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InterestedGirl
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Posts: 676
Age: 29
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 100
Circumcised or Uncut?: N/A - Female
Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 6
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Silk
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: yes
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 7-8 hours
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 31 Dec 2013
Sex: Female
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OK, since I seem to be one of the few females here and I believe (correct me if I'm wrong) I'm the first to do a journal here, I will be logging my attempts at using various methods to have WD's. For Science (!) since there is so little data on female WD's currently. Some of the things I am going to try include:
1. Abstaining from MBing (no touching)
2. Abstaining from orgasm, but continuing to MB (edging)
3. MBing to orgasm more often than usual (I read some studies suggest females may actually have more WD with more frequent MB orgasms)
4. Abstaining from porn and sexual thoughts (as much as possible)
5. Looking at porn and thinking about sex more than usual
6. Experimenting with variables regarding clothes worn to bed and sleep position
7. Noting what effect my menstrual cycle has on all of this (another thing you guys don't have to think about)
8. Various combinations of the above
9. Any thing else I can think of or that is suggested to me to try
Right now I'm working on ABing from MBing. I'm determined to make it for a week at least now, currently on Day 4, which is when I usually start going slightly bonkers. The first 3 days are usually OK, sexual thoughts are fairly frequent and I feel a bit tingly every now and then, but nothing extreme (I had some trouble falling asleep last night, but really brought that on myself looking at porn). Day 4 though, that's when the throbbing starts and I begin to have trouble concentrating. By Day 5 (tomorrow) I begin to see every upright vertical object (trees, telephone polls, table legs, humans, you name it) as potentially something to hump. I've never actually succeded in climaxing that way, but at this point I can't manage enough logical thought to remember that, apparently. Also at this point showers and even trips to the toilet are a threat to my abstinance, any situation where my genitals are exposed and I have to touch them for a purpose, it's tempting just to keep going. And I sometimes have like very smal mini-orgasms when I pee, they don't do anything to relieve the tension, though, just make it worse. And it is very difficult to fall asleep at night. So far I've never gotten past Day 5, but I'm determined to this time! The things I will go through for Science! 
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DATE OF LAST ORGASM: MAR 19, 2014
DAYS SINCE LAST MB: 10 days
WD: Current 0, Lifetime Around 100
SE: Current 0, Lifetime 1
LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM MB: 30 DAYS
LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM ORGASM: 40 DAYS
GOAL: AWAITING INSTRUCTION FROM MASTER
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Posted: Fri Jul 15, 2011 7:58 pm |
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Posts: 1902
Age: 16
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 80
Circumcised or Uncut?: Circumcised (Cut)
Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 10
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Boxers
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: yes
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 7-8 hours
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 20 Dec 2013
Sex: Male
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InterestedGirl wrote: OK, since I seem to be one of the few females here and I believe (correct me if I'm wrong) I'm the first to do a journal here, I will be logging my attempts at using various methods to have WD's. For Science (!) since there is so little data on female WD's currently. Some of the things I am going to try include:
1. Abstaining from MBing (no touching)
2. Abstaining from orgasm, but continuing to MB (edging)
3. MBing to orgasm more often than usual (I read some studies suggest females may actually have more WD with more frequent MB orgasms)
4. Abstaining from porn and sexual thoughts (as much as possible)
5. Looking at porn and thinking about sex more than usual
6. Experimenting with variables regarding clothes worn to bed and sleep position
7. Noting what effect my menstrual cycle has on all of this (another thing you guys don't have to think about)
8. Various combinations of the above
9. Any thing else I can think of or that is suggested to me to try
Right now I'm working on ABing from MBing. I'm determined to make it for a week at least now, currently on Day 4, which is when I usually start going slightly bonkers. The first 3 days are usually OK, sexual thoughts are fairly frequent and I feel a bit tingly every now and then, but nothing extreme (I had some trouble falling asleep last night, but really brought that on myself looking at porn). Day 4 though, that's when the throbbing starts and I begin to have trouble concentrating. By Day 5 (tomorrow) I begin to see every upright vertical object (trees, telephone polls, table legs, humans, you name it) as potentially something to hump. I've never actually succeded in climaxing that way, but at this point I can't manage enough logical thought to remember that, apparently. Also at this point showers and even trips to the toilet are a threat to my abstinance, any situation where my genitals are exposed and I have to touch them for a purpose, it's tempting just to keep going. And I sometimes have like very smal mini-orgasms when I pee, they don't do anything to relieve the tension, though, just make it worse. And it is very difficult to fall asleep at night. So far I've never gotten past Day 5, but I'm determined to this time! The things I will go through for Science! I look forward to reading your log. im extremely curious as to what girls think and feel. In school we we taught the most girls do not MB and don't have sex drive like guys do but in reading posts like yours and others on teen sites it seems it was all a bunch of BS. I see very little difference between guys and girls and what they go through especially how you feel and sleep habits when you AB. Anywayz Good Luck!!!!!!  come talk to me in chat if your comfortable with it.
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njaza
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Posted: Fri Jul 15, 2011 9:58 pm |
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Posts: 142
Location: Czech Republic
Age: 22
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 22
Circumcised or Uncut?: Uncut (Intact)
Precum Production: Some Precum (2-4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 30
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Nude - no underwear
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 2-3 hours
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Hi! Welcome here! I am looking forward to your posts, this is a really interesting topic. I know that many females masturbate, but I always though that they don't masturbate so often and don't have so strong urges. Yeah, and I've always been interested in science.  Can you tell us something about your masturbation history (when did you start MB, when did you have your first orgasm, how often did you masturbate, how long did it take you etc.) and how things changed to present?
