Maktub's Log Journal

[maktub100]

Hey Guys,

I've joined this forum with an aim of achieving wet dreams which is the natural course of emission of semen rather than wasting it through masturbation, the pleasure of which is relatively short lived. I've heard with wet dreams the pleasure is much more intense, profound and longer lasting. I want to experience this too. I have not had that many wet dreams in my life due to frequent masturbation sometimes many times a day. If there are any others who are just starting out too, please feel free to leave a message. I shall be logging in as I get the time detailing my experiences.

[Zach]

Ahh, WD's are AWESOME!!!! Good luck.

[Ronald]

Yes, welcome and good luck!

[maktub100]

Log Entry # 1
Date - 26th June 2011
Day 1

I woke up really early since I had to visit some relatives. It was a really lovely drive. I just love the outdoors...the plains, hills and greenery. Our destination was about almost 200 to 250 miles from where we lived so it was a long drive. It was only during the return journey that I popped my first boner of the day. It immediately went away when I was conscious of it.
The rest of the day was alright. I exercised in the evening for almost 40 mins after which I really felt good. After a shower, while watching tv there were showing a scantily clad babe and I felt the initial tinge of horniness..no erection though.
I thought I'd drop off immediately to sleep at night after waking up so early and exercising but I didn't sleep that soon. As I was drifting off to sleep, I got a series of hard-ons...really tight erections. I remember getting up to pee but had to wait cause of my erection. The moment a sexual fantasy crossed my mind, I immediately got hard again. Anyway, I was able to finally sleep but got up early. Day 2 underway!

[maktub100]

Log Entry # 2
Date - 27th June 2011
Day 2

Well, I did wake up early with a couple of erections which felt really good. After getting outta bed, I didn't feel that horny. While taking a shower I remember being on the edge of hardness as a sexual thought fluttered through my mind. I kept myself busy listening to music, playing guitar, watching tv and exercising later on in the day. For each day that I will be AB'ing, I plan to exercise a bit more because of the extra energy.
I did sleep well in the night after a couple of hard-ons. The day was rather good. Day 3 underway

[WD-40]

Hi mark. Seems like we're on the same number of days. Wanna be wet dream buddies? Hah, sorry that didn't come out right. Good luck!

[maktub100]

Hi mark. Seems like we're on the same number of days. Wanna be wet dream buddies? Hah, sorry that didn't come out right. Good luck!

Heya WD-40,

WD buddies seems like a great idea...It'll loads of fun too as we're on the same number of days!!! Good luck to you too!!! See you around!!!

[Scott]

Welcome to the forum!

[maktub100]

i just had a wet dream....
I'm on day 4 and it's 3.13 am where I stay so I'm heading back to sleep...i just had it a few minutes ago and I needed to log this. Detailed log coming up first thing in the morning...Woo Hoo!

[maktub100]

Log Entry # 3
Date - 28th June 2011
Day 3

I had erections before sleeping but coincidently none on waking up. The rest of the morning was normal. Towards noon, a sexual fantasy crossed my mind and the erections I got were oh so pleasurable...and then I had such a delightful erection that it felt like I was cumming..I literally had to bite my thumb and yell, 'noooooo'. LOL
But thankfully it was just an erection...one of the best I've ever had. But I guess that's what AB'ing does. Every moment you AB, you're adding to your cup of pleasure. Even though I wasn't hard after that blissful erection, I could still feel intense energy circulating waist down. As I advance in AB'ing, I really wanna feel 'whole-body orgasms' as I read somewhere in the forum. The rest of the day was really good. I exercised for a while in the evening but I intend to increase the time from now. It's nice to see new faces on the forum. There's a new member almost everyday which is really awesome. The more, the merrier..Anyways, I slept pretty well in the night...but who'd think I was just moments away from my first Wet Dream since joining this forum...

[WD-40]

Wow three days!? I was impressed by a post claiming a WD after six days! When was the last time you had a WD prior to joining the forums? I noticed in your last post you mentioned exercising. Do you think that it helped achieve your WD? Do you take any supplements? Congratulations on your 5th WD and 1st WD post-joining!

