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Thx Charly, I can only go from one day to the next but so far I have been listening to my body and it is sort of shut down currently... Have a good relaxed weekend yourself

Day: 8/30

NoPorn: 106 days

Last cigarette: 2 days

Mood: Much better. My husband is here and we spent the whole morning in bed selecting and ordering candles from Bath and Body Works because of their Candle Day Promo today. We burned 5 candles at a time just to make sure we really want to stock up on this one or that one. We had a lot of fun and I feel like a plant that finally gets watered again... Lol.

MW: No.

Horniness: 2/10 - Still flatline though.

Boners: Yes, sleepboners.

Leaking: No.

SE/HF: No.

WD: No.

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2018 Releases:
Jan: MB 3

Last MB: 1/8
Last Sex: 12/29

2017: MB 35 / HF 3 / Sex 12
Sept 2000-2016: lots of MB to internet porn (almost daily)
Mar 1993-Aug 2000: unregular MB + WDs

Longest AB run: 105 days

Day: 9/30

NoPorn: 107 days

Last cigarette: 3 days

Mood: Good - my husband and I, we stay in today as it is the first Advent Sunday and outside the weather is crappy. So we are enjoying a scented candle, have a festive meal, lots of laughters and cuddles and later on we are going to watch a film, have some hot tea or a hot toddy. Plus: He does not have to leave today bc due to work he will stay until Tuesday. So this is the perfect COZY Sunday
Bad - Some nights ago I sort of hurt my back while sleeping, probably some nerves got tweezed and actually, I would not be able to move a lot or only Quasimodo style. So I am on painkillers which does not go well with the Hot Toddy I am longing for. Lol

MW: No.

Horniness: 3/10 - Flatline seems to be ending soon. I somehow can tell by the feeling in my groin.

Boners: Yes, sleepboners. But I was way too tired to really take notice.

Leaking: No.

SE/HF: No.

WD: No.

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2018 Releases:
Jan: MB 3

Last MB: 1/8
Last Sex: 12/29

2017: MB 35 / HF 3 / Sex 12
Sept 2000-2016: lots of MB to internet porn (almost daily)
Mar 1993-Aug 2000: unregular MB + WDs

Longest AB run: 105 days

Day: 10/30

NoPorn: 108 days

Last cigarette: 4 days

Mood: Regular and a bit tired. Monday, a lot of work but my husband is still around which is a comfort.

MW: No.

Horniness: 4/10

Boners: Yes, sleepboners again.

Leaking: No.

SE/HF: No.

WD: No.

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2018 Releases:
Jan: MB 3

Last MB: 1/8
Last Sex: 12/29

2017: MB 35 / HF 3 / Sex 12
Sept 2000-2016: lots of MB to internet porn (almost daily)
Mar 1993-Aug 2000: unregular MB + WDs

Longest AB run: 105 days

Day: 11/30

NoPorn: 109 days

Last cigarette: 5 days

Mood: Rather good. Energetic and overall, I see and take things and people in a positive way..

MW: Yes.

Horniness: 5/10

Boners: Yes, sleepboners - I dreamed I would mb with someone and as we got close to orgasm I somehow knew I was dreaming and I told myself to let it come, it is only just a dream. So we both let it come and moaned and we both had an orgasm. But strangely, it was only in my dream. I woke up right after fully erect but dry.

Leaking: No.

SE/HF: No.

WD: No.

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2018 Releases:
Jan: MB 3

Last MB: 1/8
Last Sex: 12/29

2017: MB 35 / HF 3 / Sex 12
Sept 2000-2016: lots of MB to internet porn (almost daily)
Mar 1993-Aug 2000: unregular MB + WDs

Longest AB run: 105 days

Day: 12/30

NoPorn: 110 days

Last cigarette: 6 days

Mood:
Good, energetic, enthusiastic - I feel sort of electrified or in anticipation of something. I like it. First day without painkillers. The ache in my back is diminishing.
In the afternoon I was bored bc I had less work left. Sitting around the house may be tricky. Going to the gym would have been an option but I still have to be careful with my back and shoulder.

9 pm: It is always when I am alone and bored.. 12 days I was fine and now i have just given in and pleasured myself for a while in the shower but i managed to stop before the orgasm.
I am still hard though..

MW: No.

Horniness: 4/10 - 9/10 (at night)

Boners: Throughout the day none. At night in the shower yes.

Leaking: No.

SE/HF: No.

WD: No.