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InterestedGirl
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Posted: Sat Jul 16, 2011 2:43 pm |
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Joined: Fri May 06, 2011 8:40 am
Posts: 676
Age: 29
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 100
Circumcised or Uncut?: N/A - Female
Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 6
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Silk
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: yes
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 7-8 hours
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 31 Dec 2013
Sex: Female
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Turns out I miscalculated, I looked up the date of my last orgasm and it was just after midnight on July 10, so actually today was Day 6. I say was because once I realized this I thought "Yay, 6 days, a new record! I think I'll celebrate by just touching a little, but I'll use my right hand (which for me is the wrong hand, for MBing, anyway, I'd only cum using it once before), that way even if I cum at least I'll be learning to be able to use either hand, which could come in handy (ouch, pun definately not intended!) someday".  Well, you can imagine where that train of thought lead...came in handy, indeed.  Using my right (wrong) hand was different from using my left (right) one, as I couldn't really seem to make circles on my clit like I normally would, I could only just sorta tap or pat it with my finger, like push down on it then release, push down and release, but after 6 days ABing I was sensitive enough for that to work, pretty quick in fact, I didn't time it exactly but I'd say within 3-4 minutes, which would have been less had it not been so awkward. I think towards the end my finger may have been starting to get into the circling motion, but I'm not sure. Anywho, I think with some practice I may get to a point where I'm equally able with either hand. The awesome thing was, not only did I have an amazing orgasm, but after I came I still felt incredibly aroused, like I hadn't cum at all, so I switched back to the more experienced and skillful Ol' Lefty and started doing the nice circles I'm used to and then within just a couple minutes this time I came again, just as good if not better than the first time!  I've never had 2 orgasms within such a short space of time before. That is one thing I love about MBing after a long AB, being able to cum so quickly and effortlessly, not to mention strongly! That's something that can make long-term ABing difficult, after awhile it's not just a regular old masturbate everyday kind of orgasm you're passing up, but a really amazing one, and I realize everyday I stay AB I'm saying no to the opportunity for a better and better orgasm, yet at the same time I'm saying yes to an even more incredible one sometime in the future. So anyway it's not the week I was originally trying for, but at least I beat my own record, gave my right (wrong) hand a bit of practice and had 2 wonderfull orgasms. Not really a bad day all together, I'd say. And next time if I can just wait one more day, I'll succeed in reaching my 1 week goal.
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DATE OF LAST ORGASM: MAR 19, 2014
DAYS SINCE LAST MB: 10 days
WD: Current 0, Lifetime Around 100
SE: Current 0, Lifetime 1
LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM MB: 30 DAYS
LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM ORGASM: 40 DAYS
GOAL: AWAITING INSTRUCTION FROM MASTER
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InterestedGirl
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Posted: Sat Jul 16, 2011 2:49 pm |
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Posts: 676
Age: 29
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 100
Circumcised or Uncut?: N/A - Female
Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 6
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Silk
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: yes
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 7-8 hours
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 31 Dec 2013
Sex: Female
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zachcurtis wrote: InterestedGirl wrote: OK, since I seem to be one of the few females here and I believe (correct me if I'm wrong) I'm the first to do a journal here, I will be logging my attempts at using various methods to have WD's. For Science (!) since there is so little data on female WD's currently. Some of the things I am going to try include:
1. Abstaining from MBing (no touching)
2. Abstaining from orgasm, but continuing to MB (edging)
3. MBing to orgasm more often than usual (I read some studies suggest females may actually have more WD with more frequent MB orgasms)
4. Abstaining from porn and sexual thoughts (as much as possible)
5. Looking at porn and thinking about sex more than usual
6. Experimenting with variables regarding clothes worn to bed and sleep position
7. Noting what effect my menstrual cycle has on all of this (another thing you guys don't have to think about)
8. Various combinations of the above
9. Any thing else I can think of or that is suggested to me to try
Right now I'm working on ABing from MBing. I'm determined to make it for a week at least now, currently on Day 4, which is when I usually start going slightly bonkers. The first 3 days are usually OK, sexual thoughts are fairly frequent and I feel a bit tingly every now and then, but nothing extreme (I had some trouble falling asleep last night, but really brought that on myself looking at porn). Day 4 though, that's when the throbbing starts and I begin to have trouble concentrating. By Day 5 (tomorrow) I begin to see every upright vertical object (trees, telephone polls, table legs, humans, you name it) as potentially something to hump. I've never actually succeded in climaxing that way, but at this point I can't manage enough logical thought to remember that, apparently. Also at this point showers and even trips to the toilet are a threat to my abstinance, any situation where my genitals are exposed and I have to touch them for a purpose, it's tempting just to keep going. And I sometimes have like very smal mini-orgasms when I pee, they don't do anything to relieve the tension, though, just make it worse. And it is very difficult to fall asleep at night. So far I've never gotten past Day 5, but I'm determined to this time! The things I will go through for Science! I look forward to reading your log. im extremely curious as to what girls think and feel. In school we we taught the most girls do not MB and don't have sex drive like guys do but in reading posts like yours and others on teen sites it seems it was all a bunch of BS. I see very little difference between guys and girls and what they go through especially how you feel and sleep habits when you AB. Anywayz Good Luck!!!!!! come talk to me in chat if your comfortable with it.
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DATE OF LAST ORGASM: MAR 19, 2014
DAYS SINCE LAST MB: 10 days
WD: Current 0, Lifetime Around 100
SE: Current 0, Lifetime 1
LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM MB: 30 DAYS
LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM ORGASM: 40 DAYS
GOAL: AWAITING INSTRUCTION FROM MASTER
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Posted: Sat Jul 16, 2011 3:39 pm |
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Posts: 285
Age: 22
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 14
Circumcised or Uncut?: Uncut (Intact)
Precum Production: Some Precum (2-4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 10
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Boxer briefs
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: yes
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 3-4 hours
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 20 Jul 2013
Sex: Male
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Welcome to the forum,
All the regular posters around here are guys, so it's a 'breath of fresh air' to have a girl post her experiences....
