maijrd's log

[maijrd]

Hi,

I'm 27 and doing an experiment at the moment: I am trying not to ejaculate deliberately (through masturbation or sex) until I have a wet dream. It would be the first in my lifetime.

I guess I never had a wet dream before, because I started masturbating early (I think I was 11 or 12) and I am in a relationship for more than 10 years now. Until some months ago I had an ejaculation through masturbation or sex at least every third day (more frequent on average).

I tried not to ejaculate twice during the last months but masturbated to orgasm after about a week both times. Both times I was alone at home for some days (no "risk" of having sex) but first started watching porn after some days and about one or two days later I started edging, until I finally went over the edge

Now it has been almost a week again (my last orgasm was on June 1st, early evening). This time I am not alone, but I think I can manage that. If we are going to have sex I think I will explain what I am currently trying to achieve and choose some "technique" by which I am unlikely going to cum
I watched porn some days ago but didn't edge or masturbate at all. I think if I keep this up it's a lot more likely for me to succeed.

Now I started this log which I will update when something more or less interesting happens. Hopefully this will give me an additional psychological stimulus to go through with my plan.

[Ronald]

Welcome and good luck!

[maijrd]

Welcome and good luck!

Thank you!

It have been about 8 days now. I guess that's my new personal record
I watched some porn yesterday but didn't masturbate and I had a really strong erection this morning. I was still half-asleep and started bouncing my penis against my boxers and the blanket, which felt pretty good
I'm not quite sure if the it's the PC-muscle which lets you do that?

[maijrd]

My 9th day of abstinence was quite eventful.

This morning (around 06:00 UTC+2) I had a dream about playing a computer game. My game character was female and for some reason I was dancing in the game. I started dancing with another female game character which was quite erotic and the more I danced the better it felt. Then I suddenly woke up with a throbbing erection (but everything was dry ). Nonetheless it was a nice dream.

Later that day I felt urges like I had to pee. I went to the bathroom and peed but the urge just changed somehow and didn't go away. I drank a glass of water and some minutes later went to the bathroom again, but still no progress. I drank water and went to the bathroom for another two or three times and remembered having read of sperm being emitted together with urine after some time of abstinence.
During one of my bathroom visits I peed in a glass and I noticed some sperm in my urine. It was not much (didn't notice it in the toilet), but it looked just like sperm looks in water (if anybody is interested, I can take a picture next time). After some time the urges were gone.

Searching the web I found that I had remembered correctly and this typically happens to several men after some days of abstinence (e.g. http://www.wetdreamforum.com/viewtopic.php?f=2&t=5098).
I also found a scientific article about sperm production rate and storage (http://onlinelibrary.wiley.com/doi/10.2164/jandrol.108.006817/full).
The article is a bit lengthy and I just have a basic understanding of biology and medicine so I just scanned trough it but I found it quite interesting. The article says e.g. (if I understood it correctly) that just a few percent of semen is reabsorbed and most of it leaves the body through ejaculation or "during unrecognized “spilling out” into the pelvic urethra to be washed out in urine".
I think another interesting point is that apparently the size of the "storage room" for sperm is more or less the same in all men while there is a much wider range in production rates.

Now I'm gonna watch the last episode of season 3 of Game of Thrones before another night awaits me...

[maijrd]

Two weeks! Yay! I think I'm getting used to it.

[superprick]

Wow, I'm at 14 days as well. June 1 was my last ejaculation. I had blue balls on day 7 and day 14.

[maijrd]

Hmm I just have these urges (see day 9). But that feels different than blue balls and I'm kind of getting used to it. I once had some mild pain in my balls from edging, that feeling is what I would call blue balls.

[ducker005]

Sleeping and trying to hold out really heavy things helps. Trying to push up something increases the pressure in your lower groin, and thr liquids on your tubes are pushed away from your balls.

[superprick]

I always get real horny on day 7 and many people report the same thing. There is also a study that says that on the 7th day, testosterone levels rise. many people have wet dreams every 7 days. What that means is that in addition to semen build-up, testosterone is what causes horniness and wet dreams. The goal should be to maximize testosterone.

[Steath]

I didn't know all of that. The info to help Blue balls will be super helpful. I get them regularly after about day 10, but I had no idea how to make them go when I wake up with the ach.

[maijrd]

It has been a while since my last post. I gave up after about 21 days because I couldn't sleep all night
I gave it another try on July 1. So I'm at the end of day 7 now. I didn't watch any porn since and I am not thinking about my abstinence all day. This makes it a lot easier for me.

During my first abstinence I was always thinking about it: What has changed since I'm abstaining? How long have I been abstaining now? When will I eventually have a wet dream? Will I get a hard-on in the shower (and I got one from thinking about this question...)? etc. And I was watching porn every couple of days I guess that created a lot of pressure - in the end so much that I couldn't sleep.
This time things are more relaxed. I am mentally occupied with work, studies, hanging out with friends and I am not thinking about masturbation, sex and abstinence every free minute.

In parallel, I am doing another experiment: I'm trying to drink no alcohol in July. It's a quite interesting experience so far. Mineral water with lemon juice makes a nice drink for the summer and there are so many alcohol-free cocktails I didn't know of...

[maijrd]

It have been almost two weeks again. I started leaking sperm some days ago (in my urine and while pooping) and the urges I described earlier are back. Besides that, things are still quite relaxed concerning my abstinence. I'm still busy and don't think about masturbation sex and my abstinence a lot. And I didn't watch porn

[maijrd]

Today is my 23rd day of abstinence. On day 21 I leaked a lot of sperm while pooping and noticed that I can push out more just by tensing my pelvic muscles. It was an amazing experience.

