Wet Dream Forum

hello, my name is lorenzo. i recently joined the WDF because i need some confirmation and strength in AB. in the past i always failed.
the reason for that is a 15 year old habit of PMO and mostly edging since i got my first computer in 2000.
when i was a teenager in the 90s i had regular WDs and MB only once a week. i remember getting boners in trains or busses, simply by the movement or hot thoughts. i never edged.
now i am 35 and i am about to get married in october. when my partner is in the kitchen or working i often MB secretly in our bathroom. how stupid is that? sex now is only possible when i MB at the same time. and i cannot keep my boner up for long.
a couple of weeks ago i found out that this might be caused by excessive porn use and edging. during the week i am not at home because i work abroad and i spend almost every night edging with porn for 2 to 6 hours. i want to stop it. i want to reset back to normal.
so i read a lot here and now i know: i want to quit porn and not MB during the week and only have sex with my partner. i want to become again as sexually sensitive as i used to be. and i would like to have WDs again.
the last one i had was 2 years ago. a gay colleague from work told me he had spent the night before pleasuring himself. the next night i dreamt i was watching him through a window. when he came i also came. i woke up right after the emission. it was a little disturbing but i felt wonderful.
so now i decided to give it a try.
last sunday i had sex with my partner, monday (day 1) and tuesday (day 2) were quite busy, i only had some erections during the night.
today is day 3. i am back from work early today. and i was horny, watched my penis and got hard. failed my no porn rule because i watched some amateur guys having an orgasm. still enjoyed my erection. touched it and failed my no edging rule. i have been edging for 2 hours now.
it feels good but i have to stop now. i know i can still avoid orgasm, so i can continue with day 4 tomorrow. i am a bit afraid though, i might flatline emotionally because i read edging is the worst you can do while AB because of the high dopamine level.
i am writing this log to help me to control myself better and to commit officially to AB and finally be able to have a normal, healthy sexlife again.

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2018 Releases:
Jan: MB 3

Last MB: 1/8
Last Sex: 12/29

2017: MB 35 / HF 3 / Sex 12
Sept 2000-2016: lots of MB to internet porn (almost daily)
Mar 1993-Aug 2000: unregular MB + WDs

Longest AB run: 105 days

I completely agree that AB can help you to get back to the normal, healthy sex-life. At least, I am pretty sure you will enjoy that much more after you quit MBing. I haven't really enjoyed the ejaculation for the last few months and I have decided that it is enough to rub it without no reason. It also could be that masturbation sometimes becomes more like a habit, when you do it even though you are not completely aroused. It doesn't give any benefits..
If you really want to feel what benefits AB brings for you personally, you must stay away from masturbation, and most importantly be honest to yourself - no MB means NO MB. I know it is hard, I know it requires perseverance, but everything is possible. We just need to have a different attitude. Well, I am on my 5th day myself and it is getting harder and harder, but I try just simply enjoy my erections instead of rubbing or MBing. I simply enjoy the feeling and the SE is the most welcome! However, no MB for me. Wish you best of luck!

Day 4 No Ejaculation/ MO
Day 1 Porn Free
Day 1 No Edging

WD(0) MW(0) SE(0)

Yesterday was hard, but I finally dragged myself in the bathroom and had a long, cold shower.
It worked. At night, I woke up several times, my penis felt swollen, almost sore.
This morning, my bad concience was all I felt, no horniness whatsover. My testicles did also hurt a bit.
So far, I have been rather productive today. All of yesterday's chores, that had been postponed due to my edging all day - what a waste of lifetime, I even missed out on a warm, sunny day, as today it is dull outside and raining- all those chores I have done today plus the ones that I had for today anyway.
Now I am back from work, I do not feel horny at all, just tired. Will go out for some errants and later on I will do some exercise, before I will turn in early tonight. Got to get up at 6 am tomorrow.

Thank you for your support, you are right: No MB means no MB. No excuse, no exception.