As you said, I guess the level of sex drive among men and women vary. Certain guys may not have that high a sex drive while some women may have highly 'revved up' sex drives.
I guess the main difference between men and women where orgasm is concerned is that when we orgasm, we lose our seminal fluid..the loss of which is immediately sensed.
Well, here's looking forward to your posts and experiences!!
Best of Luck!!!
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Last date of MB - 16/8/2014
Last date of Hands-free ej - 28/7/2011
Total Wet Dreams Experienced since joining - 12
Total SE's experienced since joining - 2
Best AB cycle before joining - 16 days
Best AB cycle since joining - 14 days
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InterestedGirl
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Posted: Sat Jul 16, 2011 4:25 pm |
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Posts: 676
Age: 29
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 100
Circumcised or Uncut?: N/A - Female
Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 6
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Silk
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: yes
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 7-8 hours
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 31 Dec 2013
Sex: Female
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njaza wrote: Hi! Welcome here! I am looking forward to your posts, this is a really interesting topic. I know that many females masturbate, but I always though that they don't masturbate so often and don't have so strong urges. Yeah, and I've always been interested in science. Can you tell us something about your masturbation history (when did you start MB, when did you have your first orgasm, how often did you masturbate, how long did it take you etc.) and how things changed to present?  between my legs" (that's how I though of it, and that's what I called the running around bit, "getting the good feeling") to the process of reproduction or boys or romance or anything that I at the time considered to be "sex".
I still hadn't figured it out by the time I was 14 and had my first erotic dream (which was a masturbation dream, strange because I still didn't know how to masturbate to orgasm (I mean on purpose, and "properly", i.e. with the hands) at that time). In this dream I was in a room with black floor and walls with a mirror all along the length of one wall. For most of the dream I was standing in front of the mirror naked and just kind of looking at myself and touching my body all over. I'd never actualy done this before, purposly stared at my naked self nor touched my body in a sensual way. I remember waking up from that dream with this strange, incredible warm, pulsing sensation in my genitals that I'd never felt before (strangely, it didn't bring up any memories of my previous pleasures, but maybe that's because the dream feeling had a rather different quality) and being so confused as to WHAT THE HECK   this feeling was, it even worried me a little, but I figured anything that felt so good couldn't be bad. I didn't even know then that anybody (boys or girls) had dreams like that. A few times I woke up on the verge of orgasm, only I didn't understand that then, either, I just knew my private parts were throbbing REALLY HARD and if I moved at all, so much as to even take a deep breath, SOMETHING BIG was going to happen, but I was sorta scared of it, so I just tried to lay really still till the feeling died down. This is how dumb I was, I didn't make a connection between what I was feeling and that big, all-important thing I'd heard so much about called "sex". This happened again a few times (with more masturbation dreams or dreams about oral sex or mutual masturbation or sometimes even without any dream, sometimes I would (and still do) just wake up with that throbbing feeling, but can't recall what set it off) before it finaly clicked that "Oh, so THIS is what sex feels like!". 
Well, actually I had made a few half-hearted attempts at masturbating since I was about 11, but I didn't know I had a clitoris then, so I really wasn't "hitting the spot". The first attempt happened after my mother came into the bathroom while I was taking a bath and remarked that since I was so developed, I would probably be getting my first period any time. (She was right; I began menstruating a few months later.) I was curious about this change in my body and so later that night when I was lying there in bed in the dark, I put my hands into my panties and kind of exploratorily felt around to see what my new-and-improved genitals felt like. Oddly, it never occurred to me to look at my naked self in the mirror, possibly because I intuitively knew it was considered taboo. (I know it seems strange to think looking is taboo yet touching isn't, but somehow it seemed that anything you did under cover of darkness in the middle of the night all by yourself didn't really count). 
By this age I knew about masturbation, that people touched themselves to bring themselves pleasure. I was curious about how that felt, so I started trying to see if I could hit upon anything that felt good, but since I really didn't know what I was doing, I didn't really get anywhere. When I was 15 I finally heard about the clitoris and I think maybe I subconsciously decided I would like to have a go at finding mine. I think also the dream I had at 14 where I dreamed I had masturbated successfully and woke up actually coming may have been influential also.
So when I did finally hear about the clitoris, I was succesful because I knew where to go and also I had by then recognized that the feeling I had in my dreams was what I was going for. Now I feel a bit ridiculous that I spent all that time as a kid wondering what this big "ORGASM" thing that everyone said was the best feeling ever was like, when I'd actually been having them myself all along! But I didn't wonder because mine weren't pleasurable, they most certainly were (and are), I guess the only reason I didn't put 2 and 2 together is cause I suck at math 8-? .
So, one rainy Saturday afternoon when I was 16, I started trying to masturbate again, this time armed with the knowledge of the exact area I was looking for. I put my hands down my pants and started feeling around, with a direction and purpose this time. I have no idea why I picked this particular day to try, but it is now a day I'll cherish forever. I was able to find my clitoris surprisingly quickly and started rubbing it with my left middle finger, in a circular motion. It was really amazing how unawkward and almost automatic it was, like all of a sudden I just knew what to do. I did this kneeling, which is my usual position, even though I can do it lying on my back, but I have more muscle tension when I do it lying down, making it less comfortable. I think part of that is because I have cerebral palsy.
