Hi everyone.
I stumbled upon this site while surfing the web (didn´t know what i was looking for) and saw this page. I wanted to look a bit arround but it ended in reading for hours ;-)
Seems i found a nice place.
But i want to introduce myselfe if i´m right in the general discussion here
Im Lucas, a 29 year old guy from Germany
I never had a WD in teen year, no wet pyjamas, nothing. I wished it so much to experience one, but nothing.
My first WD (if it was one) i experienced arround 3 years ago.
I was in a penis surgery cause of e erectyle disfuncion + a curve correction and therefore i was not allowed to stimulate or masturbate for 6 weeks.
After 4 1/2 weeks i think it happend. I didnt remember what i was dreaming, cause normaly i can recall only maybe 2-3 dreams in one year.
I woke up in the middle of the night, all happend in just a second. When i realised that i woke up i felt my heart racing and my penis was already pumping.
Then i felt my most intense orgasm i ever had. But it hurts a lot, cause of the suture from the surgery.
Sure i want to experience this again and after a while i stopped masturbation and hoped it will happen again, but it dont work. Ok i was not holding it for a very long time (24 days).
Last year i started in train myselfe to recall more dreams and maybe become lucid.
I managed it after a long time to get lucid 2 times. First time woke up very fast, since i was so exctited that it worked that i woke up :-(
Second time it was not to much longer, but imediately after i noticed that im lucid i tartetd masturbating in my dream.
I woke up after a few moments. Like the last time with a rapid and strong heartbeat a pumping penis, but no orgasm and no ejaculation. I touched may penis with my flat hand, and ...cum.
Since then nothing worked again, no dream recalls, no WD, no precum in my pants nothing.
since a few months im able to cum only by focus on thoughts of sexual actions or a few of these hypno audio files work ,too , but that seems not to help.
Im at day 19 now without masturbation, and i hear lucid dreaming audio files every night, since 2 weeks. Dream recall is getting better.
I tried something out last night. Since i get very arroused by the sound of a heartbeat, i placed a heartbeat recording to my mp3 player after the lucid dreaming file so it plays when im asleep.
I woke up with a pounding heart in the middle of the night with a very hard penis, the heartbeat recording was still playing, and my heart started to beat faster and faster. I felt that i will cumm in a few seconds if i focus my thoughts now, but dont wanted to, cause i want to experience a real WD.
I think my 2 WD´s i was talking earlier were not real WD´s anyway, or what you think ?
Maybe the heartsound was to loud, so i woke up cause of that.
what do you think about all of this ?
i will try again with a more quiet setting this night and report tomorow :-)
so long, see ya
Lucas