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2018 Releases:
Jan: MB 3

Last MB: 1/8
Last Sex: 12/29

2017: MB 35 / HF 3 / Sex 12
Sept 2000-2016: lots of MB to internet porn (almost daily)
Mar 1993-Aug 2000: unregular MB + WDs

Longest AB run: 105 days

Day: 13/30

NoPorn: 111 days

Last cigarette: 7 days

Mood:
Good, energetic, focused although I did not sleep much..

MW: No.

Horniness: Yes. 8/10
Good news is I am still on day 13, I did not have an orgasm last night.
But I woke up hard around 3am and I repeatedly pleasured myself for the rest of the night.
Now I feel uberhorny and full. Feels good but it does not help me in meeting my goals..
I am supposed to suppress my sexual urges for 30 days not the other way around and feed them..
I am feeling sort of torn bc of this...

Boners: Only at night.

Leaking: No.

SE/HF: No.

WD: No.

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2018 Releases:
Jan: MB 3

Last MB: 1/8
Last Sex: 12/29

2017: MB 35 / HF 3 / Sex 12
Sept 2000-2016: lots of MB to internet porn (almost daily)
Mar 1993-Aug 2000: unregular MB + WDs

Longest AB run: 105 days

Day: 14/30

NoPorn: 112 days

Last cigarette: 8 days

Mood:
Good but tired...

MW: No.

Horniness: Yes. 10/10
Last night I woke up hard and started to stroke my penis again. I keep telling myself it is alright as long as I do not cum. Up until now I have managed not to ejaculate. But the horniness has become extreme now. All I can think of is masturbation. I pleasured myself throughout the night, this morning after I had woken up, then later at work in the restroom and now I am at home naked massaging my hard cock once more even as I am writing this.
If I let it cum, I would lose this precious state I am in right now.
This is insane. I want to ab because it feels good but at the same time I want to masturbate because it feels good...

Boners: Yes.

Leaking: Yes.

SE/HF: No.

WD: No.

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2018 Releases:
Jan: MB 3

Last MB: 1/8
Last Sex: 12/29

2017: MB 35 / HF 3 / Sex 12
Sept 2000-2016: lots of MB to internet porn (almost daily)
Mar 1993-Aug 2000: unregular MB + WDs

Longest AB run: 105 days

Just stay strong!

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Stay Strong!!!

hey lorenzo
No news from you for almost two weeks
No news good news ?
I hope you're doing well

AB Day 8

No porn, no mb, no edging, no sex

The reason I fell last time was because of Flickr - now we have restricted that as well and I have no longer access there eighter. Plus: Soundcloud deleted my favourite channel I used to listen to while mb. So that is sort of a relief as well.

- - -

One week in again. For the first few days I felt rather asexual without any desire at all. Now it is starting to build up again but not as bad as in the past.

At night I do have dreams of sexual content every other night as if my body seemed to check if everything is still working downstairs..

Now after the first week the flatline is beginning again. Turtlehead syndrom. I never experience any daytime erections anyways, so I neither do these days.

I try not to count days or focus too much on my progress. I also will not post here regularly because that would also be focusing on the abing part and feeding the urge. After all: this forum is about men sharing their sexuality with other men. Of course it has had big effects on my sexual urges in the past. If I want to succeed I will have to cut that as well.

Short:
Week 1 - no desire or urges, some erotic dreams and erections at night, none during the day.
Been busy and around people due to the holidays.
Apart from that I have been very reflective on my marriage and the commuting situation we both live in. I feel I cannot go on with it very much longer.

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2018 Releases:
Jan: MB 3

Last MB: 1/8
Last Sex: 12/29

2017: MB 35 / HF 3 / Sex 12
Sept 2000-2016: lots of MB to internet porn (almost daily)
Mar 1993-Aug 2000: unregular MB + WDs

Longest AB run: 105 days

AB Day 10

Porn: No
Edging: Yes
Orgasm/ Release: No
Horniness: High.

Week 2: Completely different than week 1. Yesterday on day 9 I woke up with strong MW. I felt proud of it, excited and very horny. I usually do not get MW. But I got carried away and stroked it, I even took pictures.. Since I was on my own yesterday I kept edging myself for a while. I managed to stop but the result was blue balls for the rest of the day. At night I edged again in the bathtub, then this morning in the shower.
I am very horny right now and I should not have started in the first place.

I am torn apart now: I actually want to go on ab and not lose my load. On the other hand I enjoy masturbating my penis because it feels so good.

Is this fighting an addiction? Should I ejaculate an be calm and peaceful again? Or just get outside and over it, I know from experience that the first 2 weeks are the hardest..

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2018 Releases:
Jan: MB 3

Last MB: 1/8
Last Sex: 12/29

2017: MB 35 / HF 3 / Sex 12
Sept 2000-2016: lots of MB to internet porn (almost daily)
Mar 1993-Aug 2000: unregular MB + WDs

Longest AB run: 105 days

AB Day 1

Back to Day 1.