At first I wasn't fantasizing (I'd really never had a waking sexual fantasy at this point, just the dreams), just thinking about the feeling of what I was doing, which I wasn't sure if it was working or not, but I knew ppl did usually think about sexual things during The Act, so I figured that would help me along. What I came up with was a random, featureless guy, stroking my hair and kissing me and telling me I was beautiful, and I don't know what I might have thought of next because at that point I came. When that first orgasm came, it took me by surprise and I actually fell over right onto my face! It could, in fact have turned out very badly, since I was facing a low table and I would have whacked my head on it had I fallen an inch or two farther forward, but just in front of it was this big pillow I liked to sit on on the floor when I worked at this table, and I happened to land right on that pillow, as if God was looking out for me, even though I was now a "bad, dirty, shameful "self-abuser"" .
I remember I just lay there and laughed.  I was so exhilarated by those profoundly pleasurable contractions and the amazement that I could do this wonderful thing for myself. For the rest of that day and for the next couple of days, I walked around in a sort of daze, with this feeling that I must be really different now, somehow and wondered if anyone could tell.
I felt like it was some kind of magical gift, too good to be true, so for a long time I was afraid of losing my ability to make myself cum. I think I MB more than was really neccessary after I discovered it, because I was checking to make sure it still worked! Once I calmed down about that I settled into a regular pattern of MBing every other day or so, sometimes a bit more, sometimes a bit less. I expanded my fantasy repertoire and learned sometimes it was fun to think about sex even if I wasn't touching myself (of course, I also learned that thinking about sex can make you want to touch yourself). We got Internet access around this time as well, conveniently enough.
It was prolly about a year after that before I really became aware of having a sex drive, that is to say, feeling horny without any particular thought or touch provoking it. I was just getting ready for bed one night when just out of nowhere I got that "I need to MB NOW!" feeling (before it had been more of an "I have some free time and it might be fun to MB" feeling). It was maybe another year after that (when I was 18) that I had my first really sexual, lustfull crush on someone, before it had just been more of a general desire to be touched in certain ways, not so much the specific attraction and desire for a certain person, and my fantasy partners had been more-or-less featureless). Around this time I also started experimenting with penetrating myself with a hairbrush handle, which I sometimes like to do. Somewhere along the way I discovered how to MB with water spray from the shower and using an electric toothbrush as a vibrator. It prolly took me around 15 minutes or so to cum at first, I got faster as I got better at it, also learned that I could cum quicker and harder after ABing for a few days, I've cum in less than 30 seconds on a couple occassions (not counting that 1 time I came in 0 seconds because it was a spontaneous orgasm, I was around 20-21 then), but on the other hand I also learned that edging could give me prolonged pleasure and stronger orgasms, so I practice that occassionaly, and my record there is around 40-something minutes. But generally I average 5-10 minutes or so, MBing everyday it's closer to 10 minutes, doing it less often closer to 5. So that brings us to today. It is a long story but one with a happy ending (or several, rather ).
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DATE OF LAST ORGASM: MAR 19, 2014
DAYS SINCE LAST MB: 10 days
WD: Current 0, Lifetime Around 100
SE: Current 0, Lifetime 1
LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM MB: 30 DAYS
LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM ORGASM: 40 DAYS
GOAL: AWAITING INSTRUCTION FROM MASTER
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Posted: Mon Jul 18, 2011 6:32 am |
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Posts: 40
Age: 16
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 100
Circumcised or Uncut?: Circumcised (Cut)
Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 15
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Boxers
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 4-5 hours
Sex: Male
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InterestedGirl wrote: njaza wrote: Hi! Welcome here! I am looking forward to your posts, this is a really interesting topic. I know that many females masturbate, but I always though that they don't masturbate so often and don't have so strong urges. Yeah, and I've always been interested in science. Can you tell us something about your masturbation history (when did you start MB, when did you have your first orgasm, how often did you masturbate, how long did it take you etc.) and how things changed to present?
I still hadn't figured it out by the time I was 14 and had my first erotic dream (which was a masturbation dream, strange because I still didn't know how to masturbate to orgasm (I mean on purpose, and "properly", i.e. with the hands) at that time). In this dream I was in a room with black floor and walls with a mirror all along the length of one wall. For most of the dream I was standing in front of the mirror naked and just kind of looking at myself and touching my body all over. I'd never actualy done this before, purposly stared at my naked self nor touched my body in a sensual way. I remember waking up from that dream with this strange, incredible warm, pulsing sensation in my genitals that I'd never felt before (strangely, it didn't bring up any memories of my previous pleasures, but maybe that's because the dream feeling had a rather different quality) and being so confused as to WHAT THE HECK this feeling was, it even worried me a little, but I figured anything that felt so good couldn't be bad. I didn't even know then that anybody (boys or girls) had dreams like that. A few times I woke up on the verge of orgasm, only I didn't understand that then, either, I just knew my private parts were throbbing REALLY HARD and if I moved at all, so much as to even take a deep breath, SOMETHING BIG was going to happen, but I was sorta scared of it, so I just tried to lay really still till the feeling died down. This is how dumb I was, I didn't make a connection between what I was feeling and that big, all-important thing I'd heard so much about called "sex". This happened again a few times (with more masturbation dreams or dreams about oral sex or mutual masturbation or sometimes even without any dream, sometimes I would (and still do) just wake up with that throbbing feeling, but can't recall what set it off) before it finaly clicked that "Oh, so THIS is what sex feels like!".
Well, actually I had made a few half-hearted attempts at masturbating since I was about 11, but I didn't know I had a clitoris then, so I really wasn't "hitting the spot". The first attempt happened after my mother came into the bathroom while I was taking a bath and remarked that since I was so developed, I would probably be getting my first period any time. (She was right; I began menstruating a few months later.) I was curious about this change in my body and so later that night when I was lying there in bed in the dark, I put my hands into my panties and kind of exploratorily felt around to see what my new-and-improved genitals felt like. Oddly, it never occurred to me to look at my naked self in the mirror, possibly because I intuitively knew it was considered taboo. (I know it seems strange to think looking is taboo yet touching isn't, but somehow it seemed that anything you did under cover of darkness in the middle of the night all by yourself didn't really count).