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2018 Releases:
Jan: MB 3

Last MB: 1/8
Last Sex: 12/29

2017: MB 35 / HF 3 / Sex 12
Sept 2000-2016: lots of MB to internet porn (almost daily)
Mar 1993-Aug 2000: unregular MB + WDs

Longest AB run: 105 days

Day 5 No Ejaculation/ MO
Day 2 Porn Free
Day 2 No Edging

WD(0) MW(0) SE(0)

Busy day today. Going to Italy for the weekend with some collegues from work. Won't be able to MB anyways so that is good. Horniness 4/10.
Tired because last night I woke up at 3 am and could not fall sleep again.
My balls get bigger and heavier and due to the weight they begin to hang lower. Strange feeling.
Wearing boxers now, so there is more movement.
Off to the airport now.

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2018 Releases:
Jan: MB 3

Last MB: 1/8
Last Sex: 12/29

2017: MB 35 / HF 3 / Sex 12
Sept 2000-2016: lots of MB to internet porn (almost daily)
Mar 1993-Aug 2000: unregular MB + WDs

Longest AB run: 105 days

Day 6 and 7 No Ejaculation/ MO (Saturday/Sunday)
Day 3 and 4 Porn Free
Day 3 and 4 No Edging

WD(0) MW(0) SE(0)

Spent the weekend in Italy. Had a doublebed room with a work collegue. Did not have any time for MB nor was I in the mood for it. I had such a good time- and it confirmed what I suspected before- MB seems to be a substitute when your days are dull and unfilled.
I did notice being more awake though we really did a lot to be rightously knackered in the evening and I felt a sudden buzz in my balls or a rush of horniness when I saw a beautiful woman or a handsome guy. And I am talking about Italians in Milano so that happened rather often:)))

Apart from that no morning wood, no erections, no wet dream, no sexually related dream either.

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2018 Releases:
Jan: MB 3

Last MB: 1/8
Last Sex: 12/29

2017: MB 35 / HF 3 / Sex 12
Sept 2000-2016: lots of MB to internet porn (almost daily)
Mar 1993-Aug 2000: unregular MB + WDs

Longest AB run: 105 days

Day 8 No Ejaculation/ MO
Day 5 Porn Free
Day 5 No Edging

WD(0) MW(0) SE(0)

Returned late last night, only slept 4 hours, then I went to work. Busy day and this time I was really tired. No erections, no buzz in my balls but still I felt tired 'outside' and somehow electrified and awake 'inside'.
In the afternoon I decided to sunbath on the roof of our house. Fell asleep and after 2 hours I felt wonderful. No sexdream though. Not that I wanted one. )
Horniness 3/10.
My fiancee encourages me in going on with AB - until this weekend. That would be days 12-14. I want to see where this leeds to, I don't want to quit AB but I have not told him.
Did this happen to some of you before? Or do your partners support you? How do they cope with your AB?

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2018 Releases:
Jan: MB 3

Last MB: 1/8
Last Sex: 12/29

2017: MB 35 / HF 3 / Sex 12
Sept 2000-2016: lots of MB to internet porn (almost daily)
Mar 1993-Aug 2000: unregular MB + WDs

Longest AB run: 105 days

Day 9 No Ejaculation/ MO
Day 6 Porn Free
Day 6 No Edging

Today is day 9. Horniness 10/10.
Woke up last night from a hard erection. I enjoyed it more than I can say. Only retracted my foreskin and touched my frenulum. Never knew my penis could get that big. Fell asleep again hoping for a WD that did not happen though.
Today it is hard. I am constantly thinking of sex. Strangely especially of getting f***ed from behind.
Unfortunately I am early home from work today and alone. So I partly gave in. Put my dildo on my wall and f***ed it about 15 minutes without touching my flaccid penis once. It stayed flaccid but I leaked a LOT of precum right on the floor.
Did not do me any good. I am horny as hell, got a huge erection just writing this. I have not felt like this for ages and I do not want to loose it. If I stay at home now I will MB to orgasm, I just know it. So I am going to the gym now to work out.

