The Official First Female Wet Dream Journal

[InterestedGirl]

Good job your doing great! Edging with the shower head sounds pretty dangerous that would be like me trying to edge with the flesh light. I wouldn't care if I had to clean the whole house after having a wd just as long as I could have one. Of course I see the inconvenient part but it would still be well worth it in my book.

You have a fleshlight, that's interesting. Does it feel much like actual sex? I often wonder how much my "artifical boyfriend" feels like the real thing, but being a virgin IDK. If it does feel the same though I love sex! lol

[micheal9]

Yes I have one, I have two sleeves for it. Don't even get me started on how it feels!

[InterestedGirl]

Yes I have one, I have two sleeves for it. Don't even get me started on how it feels!

"Don't even ask how it feels"? Oh, does it turn you on thinking about that? Make you wanna cum? I'm sorry, I know I shouldn't teease like that. I've said before, I get a lil mean when I go too long withought cumming.

[micheal9]

No it's fine. I like it! And yes it makes me want to cum! I'm getting hard already. Yes it feels great! The day I first got it of course I couldn't wait to use it. I'm not sure this is really the spot to talk about it.

[InterestedGirl]

Day 26 (feels more like 126): Dreamed I was dry humping a really *HOT* boy last night. Had the feeling like I was about to "dribble" (have a wet orgasm, can't really call it squirting cause it doesn't come out that forcefully) almost the whole time. Which paniced me a lil, cause 1.we were both dreesed and it would've been embarrassing to wet myself (and possibly him too, especially since i was ontop so it might have dribbled onto him if there was a lot) even though it wasn't pee, and 2. I wasn't sure if he would know it wasn't pee and didn't wana gross him out. But that didn't stop me from humping him or impede my progress towards orgasm at all, nothing could have stopped me, I just kept going faster and faster as if my life depended on it, and felt myself filling up with more and more hot cum that wanted out. At 1 point itocored to me that if we took our clothes off I wanted have to worry about getting them wet. THen I started thinking about humping him with us naked and how his bare penis would touch m y bare vagina and BOOM!!! I jerked awake and felt 1 lil squeeze down there but couldn't continue cumming. I tried thrusting against the bed and pretending it was him, but all that did was make feel even hotter and tingle like crazy. I didn't dare try touching myself, I knew there was no way i could stop without cumming and I still dont dare try it.

I have a spray can in my bathorom that describes my current state perfectly: "Contents under pressure. Container may explode if heated". But I'm already heated so i could blow at any mintue! My panties are driving me crazy rubbing against me, and my shirt on my nipples, every step I'm half-windering if the next step will push me over and send me into those gloriuos spurting spasms! I'm home laone today too, so if I MB I could be as unhibinited and lod as i want. Oooh, it would feel so good to just rub till i cum right now! My clit is screaming at me s o loud I can;t even hear myself think! Will it EVER be Wednesday?

[micheal9]

It's getting close to a month. Day 28 for me now. I thought I was going to spend last night edging and trying to have a mental orgasm. Well my body had other ideas and it doesn't involve an orgasm. I just passed out I guess I had no idea how beat and tired I've been. It was the first night in weeks a had a goodnight sleep. Other nights I would wake up all the time thinking about wether or not I could have a wd and it really messed with my sleep pattern. I did wake up a couple times last night with an erection but was able to fall right back to sleep. Now this probably means I will be up all night tonight.

[InterestedGirl]

Day 27: Kinda an odd experience last night. I was in that sort of in-between place, like asleep but awake and had something like a lucid dream or possibly a hypnogogic halucination (I've had those before).I saw and heard things vividly, like they were real, not like a concious daydream and I couldn't conciously control what was happening, but I knew it was all in my head. Anyway, hwat i saw was a close-up of a guy MBing, just his hand on his penis was all I saw, and there was this voice chanting like it was egging him on "Rub! Rub! Rub! Rub!" and then the image suddenly switched to a water fountain and water shot out and I understood that this was my mind making a symbol of ejaculation, I actually thought my brain was kinda funny to do that, but at the same time I thought "Ah, I wish I could do that!" Then I did the whole pre-orgasmic spasm thing and fully woke up and thought "Oh, crap not again!"This time there wasn't a lot of build-up feeling, it just came on kinda suddenly. Right when it happens this is really frustrating, but once I get over that I'm finding it encouraging that I'm coming so close so often now.