[maktub100]

Log Entry # 4
Date - 29th June 2011
Day 4(Part I)

I fell asleep after the clock struck 12 and woke up immediately around 3.10 am just seconds into my first wet dream since joining this forum. WOW, It felt amazing. I distinctly remember semen flowing out as I silently moaned. It lasted for a couple of seconds but the effects lasted through the entire night. I still feel peaceful as I'm typing this log. Of course, the emission followed an explicit graphic dream which I shall describe as I suppose it is custom and tradition in this forum to post their dreams.

So here goes...I was standing opposite a wall in my dream. I don't remember if there was anybody else near me but that's not important. Pasted across the wall was a collage...like a gallery of pictures. In each of the individual pictures was this girl who was dressed in seductive lingerie. The cool thing was that whenever I gazed into any of the frames, the still pictures moved. In one of the pics I was lustily looking at, the girl was in a bathtub. Her pink bra and panty looked even sexier as she sat with her legs folded and looked at me. Her bra straps were falling from her shoulders. I remember thinking I shouldn't be looking as I was abstaining. However, I couldn't resist..she was just too sexy..her legs, her body. Slowly, as she moved the bra straps started to fall even lower and as it fell it revealed her beautiful breasts. At this moment I started cumming and it felt like I was swimming in this ocean of pleasure. AMAZING to say the least!!! When I awoke, I remember wondering what's going on but then it immediately sunk in I was having a wet dream. The quantity of semen that stained my shorts wasn't a lot. But I guess that's cos I've just been abstaining 4 days. I'm sure as I clock in the days, the following WD's will involve a considerable quantity.

The awesome part about this WD experience is that even after the WD was over, I still felt so damn good. There was a prominent blissful buzz around my privates. I felt so relaxed. The funny thing is I woke up in the morning not horny at all but with the same good feeling. There's no urge to MB right now. And this is so contrasting to the short lived temporal effects of MB. In MB, it's all over in those few seconds and after you don't feel good at all. After experiencing this WD, the whole concept of MB seems so inferior. Well, I'm glad it happened cos it's motivation enough to ride the AB train as the days go by...!!!

[maktub100]

Wow three days!? I was impressed by a post claiming a WD after six days! When was the last time you had a WD prior to joining the forums? I noticed in your last post you mentioned exercising. Do you think that it helped achieve your WD? Do you take any supplements? Congratulations on your 5th WD and 1st WD post-joining!

Heya WD,

Real nice to see you've updated your signature and avatar. Way to go.

Prior to joining the forums, I had a WD somewhere in May. But before that I had a real intense one in Jan. I'll be talking about that in my next post. Even I'm kinda surprised my WD came knocking so early. But, I have no complaints! Lol. Hmm, about the exercising. I do cardio for around 30-40 mins which equals to a distance of 3.3 miles at the end of the session. If the cardio is not available, I recommend just jogging around the block or spot jogging. I used to love spot jogging while blasting my fav music. Well, I know for a fact that physical exertion of any kind increases testosterone in turn leading to a surge of sex hormones. So I guess this must've played a role in my early WD. Where supplements are concerned, I am regular with my vitamins, multi-vitamins and calcium. I also try to eat healthy by not eating out of time and sticking to a routine of healthy meals...

And thanx for the wishes. This is my first since joining, but I've had 3 more in the past...I must've had more but I really don't remember them. I count the nocturnal emission as a wet dream if there's something to show for it(like a stain) and if I remember the dream that accompanied it.

[Dreamspark]

Great job dude! You're very lucky.
I hope working out helps in achiving a WD since i started doing it since the last MB.

[maktub100]

Great job dude! You're very lucky.
I hope working out helps in achiving a WD since i started doing it since the last MB.

Thanx Dreamspark...and you're making a good decision by taking the time to exercise...it's helpful in the long run. And I'm sure you'll have a WD soon enough...

