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19 days without cum,
13 days since last edging session/mb without orgasm
13 days since last porn visualisation
~10-11 years since my last WD
day of blue balls

19th day of no cum and its again a day of blue balls.
Normal beginning of day. No morning wood. No precum.
I'm getting a bit worried about the absence of morning wood... could it be that since i've been sleeping naked my penis doesnt receive the necessary stimulus to be hard in the morning? Whats your input guys? i'm getting worried with the lack of morning wood....
As for precum its normal, i barely produce it, so its alright...

Work was alright with some random boners but not everlasting ones. No blue balls till then.

When i came home and was driving i got a massive rock hard hardon. It was pulsating hard on my briefs. I could feel it pressing my briefs and jeans.... it wa sos hard and pulsating so much. I really thought i was gonna cum while driving. It drove me a bit crazy. Actually i think i even had some waves of pleasure, it almost seemed i was going to orgasm right in the middle of traffic. It lasted about 10 minutes maybe.
Once i was arriving home it went down and i was ok. But i began to feel some discomfort at my balls immediately. It was too much auto.arrousal for my balls to handle.
Worse ven, ia arrived home horny... and actually was very stupid. i played a bit with my cock... not much, but got hard and then got down again... wasnt really edging, it was just bit of stroking but for sure that didn't help. Showered next and now finished to eat my dinner as i post this... my balls are heavy and full and bit hurtful again... Oh man, when will this go away! I need to cum either by WD or an SE cause i dont want to mb... ideas?

Cheers

_________________
The phoenix dies, and then is born again,
When it approaches its five-hundredth year;
On herb or grain it feeds not in its life,
But only on tears of incense and amomum,
And nard and myrrh are its last winding-sheet.

Snapchat: rfrs91

Yesterday I was very very stupid. Besides having blue balls as I mentioned I decided that was not good enough and looked at some erotic material
I actually didn't stroke much but I defientely wanted to cum and the intention was there. But I began to think I had been already 19 days of costly being without cum. Why would I waste all that on a quick release? I stopped the porn and got to bed... sure, blue balls got worse. I massaged my balls before falling asleep. The most astonishing was what happening around 4am. I woke up with a sharp pain in my balls. I was sleeping on my right side when I worke up and and the pain was just excruciating. I never had such bad pain due blue balls, gosh. Not one to repeat I assure you. I massage my balls again for a good bit and got aback to sleep.


Today I'm not sleeping home, have to attend a convention over weekend 250km from home so I'm staying at a hotel. Was with friends the entire day and I'm not horny although I'm getting some random boners. No blue balls. Let's see.


20 days without cum,
1 days since last edging session/mb without orgasm
1 days since last porn visualisation
~10-11 years since my last WD
no blue balls

_________________
The phoenix dies, and then is born again,
When it approaches its five-hundredth year;
On herb or grain it feeds not in its life,
But only on tears of incense and amomum,
And nard and myrrh are its last winding-sheet.

Snapchat: rfrs91

22 days without cum,
3 days since last edging session/mb without orgasm
3 days since last porn visualisation
~10-11 years since my last WD
no blue balls today

Hey lads,
Nothing major happened the last 2 days. On saturday to sunday evening there was a light event. During my sleep i woke up twice, around 2am and 5am. In both occasions i woke up soft and in a second of waking up i got hard... i didn't touch it and immediately my penis began to pump itself - my PC muscle were contracting on its own and it happened twice. Unfortunately nothing else happen and i couldn't even notice any precum in my boxers (slept dressed that evening) and no precum in the morning or MW.
This evening i was so tired nothing happened that i can recall. I had no MW or precum...
I'm finding this morning wood absence a bit weird... i'm getting worried actually... Lets see what happens...

This afternoon i left work earlier. I'm feeling like crap. I can't focus. And while i'm not horny i wish to cum...

Wish me luck, it has been a nice streak, 22 days no cum so far...

Cheers

_________________
The phoenix dies, and then is born again,
When it approaches its five-hundredth year;
On herb or grain it feeds not in its life,
But only on tears of incense and amomum,
And nard and myrrh are its last winding-sheet.