So then I feel asleep again and had a n actual dream but for the life of me can't remember anything except that my alarm went off in the middle of it and I was mad cause it was a really good dream. Then when I go to the bathroom I see my fear has come true-I had dressed for this morning last night and had soaked thrumy panties and had a teeny lil wet spot on my pants, so I had to change, and I didn't even really get to have a WD!

Then my occupational therapist arrived and as I was working with him I found myself thinking "Man, has he always smelled this good?" I've been noticing that a lot lately, certain guys just smell incredibel to me, of course lots of women smell good, too, what with our perfumes and all but this is different. Like not just "I want to be close to you and inhale your scent", but "I want to inhale YOU! All of you!" LOL, that prolly makes no snese!I wonder if I'm starting to pick up on pheromones?I also noticed for the 1st time he had a tatto on his arm, which I don't normally like, but for some reason today seemed sexy to me. Literally every other guy I see looks super-hot to me today, I wonder why the world picked today to suddenly let all they sexy guys out?

No edging today, but I was rocking back and forth in my chair and getting pretty stimulated. I noticed I got tingles running down my thighs like I get when I hump the bed, always thought that was caused by friction fro the mattress against my thighs but i guees not. I really feel horny all over today, not just in my genitals. I know I've been saying this for the past 3 weeks but I really think I'm gonna blow soon! Day 12 of menstrual cycle.

[micheal9]

Have you thought about another challenge or are you done after this month?

[InterestedGirl]

I'm thinking it would be a waste to throw away a month's worth of work when I'm close to my goal and can get there if I wait just a bit more. I think if I do have another almost-orgasm in my sleep I may decide to keep waiting a day at a time after the month and see what happens. I do wanna cum SO BAD though!!!! My next challange (after I've cum fromthis 1) will be at least 2 weeks of actual no-touch. Not sure I can do it, though.

[micheal9]

Yeah after a month of Abing and breaking a record after your goal of 31 days you should probably take it one day at a time if you do choose to go farther. I woke up early this morning and began to start edging it didn't take long to achieve a nice hard erection and it was only a few strokes before I was at the point where I had to stop before cumming. So edging was very difficult seeing that very little touch was bringing dangerously close to orgasm. When I re awoke thismorning my cock is not hard but like twice its size and seems pretty sensitive. This should make for an interesting day I'm sure.

[mrschmu]

Love ur journal InterestedGirl. Doing no-touch AB would really be challenging, i wanna try it too after this AB period. Its kinda open ended but i wanna go at least 30days.
@micheal i think i know what u mean. if i edge with my penis the edge feels kinda 'full' and hard to control, like i am about to blow as soon i get to the edge.

[InterestedGirl]

...the edge feels kinda 'full' and hard to control, like i am about to blow as soon i get to the edge.

Pretty much every edge felt like that for me, until today (see below).

