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Zach said it well:You don't need to censor the kind of things you've spent most of your time writing about here. Just don't give graphic descriptions of X rated scenes for reasons that have to do with your age and the law. If such details are important, you can use your very good writing skills to describe them in a more general way. But a lot of times that level of detail may not really be that important. It's more the overall picture and how you feel about it that matters.

Why was your day the worst day ever? You can tell us. What happened with Mason? What is happening with Jayden?

Hi Jamie,

It's good to see you have returned after what happened. It's not necessary to totally exclude everything sexual. I think that you should continue to post your daily blog as you did before. Tell us exactly what happened to you during the day/night. Even if it is sexually orientated tell us about it. Maybe not in such explicit detail, but in such a way that we all can figure out what you are trying to tell us. I have heard the criticisms of how TexanGuy may have been a bit harsh/hasty in deleting your posts. I am sure TG is also aware of the criticism, and will in future give you the chance to fix the problem yourself rather than simply deleting everything.
Anyway, it's good to see you are back, and I look forward to reading all about what you and Jayden, and Mason (or anyone else for that matter) are doing.

Glad to see some things here being made up for the better, thanks for doing that AGT I could tell he's been rather unhappy with things. And Jamie I do hope things start to light up for you looks like they kinda already are.

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FRIDAY NIGHT 2-20-2015 DAY 3

I've been advised by a friend on here that maybe i shouldn't mention what i did that got me in trouble so i guess i wont. it wasnt anything illegal. but as a result i wasn't at school today, and me and my parents had to talk to a school consoler. so i didn't get kicked off track so im glad of that, but i do gotta see a therapist every friday during my gym hour at school for the rest of the year! so when i said i had a bad day yesterday, i mean it. but it could of been worse and i think i convinced everybody that i'm fine and that i just said things out of being upset cuz i thought they were gonna kick me off track. so i got in small trouble for something i did, then i got in huge trouble over something i said and how i reacted to thinking i was getting kicked off track. my parents i think are ok. i didnt mean to scare them. i didnt know that the school knew things about me and if i did i wouldn't have said what i did. it was wrong. jessy talked to me a bunch and had all kinds of things to say and things he asked. like some of this was his fault cuz of last weekend. i said no! it had nothin to do with that.

so mason was suppose to come over tonight but because of what happened i am staying home with my family tonight. maybe tomorrow, but who knows. he was worried about me cuz he witnessed what happened in gym.

last night i was a wreck and when i posted what i posted i was crying on my bed and feeling really sorry for myself. so sorry about that. i will try not to be depressing when i post things.

Jamie, I think I can kind of guess what happened with the bigger thing, and if you want you could put it in your TMI topic.

As you can see, a lot of people care about you here, so you can still tell us what's going on in your life. I hope Mason gets to come over tomorrow and you have a good time.

Jamie you know what if you're depressed you're depressed I've been there done that and told you my time in the army (I don't talk about that in public) But as Robin Williams once said "I used to think the worst thing in life was to end up all alone. It’s not. The worst thing in life is to end up with people that make you feel all alone" The best thing you can do is surround yourself with people that care about you Jamie preferably in person; as I think real life people to interact with does more than what any online friend can do for you. Don't get me wrong online friends are great to have, great to vent to better than some friends in real life if you ask me, but nobody can replace that real life interaction I see as important in your life. Don't feel sorry about yourself, you did nothing wrong man not at all. I will say this though, and it's not often that I will say this about my time in the army I will only say this much. Just note this will likely be the only time I say anything to anyone anywhere. We all make bad decisions this one in my 26 years on this planet being the worst. I kick myself everyday for it I used it as a last resort for my life I thought than was crumbling apart; way to get myself back up off the ground if you will; bills I couldn't pay, family issues, you name it was all wrong so I thought a 4 year break from the people in my life who I loved so much but at the same time couldn't stand would do me some good; make more of a man of me; put hair on your balls, whatever other manly things I can say lol.