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2018 Releases:
Jan: MB 3

Last MB: 1/8
Last Sex: 12/29

2017: MB 35 / HF 3 / Sex 12
Sept 2000-2016: lots of MB to internet porn (almost daily)
Mar 1993-Aug 2000: unregular MB + WDs

Longest AB run: 105 days

Day 10 No Ejaculation/ MO
Day 7 Porn Free
Day 7 No Edging

WD(0) MW(0) SE(0)

Busy day until I got home. I feel energized and somehow awake inside. My nipples are dangerously sensitive. Just walking and the contact with my shirt is enough contact and I get erect or semi.
Gave in to anal play today. Did not touch anything but I had to stop after 15 minutes otherwise I would have cum handsfree. Had to take a cold shower, that helped.
That constant horniness is a definate PLUS but I doubt I get a WD if I continue with anal play or other MB substitutes that might come up.
All of my WD in the past had been after at least a week without any sexual stimulation whatsoever.
So I really should be more consequent. It is so hard if you are home from work, in another town with noone you know and therefor noone to meet for distraction
But still: Day 10 is something and I am going on.

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2018 Releases:
Jan: MB 3

Last MB: 1/8
Last Sex: 12/29

2017: MB 35 / HF 3 / Sex 12
Sept 2000-2016: lots of MB to internet porn (almost daily)
Mar 1993-Aug 2000: unregular MB + WDs

Longest AB run: 105 days

Another WDF user (wetdreamplease) asked me to describe some of the WD I have had in the past.
As a reference I will do that now.

The first orgasm I had was when I was 13 in a public swimmingpool. A man (about 40) showed me his erect penis through a hole in the wall of the toilet cubicles. I was tempted and showed him mine , he asked to come over and gave me a handjob and MB me to orgasm. I did not know what happened ( thought I was going to pee in his hands) but afterwards I felt ashamed and terribly bad.
I turned to religion and to god because I felt so guilty. In church and through the bible I was told that MB is a sin and I did not want to sin again. So I AB, because it was a sin.
Then my WDs began.

The first time I was still 13, I had an erotic dream. I still remember it rather well: I was the last one in the classroom, just the biology teacher (married daddy type in his fifties with a belly, wearing a shirt and chinos/khakis and a leather belt) he was organizing his papers at the teacher's desk. He was standing there, I walked past him, got closer and closer and I reached out and touched his bulge. That was the moment I ejaculated. I was still dreaming but that orgasm was like a wonderful body orgasm, like a strong wave that gave me spasms and shudders and I shot a couple of times. I woke up almost immediately after I orgasmed and at first I did not know what had happened once again. I had a rock hard woodie, my pyjamas were totally soaked with a lot of jelly like cum, that felt like I just wet my pants, cold, wet and sticky. I felt guilt and shame once again and thought I had sinned again. The most shocking was the fact that I had been dreaming of touching a man's bulge. I was feeling disturbed: still felt the pleasure of that beautiful huge orgasm and at the same time I felt dirty and ashamed. The rest of the night I spend restless and praying to god.
That was my first wet dream, somewhat in june 1993.

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2018 Releases:
Jan: MB 3

Last MB: 1/8
Last Sex: 12/29

2017: MB 35 / HF 3 / Sex 12
Sept 2000-2016: lots of MB to internet porn (almost daily)
Mar 1993-Aug 2000: unregular MB + WDs

Longest AB run: 105 days

Day 11 No Ejaculation/ MO
Day 8 Porn Free
Day 8 No Edging

WD(0) MW(0) SE(0)

One of the most normal days since I started abing. After work I took a nap for 90 minutes! Then I went to the gym and relaxed a bit in the sauna afterwards. One could assume after 11 days that would arouse me somehow, but it did not at all. Today, my horniness is like 1/11.
Only my nipples are so sensitive as if I was a teenager again. I had forgotten how nice that feels. Sensual and wonderful. Even if I am not horny, I am caressing them and feel electrified.
But the best thing so far is that I notice that I look in people's faces when I am outside. I notice the ones who respond with their glances. Women seem gracious and beautiful, even if they are wearing ugly clothes. At work I get along with people and my tasks as if I had more energy or even power. Sounds idiotic, but I swear that was not there before.
What a trip! And just for free, you just need your body (and maybe this forum to keep you on track).