Snapchat: rfrs91

hey future
I'm happy to see you have reach 22 days
I'm also happy to know that you're balls give you some quiet time (now blue balls)
what you say is somehow a good way to move forward, when i'm horny i also want to cum,
but cum,
not MB.
that"s all the difference....

I have some bad news to report, i did cum yesterday, and it wasn't either a WD or a SE... Yes, for better or worse i did mb somehow.
I had a crappy day yesterday. Sure thats not an excuse, merely a fact. When i arrived home i was feeling really bad... and horny... super bad combo i know. I have to admit i did touch myself a bit, even stroke a bit, but watched no porn. I also talked with persons from here and it helped me distract from my cock i guess. But then i went to shower and while i was sot eh entire time, when i was rinsing my body at last the water spray in my balls and penis was feeling overwhelmingly good, in such a way i was moaning from it, really moaning. From the touching before it i could feel my balls building up momento, so they were super sensitive. I kept spraying my balls and cock for quite a bit, felt so damn good, and felt i could have an orgasm at any time, my heart was racing and i had multiple waves of pleasure. I could also feel my cock wanting to cum. During all this time i was semi, not hard and i didn't stroke myself. I was feeling near the edge of it and could not hold it more... I didn't stroke it, i squeezed like two times i came a huge load. I wasn't hard, i was semi-erect and i didn't even shoot, instead it drilled and was like flushing out, the orgasm was average. I have to say, i really wanted to cum. The past last days weren't the best ever for my balls. I was feeling so heavy and hurtful. In a way it felt nice. Surely i didn't want to mb, but i wanted to cum bad.

Now considerations about it. I have to admit i was not entirely happy after it but i also wasnt entirely upset. For once i had cum without it being by the means of a WD or a SE and i had just broke my AB streak. But in the other hand, the release was so good and i can't say it was typical masturbation session - and thats a positive thing. I wasn't stroking all the way. I wasn't even properly hard. I didn't shoot like a nutter - i drilled like one - and most important of all, i didn't watch porn. Sure i have to reset my AB clock, and surely achieving another 22 days won't be easy and i'm aware of the chaser effect, in fact, im feeling it already - i have this inner voice calling myself to cum again - but 22 days was a personal record and sure with bumps into it - there was edging and some porn in the midst of it. This relapse allows me to correct the wrongs still. I can restart and be even more strict about porn, mb, edging and so on. I can do a really clean streak. Or at least do my best on it. Again, it won't be easy, but i can't say 'm super upset. Actually i had a ncie day - maybe its the dopamine, i don't know!

This morning i woke up soft and without any precum. That was expected. So let’s start another streak.

1 day(s) without cum,
1 day(s) since last edging session/mb either with/without orgasm/ejaculation
4 day(s) since last porn visualisation
~10-11 years since my last WD
blue balls today: Yes, but minot case of them

cheers

_________________
The phoenix dies, and then is born again,
When it approaches its five-hundredth year;
On herb or grain it feeds not in its life,
But only on tears of incense and amomum,
And nard and myrrh are its last winding-sheet.

Snapchat: rfrs91

I believe this time you can last longer than this one.The record of 22 days is a milestone,I'm sure that you can proceed it!

Hello world of the WDF, this past week i haven't been much present here and haven't posted at all. If you read it before, i did break my AB streak of 22 days exactly 7 days ago... Unfortunately this has not been an AB week

We can always begin by saying chaser effect is a bitch, and in fact it is, but surely one can overcome it and i didn't this week.
Tuesday following my relapse i had another one. Worse even there was porn involved No morning owed the next day as usual.

Then on Wednesday everything was ok and it was 1st day of AB, or so i thought!
Thursday i stayed home sick. From Wednesday to thursday evening i barely slept with a huge insomnia, belly pain and sore throat. So i stayed home and slept in a bit. During the afternoon, i wasn't particularly horny, but i was comando, on my shorts. I was completely soft and my hand reached my cock just to tug it a bit, i kinda needed some comfort that moment. I tugged a few times (maybe like 5 times no more), got semi-hard tugged like 2 more times and i began to leak cum, not precum, but cum and i dribble the rest of the cum afterwards. So back to day zero...