[ducker005]

You should try Kegel exercises. That will help with the leak, and you can enjoy the pleasure of being on the edge for hours.

[maijrd]

Interesting idea, ducker, but since I was leaking cum when tensing my pelvic muscles, I just reduced the tension. I need more time to finish my business but haven't leaked sperm anymore.
Today is my 29th day. No WD yet. Yesterday I masturbated a bit but stopped early (no real "edging") and watched some porn (first time in 28 days). I'm trying to increase the pressure a bit, which seems to work. I had trouble falling asleep and remember a time when I was half-asleep with a strong erection and wanted to cum badly.
I think I will end my abstinence on August 1 - with or without a wet dream.

[ducker005]

Don't give up.

[maijrd]

I eventually decided to keep abstaining

I started edging on day 30 and had one to three edging sessions every day since. The length of the sessions has been varying between 20 and 40 minutes. Sometimes I watched porn while edging, sometimes I didn't.
Today I had only one session. I watched porn and reached the edge fast, after about 5 minutes. After that I was kind of "trapped" on the edge, stopping and waiting didn't really help. After just a little stimulation I was on the edge again, so I ended this session.

I am not leaking cum while pooping anymore (I am tensing my pelvic muscles very gently) but I started leaking cum after peeing today. I have cloudy urine sometimes since about day 9, but I think it's not very much sperm in it and I can't really do anything about it.
Today I separately leaked cum after peeing. It first felt like there was some pee left but then it felt different. The first time some drops of cum came out during the next few minutes. The second time it were some more drops and some of it came out just as I noticed that it didn't feel like peeing. I will pay more attention from now on and will try to avoid the leakage.

I didn't have many erotic dreams during all of the 33 nights, can't remember even one. But I remember several times when I was half-asleep and noticed I had a really strong erection.
Two or three days ago I also had some waves of a tingling sensation all over my body (while I was half-asleep (and had a really strong erection )).
I feel a softer version of this tingling sensation since yesterday when I get aroused. It's nice, I kinda like it

[Starburst33]

Very well written and interesting posts!

Well done so far and keep going, I'm sure you'll have a WD soon

[maijrd]

Well, 37 days. Things are getting extreme.

Today I edged and watched porn all morning long Then I napped a bit, had pulsating erections and full-body-tingle-waves again

Since yesterday I get random out-of-nowhere rock-hard erections, which last for about a minute and are initially accompanied by the softer tingle sensation. It doesn't take much for me to get a semi, even without abstinence. Since I have been abstaining I'm even more sensitive to sexy thoughts, touches, etc. But these erections occur for no obvious reason, are really strong and last comparatively long.

I don't leak sperm after peeing anymore. Just as for pooping, I try to do things very gently, which requires more attention and takes more time to finish but stops cum leakage.
I feel like I'm at the brink of explosion. I wouldn't be surprised if I had a spontaneous ejaculation. I even have to fart gently, because I feel liquid building up Fortunately, I can still do sit-ups without the risk of leaking sperm.

[maijrd]

I haven't been touching myself since day 37, which relaxed things a bit (and saved me a lot of time ). Today I edged a bit and decided that tomorrow my last two weeks of abstinence will begin. I will definitely stop abstaining on 25. August, which is day 55. I'm going on holiday with my boyfriend one day later and don't want to abstain during that time.
For those last two weeks I'm going back to a no-touch/no-porn-policy like I did for the first 27 days.

[maijrd]

I just had the first wet dream of my life!
The dream was quite long and bizarre.

In the first scene everybody was watching a show, play or something like that and then the audience started to dance, forming conga lines and some guys were taking out their dicks (which were rock-hard) and continued dancing. I remember a scene with about 10 guys all with boners doing some kind of choreography.
I wanted to join one of the conga lines but all the people at the end of the lines were ugly and I didn't want to grab their shoulders. So I kept searching for someone beautiful but the scene changed and the people in front of me weren't dancing anymore but walking somewhere (and most of them were still ugly).

I didn't know where everybody was going, just followed the crowd and we came to some kind of hostel, which was huge. It had multiple buildings (they were labeled A-D, I think ) with dorms in it and walking distance between them was several minutes. I was staying at this hostel but I was in the wrong building. I pretended that I was in the right one, went inside the dorm with everybody, took a free bed and pretended it was mine.

Directly at the top end of my bed was another bed, a girl was sleeping there. Later I turned my head because I heard some noise and looked in the direction of the other bed. All I saw was a close-up of an asshole my view was like that of a video camera. I started licking around it and tried to get to the pussy but the girl (to which the ass obviously belonged) was moaning and giggling and wriggling and I couldn't get to the pussy.
Later we both went to another bed (not to hers) and I decided to put the camera onto a table (which had separated from my view) and turn it off (but she thought it was still recording).
We had sex but it was non-penetrative (can't remember any details) and I got to the edge but stopped.

Then the next day started and some older guy was there asking questions about someone having sex in the dorm last night. Behind his back there was a guy laying on a bed with a big hard cock. While the older guy continued questioning someone a girl sat on the other guys dick and started fucking him really wildly. Then she left and soon after that another girl did the same. The guy took over and held her up with both hands and started pounding her from below really fast. Then he came and so did I in reality.


I slept nude, was laying on one side and had the blanket between my legs. I felt several contractions (I believe about 10 altogether) while I realized that I was having a wet dream. I believe the orgasm was quite long and felt different. My penis was flaccid when I looked at the mess I made.

It was a really interesting experience and I will definitely do this again (maybe in winter?). I learned a lot about myself and my body and this forum helped me a lot, too. Thank you guys!

[Ronald]

Congratulations!