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2018 Releases:
Jan: MB 3

Last MB: 1/8
Last Sex: 12/29

2017: MB 35 / HF 3 / Sex 12
Sept 2000-2016: lots of MB to internet porn (almost daily)
Mar 1993-Aug 2000: unregular MB + WDs

Longest AB run: 105 days

Thanks for sharing your experiences! Have you since contacted that random man? Were you afraid when you accepted the offer?

Are you still religious?

Well, yes. After that incident, I told my parents and left out the part that I was tempted and gave in voluntarily. It was a man we knew because we lived in a small town. We went to the police that same night and a few months later there was a court trial where I had to repeat that story in front of the judge and everyone else, that man included. In the meantime it turned out he was mentally retarded anyways and was put in an asylum. Terrible story when I think about it. I feel so sorry for him now. I do not know what happened to him since, never saw him again.

And when I was 16 I felt more and more uncomfortable in church. That thread to be a sinner and that bad concience and feeling inferior towards god made me feel suppressed and controlled

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2018 Releases:
Jan: MB 3

Last MB: 1/8
Last Sex: 12/29

2017: MB 35 / HF 3 / Sex 12
Sept 2000-2016: lots of MB to internet porn (almost daily)
Mar 1993-Aug 2000: unregular MB + WDs

Longest AB run: 105 days

Long story short - today I think that religion can give people strength and something to hold on to when they cannot find that strength within themselves. But there is this other side of the medal: that historically caused and still working control of people to forbid and limit their own will and in the end, to have power over them.
That was not for me.

I have to apologize if my story is rather negative and not related to WD or not even entertaining. I just honestly answered your question.

And now, I am in again for what my log is actually about: Today is day 12 for me and I feel great. I definately am going for the 20 days now.

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2018 Releases:
Jan: MB 3

Last MB: 1/8
Last Sex: 12/29

2017: MB 35 / HF 3 / Sex 12
Sept 2000-2016: lots of MB to internet porn (almost daily)
Mar 1993-Aug 2000: unregular MB + WDs

Longest AB run: 105 days

Day 12 No Ejaculation/ MO
Day 9 Porn Free
Day 9 No Edging

WD(0) MW(0) SE(0)

I feel wonderful. Not necessarily horny but I am back home with my fiancee and we had sex. It was thrilling but I did not even have an erection but leaked a lot of precum. In the end, he did cum big time and I had the most sensual sex. I could massage him and use our favorite toy, just to please him.
Strange that I did not get an erection though..

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2018 Releases:
Jan: MB 3

Last MB: 1/8
Last Sex: 12/29

2017: MB 35 / HF 3 / Sex 12
Sept 2000-2016: lots of MB to internet porn (almost daily)
Mar 1993-Aug 2000: unregular MB + WDs

Longest AB run: 105 days

Thanks for answering, yeah I guess that it did take a turn for the unrelated. Good to get some backstory though!

Day 13 No Ejaculation/ MO
Day 10 Porn Free
Day 10 No Edging

WD(0) MW(0) SE(0)

Saturday: Constantly horny and sharing this with my partner. But not the old horny- mutual MB- Orgasm. No, the sensual kind, where you are rushed with desire, and your whole body responds to all kinds of caresses and you get rushes of pleasure just by caressing your partner or by watching what it does to him.
I did get erections and leaked a lot of precum. Before 'wetdreamplease' told me about reverse kegel exercises which I tried while with my partner. We both were surprised about that amount of precum came oozing out of my penis. Short: We have had the most intense day since a long time. And there was no edging involved, not once. And no porn, nor MB. I am still exited and glad that I started abing.
Another thing I noticed is that the skin on my shaft recovers and the skin colour of my penis lightens and looks fresher and younger and not worn out anymore. Something I really like.
I am going for the 20 days now.

