A sensation that has increased is extreme nipple and skin sensitivity. Just a light touch of a nipple gives me a strange, erotic crawling sensation under the skin.

I had originally planned to MB one time each week, but total orgasm/ejaculation AB is working so well, and feels so good, that I'll continue to AB from ejaculation.

So for today, I will not cum.

Great update! Yeh the buzz experiences of AB can be really addictive!

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The key to WD is no PMO!

Thanks for the encouragement, Monkeymagic.

Day 20 Tuesday

This AB run continues to be a good one... horny, energized, pipes full but no urge to MB. Is it possible to go on indefinitely feeling like this? If so, I'd like to keep things the way they are now. The constant overall great feeling of AB outweighs the momentary pleasure of MB to ejaculation. Now if I can only deal with the urges, which are sure to occur.

For today I will not cum.

Day 21

No urges to MB... feeling energized, horny, moderately full. All is well.

I will not cum today.

Day 22 Thursday

It's hard for me to believe I haven't had an orgasm or ejaculation in 3 weeks. But so far I don't miss it. The overall feeling of AB is so much better. This morning I had the best gym workout in months, and in a few minutes I'll have my shower "edging" session. I've done the shower thing every day since day 5, and it gives me a euphoric feeling that lasts for hours. Oddly enough the sensual soapy massage doesn't create any desire to cum. It is what it is... physical pleasure.

So for today I will not cum.

Day 23 Friday

This is the day I failed in July. But somehow this AB run is different. I don't have the strong urges to cum. From day to day I am at peace with this new feeling. If things will only keep going like they have recently, I can possibly start to get wet dreams and say goodbye to MB forever.

To achieve this I probably need to stop edging. But I'm afraid that if I stop, I'll feel so deprived of physical pleasure that I'll fail...Maybe tapering it off would work.

So for today I will not cum.

Sounds like you are doing really well! Keep up the good work. I agree that reducing edging will probably help towards a WD.

Keep going!

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The key to WD is no PMO!

Thanks, Monkeymagic for the encouragement.

Day 24 Saturday
Didn't edge, felt ok.

Day 25 Sunday
Did only 10 strokes, rather than the usual 50. Increased horniness.

Day 26 Monday
I had an awesome workout at the gym this morning. I'm beginning to feel a little more "on edge" since I have had no release in three and half weeks. So what's the end game for AB? Something has to be an equalizer. The semen keeps accumulating, and has to go somewhere.
Possible outcomes:
1. Fail and resume MB
2. Have regular sex with a partner.
3. Do a prostatic massage to release semen.
The above 3 are under my control
4. Have regular WDs
5. Leak small amounts of semen when I pee.
6. Have an occasional SE
7. Have semen re-absorbed by my body. (I know sperm can be absorbed, but probably not semen).
8. Stop producing semen when my tank and pipes are filled to the maximum (probably already there).
Thus far none of the above has happened (except maybe 5,7 or 8?). So I will continue on and wait for the eventual outcome.

For today I will not cum.

I think the sperm and semen is already being handled by #5 and #7, which, by the way, means that MB is completely unnecessary. I think the chances for WDs will increase if you direct your energy away from edging and towards things like working out (working out with heavy weights increases testosterone). You also might try sleeping nude to see if it might help get WDs.

When you think about it, the t-buzz and other positive effects of AB must be natural. The post-MB letdown must also be natural. You could argue that nature encourages us not to MB by making it feel better to go longer and longer without it. WDs can also be seen as nature's reward and encouragement to not waste it in MB.

Yesterday I had a sudden extreme urge to cum. The little voice in my head said "Come on! It's been almost 4 weeks. You deserve to cum. Just do it!" And I did. Once again, same thing, same result... Maybe this is just the way things have to be. Runs of AB followed by periods of MB.

You don't seem happy about it. I think you agree that AB simply feels better than MB and its effects. It seems to be the way we are built. Thus the logical thing to do is to increase the length of AB and decrease the length of time MBing. If you slip up and MB, just immediately go back to AB.

Maybe the key is to reinforce in your mind that MB simply isn't worth it.

After a 2 month "break", i.e. jerk off every day, I've decided to ab again. Today is day 10 and I'm feeling horny, full, energetic and almost euphoric (T-buzzed). This time I am not going to edge. So far I have been able to ab from all forms of self-stimulation. My usual time for MB is in the shower after I finish washing. I tried a little trick that seems to be working. As I finish washing, I say to myself "I'm just not feeling it today... maybe tomorrow". Even if I'm really horny it seems to work. By "not feeling it" I mean not going to all the trouble and time of jerking off. Just let it be. Then without dwelling on the subject, I duck my head under the shower, vigorously wash my hair and face, and quickly get out of the "chamber of temptation".

So even though I'm uber horny, for today I'm just not feeling it.

Welcome back! It is indeed possible to separate horniness from a desire to edge, and even from erection. You can experience full t-buzz while having no desire to edge, and it can even feel better that way. Full time wet dreamers typically never edge, not because they resist it, but because it's just not interesting or exciting to them.

Good luck on your journey!

Thanks for the comments and encouragement, Texanguy.

Day 11
Last MB 12-9-14

So far I'm feeling great... so much better than when I MB every day. The horniness is pleasant and energizing, and the fullness has just begun to be noticed. The T-buzz is like a free, natural, and safe euphoria producing drug. I think this is the way guys are supposed to feel: horny, full and like the TV ad says "ready when the moment is right". When I'm fully depleted by repeated MB, I'm not that interested, and probably not ready for the right moment.