So I signed up for what would end up being a n almost 3 year long roller coaster ride sure I did some things many civilians won't ever have a chance to do; drive an M113 troop carrier, ride in a Blackhawk helicopter, perform the 21 gun salute for a soldier killed in combat wearing the coveted beret and dress uniform, fire an M240 B machine gun, M16, train and exercise infiltrating and clearing out a building and some other things. I most certainly did have my high moments in the Army I am not going to deny that at all; wearing my uniform in public I would get random hugs from civilians thanking me for what I did, buying me a cold beer at a bar do I miss that? I do but at the same time I have to ask myself is it worth the mental pain I put myself through and the fact now that I'm not the same Jon that I was before I left there? No If you knew me before the army and after you would totally agree. Given my condition of aspergers syndrome the VA is still trying to figure out how the hell I even got in to begin with; that greatly did effect my experience in the army I do believe. Some of it yes behavior but at the same time the way I behave can be dictated by my condition how I handle stress or other situations.

During my last days in the army I thought every day about hanging myself; I was sick of being oppressed nit picked on for every single detail about me. My chain of command also hated that fact that I'm not a sheep like all the other soldiers; you won't lead me to the slaughterhouse so to speak; you can't tell me an order and expect me to not question regulations, ect if anything I am a sheepdog people at first think I'm crazy because unlike the sheep that think evil doesn't exist; happy go lucky with their everyday lives; take it in the ass if you will whatever comes their way. Willing to succumb to whatever authority gives them an order all in exchange for a few benefits and a tiny pay check. But when it comes down to it it's the sheepdogs that the sheep will be running to when things go wrong in the army and real life; the sheepdogs don't take shit from anyone they stand their ground to protect the flock from the wolves who are out to do nothing but harm to the sheep. My last days in the army I was in a psych ward because I had threatened my chain of command and my own life just words no actions was enough to do it. I was on and off every medication you could think of; they were trying to cure something that could not be cured.

The only thing that kept me alive is the fact I had a good home and family back at home who loved and cared for me a lot, more than I even comprehended, and killing myself would have been a selfish act if you ask me. I have been at that point many times in my time in the army 2 years 34 months got out on medical discharge as not being stable enough to endure the army lifestyle. If not for a good support group back at home I very well would have been another statistic I do believe. I was so down to the point where I cried each time I had to put the uniform on but at the same time I did it so my mom, dad, sister, and other family members or even you and your brother do not have to. I did it to say I did it, and my unconditional love for my country despite what our government does. Every 4th of July I wave two flags on the back of my truck; the POW MIA flag and Old Glory our nations red white and blue. I am holding back tears as I am typing this right now. The overall point is whatever you do keep the light on at the end of the tunnel and keep sight of it no matter what comes your way or how down in the dumps you think you are or have been (not doing an oh yeah you suffered this well I suffered that comparison) because everyone has their breaking point some people it doesn't take that much, others it takes a lot more but it can happen to anyone and I've been beyond my breaking point many times and it sucks big time. I wish it to not even my worst enemy.

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FRIDAY, SATURDAY AND SUNDAY

oh what a weekend! i first gotta say that jessy and me snuck gin and 7up and i am so buzzed. i know your all gonna tell me how bad it is to drink but this is only the second tme i did this in my life and i been through alot this week lol. but even a little drnk i leardn my lesson not to say too much or write too mch. see im learning. in life. u kow somthing i might be only 13 in acutal years but i think im older in spirit. yeah sure im full of raging homrones and like the thearipst lady said to my parents "im a emotional powercake" but still im a deep peron. im a tender person and im a loving person. and i love you all on this site. i know you care abot me and i care abotu you so much. i love you all. i am learnng from my mistakes. and i do act accordingly. i still wish icoudl be more open and honest and give detials only cuz details gives a better pictrue of how i feel about things. does that make sencse?

so friday night i guess jessy was scareed for me and we slept togetehr but before we slept something else happened again. i know, no details. thats all u need to know.