[InterestedGirl]

Day 28: Can't believe I made it for 4 weeks!Amazing edging experience today!On this other site I'm cross-posting on, someone mentioned that I may be too focused on my goal of having a WD, which is why I wake up before I cum. I realized this could be right and even a step further, that I am prolly too tense and goal-oriented also during MB and even just when I'm fantasizing. I think I've gotten in the habit of tensing up when aroused, partly because it's something od a natural reaction to sexual tension, partly to intensify the feelings and reach climax most efficiently, partly because I'm subconciously afraid of squirting and making a mess, and partly because, strange to say since I just MB alone, but I have a weird kind of "performance anxiety" about not doing it right, I'm afraid of both cumming too soon and of taking to long (the 1st because I want to enjoy it longer and feel a lil embarrassed for cumming very quickly, and the 2nd because if I go at it too long I get really tired, although it only takes me this long when I try to cum twice in a short period of time). So I need to learn to be aroused yet relaxed at the same time and accept that whatever my body does in response to stimulation is normal for me and OK.I've been practicing relaxing and "letting go" while cumming because that is supposed to help females squirt and it has seemed to work and feels great too, but when I edged today I tried to stay relaxed right from the beginning. Well, 1st I did a normal (for me) edge, had to take my hand away after exactly 1 minute. Then I waited a couple minutes, tried to relax my body and (more importantly) my mind and stay in that zone as I started again.I kept telling myself whatever happens, it's OK, however you feel, however your body reacts, if you reach the edge in 5 seconds, if it takes you an hour (although I knew that wouldn't happen), even if you lose control and cum, it's all OK. So this time I was able to last almost 2 and a half minutes before I felt like I was close to cummming, and then it wasn't like a "must STOP! right this second or I'll lose it!" feeling, it was a slow, gradual build-up. I kept that going for another minute and some before I really had to stop. Wow, I've never gotten that much advance warning I was close before! My orgasm usually pretty much sneaks up on me, but this was more like a gently sloping ramp than a steep edge. I guess this is why they recommend trying to relax for men who are premature ejaculators, as it both increases the time before reaching the edge and gives more warning time that the edge is approaching.I was even able to have a fantasy going in my head and maintain my "keep calm" mantra and stay in control all at the same time! And I wasn't even 100% relaxed this time, cause I really didn't wanna cum and blow my AB. Also after stopping the 1st time, I felt super-desperate and wasn't sure I could last another minute, let alone another 3 days (possibly more) without cumming, but I felt more calm about it after that 2nd "relaxed" edge. Will also have to try this when I'm doing "mental edging" (watching porn/thinking sexy thoughts and trying to get off that way without touching). That may make it possible for me to slide over the edge into orgasm under those conditions. I'll try to take it down into my subconcious so I can stay relaxed in my sex dreams too. In other news, I think I might be ovulating today, I've been wet all along but it's practically POURING out of me today, even before I started edging! Day 13 of menstrual cycle. I edged again after writing the above and tried the relaxing thing again, similar results but then I tried doing it with internal MB and while it did help me last a lil longer, I still almost couldn't stop in time. Also, about 20 seconds in, even though I didn't feel like i was about to cum until almost a minute later, I squirted out a drop of cum, just 1 but a big 1. I knew by the way it felt coming out and how it looked (cloudy whitish, almost but not quite like regular boy-cum) that it was the stuff that comes out when I orgasm, not just arousal fluid.

[micheal9]

You shot out some cum? I hope that doesn't effect your goal.

[InterestedGirl]

You shot out some cum? I hope that doesn't effect your goal.

I don't really know how much fluid build-up has to do with triggering WDs in girls or even in guys. I'm sure it's a factor, for guys at least, but for me IDK, especially since my WDs usually aren't extremely wet. This does remind me though, around the time I had my 1st orgasmic dream, just a couple days later in fact, I remember waking up to discover I'd wet the bed. Massively. I did (and on very rare occassions, still do ) wet the bed at times, but only when I dreamed I was peeing nad I always wake up shortly after starting, so I'm aware I was peeing and there's never a huge wet spot. But this was like the whole twin bed sheet almost from 1 side to the other was soaked, even when I was little and a full-blown bedwetter their was never that much. I really don't even know how my body was able to hold that much, pee or cum, unless there was more than 1 cum/pee that night, which is possible. And it didn't smell like pee and it dried totally clear like it had never been wet. So I thought somehow something else must've happened other than me peeing the bed, but I wasn't sure what.I do remember thinking how I "wet my pants" durinng the day sometimes but knew it wasn't pee (I realize now that was from arousal, but didn't know that then) and wondered if this was related, it seemed like I was springing leaks all the time suddenly and it freaked me out a bit. I don't recall if I had any orgasm feelings or sexy drams that night, but I remember thinking about that 1st one after waking up to the wet bed and thinking "This is crazy, all of a sudden my body is going insane at night, why?!" I'm still not sure if that was a massively wet WD (I've never cum that much since) or maybe I just drank way too much that night and had a huge amount of clear, almost-water pee.

