for some reason last monday 6/15/13 I decided to masturbate after 20 days
20 days is the longest I have gone, it may have been cause I was in a tired/depressive mood, maybe because my gf was at her home studying, I don't know for sure
and I regret the fact in doing it and breaking my streak
I was getting in he shower and for some reason I got ROCK hard and had to mb and ejactulate....
but I came SOOOOO much and it felt SOOOO good. I DON'T AT ALL regret that part, in a way I forgot how GOOD it felt to ejactulate again....
before that there was just LOTS of precum....
this is the longest time I have gone without mb and ALSO ab (not touching my penis CONSTANTLY), or finding physical ways to get erect by touching my nipples or other things
and I LOVED how it felt to not mb at all but also abstain from ANY type of sexual arousals
I hope to go 21 days this time
what do you think?