saturday ws a blast cuz mason came over. we had a wonderful time. wonderful. we played vid games all nigthe and jess had a friend over too. colten is very good at xbox and we all played. we pigged out on junkfood all nite and joked and laughed and played. and then the 4 of us snuck out and wnet to qt and boutgh mre snacks. and it was so late and we could of got in truble and we didnt. then i gotta say with zero details me and mason became more then just friends. and it was wonderful. without details i just wanna say it felt right. im sorry but i love jess and tht was good too but with jesss i have mixed feelings. like maybe its wrong to do but i love him. but mason, i dont have one single regret over it. so i am so happy right now. and tonight i hung out with jess and we drank togetehr and now im really buzzed. please dont tell me how wrong it is cuz i know i know i knwo i jst had such a week and its only the secnont time in my whole life, my WHOLE LIFe THAT i ever drank. and it was a bonding thing you know?? brothers drink. its american. im ameracn. but i love you all. texanguy, mike guestyboy jay zach agt and everyone else. i read everything and your my family. i tell you things i dont say to anyone. you help me. and i hope i can help you if you ever need it. i wish all of you can be with me right now and we can be sitting around a campfired and tosting marshmwllws andtelling funny storys. your my frinds and family. i feel your love and i hpe you know that i love you all and i turn to you all for help advice and evn just love. love is whats important. its the meanng of life. i told you im far older then my biological years. i will say this to you all... if there is one thing you can remember me by its that i told you the meaning of life is love. good nite my friends.

I'm glad you had a good time.

You don't need 'zero details'. Describe it as if it were a scene from a PG-13 movie rather than an XXX rated porn video. We can still get the picture.

And if you want to be sure, and AGT agrees, perhaps you can send the description of what happened to AGT in a PM first, and he can either put it your post, modify it, or make suggestions for changes before you post it. Since AGT is the administrator of this site, I won't delete anything he decides is OK.

As far as Jessy goes, perhaps you should tell him that you aren't that comfortable doing these things with him. Brothers don't have to do these kinds of things to be close. He may not even be thinking about it this way, but maybe he is taking advantage of you as your older brother without realizing he's doing it. So if you don't feel that comfortable doing it with him, tell him.

Is he also doing these kinds of things with a friend or friends of his? If so, maybe he should stick with them.

MONDAY 2-23-2015 DAY ZERO

ok texanguy, i will try to add some details, but not too much. i could send them to agt first or hell, he can just fix what i write if its too naughty naughty potty mouth! so fridays details are interesting compared to saturdays details. like two different leagues. uh, ok i tried and i keep deleting lol. i cant sugar coat! i would like to say that only certain people can pm me and i can tell it like it is...maybe. i feel myself growing more and more gun shy over what i say and type! ok back to today...

man did i ever feel bad today at school. i had no sleep and i had only my second drinking moment in my whole life. but it was all worth it. i had a great weekend. scott said he was sorry -every time people fuck with me at school to the point of violence then the next day they act like they wanna freakin hang out with me. i ran with the track team today and couldn't finish though. my side was hurting.
gym was funny. me and mason in the locker room acting like nothin happened lol. we were making inside jokes at lunch though well maybe not actual inside jokes, but more or less shooting looks back and forth. mason is really funny. hes got more wit then me for sure. cuz he does find small funny comparisons about where we are in life i guess.

i was listening to elliot smith just now. hes awesome. best song writer in the world. he took this one song that was recorded by some band called the beatles??? and did this cool cover of it. its called because. its so neat. i like how elliott takes small unknown bands and turns their songs into works of art. its just a shame he stabbed himself in the heart and died. that must of hurt. most people would take an easier way out then to stab themselves in the heart. but hes my idol. there is a song he wrote called cant make a sound and the words are so deep to me.
i have become a silent movie
the hero killed the clown
cant make a sound
nobody knows what hes doing
still hangin round cant make a sound
---at the end of the song he sings
why should you want any other
when your a world within a world. ---he repeats that over and over. here is the link
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ke2NTnkp1tE

anyway thats all for now i guess. and oh yeah, just kidding... of course i know who the beatles are lol. i have every album of theirs.