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2018 Releases:
Jan: MB 3

Last MB: 1/8
Last Sex: 12/29

2017: MB 35 / HF 3 / Sex 12
Sept 2000-2016: lots of MB to internet porn (almost daily)
Mar 1993-Aug 2000: unregular MB + WDs

Longest AB run: 105 days

Awesome progress man, Day 7 here and I agree with the change in sensitivity and health of penis when starting to AB. The struggle to not MB is real! But the rewards are awesome especially later down the line of ABing. This may sound dense but what are reverse kegel exercises and how do you do them?? Are they like the regular kegels rep and sets wise?

Welcome to the forum.

Ps good luck with the ABing and Keep us updated

Thanks Don for your support. I have been reading your log the first days I joined the forum and I was impressed by all you wrote about your journey and also about your relapses.
So you gave me a good impression about what nofap is like.
The reverse kegels are rather simple but effective: when you are peeing use your muscles to speed up the pee or to push it out. Then do the same muscle contraction or movement when you are erect and leaking precum, breathe constantly, push 5 secs, enjoy, relax for 5 sec, enjoy, repeat.. Your penis gets real big when you do that.
You can also repeat them with 10 secs intervals. It may happen that though you are erect a mixture of precum and piss oozes out of your glans. My partner did not mind that.

Hope you enjoy trying them out.

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2018 Releases:
Jan: MB 3

Last MB: 1/8
Last Sex: 12/29

2017: MB 35 / HF 3 / Sex 12
Sept 2000-2016: lots of MB to internet porn (almost daily)
Mar 1993-Aug 2000: unregular MB + WDs

Longest AB run: 105 days

Day 14 No Ejaculation/ MO
Day 11 Porn Free
Day 11 No Edging

WD(0) MW(0) SE(0)

Horniness 9/10
Urge for MB or Orgasm 0/10


Last night I woke up at least twice because I had strong erections. I enjoyed my rock hard penis just lying on my back, smiling and feeling horny. Fell asleep again.
This afternoon, my partner and I had anal sex. After only 5 minutes of pounding I had an intense prostate orgasm with a lot of moaning and a lot of precum oozing out of my flaccid penis. That constant high level of being aroused impresses me.
Then we took the train back to the town where I work. He will work here as well this week. So hopefully there will be more anal sex for me.
On the train, I got several erections just from the movement and shudders of the waggon. It has been years since I had that. Exiting.

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2018 Releases:
Jan: MB 3

Last MB: 1/8
Last Sex: 12/29

2017: MB 35 / HF 3 / Sex 12
Sept 2000-2016: lots of MB to internet porn (almost daily)
Mar 1993-Aug 2000: unregular MB + WDs

Longest AB run: 105 days

Day 15 No Ejaculation/ MO
Day 12 Porn Free
Day 12 No Edging

WD(0) MW(0) SE(0)

Had strong erections at night again. Woke up, smiled and slept again.
During the day I was busy and did not think much of sex or my full balls.
Went to the gym in the afternoon, and yes, I can confirm that the level of endurance is higher when abing. I did very well and felt great. Afterwards I went to the sauna, no erection there, thank goodness.
Back home my fiancee and we fooled around a bit and he fingered me. I had another prostate orgasm after only 5 minutes. That I cum in my b.. so quickly is rather new to me. It usually takes a big dildo and more time. I guess that also comes from abing.

Off to day 16.