Porn: No.
MB: Yes.
Edging: Yes
Sex: Yes.
Orgasm/ Release: Yes.
Horniness: High.

I could not handle this any longer yesterday. I tried though. While my husband was away I did some workout at home wearing adidas shorts and trainers. I was also freeballing. All those pushups and sit-ups made me even hornier and I ended up masturbating lying on the gym mat. My husband came back home and I got busted .. sort of. He had been watching me around the corner for a while when I realized he had come home already. Instead of hiding what I was doing I thought: WTF and showed him everything.. He masturbated as well as he was watching me.
We ended up having a heavy bate session using his Tenga flipholes. He fingered me then as I was fucking the Tenga and a minute later I was sitting on a dildo that he had placed there for me to enjoy. I was still wearing the workout gear and trainers, riding the toy, enjoyed being watched, moaning. I was completely gooned. He even recorded all this with his iPhone telling me how hot this is..
Anyways, he then took out the toy and replaced it with his own penis and fucked me doggystyle as I kept whimpering because it felt that good. We then turned around and I lay on my back, legs over his shoulders as he pounded me again. I lost a spurt of semen just like that, my penis was at his hardest ( no PIED whatsoever) and I felt I was soon about to orgasm. I stroked my dick as he kept fucking me and then the orgasmic wave crushed over me incredibly intense.. Semen gushed out of my dick onto my chest as I was moaning like a retarded
I was so horny still I liked it up..all of it. My husband came soon after that, he was moaning and looked completely horny with glazed eyes..
Afterwards I could have easily fallen asleep. It smelled damp and musty of semen, sweat, pheromones, our unwashed dicks..
This was the best sex we had ever had in our relationship. It simply was the BEST. (I am still thrilled by the experience and so I felt liked writing about it more in detail than perhaps appropriate..)
If that is the outcome of 10 days abstaining it surely is something.

Today I feel a decent chaser effect but not enough to give in..

Day 1 again then.

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2018 Releases:
Jan: MB 3

Last MB: 1/8
Last Sex: 12/29

2017: MB 35 / HF 3 / Sex 12
Sept 2000-2016: lots of MB to internet porn (almost daily)
Mar 1993-Aug 2000: unregular MB + WDs

Longest AB run: 105 days

WOW

That's the BEST way to reset the counter! You SMASHED it

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2018 MB=0, WD=2/3, SE=1
...last
WD 1/28
SE 1/28
MB 2/22/2017
..
2017 MB=2, WD=32/33, SE=4
..
2014- MB=24,WD=3,SE=15
2013- MB=30,WD=4,SE=17
2012- MB=33,WD=4,SE=9
2011- MB=40,WD=6,SE=14
<2010- lots of MB, no WD/SE
11-15Y-age,no MB, WD 1-2 a week

Well thx Jessieboy - perhaps it is about time you had such fun yourself Highly recommended!

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2017 is over and compared to the previous years full of daily mb and porn and the emptiness in between, I have to say 2017 was a very good year for me.
I had about 50 orgasms - that made one per week instead doing it daily. My porn consumption has also declined to almost none due to the age restriction on my electronic devices. My energy and mood levels were much higher than before. I was much more content and happier than before I seriously started my journey here.

Now my goals for 2018 are:

Cure from PIED, have regular MW again and possibly have a WD - But how?
I have failed so many times while abing. I have ended up edging for hours only because I did not want to ejaculate. By now I am sure that the goal of no MB for more than a week is too high for me personally.

So these are my modified goals now:

1) Avoid edging by all means - I am sure this has slowed down my progress a lot.
2) No manual help if my penis does not become erect by itself.
3) If an erection happens all by itself and I am horny I allow myself to enjoy sex and/or mb.

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2018 Releases:
Jan: MB 3

Last MB: 1/8
Last Sex: 12/29

2017: MB 35 / HF 3 / Sex 12
Sept 2000-2016: lots of MB to internet porn (almost daily)
Mar 1993-Aug 2000: unregular MB + WDs

Longest AB run: 105 days

Day 4

So far I have not had any erection since my last ejaculation.
Horniness: Very low. Interest in sex is only just beginning to awake again.

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2018 Releases:
Jan: MB 3

Last MB: 1/8
Last Sex: 12/29

2017: MB 35 / HF 3 / Sex 12
Sept 2000-2016: lots of MB to internet porn (almost daily)
Mar 1993-Aug 2000: unregular MB + WDs

Longest AB run: 105 days

Day 2

Inspite of what I had planned I failed again two days ago.