hey,

I am glad that you had a great time with mason and jessy and his friend. The main thing to do is think positive and just enjoy life as it is. Sometimes life will throw you a curve ball but the main thing to do is just catch it and stay strong, confide with a good friend, think positively, and enjoy life. Life is too short to worry. A friend of mine said, "you only have one life to live, so make the best use out of it" a very wise word I've ever heard. So enjoy life to its fullest. Do fun things with friends, enjoy doing your favourite hobbies and stuff.

Dream.

thanks buddy! i love your profile smiley face!!!! its awesome.

Thank you man I'm glad you do see us as someone you can trust, and yes if you were up here you could come out to the lake on the 4th of july and do just what you said, you and only a few others here I wouldn't mind meeting in person, although for me I would only meet you if you were 18 or over; just looks awkward when an adult goes out to meet a child you know what I mean..... Just doesn't look quite right.... But I am glad to know that you feel you can trust us and feel we could be your friends here for anything man.

As I said in my last post absolutely people that are there for you and make you feel like somebody are very important to have in your life. I do have a few of those, one of them I will be skydiving with this summer oh boy that should be something. I admit without him in my life and for a weekend out every now and than I'd go crazy. I tend to be more open online than I am in person but that really depends on how well you know me and how close you are in my friends circle. I'm sure you know who those people are in your life now especially after you told me about what your weekend was like I really do think you and Mason will be very good friends for a long time. And as far as loving your brother no there isn't anything wrong with that; there's such thing as brotherly love; that's the kind of love I have for some of my friends not attracted to them but would do anything for them.

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TUESDAY 2-24-15 DAY 1
well it was just another day but after school i worked so hard for coach! i really am getting it down and i was sweating and out of breath by the end. 2nd shower at school! hey im getting closer with another friend, logan. he's on track with me and him and his mom are dropping me off home on mon wed and fri now. and he's really kinda cool.

so im spending the night over at masons this weekend. wow. should i save the bank up? i love spending every day though lol.

I'm glad things are going better for you.

Your posts are much shorter now. I feel bad that I caused you to pull back too much. You CAN give more details here. Just look at some of your old posts here as a guide if you want, including all their details.

What is your relationship with Mason now? Did he start something or did you? Does he admit to being bi or gay, or just to 'fooling around' with a friend? Are you still looking for other relationships with others of either sex? What's up with Sara and Britney? What else is going on?

You're way ahead of the curve, I think I'd be embarrassed if people now saw what I was listening to in 8th grade.

Good job on Mason too, if you didn't do what you did on Valentine's Day I think you'd still be trying to figure each other out, you should be proud for making things happen. I agree with TexanGuy and want to hear more, but until then I'll give a preemptive (and that's root beer by the way )

ahhhh i love root beer thanks qubeley!!!!!! and thanks texanguy for wanting to hear my lame crap all the time! you make me feel good that your interested

WEDNESDAY FEB 25 2015 DAY 2
its day two for me but this isnt gonna last lol. i am tellin you that right now! i am ready! all day!

T&F (track and field lol)
We ran outside today all the way down "main" street and through a subdivision. its really fun running through town! i actually feel like im someone important! kinda like rocky runnin through philly lol. yeah i watch rocky! so what! but i am still not up to par with my team. i started up front and wound up barely keeping up by the time we got back to the school. i can still out run most in speed, but distance is killing me. my side still hurts, not as bad, but still does, and i start coughing in the could air when im breathing hard. and forget about my breathing control! at first yeah im perfect. breathe in 2-3 steps breathe out 2-3 steps, but the end im just panting and coughing and bending over from my side hurting. but i am getting better.