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2018 Releases:
Jan: MB 3

Last MB: 1/8
Last Sex: 12/29

2017: MB 35 / HF 3 / Sex 12
Sept 2000-2016: lots of MB to internet porn (almost daily)
Mar 1993-Aug 2000: unregular MB + WDs

Longest AB run: 105 days

Day 16 No Ejaculation/ MO
Day 13 Porn Free
Day 13 No Edging

WD(0) MW(0) SE(0)

No erections this night. No dreams either. Today seems no be the day of no-anything.
No horniness, no erections, no sensitive nipples, no semi-erect penis (no 'big' penis), no t-buzz, no leaking precum, no feeling of being awake or electrified, no extra-energy or 'power' boost related to abing.
Usually, this is one of those days I would usually PMO and edge for hours, probably to get some kick.
Interesting, before I started abing, I never even realized that.
Still, I wonder, if that flatline-like day results from the anal orgasms I had yesterday and the day before. Could it be the low after the high of dopamine I got from those prostate orgasms?

It remains to be seen, how the next couple of days will be like. And just in case: No prostate orgasms for me eighter- at least not until I am horny again.

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2018 Releases:
Jan: MB 3

Last MB: 1/8
Last Sex: 12/29

2017: MB 35 / HF 3 / Sex 12
Sept 2000-2016: lots of MB to internet porn (almost daily)
Mar 1993-Aug 2000: unregular MB + WDs

Longest AB run: 105 days

Midnight. Woke up after 2,5 hours because of my partner snoring. Can't go back to sleep. I wish I had an erection or something entertaining down there but nothing. My balls feel heavy, full and there is an unpleasant pressure in them. It is the first time since I started that I feel like I 'need' a release/ejaculation. A WD would be so welcome.

When I was a teenager I used to have a WD every now and then. The dreams were often the same:
I would dream of e.g. a police officer in a tight black uniform with weapons, hat and everything. I would come nearer and nearer, reach out and touch his bulge or his bum. In that very moment I ejaculated and the spurts were many and intense and I would wake up shortly after I orgasmed.
Sometimes the dream would alter a bit and instead of touching an adult man I would dream of watching a dark horse's thick anus and I would orgasm from the sight of it. And I never! even had an inclination of finding animals sexually attractive, so those dreams still (being 35 now) make me wonder 'what the heck?'

I used to share my room with my younger brother. So when I woke up after a WD I was always worried he might have heard me or noticed what had been going on. But he never mentioned anything, I guess I had not been moaning in my sleep too much.

Will try to get back to sleep now, with or without a WD.

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2018 Releases:
Jan: MB 3

Last MB: 1/8
Last Sex: 12/29

2017: MB 35 / HF 3 / Sex 12
Sept 2000-2016: lots of MB to internet porn (almost daily)
Mar 1993-Aug 2000: unregular MB + WDs

Longest AB run: 105 days

Day 17 No Ejaculation/ MO
Day 14 Porn Free
Day 14 No Edging

WD(0) MW(0) SE(0)

Eventually fell asleep and woke up with a throbbing boner. I enjoyed that feeling and fell asleep again.
Today has been busy. Back home I took a nap and took care of my partner. He is having a cold and I am curious if I get ill as well. I read that abing makes the immune system stronger. We shall see.
To support that I spent an hour on the roof of our house to get some sunshine and fresh air.
I am horny again, unlike yesterday's flatline, and if I was alone I would feel the urge to MB or watch porn. But I am not, so that's good.

Off to day 18...

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2018 Releases:
Jan: MB 3

Last MB: 1/8
Last Sex: 12/29

2017: MB 35 / HF 3 / Sex 12
Sept 2000-2016: lots of MB to internet porn (almost daily)
Mar 1993-Aug 2000: unregular MB + WDs

Longest AB run: 105 days

Day 18 No Ejaculation/ MO
Day 15 Porn Free
Day 15 No Edging

WD(0) MW(0) SE(0)

Normal day. No erections, no morning wood. After work I went to the gym and sauna. Hope this enhances my immunity. My partner still has a cold and we sleep in separate rooms.
Horniness: 3/10 though. No urge to MB. Only this fullness down there makes me think that I would not mind having an ejaculation. Maybe my body takes care of that soon.