Friday morning something very very weird happened. I woke up with a big big serious morning wood. It wouldn't go down. I was wearing underwear as actually i have lately. HAvent slept much naked. DOnt feel like it i think. I stayed in bed a bit always hard. Didn't touch. Nothing. When i raised to go to the toilet to pee and put my underwear down, as i was pulling my foreskin back a bit to pee (i prefer to do that since it prevents rests of pee to say behind and getting smelly) a huge, and i mean huge huge load of precum came, this time, not cum, PRECUM. It was a gigantic blob of precum flowing through my penis. I couldn't belie my eyes. I never ever, never ever had i had as much precum - far less after having mb the day before. I was so happy.

Saturday and Sunday i had no morning wood and no precum
Saturday was a tiring day and sunday as well with some shopping. But the day ended and once i arrived home and night settled in i began to feel so horny i did mb and this time with porn involved i'm so stupid

Today would have been 1st day of AB, but no. Arrived home horny as hell and ended up doing the same as the previous night. I did mb with porn again. Freakin stupid i am...

Maybe its a sign so i restart my new AB streak exactly a week after my first success of this year and maybe it's also a sign so a restart it in a monday which think i also started last time. I did relapse big time. I know. I also knew this was part of the game. So, let it be a lesson to me, i hope.

Day 0 of AB. Tomorrow will be day 1. After that, day 2... until Day WD

cheers

_________________
The phoenix dies, and then is born again,
When it approaches its five-hundredth year;
On herb or grain it feeds not in its life,
But only on tears of incense and amomum,
And nard and myrrh are its last winding-sheet.

Snapchat: rfrs91

Not much to report. Second day of AB. Yesterday was a horny evening and i've played a bit and was super tempted to mb again - chaser effect. No porn fortunately, although also tempted. Today was a simps day. No random boners. Not much of horniness. No morning wood.

Interestingly, when i arrived home like one hour ago and went for a shower when i undressed i had some precum at the tip of my soft penis... fun right?

Cheers, wish me luck

_________________
The phoenix dies, and then is born again,
When it approaches its five-hundredth year;
On herb or grain it feeds not in its life,
But only on tears of incense and amomum,
And nard and myrrh are its last winding-sheet.

Snapchat: rfrs91

hey future
good luck
nice to see you have more precum and you enjoy it

AB STATS
3 days without cum,
3 days since last edging session/mb without orgasm
3 days since last porn visualisation
~10-11 years since my last WD


Physiological STATS
Morning Wood: Yes (big one)
Driving erections/random erections during the day: Yes
Blue balls today: Yes (a bit)
Precum today: Yes, twice already

3rd day of AB
Today i woke up quite happy - there was a massive tent in my underwear. It's interesting, i've been sleeping with underwear and getting MW while when sleeping naked i never wake up with MW. Could there be a relationship between the stimuli that the underwear provides? Like the pressing of the penis maybe? Any ideas mates?
Also once i went to pee there was some precum at the tip of my cock. Again not in underwear that i could notice, but some rolling slowly. It always makes me so so so happy to see/have some sticky precum.

During the day didn't notice random boners but when driving back, well, let's say, the driving hardons are back as before
Now at the end of the day i'm feeling some ball discomfort, could be from the hardons through the day right?

Cheers

_________________
The phoenix dies, and then is born again,
When it approaches its five-hundredth year;
On herb or grain it feeds not in its life,
But only on tears of incense and amomum,
And nard and myrrh are its last winding-sheet.

Snapchat: rfrs91

I think you're right.I rarely have MW when I sleep naked.

Anyway,glad to see you so contented.Keep going !

Congratulations on your record. I think you can do it again.

I think AB tends to make sleeping naked more enjoyable, even without MW every morning.

Good evening lads,
It's been a while since i post hasn't it? For better or worse i've been quite busy the past week. Unfortunately i did mb last week, last sunday day 19/Feb. I was so horny that day - in fact i ended up mb twice that day. First time i did take a while to ejaculate, there was some effort into into, but no porn. The second time, few hours later i just had to touch myself like a few times and i was leaking and few touches more i was cumming. Its fun when you try to AB for some time you get then so sensitive anything will make you cum super duper fast. Does the same happen to you?

During this week, since sunday, except for monday past, i've not been feeling much tempted to mb. In fact first time i'm actually thinking about mb and porn this week is right now as i write this. Could posting/talking about ejaculation/mb/porn make me wanna do it? Sometimes i really felt far more horny after posting something... Is that natural? does it happen to you too? Sometimes i wonder how good really is posting about AB...