BRITNEY
i think i may have blew her off and now she is ignoring me. its been like this for over a week now. she still looks over at me now and then. i feel bad cuz i hope she doesnt think i dont like her. i do. she would work for sure. she's very pretty. she's nicer (i think) then sara. since you brought her up texanguy, im now thinking of her and i think i should do something like say something nice to her or maybe leak out that i think shes pretty. i just gotta be low keyed about it cuz of mason. but my big thing is she was nice, she is cute and i dont want her to think i didn't like her cuz that would be mean. even if nothin ever happens.

SARA -- you know what, i dont think that is EVER gonna be totally over. no we dont hold hands or make out but she still talks to me and she still has that naughty look about her. and cuz im not really doin anything with her, i kinda say things back to her that MIGHT suggest i wanna do it with her now. please dont even ask why im doing that lol. i dunno. im not really thinkin im gonna do that, but maybe i guess since im out of the frying pan with her, i act more daring. BUT and this is a big but, she still has friends who think i fucked her and left her. i dont know what to think cuz in a way its kinda cool. and im not gonna lie about it but if nobody asks then im not gonna go out of my way to advertise "hey i DID NOT have sex with her" and "she actually broke my heart a bit".

JESSY
last friday, the day after my meltdown in school, it basically felt the same way with my family as it did when i did the belt thing. i felt bad about it cuz it seems like they think all that work they did over 2 years to show me how important i am to them was thrown out the window. and i spent the whole day telling my mom and dad that i only said it cuz i was really upset and thought coach was kicking me off the team. and he was! if it wasn't for my rather tearful explosion and droping the S bomb on them, i wouldnt be on track right now. but i promise to everyone i will never threaten suicide again. if i was ever serious about it i would just do it, but i cant cuz it would hurt my family too much. ok this is about jessy. so he worried "what we did" might have thrown me into some kind of emotional confusion that is now leading to me having suicidal thoughts!!!! i told him 3 times no no no! that had nothin to do with it at all. and i said if anything i felt good about it. -- truth be told, im still confused. sometimes if feel good about it and other times im like wtf! so friday night i slept with him in his bed and after talking and talking in bed, as i said before with no details something happened again. but this time it was something he wanted to do for me. i am going to give you one letter... O. which i kept saying are you sure? cuz that is far more commitment then the other things with inevitalbe consequences if you know what i mean. not to mention, it was DAY3 for me, so uh... anyway we both did that and afterwards we went back to just being bros. nothing since has happend but i think he does look at me more. my feelings about what happened afterwards was i think it was more then i cared to do. nothin forced on me, but still, it seemed too much for brothers to do. it could be my imagination, but it seems like, i dunno, like he looks at me like hes more then a brother now. but it real subtle. he doesn't know about me and mason.

MASON
This is the one thing out of everything that i have to say i feel like i am in a relationship with him. we dont act it at all. we are just purely best friends. thats the way we act. we joke around and we talk alot and are close and deep, but nothin that resembles a couple lol. but i know its more to both of us. thats why if i even thought about doing anything with britney i would have to talk to him about it.
Just to let you know what happened was almost G rated in comparsion to me and jessy. mason and me had the greatest time sat night. we joked and laughed and spit cheezits on each other! we chatted and camed with a few friends, we play xbox and ran around the house all crazy. jessy had a friend over too and the 4 of us played xbox together (which is hard to do and complicated) but we had a great time. like i said, i did as much as i was gonna do as far as letting mason know how i felt. like qubeley said, and i agree, valentines day was my big message to him! i will do things like that, and give him body language that im receptive but as far as suggesting anything at all...NEVER!!! so we looked at porn for awhile and laughed and joked as we watched. and then went to bed. so we were in conversation about all kinds of things and the subject came up about his friend who likes boys. the conversation went on and on and i knew he wanted me to suggest something but i wasn't gonna. i kept hoping he would and then i could say ok. ahhhhh! finally he asked if i would ever let another boy touch me. i said "i dunno would you?" then he said "i asked you first". so i took a bit of a risk and said only if its someone really close like a best friend! see what i just did there? mason knows hes my best friend! but for about 15 seconds i was SCARED TO DEATH! but he said me too. then nothing! we are so funny! but finally he said "want to?" and i FINALLY got to say ok!!!! the two letters i will give here are M M. -- afterwards we tiptoed to the kitchen and made peanut butter sandwishes and milk! and it was all good! -- and how i feel about it is this: it felt natural and right. nothing taboo about it. He's not my brother so no confusing feelings, and as far as just thinking about mason, i feel so close to him. hes my best friend and i would do anything for him. and i do have stronger feelings for him now. does this mean i think mason is my boyfriend? i dunno, but it sure feels like it. but also just a friend too.