By this age I knew about masturbation, that people touched themselves to bring themselves pleasure. I was curious about how that felt, so I started trying to see if I could hit upon anything that felt good, but since I really didn't know what I was doing, I didn't really get anywhere. When I was 15 I finally heard about the clitoris and I think maybe I subconsciously decided I would like to have a go at finding mine. I think also the dream I had at 14 where I dreamed I had masturbated successfully and woke up actually coming may have been influential also.
So when I did finally hear about the clitoris, I was succesful because I knew where to go and also I had by then recognized that the feeling I had in my dreams was what I was going for. Now I feel a bit ridiculous that I spent all that time as a kid wondering what this big "ORGASM" thing that everyone said was the best feeling ever was like, when I'd actually been having them myself all along! But I didn't wonder because mine weren't pleasurable, they most certainly were (and are), I guess the only reason I didn't put 2 and 2 together is cause I suck at math 8-? .
So, one rainy Saturday afternoon when I was 16, I started trying to masturbate again, this time armed with the knowledge of the exact area I was looking for. I put my hands down my pants and started feeling around, with a direction and purpose this time. I have no idea why I picked this particular day to try, but it is now a day I'll cherish forever. I was able to find my clitoris surprisingly quickly and started rubbing it with my left middle finger, in a circular motion. It was really amazing how unawkward and almost automatic it was, like all of a sudden I just knew what to do. I did this kneeling, which is my usual position, even though I can do it lying on my back, but I have more muscle tension when I do it lying down, making it less comfortable. I think part of that is because I have cerebral palsy.
At first I wasn't fantasizing (I'd really never had a waking sexual fantasy at this point, just the dreams), just thinking about the feeling of what I was doing, which I wasn't sure if it was working or not, but I knew ppl did usually think about sexual things during The Act, so I figured that would help me along. What I came up with was a random, featureless guy, stroking my hair and kissing me and telling me I was beautiful, and I don't know what I might have thought of next because at that point I came. When that first orgasm came, it took me by surprise and I actually fell over right onto my face! It could, in fact have turned out very badly, since I was facing a low table and I would have whacked my head on it had I fallen an inch or two farther forward, but just in front of it was this big pillow I liked to sit on on the floor when I worked at this table, and I happened to land right on that pillow, as if God was looking out for me, even though I was now a "bad, dirty, shameful "self-abuser"" .
I remember I just lay there and laughed. I was so exhilarated by those profoundly pleasurable contractions and the amazement that I could do this wonderful thing for myself. For the rest of that day and for the next couple of days, I walked around in a sort of daze, with this feeling that I must be really different now, somehow and wondered if anyone could tell.
I felt like it was some kind of magical gift, too good to be true, so for a long time I was afraid of losing my ability to make myself cum. I think I MB more than was really neccessary after I discovered it, because I was checking to make sure it still worked! Once I calmed down about that I settled into a regular pattern of MBing every other day or so, sometimes a bit more, sometimes a bit less. I expanded my fantasy repertoire and learned sometimes it was fun to think about sex even if I wasn't touching myself (of course, I also learned that thinking about sex can make you want to touch yourself). We got Internet access around this time as well, conveniently enough.
It was prolly about a year after that before I really became aware of having a sex drive, that is to say, feeling horny without any particular thought or touch provoking it. I was just getting ready for bed one night when just out of nowhere I got that "I need to MB NOW!" feeling (before it had been more of an "I have some free time and it might be fun to MB" feeling). It was maybe another year after that (when I was 18) that I had my first really sexual, lustfull crush on someone, before it had just been more of a general desire to be touched in certain ways, not so much the specific attraction and desire for a certain person, and my fantasy partners had been more-or-less featureless). Around this time I also started experimenting with penetrating myself with a hairbrush handle, which I sometimes like to do. Somewhere along the way I discovered how to MB with water spray from the shower and using an electric toothbrush as a vibrator. It prolly took me around 15 minutes or so to cum at first, I got faster as I got better at it, also learned that I could cum quicker and harder after ABing for a few days, I've cum in less than 30 seconds on a couple occassions (not counting that 1 time I came in 0 seconds because it was a spontaneous orgasm, I was around 20-21 then), but on the other hand I also learned that edging could give me prolonged pleasure and stronger orgasms, so I practice that occassionaly, and my record there is around 40-something minutes. But generally I average 5-10 minutes or so, MBing everyday it's closer to 10 minutes, doing it less often closer to 5. So that brings us to today. It is a long story but one with a happy ending (or several, rather ).Hi! Great story Before this year, I too was afraid to MB. I been told that it was wrong and that I should never do it. Then, a friend told me that there was nothing bad bout it and not to have guilt or feel dirrty. Its interesting that girls MB diffrent than us boys tho lol
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Age: 29
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 100
Circumcised or Uncut?: N/A - Female
Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 6
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Silk
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: yes
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 7-8 hours
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 31 Dec 2013
Sex: Female
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After breaking my 6 day AB, I found that despite having had 2 orgasms that day, I still felt incredibly horny, like I'd built up some kind of "orgasm debt". Never really noticed that before, usually cumming once to break the cycle settles me down, but this time it took cumming twice in a row and then everyday for a couple days. And I may not be over it yet, was planning to try going for a week again after cumming Sunday night, but I blew it today, and it was only Day 2! But I'm going to try now I think, if I don't lose it again. But really it was my hairbrush's fault. I have this brush I MB with sometimes, the handle has sort of a curve to it that fits really well. I open my bathroom cabinet and there it is, propped up against some other stuff on it's brush end, waving that handle in the air (well, OK, not actually waving, but it seemed like it to me) as if to say "Come on, you know how good I make you feel, we can just edge a little, we don't have to go all the way!" So anyway, said brush is now safely secured in a well-hidden location, so hopefully it won't mess me up again. Let that be a lesson to all of you: If you have any sex toys, you might wanna put them out of sight before an AB period to avoid temptation.