Sure, i haven't been able to fully AB, but still i think on my progress so far. Let's think a bit.
On Feb 06 i was in my 22nd day of AB, then i did cum and there was a week (7 days) with some mb, i think 4 times (in one day it was twice). Then i was 6 days without cum and came 2x on past sunday. These sum up around 6x mb on the past 40 days. Considering that before i'd mb normally once a day, taking the average 40 days = 40 mb sessions, then, 1-6/40= 85% reduction on mb. Not bad right?

As for AB Stats

AB STATS
5 days without cum (as of today),
5 days since last edging session/mb without orgasm
6 days since last porn visualisation
~10-11 years since my last WD

Physiological STATS
Morning Wood: Yes (big one), after 2nd day of AB always
Driving erections/random erections during the day: Yes, mostly everyday
Blue balls today: NO, but had once during the week
Precum today: Yes I've been having precum on morning after waking up, there was a massive blob this morning


I have to admit i'm feeling horny tonight... Hope i dont cum.

Cheers

_________________
The phoenix dies, and then is born again,
When it approaches its five-hundredth year;
On herb or grain it feeds not in its life,
But only on tears of incense and amomum,
And nard and myrrh are its last winding-sheet.

Snapchat: rfrs91

I'm really proud of you on getting your MB under control and I agree you shouldn't beat yourself up with how many times you have engaged in such fun in the last 40 days as you stated in your post. Your other stats prove that you are certainly a good healthy young man. And as I have posted to other guys and glad to see you take some time when you do MB. MB should be self-love and enjoyed and not rushed!
But as a member of WDF you should wish to have a WD.
So you're thinking & action just as you lay down to sleep should be,cup your balls in your hand and say to yourself and out load little bit. "If you guys need to free up some man cream tonight go ahead wet the sheet"

Yesterday i blew it... there are not many words besides these ones
What most upsets me: there was porn yesterday I'm upset, i wonder if i'll ever manage to AB for real...


Day 1 has just began...

AB STATS
1 days without cum (starting this morning ),
1 days since last edging session/mb without orgasm (starting this morning )
1 days since last porn visualisation (starting this morning )
~10-11 years since my last WD

Physiological STATS
Morning Wood: Yes, surprisingly yes
Driving erections/random erections during the day: Not yet
Blue balls today: NO yet, dont think i'll get today
Precum today: Didn't check this morning...

Peace

_________________
The phoenix dies, and then is born again,
When it approaches its five-hundredth year;
On herb or grain it feeds not in its life,
But only on tears of incense and amomum,
And nard and myrrh are its last winding-sheet.

Snapchat: rfrs91

AB STATS
2 days without cum (starting this morning ),
2 days since last edging session/mb without orgasm (starting this morning )
2 days since last porn visualisation (starting this morning )
~10-11 years since my last WD

Physiological STATS
Morning Wood: Yes
Driving erections/random erections during the day: Yes
Blue balls today: Not yet
Precum today: Yes, not much

Day 2. Nothing much to tell. Despite spending a great day with friends, i feel a bit miserable right now

Lets hope it goes away

Peace

_________________
The phoenix dies, and then is born again,
When it approaches its five-hundredth year;
On herb or grain it feeds not in its life,
But only on tears of incense and amomum,
And nard and myrrh are its last winding-sheet.

Snapchat: rfrs91

Hey future
Hope you're doing OK, It"s been few days

I feel very much like a looser... The truth is, i made progress in the beginning of this year and i began to mb far less... also i was watching far less porn. But the last months, namely march and april have been pretty complicated and i have mb quite a lot, usually day yes day no... tops 3 days of no cum. Furthermore and actually more troubling for me is that i've been seeing more porn. I feel lost, i feel like a complete looser. And i have to get a grip into my life. As i said frequently, i dont want mb and porn to control my life, but sometimes, i do feel they do, i'm always draw to both despite my best efforts... there are days where i just want to give up on everything. Surely i dont feel like a looser because of mb/porn - there's far more in my life right now - still they play a big role cause i feel depended on them and i hate that.