[InterestedGirl]

Day 29: When I 1st awoke this morning, no dreams but I was EXTREMELY HORNY! Total raging clit boner, almost on the edge of cumming without doing anything, so thought I'd try for a hands-free orgasm via mental stimulation. Laid there fantasizing and tried to stay relaxed as I got more aroused but it was difficult, especially as I got to the body jerking stage several times.

Eventuaally fell asleep again and dreamed I had moved in with Tom (yes, him again), who for some reason was living with his parents. I had my own room, but I remember wondering if I could sneak into Tommy's and how he'd react if I did. I had a really strong sense of sexual longing for him and wished at the very least I had a real dildo, so I could pretend it was his cock, but like in real-life i only had my brush, so I was MBing with that in the hallway but only rubbing myself thru my clothes, but the hall was right outside Tom's parent's room and his mother was in there and looked out and saw me! Funny thing is, I didn't stop, but I pretended to yawn and rubbed my eyes with my other hand so maybe she'd think I was so sleepy I didn't know what I was doing. I know, weird logic, even considering I was dreaming. She just looked at me puzzledly and then said "Goodnight" and shut her door.

Then I went to my room and was MBing there and contemplating going to Tom's room when I woke up. Or rather the phone ringing woke me up so I had to get up and deal with that. Think the part where Tom's mom saw me may have been triggered by my rmemembering the time the lady caught me MBing in the car over in the "SEs while driving" thread.

Still driping wet all day. Had a couple long edging sessions, the relaxing tchnique is really helping me last longer, but I still had a toe-curling, teeth-clenching almost accident when I penetrated myself, I'm thinking I prolly should stay away from that when I don't wanna cum (well I WANNA cum, in the worst possible way, but you know what I mean). Ddin't notice any cum squirting out this time though. I wanted to cum so bad I was whimpering when I finally quit. Tingling like mad right now as I type this.

I'd been debating whether to give in and cum after 31 days on Wednesday or try to keep going, but I just found out I'll be home alone on Thursday so think I'll wait at least that long, it'd be neat to not have to be quiet when I finally cum. But I could also do a "40 days and 40 nights" thing, or given the goal I have in mind, perhaps call it "WD-40", LOL! What do you think? Day 14 of menstrual cycle.

[micheal9]

I'm sure you are tingling right now, it's got to be impossible not to be by now. Wd-40 huh? If you think you can do it. You've been doing pretty good so far, minus some scares. You must really be careful now it's going to happen quicker than you want and you won't be able to stop it. So what would be the plan for the next 9 days?

[InterestedGirl]

Well, I guess the plan for the next 9 days would prolly be hands-off as much as possible. It's really hard not to touch though, not sure I can. Not sure I can go without cumming that long either. I have come a long way, but I want to cum so bad it hurts and I'm losing my mind (as you saw, I can't even count anymore!).

[mrschmu]

About the relaxing and tensing up thing: i can definetely relate to the tensing up to achieve orgasm quicker, it seems to happen automatically with stimulation. I also read on a forum about tantric sex (and observed on my self) that we tend to, in addition to tensing up also hold our breaths, especially when we approach orgasm. And in order to orgasm we need that heavy and random breathing. So breathing deeply in and out can extend MB and help edging.