[Texanguy]

Congratulations on getting a WD so quickly. Exercising may indeed help, and the energy and t-buzz from abstaining can keep you motivated to exercise.

I wonder if your attitude may have had something to do with getting a WD so quickly. From your posts, MB seems to have become an unsatisfactory outlet, and you are really 'ready' to move on to a better and more natural way. Most full time WDers who enjoy their WD's don't have a stromg desire to MB, and many dislike MB and don't even think about it. That is a better way to make the transition than wishing you could MB as you hold off for a WD.

Since the capability to get WD's is built in, I think that finding MB to be increasingly negative and unacceptable may be a natural step towards more mature sexuality. And WD's are indeed a superior and arguably more mature outlet.

[maktub100]

Congratulations on getting a WD so quickly. Exercising may indeed help, and the energy and t-buzz from abstaining can keep you motivated to exercise.

I wonder if your attitude may have had something to do with getting a WD so quickly. From your posts, MB seems to have become an unsatisfactory outlet, and you are really 'ready' to move on to a better and more natural way. Most full time WDers who enjoy their WD's don't have a stromg desire to MB, and many dislike MB and don't even think about it. That is a better way to make the transition than wishing you could MB as you hold off for a WD.

Since the capability to get WD's is built in, I think that finding MB to be increasingly negative and unacceptable may be a natural step towards more mature sexuality. And WD's are indeed a superior and arguably more mature outlet.

Hey Texanguy,
Yep, I agree there's renewed energy everyday as I continue abstaining. This definitely makes my exercise sessions more enjoyable and interesting. When I used to MB, there was always a sense of disinterest and weakness to break new boundaries whilst exercising.
Come to think of it, I do believe my attitude towards WD's played a major role in me getting one so soon. I was open, receptive, eager and hopeful. After experiencing the magical experience that each WD provides, I am motivated even more to experience better WD's in the future....I totally agree with you that all males have an in-built capacity of achieving WD's. WD's are inarguably superior and a more mature outlet!

[maktub100]

Log Entry # 4(Part II)
Date - 29th June 2011
Day 4(Part II)

Usually I wait for the day to completely end before posting about it. For example, Now that I'm on Day 5, I'd usually wait till it's over and post on Day 6 as I feel my posts would be more detailed. However, after my first WD(since joining this forum) I felt it easier to divide Day 4 into two parts..the first detailing my WD and the second part detailing the rest of the day. So here's Part II of Day 4....

The morning was pretty good. I wasn't horny as such as the WD took care of whatever sexual tension I was harboring. I wasn't horny but there was still DESIRE
After MB'ing, there would be practically zero desire(till my tanks re-filled) to even feel attracted to the opposite sex. After the WD, even when I look at a woman, there's still pulsating desire.

The rest of the day was good...It was only after playing guitar for almost and hour that I began to feel a need to relax in bed for sometime. While in bed, as I got comfy, the horniness once again set in... I guess the chilly and pleasant weather had something to do with it too.

I exercised after that for about half an hour which made me feel real good. The night was good..Got a nice pleasurable erection before falling asleep. Day 5 underway.....

[WD-40]

Haha, it's pretty funny that even in your dream you're ABing! Reminds me of when I was trying to achieve lucid dreaming that within a dream I would try to prove the dream wasn't real by altering any state of the dream to which I failed and it caused me to think, "Oh well I guess I'm not dreaming" lol. I agree that it's better to wait for the day to be completely over. I talked more about this on my log as well.

[maktub100]

Log Entry # 5
Date - 30th June 2011
Day 5

The night was good. I slept well and woke up on my 5th day feeling 'full' so as to speak. Even though I slept quite late I woke up pretty early. Another benefit of AB'ing..less sleep, more energy.
Honestly, I love that 'full' feeling the moment I wake up..the thing is that's the time fantasies just come surging through my mind. And really good ones at that. And if I lie in bed any longer I end up with hard-ons. So after just lying in bed for sometime after I awoke I decided to get my ass out of bed and start the day.....