I haven't write in the log precisely because of that because i just keep on failing, over and over and over again... and i'm tired of that. I believe there's only trying right? Still, sometimes i just feel a bit lost...

In the end there's only this... Here we go... Here we go again...

_________________
The phoenix dies, and then is born again,
When it approaches its five-hundredth year;
On herb or grain it feeds not in its life,
But only on tears of incense and amomum,
And nard and myrrh are its last winding-sheet.

Snapchat: rfrs91

Not much of an uptade, its been 3 days (today the 4th) without cum (i did mb on tuesday), although no porn! Which is great!
Unfortunately my anxiety has worsen up... I ended up in the hospital... i'm suffering again from an anxiety disorder... as such i'm doing medication again... well, thats just how it is!

Best

_________________
The phoenix dies, and then is born again,
When it approaches its five-hundredth year;
On herb or grain it feeds not in its life,
But only on tears of incense and amomum,
And nard and myrrh are its last winding-sheet.

Snapchat: rfrs91

Hi there Future. Iam so sorry to read about the anxiety returning and that you landed up in the hospital. I hope the hospital staff and the meds will help in lessening the anxiety for you quickly. I wish you all the best and hope you feel better soon. Please keep us updated on how you are doing. Thanks for reading. Take good care. Bye for now. Michael123

AB STATS
1 days without cum (starting this morning ),
1 days since last edging session/mb without orgasm (starting this morning )
Around a month since last porn visualisation (i really lost count on this)
~10-11 years since my last WD

Physiological STATS
Morning Wood: No
Driving erections/random erections during the day: Yes
Blue balls today: Not yet
Precum today: No


So as some of you know i was a bit absent due being sick… yah… i got a bad case of colitis and went several times to hospital, unfortunately, the doctors here aren’t that smart and only after 3 trips to the hospital and several exams did they understand what i had. Fortunately i had lots of support from good friends and also my mom spent some time with me helping me be on shape again (well, still recovering, but around 90% better).
I haven’t AB much… meaning also i haven’t mb as much. In the end i mb every 2-4 days. In my opinion that begins to be healthy. I had morning woods sometimes during this period of sickness although not in days i wasn’t yet recovering. Some precum too in the mornings.

Yesterday, after 4 days of no cum, ad some heavy blue balls since the day before and off course, some horniness involved i did mb… it was a huge orgasm and a very good load. Funny thing, i never did experience a prostate orgasm. I have never played much with my anus… But yesterday, although i also didn’t play with my anus, when i did cum, there was this rush, this heat, this pleasure not only comping from my cock but also from my inwards, my anus was in a pleasurable fire for a bit… in the end i felt quite tired but was worthy it. Have you experienced something similar?
It actually was worthy for 2 things. The orgasm was very very pleasant, but after it, i sort of had a moment of clarity about MB, AB and WD. I thought, how would it be if i wasn’t in control and this had been a WD? It just hit me and now i’m motivated (more than ever before) to experience a WD again! Also, when i mb less i have a bit more precum. For instance, 2 days ago, before shower, i was sat on the toilet and some sexy thoughts crossed my mind which were answered with a big big big erection that was up for quite a big time. It had been a long time since i had such a string erection. All on its own without any stimulation of my part. There was even some precum coming out and my foreskin retracted fully on its own. I was so so happy and felt so so manly!

Today, while driving home i had again my famous driving boner. Interestingly, after having mb yesterday, i had the erection for a good while, then went for a semi form and then again an erection - all of this lasting maybe 5-10 min… Cool isn’t it?

So today is day 1 again, and i couldn’t be happier. I’ll enjoy ABing

Peace

_________________
The phoenix dies, and then is born again,
When it approaches its five-hundredth year;
On herb or grain it feeds not in its life,
But only on tears of incense and amomum,
And nard and myrrh are its last winding-sheet.

Snapchat: rfrs91

AB STATS
2 days without cum,
2 days since last edging session/mb with/without orgasm
Around a month since last porn visualisation (i really lost count on this)
~10-11 years since my last WD

Physiological STATS
Morning Wood: No
Driving erections/random erections during the day: Yes, 3x
Blue balls today: Not yet
Precum today: yes, in the morning
Horniness: None in the morning, some now once i arrived home and had erections during my trip home...