and to answer the questions would i pursue a girl and am i trying, well i dont call myself gay. just trying things out so i would go out with a girl. but right now mason is very important to me.

i sure hope i didnt go to far talking about all this. i tried to be tactful here lol. i think if i said less it wouldn't give you the full picture of how i felt about everything. trust me, i could of gotten really bad with it as you know lmfao.

Your post was really good and interesting. You could probably even add a little more 'PG-13' stuff, but you did a good job of explaining things and then cleverly used single letters when called for. After all, it's more important to be able to tell the whole story and your thoughts and feelings about all of it, rather than going down to describing graphic details of acts that may cause trouble here. We'll see what other people say about it.

This shows once again that you are a good writer. What do you want to do as a profession? It seems like it could include writing.

Once again you mentioned not quite being comfortable doing sexual things with Jessy. Perhaps you should have a serious talk with him about it.

Some opinions:
Sex doesn't have to be the final goal of every relationship. It's possible to have both male and female friends, and even be quite close to them, without sex being a part of it. Of course, with people like Sara and maybe Britney, sex seems to be the focus of every relationship with guys, even if they have nothing in common with the guy they are having sex with that week. That way leads to a phony, unfulfilled way of life, typically involving pregnancy at a young age and lots of failed relationships. It can be hard not to be misunderstood by such people if you act extra friendly to them

If you are in a deeper relationship with someone, like you seem to be with Mason, I would suggest that not only would you ask that person if you were considering doing something with someone else, but that you would have a big enough sense of loyalty that you wouldn't even seriously want to do something with anyone else. If you and mason became closer, how would you feel if he asked you if he could have sex with some girl he was talking with? Wouldn't you feel better if he sincerely wanted to remain faithful?

Loyalty and commitment do matter.

You put it really well Texanguy, in fact sex can often destroy friendships male or female. It may or may not happen for you, but eventually some girl (or guy if you decide to go that route) may approach you won't say it at first but she's gonna press all the right buttons for you and she could end up just using you for sex and not want a whole lot more than that. It doesn't hurt some guys but since you're a very sensitive person it could hurt you a lot and just think that's not the only thing out there; not the key to keeping a friendship if you will.

I personally think that if you do want to pursue sex don't do it with those that mean a lot to you right now. What you do with Mason, MB with him or whatever that's fine but I mean real sex don't try that with him seeing as how he means a lot to you and I'm sure you and him both want to keep it that way. At your age into high school it is very easy to find people that want sex as bad as you, and it won't be that hard to find someone to do it with that is ready and willing. But as I'm sure many others have mentioned, you need to fully understand the risks of having sex; pregnancy, STD's, broken bridges, a lot goes into that. Just understand what things can be a result of that. I am not by any means encouraging you to have sex, you are a minor but at the same time I also understand if you want it bad enough you're gonna get it so take the precautions necessary to keep you and your partner safe.

Overall man you seem to have a lot of people in your class that care about you man, keep it that way cause to me someone who makes you feel like somebody and someone you can count on is more important than anything.

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jayh89, I think we may have a slight disagreement here. While you definitely warned of the consequences, you said:


I think pursuing sex with people who don't mean a lot to you is simply not a good thing. Does it really make sense to spend less time with people who mean something to you, and take some slut you don't care about to dinner and a movie just to have sex with her? What if she then pressures you to do it repeatedly, when you want to spend time with people you really care about?