[InterestedGirl]

Day 30: Tomorrow wil be 31 days, I full month! Yay me! I'm still gonna wait till Thursday at least to cum though. Would like to try for the "WD-40" thing, but I just really don;t know if i can hold it much longer. Woke up almost cumming again, my clit is so sensitive walking feels like MBing as my panties rub against me, I can hardly sit without rocking in my seat. I'm spacing out, dropping things, wanna hump everytihng There are hot guys and girls everywhere (who prolly would have no interest in making me cum anyway, but nevermind). I have a deep pelvic ache that makes me wanna moan. I've been in a pretty straight mood lately, and still am, but we got a Victoria's Secret Pink catalouge in the mail today and I was really into this 1 girl in there. Not my usual "type" (I didn't link her face that much or her hair, which hair is kinda a big thing to me, on guys and girls) but VERY sexy to me today. They have these panties called "cheeksters", not quite a thong but they show teh bottom (lol) of the butt cheeks and she had an amazing @$$ (I might have mentioned here that I like that on guys, but I like a nice female posterior too). They had thongs in ther too but no model pics from behind in those. Did a quik Google search to see if i could find the pic online and it's there (I'd post it here but not sure I should), plus some other cheekster pics with models I like better, hmmm, this deserves more study, methinks, wonder if they've got any thong-from-behind pics? Can anyone tell me why, when I can easily go online and find all sorts of hardcore porn, I actually get just as excited (if not more) with the VS catalogue? Maybe it's the idea that its not really meant as porn, so it feels a lil "naughty" getting turned on by it? Anyway, did lots of edging today, stayed away from my hair-trigger vagina, but still wound up dribbling cum again, 3 good-sized drops this time. Agin i wasn't on the edge of cumming yet, but closer than I was last time. It's interesting to ejaculate a bit without orgasming, I'm learning the difference between the 2 sensations.I felt my vagina opening up all the way inside and then a strong pushing out/bearing down feeling deep in my pelvis and then the hot liquid shooting out. I stipped and cooled down for a bit after that, even though I wasn't feeling orgasmic quite yet, wonder how much I'd have squirted if I kept going? Day 15 of menstrual cycle.

[micheal9]

Hi haven't heard anything from you in awhile. I hope your still Abing. If so good job.

I had my first sexual dream last night in a long time. My friend and his wife invited me out for ice cream. It was a weird place is was more of a restaurant/bar or something, anyway her sister showed was their to and then for some reason her sister was under the table. I was like what is she doing under there? Maybe dropped something and was picking it up. She was down there for awhile so I got curious and looked under the table she was wearing a short dress with no panties. She was kinda thrusting her hips but I didn't think much of it. I thought maybe she was just drunk or acting goofy. I told me friend what was going on then I took another look. She was your thrusting her hips at this point. Now I knew she was trying to have an orgasm here under a public table. I could see her vagina it looked ready to cum. Then finally it did she came and clear fluid came out of her a little and the a little more then a big gush of a thick clear liquid. ( I have always had a thing for woman squirting) so as I'm sitting here watching this I'm getting hard and starting to drip pre-cum. My penis starts pulsating, I was like oh no! I can't cum here in a public place please no. I haven't cum in so long it's going to make a big mess everyone will see or think I wet my pants. My penis was going crazy and it felt like a dry orgasm. If it wasn't a public place I would have just blown it in my pants or took it out to join. When I woke up I really wanted to mb but now I wonder if a wd or se will be on its way soon. I could really use some support now. Day 34.

[InterestedGirl]

Sorry i was gone, computer got a virus and I had to totally reformat, but is working fine now. I'm still ABing, good for you too and congrats on the dream! Exahusted tonight, more update tomorrow.

