Elyem's WD journal

[iroselyem]

I don't know how long this will last, but here goes...

I'm on maybe Day 5 of my WD experiment. I'm usually a daily MB'er, but after reading the journals on here, I figured, why not?

The first two days were pretty much about breaking the habit, and since then it's been pretty smooth. I have strong willpower (quit drugs and the rock and roll lifestyle, so this is easy compared to that), so it hasn't been too bad. I've been PC'ing like crazy, but it's normal for me, since my Cowper's glands are messed up. I just wear boxers over my briefs and it's cool. I'll see if I can take some photos later.

I've noticed I have a lot of energy, and I can definitely concentrate more. Maybe I should have done this a long time ago. I've also started working out again; I'm slim and could definitely bulk up.

Hopefully I won't forget while I'm sleeping and MB tonight. My old roommate told me I did that a lot while I slept (I know, sounds creepy, but it really wasn't). We'll see.

Wish me luck!

[joshie]

good luck on your new journey!!!!

[iroselyem]

Thanks, Joshie! I really appreciate the support.

Day 7 (I checked my profile)...

I woke up with a sore penis, so I think I must have had long-term erections in my sleep. I don't remember a lot. I don't have BBs yet, but I'm definitely leaking a lot. I can feel it running out, kind of like when I'm peeing. I definitely need to post some kind of photo.

[iroselyem]

Okay, these are photos from yesterday morning, after I'd changed my underwear. Consider them 'before' shots.

[Drizzt28]

I don't have BBs yet, but I'm definitely leaking a lot. I can feel it running out, kind of like when I'm peeing. I definitely need to post some kind of photo.

What are BBs?

Also, great photos.

Also Also, good luck you can do it!!

[iroselyem]

LOL Drizzt, I don't know what BBs are! I probably typed that wrong; I had just gotten up after a long night working, and I was pretty tired. Here's what I'm going through at the moment, just to be clear:

Extra PCing (feels like peeing sometimes)
Random erections
Tightness in my perineum
Testicles are very tight most of the time (which is very unusual)
Lots of energy
Horniness
Concentration is fine
Working out a lot more (I have some kind of tension)

There's nothing else at the moment to take photos of, unless it's my testicles, but I don't think that's allowed. I'll put something up as soon as anything happens!

By the way, thanks for the support, Drizzt!

[iroselyem]

Ooops, forgot to add the sore penis. It's not too bad, but maybe like when I've MB'd three or four times in a day (which is rare these days, but was common when I was a teenager).

[AGT]

I don't have BBs yet, but I'm definitely leaking a lot. I can feel it running out, kind of like when I'm peeing. I definitely need to post some kind of photo.

What are BBs?

Also, great photos.

Also Also, good luck you can do it!!

BB's? Could be Blue Balls

[iroselyem]

yes, AGT, that's probably right. thanks for the help.

I should probably keep track of my acronyms.

[iroselyem]

LOL I usually work out without underwear (I get really hot, otherwise), and I did that a little bit ago. I forgot how much I was dripping PC. So, when I felt the dripping down my leg about ten minutes into my workout (and before I broke a sweat), I laughed and had to leave. I took a photo of my PC-drenched leg as soon as I got home.

I guess this means it's underwear all of the time now!

[showmeurhot]

Good luck! Look forward to hearing how things go for you!

[joshie]

hope you are doing well. just wondering, you leak pc even when you are soft?

[iroselyem]

Yes, Joshie, I leak even when I'm soft right now. I usually do, though, since my PC-producing glands were hurt in an accident a couple of years ago. (I know, big problem, huh?) I think no-MB just made my PC production even worse for a while, though, since I'm not 'clearing it out' like I used to.

Like I said, it was starting to flow a lot, but my production seems to have dried up or something. I checked my underwear this morning, and there were only a couple of drops in there, which is unusual for me.

I was very horny last night, and did some tossing and turning. I looked at some porn photos and listened to some erotic sound files to try to induce a WD, but nothing happened. It's been 8 days now, which is almost a record for me (the longest is 9 days before I get a wet dream). We'll see.

[iroselyem]

By the way, thanks for the good luck wishes, showmeurhot! I definitely need them. I was cool for the first seven days, but now my horniness is really kicking in. I guess this is where we find out how tough I am, huh?

[iroselyem]

I had a WD last night. I woke up in the middle of a dream, and I forgot the details of it as soon as I noticed I was making a mess. I went out dancing last night, and I wore tight jeans, which only made me hornier. When I got home, it was late, so I just stripped down, threw on my boxers and crashed. I woke up a little after 4:30 with the most massive orgasm, and panicked because I was making a mess. I took some photos with my phone, changed and wiped down, and went back to bed.

This morning I tried to transfer the files to Dropbox, and after going back to the home screen, I deleted the photos (I'm kind of paranoid about having photos like that on my phone). The problem is that the photos hadn't transferred yet, and so I lost them.

Here's the description, though: The spasms were prolonged and smooth, not rapid and short like usual. It was also more pleasurable than it's been in the past. I had a semi-erection while it was happening, and the discharge was at least twice as much as normal for me, which is a lot. There was a lot of clear fluid, and it was very thick and gel-like. Some of it was cloudy, and other parts looked like regular ejaculate. I was on my back at the time, so it started out going down my right side and along my belly, but when I sat up, it started running down to my bed. So I waited until it finished, then got up and cleaned up. It covered the whole left side and underside of my briefs and soaked through the front of my boxers. They were wet and very sticky, like if I'd spilled something on them.

I'm pretty upset about losing the photos, because I think you guys might be able to tell me how this compares to others. Hopefully this description will help, though. Ask me any questions you might have.

[Viktor]

I don't really see the point of pictures personally. Still congrats man I know you were worried. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't jealous. It sounded amazing, you are truly lucky

[AGT]

I don't really see the point of pictures personally. Still congrats man I know you were worried. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't jealous. It sounded amazing, you are truly lucky

I think pictures are always good. As it is said "a picture is worth a thousand words", although your description was still pretty good.
Lets hope that you have another even bigger one soon. Just be more careful before deleting the pics.

[iroselyem]

Yeah, it would help if I wasn't groggy when I deleted the photos, too. I'll start another round of AB next week and we'll see.

As for the photos, they really do help; I think they help to show the variation of people's WD, and I know it reassured me when my voluntary AB time came (har-har) and I analyzed my own WD.

[Drizzt28]

Congratulations on your WD!!

[showmeurhot]

Congrats! Glad it worked out for you!

[iroselyem]

Thanks. I'll try again soon.

[ulaanaa]

Congrats. better luck next time...

[iroselyem]

On Day 2 of my next cycle. Everything's good, as before, except I've noticed that my T-buzz kicked in pretty quickly. I never paid attention to it before.

As usual, I'll post photos of anything interesting.

[iroselyem]

Day 4. Not really any urges this time, which is wierd. But, I do have tightness down there...

[iroselyem]

Hey, guys. Went out of town on business, and had to break my flow attempt when I found out I was sharing a full-sized hotel bed with one of my coworkers. :/ I'm back on the wagon, though, so here goes!

[iroselyem]

Day two, and nothing yet. I feel fine, just like before. The usual anticipation is there, but it's very easy to suppress, since I know the end result probably isn't that far away.

[jdjones000]

interesting