Won't it also impact your relationship with your friends? If Jamie and Mason planned to spend an evening or night together, and one of them meets some girl who wants to have sex with them, wouldn't it hurt the friendship for one of them to say to the other "Sorry, but I met this girl. I don't really know or like her, but she wants to f--- tonight, so we'll have to cancel our plans."

I'd also say that a lifestyle of having casual sex with people you don't know or care for is playing with fire. Will you marry one of them if you get them pregnant, or maybe just pay child support? Might they even blackmail you with threats of forcing you into paying child support unless you do certain things for this person you neither know nor like? Maybe they'll say that you have to pay them big bucks for an abortion, otherwise you'll be paying child support for 18 years. You also don't know about how many other people they are having sex with, and what diseases they might be carrying.

MB and WDs exist for a reason. Why spend time, energy, and money, and get involved with people you don't like, just to get laid?

I'm not the first one to promote sex in the first place, I guess what I'm trying to say is if things go wrong it's easier to cut the ties with someone you have known or been dating with for a few months as opposed to someone you have known for a very long time. I personally ddon't agree with minors having sex to begin with. I don't encourage it but at the same time I also encourage safe sex practices in the event that it does happen. I have also seen the results of people that do spend all their time and energy looking for sex the outcomes usually are not that great.

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LMAO AGT You're terrible. I should also add to my previous post that the worst could also go wrong; you have a kid with someone you barley know and paying child support for the next 18-21 years all because you wanted a little action.

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Humor is good. And jayh89, I didn't actually believe that you were encouraging Jamie to go out and have casual sex with someone he doesn't know well or care for. But I figured I would just add my 2 cents worth to the discussion (or debate).

We certainly agree a lot more more than disagree, and we both want the best for Jamie.

awwww you guys are so nice to me thanks for caring....BUT if any of you wanna put up a collection for me to see a prostitute im totally down for that!!!!!!! lmfao. and im almost 14! so im a grown up now lol.

THURSDAY 2-26-15 DAY ZERO (really, i gotta stop jerkin off all night)

T&F
well today coach (and btw i only will call him coach for now on-- how stupid am i?) but anyway he basically drilled me on everything today...jamie lets see you run, lets see how you warm up, lets see your butt kicks, your tight rope, lets see your form on the starting block----it was like a drill or a test. him just watching me dead on. and guess what, he said im ready and i dont need to come on tues and thu anymore. but he does want me to run at home on the weekend. so i guess i might be going to the rec plex and running laps but later i will swim as a reward!

JESSY
last night while chatting with a friend around 10:30 jessy came in my room last night and gave me a cupcake! he's so nice! then later he came back in and talked to me a bit and asked if i wanted to sleep with him in his bed. i wondered if he was worrying about me again. yeah i couldnt help but wonder if, uh you know... so anyway i got in bed with him. i figured i would do whatever, i was horny, it was a few days since my last ejac so i figured ok. but that wasn't on his mind! he just talked to me and asked me how i was doing then he told me he loved me and tickled my back until i fell asleep. i gotta say i didnt cry but almost. what a nice thing. then later i woke up, went into my room and JOed!!!! no i wasn't thinking of him. lol

GUESS WHAT????
my dad knows how i love elliott smith and he got tickets to a film about him. its called heaven adores you and IM GONNA TAKE MASON!!!!!! i called him tonight and he is so excited! then my dad is gonna drop us off at his place for the night! its about time i turned mase onto real fn music! i cant handle his taylor swift shit for one more second. this saturday i am going to open up his little mind (ok hes 14 and im 13 - but im older in spirit --- i am an accient indain spirt named runny water lol). -- no but i cant wait to go! so maybe i will run at the rec plex on sunday instead. the film is at some college around here and i cant wait! and mason will be a changed person. btw he gave me 4 vid games today that he doesnt like anymore! i dont know but looking at them if i will like them too but its the principle of it. he gave me something!