I've been here before and have made it 20+ days a number of times (once 45 days), but in all past ab runs I edged every day. This time there bill be no edging, pillow humping, nipple play, porn (I don't like porn anyway), or anything erotic. I'll have to wait and see if the results are different.

Day 14
No touch, no MB, no orgasm, no ejaculation

The good feeling of horniness and fullness continue, and I don't have the need to relieve these feelings. So far "no touch" is easier than I thought it would be. But I know this won't be easy for long. Soon I'll be dealing with strong urges to MB... just have to stay positive and strong.

It can be argued that it just naturally feels better not to MB.

Good luck in setting a new record!

Day 17 Thursday

Still no touch, no MB, no porn, no edging. Right now this is easier than I thought it would be. Sure I'm horny, but I like the way it feels, and I have not had any urges to release. Short post - limited computer privacy.

Day 21 Monday

Still no touch, MB or release of any kind. Great workout this morning. I'm definitely full, but it feels good, and I don't have the urge to relieve the fullness.

Day 22 Tuesday

I'm really starting to get horny, and the fullness and pressure are more intense. And I'm beginning to have thoughts about how it would feel to cum. Not! In past ab runs I've tried to go as far as I could, but never managed to get to the point of "I can't hold it another minute", but then didn't do anything to cum. This time I want to get past the feeling that I can't hold it any longer, and just wait for my body to take care of itself... SE, wet dream, or slow seepage of semen with urination. I want to find out if there is an equilibrium point where things will just take care of themselves. In other words, don't touch or stimulate no matter how intense the urges are. It won't be easy, but I'm going to give it my best try.

Your body must already be taking care of the extra buildup in some of the ways you mentioned, since it couldn't hold 23 days of accumulated semen without exploding. Sometimes excessive arousal adds to the volume and a feeling of 'congestion' in that area, but you must already have reached some point of natural equilibrium.

Hopefully WDs will come soon. But in the meantime, the t-buzz and controlled horniness separated from MB and edging can be much more pleasurable than endless MB-letdown cycles.

Day 25 Friday

I agree with Texanguy that I must be reaching some sort of equilibrium. I haven't had any serious urges since my last post. Still horny and full, but enjoying the journey. This is definitely the longest I have gone without stimulating or edging.

I think edging does three negative things:

-It makes you feel congested and overly full rather than optimally full.
-It makes you rely on edging to get the full t-buzz, when in fact you can feel it all over even more without edging.
-It makes you less likely to get a WD.

A general comment about the whole AB thing:
When you look at the bigger picture and see many guys finding that extended AB feels better than MB with its negative effects, it seems that lack of MB is the more natural and pleasurable state. Once a guy fully realizes that, it may mean that it's time for them to consider developing strong anti-MB feelings and giving MB up for good, even if they still have some attachment to that old and not so good outlet. After all, it is possible to feel horny and have a full t-buzz going while finding MB to be a total turn off. That may indeed be the ideal.

Good point, Texanguy. I agree that there must be a disconnect between feeling horny and full, and MB. To do that, it is necessary to feel that being horny and full is a good, pleasurable way to feel, and not an undesirable condition to be relieved by MB.

Day 28 Monday
I can hardly believe that I've gone so long without touch, MB, edging, orgasm or ejaculation. And of course I've never had a WD. It's a slow process, but I'm beginning to accept the disconnect between MB and being horny and full. I definitely feel more masculine and virile when I'm horny and full than when I jerk off every day.

So far the urges have been occasional and not intense, probably because I'm not edging.

I think that it's one thing to discover that extended AB can feel better than MB, and another to finally decide to make AB the new norm. But at some point embracing and enjoying full time AB seems to be a logical next step.

Hopefully you will be getting into 'WD territory' soon. Everyone is different, but it seems pretty common for serious ABers to take up sleeping nude. Some even say it can help stimulate a WD. So if you are inclined, give it a try.

I'm not sure sleeping nude would be a good idea for me. It would probably start with just a little rubbing, and one thing would lead to another. Then bam! It would be over.

Day 29 Tuesday

The horniness is becoming more constant and intense, but it still feels good. Several times a day I start to think how it would feel to ejaculate and blow a huge load. So far I've managed to dismiss these thoughts by focusing on how pleasurable it feels to be really horny.

At this point my goal is to surpass the 45 day ab I did a year ago. At that time I edged for about 40 of the 45 days. But being in the "no touch" mode has made ab smoother with fewer strong urges.

My other goal is to not give in no matter how strong the urges, or how full I feel, or how much I just can't hold it any longer... but I know I can get past those times with strong determination. In past ab runs I have never gone significantly beyond a time when I felt I had to cum. So I want to find out what happens if I get to that point then just simply don't do it.

That would make sense, especially for a guy who used to edge a lot. But eventually the idea of MB and its inevitable letdowns can become negative enough that guys can prefer to sleep nude with little or no risk of a slip up.

Given enough time, I think the feelings of being extra full will go away and the horniness will separate from a desire to MB.

Day 30 Wednesday

I had that "I really need to cum" feeling yesterday afternoon, but after getting busy with other things the urge subsided. This morning I am back on track, feeling good with no desire or urge to MB. My morning workout was intense, so with the workout endorphins, T-buzz and general horniness, I'm feeling completely energized.

I have recently noticed that the T-buzz has diminished. It's still there, but not as intense. From what I understand of testosterone levels they are highest in the morning, and also highest after about 7 days without orgasm or ejaculation, but return to normal levels thereafter.

One more day to complete a full month of ab.