No major other events today... until now at least

Peace

_________________
The phoenix dies, and then is born again,
When it approaches its five-hundredth year;
On herb or grain it feeds not in its life,
But only on tears of incense and amomum,
And nard and myrrh are its last winding-sheet.

Snapchat: rfrs91

Do you remember this?



I haven't yet fully learned my lesson... yes, i did mb this afternoon, just after posting i was so horny i began touching an it was well, my doom, in a way. Cause i couldn't stop. I did precum a bit, that was so worthy. I even took a picture and i'm posting it (yes, my first picture in the forum!) Its only a tiny but of precum, still, i feel happy with it, and after it, there was a bit more. The orgasm and ejaculation were very nice. I can control my ejaculation in a why. Normally i'm a shooter, but i can also drible cum depending how i mb, an today i did that. All my cum dribble. I had one stream of cum, stopped, stroked a bit more, another leak, and so on, 4x, and after it, a had some dry contractions and i was orgasming during the whole time. I love this way of cum cause you keep on orgasming for a good while, even after it.

So it's day zero... i have to be more careful...

AB STATS
0 days without cum,
0 days since last edging session/mb with/without orgasm
Around a month since last porn visualisation (i really lost count on this)
~10-11 years since my last WD

Physiological STATS
Morning Wood: No
Driving erections/random erections during the day: Yes, 3x
Blue balls today: Not yet
Precum today: yes, in the morning and during mb some
Horniness: None in the morning, some now once i arrived home and had erections during my trip home... and that led me to mb...

Cheers
Peace
futureWDmer

_________________
The phoenix dies, and then is born again,
When it approaches its five-hundredth year;
On herb or grain it feeds not in its life,
But only on tears of incense and amomum,
And nard and myrrh are its last winding-sheet.

Snapchat: rfrs91

I started my abstinence today to mark the anniversary of last year's streak that lasted 116 years. I plan to go the distance, above and beyond 116 days. I urge you to start abstaining now, at the same time as me and we can see what happens!

_________________
7th Sept 2017 start date
WD#of streak=0
ABS record=116 days in 2016

I have previous logs that may explain my background.It might make some good bedtime reading!

It has been a few bad days for ab... i havent been able to, and also, i have looked and some too much erotic contente...
i received ths invitation from the user Bepositive...



I'm in

Lets make it...

_________________
The phoenix dies, and then is born again,
When it approaches its five-hundredth year;
On herb or grain it feeds not in its life,
But only on tears of incense and amomum,
And nard and myrrh are its last winding-sheet.

Snapchat: rfrs91

The journey begins for both of us!

_________________
7th Sept 2017 start date
WD#of streak=0
ABS record=116 days in 2016

I have previous logs that may explain my background.It might make some good bedtime reading!

GOOD LUCK FUTURE

First day of the NEW, hopefully more definitive, AB streak of 2017

AB STATS
1 days without cum,
1 days since last edging session/mb with/without orgasm
1 days since watching/reading/observing erotic content
~10-11 years since my last WD

Physiological STATS
Morning Wood: No
Driving erections/random erections during the day: No
Blue balls today: No
Precum today: No
Horniness: No

As you see, not much to tell.

Cheers and thank you a lot for the support, you guys are awesome!

_________________
The phoenix dies, and then is born again,
When it approaches its five-hundredth year;
On herb or grain it feeds not in its life,
But only on tears of incense and amomum,
And nard and myrrh are its last winding-sheet.

Snapchat: rfrs91

AB STATS
2 days without cum,
2 days since last edging session/mb with/without orgasm
2 days since watching/reading/observing erotic content
~10-11 years since my last WD

Physiological STATS
Morning Wood: No
Driving erections/random erections during the day: Yes, once
Blue balls today: Yes
Precum today: No
Horniness: No
State of spirit: Sad
sleeping underwear: none (naked)

Again not much to tell, it was a dull sad day... i'm not well today... lets hop tomorrow is a better day, i just feel lonely, sad and miserable today...

_________________
The phoenix dies, and then is born again,
When it approaches its five-hundredth year;
On herb or grain it feeds not in its life,
But only on tears of incense and amomum,
And nard and myrrh are its last winding-sheet.

Snapchat: rfrs91