For more than a month I have been tugging my foreskin as if I was restoring. My goal is to have my glans fully covered even when erect. There are 10 coverage types 0 being null and 10 overhanging and closed even when erect. I am a 9. Now I am tugging daily in the shower for at least 5 minutes and the results are slowly starting to show.

Two days ago while tugging I suddenly became erect and the tugging of my underside foreskin felt really good. I lost my willpower and massaged and tugged my foreskin underneath my glans until I orgasmed and ejaculated in the shower. Although it felt very good and did not involve any porn or edging I am determined to work on that trigger (shower).

As of day 2, I am feeling energetic and good, also due to regular workouts and bike tours. I am eating healthy, vegetables, fish, no alcohol or cigarettes, hardly any sugar, I sleep a lot. Last night I woke up with an erection and dreamed intensely afterwards.

Horniness: Yes, it is creeping back in and again I am trying to recognize it and let it pass.

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2018 Releases:
Jan: MB 3

Last MB: 1/8
Last Sex: 12/29

2017: MB 35 / HF 3 / Sex 12
Sept 2000-2016: lots of MB to internet porn (almost daily)
Mar 1993-Aug 2000: unregular MB + WDs

Longest AB run: 105 days

Sounds like you're doing all the right things, get up and keep going after a little stumble. Happy for you bud.

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Not all who wander are lost.

JOINED THE WD FORUM: Dec 2013
LONGEST AB ATTEMPT: 31 days
DATE OF LAST EJACULATION: 29 May, 2017
Current challenge: No MB
Kik: bellRNger
Snapchat: bo-dalan

Definitely the shower incident is unavoidable. Restoring foreskin (or similar type) I could definitely seeing leading to a MB. We are human afterall.

Great to see the positive changes in your life. You are definitely re-channeling the AB-energy to better yourself.

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2018 MB=0, WD=2/3, SE=1
...last
WD 1/28
SE 1/28
MB 2/22/2017
..
2017 MB=2, WD=32/33, SE=4
..
2014- MB=24,WD=3,SE=15
2013- MB=30,WD=4,SE=17
2012- MB=33,WD=4,SE=9
2011- MB=40,WD=6,SE=14
<2010- lots of MB, no WD/SE
11-15Y-age,no MB, WD 1-2 a week

Thx Sleepydreamer, I won‘t give up, that‘s for sure
And yes, Jessieboy, the tugging exercises are indeed risky. But still, I guess I want to have it all - tugging and AB.

Still, after 2.5 hours of cycling along the river I really felt the need to relax a bit in the bathtub.
Again I did my tugging exercise as usual, again I got erect, again it felt very good, again I was leaking precum, again I was rubbing my nipples, again I was starting to moan as the pleasure began to overtake.. It was like a dancing near a cliff but I did not mb but rather stimulate while doing the tugging. After 5 minutes I stopped and that was it.

I was not near orgasm when I stopped so I do not count it as edging or mb. But it felt nice though and the prospect of having a very long, massive foreskin soon is sort of thrilling.

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2018 Releases:
Jan: MB 3

Last MB: 1/8
Last Sex: 12/29

2017: MB 35 / HF 3 / Sex 12
Sept 2000-2016: lots of MB to internet porn (almost daily)
Mar 1993-Aug 2000: unregular MB + WDs

Longest AB run: 105 days

Day 4

Calm, uneventful. No nighttime boners. I still keep thinking of masturbation a lot and how good it would feel. These thoughts put me in some sort of rush (heart beats faster, tingling in my body..) which is not exactly pleasant.

Horniness: 5/10
Boners: No.

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2018 Releases:
Jan: MB 3

Last MB: 1/8
Last Sex: 12/29

2017: MB 35 / HF 3 / Sex 12
Sept 2000-2016: lots of MB to internet porn (almost daily)
Mar 1993-Aug 2000: unregular MB + WDs

Longest AB run: 105 days

Stay strong!

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Stay Strong!!!

Day 1 again.

I masturbated last night in bed and came twice. I could not handle the horniness any longer and decided to do it fully and properly. It was a good decision. I really enjoyed it and had two very intense orgasms and ejaculated a lot. Afterwards I slept very good.
Today I feel great and strangely still very horny. I even got a boner in the subway this morning..

_________________
2018 Releases:
Jan: MB 3

Last MB: 1/8
Last Sex: 12/29

2017: MB 35 / HF 3 / Sex 12
Sept 2000-2016: lots of MB to internet porn (almost daily)
Mar 1993-Aug 2000: unregular MB + WDs

Longest AB run: 105 days