[micheal9]

Glad to hear your still Abing. Yeah pretty tired here too. That's on the dream, I hope I have plenty more

[InterestedGirl]

Days 31-34: Spent the last few days reformatting and reloadeing all my programs and stuff on my PC, as it apparently caught some kind of virys. Started hearing ads playing when I wasn't even online, pc would freeze up and not do anything, eventually couldn't get online at all and began projectile vomiting error messages. Strangely, I wasn't even downloading porn when this happened, I was on the TV Tropes site, of all places.I did get the DoJ virus (a screen pops up saying your computer has been locked by the Department of Justice because you downloded child porn (which I didn't) and you have to pay a fine to get it unlocked) from a porn site a few weeks back, but thought I'd fixed it with my anti-malware program, though I have read it can linger even after you think it's gone. So anyway, now my pc is feeling good as new, though I'm a lil worse for wear (the actual reformatting process is pretty quick and easy, it's getting all my junk reloaded that's taking forever).Actually, now that I think of it, I'm feeling rather young myself doing this AB thing. Reminds me of my teenage days before I learned to MB to orgasm. Haven't done any edging lately, too preoccupied with computer surgery but also worried that this cum-leaking issue might lower my chances of having a WD, though I'm not sure how important fluid buildup id for females in this. Now that I've seen that I can squirt without having an orgasm, I'm wondering about the possibility of having a true "wet" dream but without an orgasm, I don't know how satusying that would be. Contemplating whether to try edging again, thinking I may focus on mental edging, although I am tempted. I realize just what a distraction my horniness has been, yesterday I got a past due notice from the cable company! I'd forgotten to pay my bill this past month! It's hard to thinl of such things when you constantly feel like you've got a volcano in your pants ready to erupt! Anyone else get absentminded like that when ABing?

[micheal9]

That sucks about your computer. Their such a pain in the ass, but need to have them. I get absent minded to sometimes. Yoir doing real well with this Abing thing and you didn't think you would make it a week.

[InterestedGirl]

Day 35: Teased myself last night, didn't touch my crotch but did a lot of nipple rubbing, which made my clit go crazy throbbing. Had a brief dream that I was being measured for clothes, the person toke my inseam measure but instead of holding the tape at the break of my leg she held at my crotch, right over my clit and pressed down hard. I started pulsing really srongly and wondered if i was gonna cum, she kinda apoligized for taking my measurement that way, maybe realized I was getting excited? Anyway, that was all and I slept for quite awhile after the dream ended. Woke up fit to burst anyway, but soon had a distraction-my Mom's pc now had a virus! Diffrent from the 1 I had. Long story short, we pulled an all-nighter trying to get rid of it (we couldn't have reformatted hers if we'd wanted to, as she has no restore disk), ultimately ditched our old security system (free McAfee from Brighthouse) and got the paid version of Bitdefender. That got the pc moving fast again (slowness had been the only symptom, other than McAfee continually saying our firewall was down and we couldn't fix it), but I'm still a bit concerned, as Windows Firewall still is off and won't let us access it (although Bitdefender has it's own firewall which is on) and the trojan McAfee found but couldn't clear, and which MalwareBytes said it cleared (ZeroAccess.hu Trojan) is still in 1 of her folders and can't be deleted. But the pc appears to be running well. Day 20 of menstrual cycle.