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2018 Releases:
Jan: MB 3

Last MB: 1/8
Last Sex: 12/29

2017: MB 35 / HF 3 / Sex 12
Sept 2000-2016: lots of MB to internet porn (almost daily)
Mar 1993-Aug 2000: unregular MB + WDs

Longest AB run: 105 days

Day 19 No Ejaculation/ MO
Day 16 Porn Free
Day 16 No Edging

WD(0) MW(0) SE(0)

Feeling great, although I took a nap after work because I had to get up early this morning. Gave my partner a handjob I left my trousers up and it was thrilling to give without necessarily to receive. I enjoyed that nonetheless. I am horny but controlled and by now I feel that constant horniness is my normal state. I really like that.

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2018 Releases:
Jan: MB 3

Last MB: 1/8
Last Sex: 12/29

2017: MB 35 / HF 3 / Sex 12
Sept 2000-2016: lots of MB to internet porn (almost daily)
Mar 1993-Aug 2000: unregular MB + WDs

Longest AB run: 105 days

Day 20 No Ejaculation/ MO
Day 17 Porn Free
Day 17 No Edging

WD(1) MW(0) SE(0)

Had an erection at night, woke up, lay on my back, enjoyed the feeling and fell asleep again.
Dreamt I was holding my penis as if it was a garden hose and I was targeting towards the wall clock in our home, then I was ejaculating in that direction, like I was literally hosing that wall clock. I woke up and still felt the orgasm. My boxers were soaked and I had to take them off. I also took pictures.
I was glad I had a WD but still I wonder what that nonsense in that dream meant.
So I went back to sleep. I have not told my partner, he was sleeping another night in a separate room due to his cold. I was not keen on discussing my dream with him.
The 20th day itself was easy, we spent the saturday in the city. I felt relaxed and apart from still feeling full in my balls, I did not think much about abing. All I thought about was my WD and that it was not, what I had hoped for. Well..

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2018 Releases:
Jan: MB 3

Last MB: 1/8
Last Sex: 12/29

2017: MB 35 / HF 3 / Sex 12
Sept 2000-2016: lots of MB to internet porn (almost daily)
Mar 1993-Aug 2000: unregular MB + WDs

Longest AB run: 105 days

The pictures show my boxers from the side. I was lying on my back when the WD occurred. The smaller spot is where the head of my penis was and the sperm all ran down my left thigh and stopped where my bum lay on the mattress.
I had to change my underwear anyways and so I decided to quickly take these pictures.

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2018 Releases:
Jan: MB 3

Last MB: 1/8
Last Sex: 12/29

2017: MB 35 / HF 3 / Sex 12
Sept 2000-2016: lots of MB to internet porn (almost daily)
Mar 1993-Aug 2000: unregular MB + WDs

Longest AB run: 105 days

Congrats Lorenzo! You have finally been rewarded! Wish you another one soon!

Thanks Volnou, although I expected it to be much more erotic and the orgasm more intense. I felt rather surprised and strangely embarassed. Still I find it exiting, what your body can do.
Hope you too will get your release soon.

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2018 Releases:
Jan: MB 3

Last MB: 1/8
Last Sex: 12/29

2017: MB 35 / HF 3 / Sex 12
Sept 2000-2016: lots of MB to internet porn (almost daily)
Mar 1993-Aug 2000: unregular MB + WDs

Longest AB run: 105 days

Day 21 No Ejaculation/ MO
Day 18 Porn Free
Day 0 No Edging

WD(1) MW(0) SE(0)

After my partner left this afternoon, I took a shower and got carried away with the water jet. I massaged the top of my erect penis and it felt so good. I did not ejaculate but I enjoyed that feeling so much. It is hard to spend weeks without any self touching. Today I was hungry for what I had been missing and I gave in. I do not regret it though. It felt too good. I did not cum, so I will go on. Off to day 22.

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2018 Releases:
Jan: MB 3

Last MB: 1/8
Last Sex: 12/29

2017: MB 35 / HF 3 / Sex 12
Sept 2000-2016: lots of MB to internet porn (almost daily)
Mar 1993-Aug 2000: unregular MB + WDs

Longest AB run: 105 days