I was out pretty much most of the day...and I was thankful for that. It's nice being outdoors..with people all around. I wasn't at all horny while I was out for those 7-8 hours but I felt really energetic and enthusiastic. However, while searching for a parking spot somewhere at noon, I saw this girl walking down the street. She wore this really tight tank top and was chatting on her phone. As she walked, her enormous tits just jiggled up and down....what a sight...lol!!!! That's when I felt a surge of horniness.

AB'ing has also made me appreciate the opposite sex even more...I mean I totally admire them...In the past, when I used to MB, and this hot chick used to pass on by, I would think..'Oh, there's another one wanting to show off her assets..' I mean it used to be merely passé...Now it's a completely different scenario. I appreciate and admire even if a 'plain' girl-next-door passes me...I really like this renewed sense of attraction and enthusiasm I feel through the day. Everyday I realize that AB'ing is truly beneficial in so many ways..and enjoyable too...

I exercised for a short while in the evening as I was really tired being out for so many hours and getting things done...I watched Spiderman(part 1) after years..I totally forgot how good that kiss between Peter and Mary Jane was..you know the upside down one...


Day 6 underway!!!

[maktub100]

Log Entry # 6
Date - 1st July 2011
Day 6

Woke up in the morning with a series of feel good erections. I'm really enjoying this renewed sense of pleasure without being 'horny' as such. During the later part of the morning I once again got hard as a fantasy flashed through my mind.

How can a man conquer the world if he has not yet conquered himself...his passions..his carnal instincts??

I thought a lot about the above statement and it really resonates with truth. By abstaining, all of us are making efforts to master ourselves...so it's a good start...instead of giving in, we're transcending...

I find that it is essential to break the pattern when I'm feeling horny...After enjoying the fantasy, I could feel myself getting warmed up..getting really excited. So after a while, I immediately picked up the guitar and played the first two sections of Green Day's epic "Jesus of Suburbia'....I felt the horniness tone down a bit...The key I guess is to invest that extra sexual energy for something else...

I exercised for a while in the evening feeling good as always...I love exercising while playing my favorite songs...It lightens up the workout...Since I'm on Day 7 now, I plan to spruce up my exercise session from 30-40 mins to 60mins...I could easily manage this cos of the extra energy I've earned

Since the last few days I've felt increased cravings for something sweet..like chocolates, ice-creams, etc. Have any of you guys also experienced this while abstaining? Of course, I haven't given in to those sweet cravings as I'm opting for a healthier diet.

Well, DAY 7 underway...

[Dreamspark]

Well, i definatelly eat more, but i belive it has more to do with working out then AB (which i belive it might be your case too). Great motivational line up there. THis kind of thinking can definatelly give you a boost; since i'm a bit narcisistic, it helps me thinking that i have to defeat this desire in order to be superior to others.
Anyway, keep up the good work. You're doing great!

[maktub100]

Heya Dreamspark,

Thanx and you're doing great yourself..Keep it up..

[maktub100]

@ Dreamspark,

Well, I've noticed an increase in appetite myself...

And I think it's important to motivate ourselves daily...and I find that logging onto this forum..sharing experiences with others helps a great deal...

[maktub100]

This is an extra post by mistake.....

[WD-40]

Haven't noticed any changes to my appetite since starting. Actually I would say that it has curbed a little bit, but I'm not going to blame it exclusively on ABing as I'm dealing with some stress lately. I think I'm more energetic as well and feel more talkative. When we're much deeper into ABing I'm going to look back at what I wrote and compare to what I will feel then. It's going to be interesting.

[maktub100]

Log Entry # 7
Date - 2nd July 2011
Day 7

The night leading to Day 7 was a bit challenging as the 'full' feeling returned. I tried my best to sleep on my back but after I found a good and comfy side-ways posture I fell asleep. Before sleeping I tried to think of other things instead of my increasing horniness. I even tried pinching myself so I could lose the erections and sleep. Lol!