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DATE OF LAST ORGASM: MAR 19, 2014
DAYS SINCE LAST MB: 10 days
WD: Current 0, Lifetime Around 100
SE: Current 0, Lifetime 1
LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM MB: 30 DAYS
LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM ORGASM: 40 DAYS
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Posted: Sat Jul 23, 2011 3:50 pm |
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Average time to ejaculation normally: 6
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Silk
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: yes
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 7-8 hours
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 31 Dec 2013
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So far I'm doing terrible at ABing. Absolutley, totally, completely terrible.  So far this week I've MB everyday, twice today. I think hormones may be partly to blame right now, I'm in the ovulating (fertile) phase of my cycle, so I guess my body is primed for baby-making (or the nearest available substitute) right now. The start of my record-breaking 6-day AB (such a small stupid little record compared to you long-term ABers  ) coincided with starting my period, so I think that helped me then. Strange, they say women have higher testosterone levels and are more like men hormonally during their periods than other times of the month, but one would think they'd be more similar during ovulation, when they are fertile like men are all the time. Anyway, I keep trying to tell myself that it's disgracefull that I can't even make it a week without MBing, when there are all of you guys who've managed to go months, and it's supposed to be harder for you with all the male hormones and semen build-up and all. And how with me being female, I have no real physiological NEED to MB or have an orgasm, there's nothing building up that needs to be released. My mind gets that, but my body remains unconvinced, I'm afraid. I guess I'll just keep trying and posting my progress, anything anyone has to say to encourage and/or shame me into doing better would be appreciated.
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DATE OF LAST ORGASM: MAR 19, 2014
DAYS SINCE LAST MB: 10 days
WD: Current 0, Lifetime Around 100
SE: Current 0, Lifetime 1
LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM MB: 30 DAYS
LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM ORGASM: 40 DAYS
GOAL: AWAITING INSTRUCTION FROM MASTER
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Posted: Sat Jul 23, 2011 4:34 pm |
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Age: 16
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 100
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Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 15
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Boxers
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 4-5 hours
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Don't give up. I know it's frustrating. It was for me at first and still is too. Do hang in there tho
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Posted: Sun Jul 24, 2011 3:20 am |
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Just keep trying, guys have cycles too. Prob'ly has something to do with bio-rhythms because in my case, Ive noticed when my energy levels are high in comparison to my emotional stability, i have a hard time resisting the urge to mb. (pun not intended  ) The difference as you point out is, we either have to have a release sooner or later, or risk getting all congested down there, while If i understand what most women have told me, you need the emotional release, which can be stronger than ours.
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Posted: Tue Jul 26, 2011 4:36 am |
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All right! Some mutual support!
My goal is to break my longest time, 2 months. Not dating anyone right now, so we'll see how it goes
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Posted: Tue Jul 26, 2011 3:56 pm |
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Age: 29
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 100
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Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 6
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Silk
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: yes
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 7-8 hours
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 31 Dec 2013
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Posted: Tue Jul 26, 2011 7:32 pm |
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Ah the humanity of it all! Don't worry bout it this early. Hey, it happens.
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Posted: Wed Jul 27, 2011 8:02 am |
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Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 6
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Silk
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: yes
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 7-8 hours
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 31 Dec 2013
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You'll never believe what happened after I logged off with my lover! Would you believe I came again? And then a third time?! It was crazy, it wasn't even like normally when I cum a 2nd time (or rarely, a 3rd, I've cum 3 times in 1 day maybe 5 times in my whole life), where it takes longer and more work and I do it more just because I can than really feeling driven to. Both times were quick and urgent as if I hadn't cum for days. Even the 3rd time, I really HAD to do it or I'd have never gotten to sleep. And there was no levelling-off of the orgasms either, they were all as good as the 1st one I had with him. If I didn't know better, I'd think someone had slipped me some Viagra or done some kind of lust voodoo on me or something! Actually, I think maybe what happened is I have a new favorite fantasy. I can blame you WD forum ppl for that, someone had started a conversation about how guys fighting can have erotic undertones, and that brought back memories of when I was younger and used to wrestle with boys. And also I have a new famous guy I'm hopelessly lusting after (Tom Chaplin of the band Keane), so I was imagining rolling around on the floor with him in like sort of a sex fight, like rubbing against each other with each of us trying to see if we could "dominate" the other by making them cum first. Now I'm wondering how many times I could cum today!
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DATE OF LAST ORGASM: MAR 19, 2014
DAYS SINCE LAST MB: 10 days
WD: Current 0, Lifetime Around 100
SE: Current 0, Lifetime 1
LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM MB: 30 DAYS
LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM ORGASM: 40 DAYS
GOAL: AWAITING INSTRUCTION FROM MASTER
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Posted: Wed Jul 27, 2011 2:32 pm |
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Wow! I wish I could do that! Wonder if you have a some kind of subconscious thing or fetish. Im not a psychologist, but its intriguing that you had 2 more spontaneous orgasms. There is something sexual about fighting though, guys may not admit it, but watching two girls fight half naked is a turn on to a lot of us.
I have to admit I have a virtual lover also, we have phone sex every couple weeks, so Im going to have to face the same situation eventually. I was horny all day, today, not urgently so, but enough to remind me.