Day 36:Once we got Mom's computer going, I got in the shower, as my insurance was sending a doctor out ot do an "In-home health assesment", to check-up on my regular doc I guess.Anyway, I was pressed for time, so couldn't linger long in there, but still let that lovely jet of hot water hit my good spot just for a few seconds. Briefly considered just going with it, I knew it'd take me less than a minute to cum, but held on and got out. I'd just finished dressing when the doc called and said her car wouldn't start, so now she's coming Thursday.I was glad cause I was tird, so I undreesed and had a nice naked nap. More nipple play before i feel asleep, but no dreams. Woke up hornier than yesterday morning, though, I mean DESPERATELY HORNY, juice running down my thighs, wanting to whimper and thrust my hips.A strabge feeling, so full inside, aching pressure behind my pubic bone with a burning quality, almost as if I had a bladder infection (which i haven't since I was little). Yet at the same time a terrible sense of hunger down there, like when your stomach is so empty it hurts and burns and almost spasms, your mouth keeps watering and anything remotely edible looks delicious. As if my pussy were about to starve to death if I didn't put something in it soon. I sat at my pc for awhile, but eventually couldn't stand it and had to push my "artifical boyfriend" in me just a little. Realized I was sitting in a puddle when i got up! Started MB, quickly reached the edge and stopped. Really seriously considered just saying "That's it, I can't wait anymore!" and cumming, but realized I only have 4 more days and thought "I can hold it that long". Then tonight I'm sitting there innocently watching the country music fest (well, maybe not so innocently, Keith Urban and Hunter Hayes were looking pretty hot!), when at the end I see this:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b1hOtWg5DB0
OMG, those rolling hips at 50 secs in sent MAJOR *TINGLES!!!* to my nether regions!
Day 21 of menstrual cycle.

[micheal9]

Wow ! Good job holding out, your doing better than I thought you would. Day 38 here, nothing exciting to report. My computer sucks too!

[InterestedGirl]

Day: 37 I don't know how you ppl who go months on end without cumming do it! I think if i didn't know I would be done in just a couple days I would've lost it today. I didn't edge most of the day, as I was too afraid of losing it, though I desperately wanted to. It's like I have this big, hot, aching, throbbing monster inside me that keeps swelling up bigger and bigger every day, and now it's almost big and strong enough to break out of its cage. When I did finally give in and edge, I almost didn't stop in time. I felt the beginning of the orgasm coursing all thru me and down into my toes making them curl and for a second after I quit touching I thought I was too late but then it stopped. I had enough warning, just couldn;t make myself stop any sooner. Its almost to the point where my will power won't anymore. Like my body needs to cum and doesn't give a $h!+ if my brain thinks it should or not.And I have a waterfall between my legs and a terrible ache in my pubic area 24/7.This is like puberty all over again, except I think it might be boy puberty this time (I'd swear I heard my voive crack a couple times this week)! lol My brain is totally drowning in hormones, I can't think about anything except how bad I wanna cum, CUM ,CUM!!!! I'll be so glad to get my mind back in a ciuple days (yes, I'm sure this time will be the end for me, I'm sure I'd end up losing control soon if i tried to keep going). Although in a way there is something hot about the idea of just pushing it as far as possible, till I do make myself lose it. My next challange (after I've recovered from this 1 by orgasming myself into exhaustion) will be to see how long I can go without touching at all, right now I can't imagine even managing the 2 weeks i originally tried for let alone a month, but I'll see how I feel after I've cum and settled down. Day 22 of menstrual cycle.

[InterestedGirl]

Day 38: Was either dreaming or half-asleep, not sure which this morning, felt a sudden, painfully intense arousal and started moving my hand down to "rub it and make it better", but realized what I was doing and fully woke up.It's odd, I've woken up fondling my breasts or thrusting my pelvis against the bed before, but as far as i know I never truly MB in my sleep before, but during this AB I've attempted to twice. Did lots of nipple play just before falling asleep again last night, that really seems to help bring on sexy dreams or at least especially intense "morning wood chips".Trying to decide now wether to cum right after midnight tomorrow (start of Day 40) or wait till Friday morning when, as luck would have it, I'll have the house to myself. Also, should I try to edge as long as I can or just let it go when I 1st feel the urge (which the way it's been going will prolly be around 1 minute in, maybe 2-3 if I try focusing on relaxing like I recently started trying)? Day 23 of mensrual cycle.

[gavonreno]

End of Day 5 now, still hanging on, but it is getting harder. Right now I feel like I've got a bomb in my pants that could go off at any moment, I can practically hear the ticking, lol. But if I can just make it thru tomorrow I'll have reached the 1-week mark!

^How I feel every day in AB