The morning was relatively easy....But it was just the morning. During mid noon while I was watching some telly the horniness started....And the urges....OMG...they were as strong as ever
I was scared the moment I pop a boner and it comes in contact with the insides of my shorts, I would blow. I had to literally run to the loo...pull down my shorts and allow the erections. That's how horny I was and that's how desperate I was to abstain...I didn't think the day would swing from being so perfectly easy one moment and the next so unbearable. It was discomforting as in the past whenever I felt like this I always did 'something' about it...Those were the times a release was all I needed..However, that's not an option anymore

While I was so fiery horny my mind was conjuring these awesome sexual scenarios and no matter how hard I tried not to think of them...BANG, they flashed the very next second....I think the telly had something to do with my sudden uncontrollable urges...Every channel seems to have some sexy woman or the other...or maybe cos I'm AB'ing, all of them look ultra hot...

Anyway, I decided to exercise for sometime..However the feeling was still there while I was jogging...pulsating on and off...I absolutely love abstaining when I'm in total control of my urges but this evening...Gosh..My libido was raging and driving me crazy...

I thought a shower would help make things better......But it didn't...During the shower, the discomfort of all that retained semen was taking it's toll...and to such an extent that I thought if I even touched my privates while washing I would blow...Luckily, I managed the shower.... *Phew*

I reminded myself how MB used to make me feel...so empty afterwards...that all's practically over in a matter of seconds...what's the use of such an act?? I started to feel better after the shower...But then again it returned....
It started becoming discomforting...It's like my penis was literally begging for a release...Instead of dealing with my misery alone, I decided to go spend some time with my family...I tried to divert my mind through conversation but that feeling was still there...It didn't eliminate that 'Extra Full' feeling but it made things easier...

I needed to sleep early as I had to wake up early to travel....I finally slept after 12....after another bout of horniness....But I'm glad I made it through the day..It was challenging but it was one hell of an experience.....

2 and a half hours for Day 8 to end...

[WD-40]

I reminded myself how MB used to make me feel...so empty afterwards...that all's practically over in a matter of seconds...what's the use of such an act??

This and the desire to keep my dopamine levels balanced has been keeping me motivated to AB. As long as I keep in mind the empty feeling I'll have if I MB, I'll be okay. My motivation generally has been noticeably higher. I watched some videos here http://yourbrainonporn.com/your-brain-on-porn-series that talk about the brain and porn/MB addiction. I'll probably talk more about it in my next entry. Wandered through the information pages and the links just keep branching out to some really insightful articles. Great job getting through day 7. Sounds like you had a hell of a time.

[maktub100]

Log Entry # 8
Date - 3rd July 2011
Day 8

I had to wake up at 5.30 as I had to travel out of town to meet my relatives. It was going to be a day full of travel and seeing places and I was happy about that. The day was awesome...on all fronts. I wasn't horny like the day before and my control returned. In fact I was enjoying my AB'ing....There was a moment in the car when I could feel like this pleasure wave in my privates..I could literally feel all the energy stored and I was loving it...The day before my mind was going, "Dude, I'm not used to holding all your mojo." and today I'm like, "GET USED TO IT." Lol

On a more serious note I can feel the effects of AB'ing. Well, first Life seems so much clearer, brighter and beautiful. Even the smallest of things matter. Now I'm keen and interested in every moment..I'm happy just being ME...There's a sense of happiness that was once distorted by MB'ing

I'm much more in touch with my emotions now...I feel more human.....I even feel a deeper connection with people...I never cared for all these things before..I used to be prone to mood swings...Now I'm in control...

As I said the day was so much fun...I met my relatives after years and I just felt so happy and content...

Since I was tired I slept like a baby..I drifted off immediately the moment I lay on the bed...I got up refreshed and renewed!!!!

Day 9 underway!!!!

[maktub100]

Update - I'm currently on Day 9...I was watching some telly and I happened to get hard and the next thing I started cumming...I wet my shorts big time...Is this a spontaneous ejaculation? I didn't touch my penis or anything...I guess when I got the erection, it came in contact with the inside of my shorts and I started cumming...Does this affect my AB count in any way??