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Posted: Wed Jul 27, 2011 4:02 pm |
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Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 6
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Silk
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: yes
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 7-8 hours
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 31 Dec 2013
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nightluver wrote: Wow! I wish I could do that! Wonder if you have a some kind of subconscious thing or fetish. Im not a psychologist, but its intriguing that you had 2 more spontaneous orgasms. There is something sexual about fighting though, guys may not admit it, but watching two girls fight half naked is a turn on to a lot of us.
I have to admit I have a virtual lover also, we have phone sex every couple weeks, so Im going to have to face the same situation eventually. I was horny all day, today, not urgently so, but enough to remind me. Well, they weren't spontaneous, I MB'd. I guess I wasn't very clear, sorry. And yes I do have a fetish, several actually. 
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DATE OF LAST ORGASM: MAR 19, 2014
DAYS SINCE LAST MB: 10 days
WD: Current 0, Lifetime Around 100
SE: Current 0, Lifetime 1
LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM MB: 30 DAYS
LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM ORGASM: 40 DAYS
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Posted: Thu Jul 28, 2011 4:23 pm |
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Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 6
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Silk
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: yes
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 7-8 hours
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 31 Dec 2013
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OK, Day 1 for me (AGAIN ), should be easy, right? Not so much. Had a chat with my lover last night, made plans for tonight. So all day today I'd been looking forward to some playtime with him. Well, tonight I get on and he is too tired to play. And he also told me to wait for him and not touch till our next time together. I guess he's caught on to what I like now (and in all fairness he did say he wouldn't be touching himself either), but I'm still feeling kinda frustrated now, cause all day I was anticipating getting off tonight.
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DATE OF LAST ORGASM: MAR 19, 2014
DAYS SINCE LAST MB: 10 days
WD: Current 0, Lifetime Around 100
SE: Current 0, Lifetime 1
LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM MB: 30 DAYS
LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM ORGASM: 40 DAYS
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Posted: Fri Jul 29, 2011 1:35 pm |
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Well all I can say is keep fighting it. Im on day 6 and things have been pretty cool up to now, but if can't get to sleep tonight, we could be even again tomorrow.
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Posted: Thu Aug 04, 2011 2:24 pm |
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Age: 29
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 100
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Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 6
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Silk
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: yes
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 7-8 hours
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 31 Dec 2013
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Had a talk with my lover last night, he and I are really going to concentrate on trying to get me to have a no-touch orgasm. I know I can do it because I did once without even trying to, and of course wet dreams are basically the same thing, just while sleeping. It's simply a matter of figuring out how to make the right brain cells fire. So he should be less of a problem for me in terms of maintaining my AB. I came last night, so today is Day 1 for me again (well, since it's close to midnight here it is almost the start of Day 2 for me now).
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DATE OF LAST ORGASM: MAR 19, 2014
DAYS SINCE LAST MB: 10 days
WD: Current 0, Lifetime Around 100
SE: Current 0, Lifetime 1
LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM MB: 30 DAYS
LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM ORGASM: 40 DAYS
GOAL: AWAITING INSTRUCTION FROM MASTER
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Posted: Fri Aug 05, 2011 4:44 am |
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Im going to try again in a few days, or maybe next week. Back with an old gf who had been abstaining for a while so, you know how that goes.
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Posted: Mon Aug 08, 2011 2:10 pm |
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how do ur menstrual cycles affect ur horniness? are u more sensitive around the time of your period?
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Posted: Wed Aug 10, 2011 3:01 pm |
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Age: 29
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 100
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Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 6
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Silk
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: yes
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 7-8 hours
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 31 Dec 2013
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ets008 wrote: how do ur menstrual cycles affect ur horniness? are u more sensitive around the time of your period? I find I'm usually most horny about midway between periods, which would make sense. Since that's the fertile phase of my cycle, it's "biological logic" to be most interested in sex at the time when sex has the greatest likelihood of making a baby. I do notice a smaller spike just before and (sometimes) at the start of my period, but it feels different. Not so much the excited, sensitive-in-a-good-way kind of thing, but I think it's more a general feeling of congestion and discomfort and I use MB as sort of a way to just kind of get things moving there a bit and break it up a little. Some women find having an orgasm can relieve menstrual cramps and I find this works for me too if they're mild, but with really bad cramps I don't want any touching going on down there.
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DATE OF LAST ORGASM: MAR 19, 2014
DAYS SINCE LAST MB: 10 days
WD: Current 0, Lifetime Around 100
SE: Current 0, Lifetime 1
LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM MB: 30 DAYS
LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM ORGASM: 40 DAYS
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Posted: Wed Aug 10, 2011 3:22 pm |
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Average time to ejaculation normally: 6
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Silk
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: yes
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 7-8 hours
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 31 Dec 2013
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I'm on Day 4, doing OK so far, feeling more of that full, pressure in the pelvic area feeling than I usually do. A bit of tingling and dirty-mindedness going on, but so far it's manageable.
I finally had a close call with a WD last night. I dreamed that my whole extended family was here and we were getting ready to go somewhere, I think maybe church but I'm not sure. Anyway, in my dream I had finally broke the 1-week AB mark that day, and was (as might be expected) feeling really horny, so when I was in the bathroom getting ready I thought I'd MB really quick. I knew we were in a hurry to get going, but I figured it wouldn't take me long after a week-long AB, and if it did and we had to go before I finished, then I'd have a shot at maybe making my record even longer (if you count it as AB from orgasm instead of strictly AB from MB). So I started MB and it felt INCREDIBLE!!! I got that feeling of being on the edge of cumming almost right away, and sustained that feeling for quite a long time, unlike in real-life when I either go over and cum or have to stop to prevent that. But then sure enough, somebody needed to use the bathroom I was in so I had to stop and the dream went on for awhile with the usual boring stuff of everybody rushing around to get out the door on time. When I woke up I didn't feel particularly aroused physically, whether that was because my body "cooled off" during the last part of my dream, or because I was in too much discomfort from desperately needing to pee, or some other reason I don't know. I do remember vividly having the physical sensation in my dream though, not just "knowing I felt it but don't remember actually FEELING it" like sometimes happens in dreams. Was tempted to MB, but held on. I know the next few days will be increasingly difficult, though.
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DATE OF LAST ORGASM: MAR 19, 2014
DAYS SINCE LAST MB: 10 days
WD: Current 0, Lifetime Around 100
SE: Current 0, Lifetime 1
LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM MB: 30 DAYS
LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM ORGASM: 40 DAYS
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Posted: Thu Aug 11, 2011 2:51 pm |
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That's my downfall. If I start edging, sooner or later Ill take that one little stroke too far past the point of no return and then its kleenex time.
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Posted: Thu Aug 11, 2011 4:37 pm |
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Average time to ejaculation normally: 6
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Silk
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: yes
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 7-8 hours
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 31 Dec 2013
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End of Day 5 now, still hanging on, but it is getting harder. Right now I feel like I've got a bomb in my pants that could go off at any moment, I can practically hear the ticking, lol. But if I can just make it thru tomorrow I'll have reached the 1-week mark! 
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DATE OF LAST ORGASM: MAR 19, 2014
DAYS SINCE LAST MB: 10 days
WD: Current 0, Lifetime Around 100
SE: Current 0, Lifetime 1
LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM MB: 30 DAYS
LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM ORGASM: 40 DAYS
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Posted: Fri Aug 12, 2011 2:53 am |
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Go for it girl! 
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Posted: Sat Aug 13, 2011 6:24 pm |
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Age: 29
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 100
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Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 6
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Silk
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: yes
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 7-8 hours
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 31 Dec 2013
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OK, well I made it to the 1-week mark!  JUST made it, though. On Day 6 I sent my lover an email telling him I was thinking of celebrating my 1-week AB record the next night by having him help me try to cum without touching again. He then replies "I think I need you tonight". So I reply "I guess if it's after midnight tonight it is technically 1-week". So OK, maybe it was really only 6 days. We did try to have me do it hands-free and I knew if I was going to be really good  I wouldn't give up and start MBing, but I started getting pretty desperate and he could hear it and he really wanted to hear me cum, so he talked me into touching myself (well, not that I really needed convincing). So I ended up cumming twice that night and then tonight we got together again and I MB to orgasm tonight too. I was glad to at least have a sex dream this week anyway. Maybe my next step should be a 10-day AB, although if I end up having to take it 1 day at a time I guess that's OK too.
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DATE OF LAST ORGASM: MAR 19, 2014
DAYS SINCE LAST MB: 10 days
WD: Current 0, Lifetime Around 100
SE: Current 0, Lifetime 1
LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM MB: 30 DAYS
LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM ORGASM: 40 DAYS
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InterestedGirl
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Posted: Sat Aug 13, 2011 6:26 pm |
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Joined: Fri May 06, 2011 8:40 am
Posts: 676
Age: 29
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 100
Circumcised or Uncut?: N/A - Female
Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 6
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Silk
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: yes
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 7-8 hours
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 31 Dec 2013
Sex: Female
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InterestedGirl wrote: I'm on Day 4, doing OK so far, feeling more of that full, pressure in the pelvic area feeling than I usually do. A bit of tingling and dirty-mindedness going on, but so far it's manageable.
I finally had a close call with a WD last night. I dreamed that my whole extended family was here and we were getting ready to go somewhere, I think maybe church but I'm not sure. Anyway, in my dream I had finally broke the 1-week AB mark that day, and was (as might be expected) feeling really horny, so when I was in the bathroom getting ready I thought I'd MB really quick. I knew we were in a hurry to get going, but I figured it wouldn't take me long after a week-long AB, and if it did and we had to go before I finished, then I'd have a shot at maybe making my record even longer (if you count it as AB from orgasm instead of strictly AB from MB). So I started MB and it felt INCREDIBLE!!! I got that feeling of being on the edge of cumming almost right away, and sustained that feeling for quite a long time, unlike in real-life when I either go over and cum or have to stop to prevent that. But then sure enough, somebody needed to use the bathroom I was in so I had to stop and the dream went on for awhile with the usual boring stuff of everybody rushing around to get out the door on time. When I woke up I didn't feel particularly aroused physically, whether that was because my body "cooled off" during the last part of my dream, or because I was in too much discomfort from desperately needing to pee, or some other reason I don't know. I do remember vividly having the physical sensation in my dream though, not just "knowing I felt it but don't remember actually FEELING it" like sometimes happens in dreams. Was tempted to MB, but held on. I know the next few days will be increasingly difficult, though. BTW, I should say I had this dream on Day 4 of my AB cycle and Day 8 of my menstural cycle.
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DATE OF LAST ORGASM: MAR 19, 2014
DAYS SINCE LAST MB: 10 days
WD: Current 0, Lifetime Around 100
SE: Current 0, Lifetime 1
LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM MB: 30 DAYS
LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM ORGASM: 40 DAYS
GOAL: AWAITING INSTRUCTION FROM MASTER
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I am finding though, that even though I'm not doing well with my goal of ABing, I am meeting other goals/learning things sexually in the process of trying to AB. But I guess realistically ABing is pretty impossible when you have a partner. I've told him about what I'm doing here, but it isn't something he's really into (he had wet dreams but doesn't really remember them). 
for messing it up again.