so tomorrow the therapist lady gets to talk to the "emotional powercake" -- thats what she called me lol. so i skip gym and talk to her for an hour. i gotta do this for the rest of the year! so im gonna bring a rope with me and ask her how to tie a hang mans noose!!!! no no no! i am kidding! i know i gotta take this serious. what im gonna do is say all the right things. i am happy happy happy. i made a poor choice (as my dad says) when i said what i said. and the thing that happened when i was 11 was a reaction to the meds they put me on! so its all ok. if she brings up sex, i will mention i dated sara and we kissed. thats it!

ok i should be back tomorrow to blog more -- that is unless hunter comes over to spend the night. he might. j

maybe when you're 18 haha jk man

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God Bless our troops and this great nation

FRIDAY FEB 27TH 2015 2 DAYS TILL MY BIRTHDAY --- DAY 1 SINCE OHHH AHHH

SCHOOL TODAY
sara found out its almost my bday and said she wants to give me somethin "special" hmmmm what could that be??? for a second i thought we were back togehter, but i wouldnt do that to mason. so i said yeah ok, but you know, i dont really mean it. but its ok to flirt i think.

mason missed me in gym he said! awww isn't that sweet? but no worries, come monday i bet he will be sick of me! did i mention he said (and im noticing) hes growning his hair long like me! but he has straighter hair, he already has long bangs now. but he's doing it cuz i got long hair, and i think thats really cool.

it was too cold to run outside so we just ran in they gym and worked on our form, but this time we all did it! not just me! i think cuz im more fresh with it some of the other team are not as good as me right now as far as technique and form and warm ups.

So i saw her! the therapst, im suppose to call her terri (for tereasa or whatever). piece of cake. i got her number down and its gonna be a breeze. not to say im smarter then her but, i think maybe i am in some ways. it feels like talking to sara or britney for some reason. she's hot too! i thought i was gonna be seeing the lady we saw the other week, but no! surprise!!!! terri might be like 22 or 23 maybe. she looks like that. and we just sat around and just talked about nothin much at all! she seemed pretty impressed with me! i bet she even wishes i was a bit older so i could date her! i mean it. i can tell, she really likes me! i think she knows im pretty cool and that alot of kids in the school kind of look up to me. you know, having a gf for awhile and then being on track, not to mention im a skateboard expert and i have the best taste in music in the whole school! i just impressed her, i know i did! this will be so easy and im not even worried about it anymore. in fact i kinda think i will be looking forward to talkin to her! and its every friday for the whole year! its like a break from school where i can just bs with some girl who acts like shes my age!!!!!!


THE WEEKEND
i am siked up! its gonna be a great weekend!
SATURDAY
im going to the rec plex to swim with mason and then dad is taking me mason jessy and colten to see heaven adores you, and its at a theater! and btw thanks dad! hes the one who found out the movie is playing! and he knows i love elliott smith! then we are all going to pizza hut! then after that im going to masons and were gonna kick it there! all night playing his playstation AND xbox!!! mason is siked up too! we are going to have a blast!

THEN SUNDAY ---- HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!! THE BIG 14!!!!!!!
me and mason will go back to my place and hunter, tom, devin and maybe steven are gonna come over and we are gonna all go to brunswick to play laser tag! i mean if that was all i did and got for my b-day i would be totally happy....BUT later for dinner guess who is coming over???? MY COUSINS!!!!! madelyn, megan, amy and austin!!!! colten, jessys friend wants to be there too so add jessy and colten!!! as dumb as it sounds i guess its kind of a birthday party!!! i think i know what i might be getting for my b-day too but not sure. maybe a new xbox??? i wanted tht for xmas but got games instead so, maybe! mom asked me what i wanted to eat for my birthday and i said more pizza! so we are gonna order like 5 pizzas or something! i did ask for icecream sundays too lol. wanna know the kicker???? MASON GETS TO SPEND THE NIGHT ON SUNDAY TOO!!!!! he's gonna ride my bus to school on monday so he's actually gotta bring fresh clothes and his books and toothbrush!!!!

so i dont see myself getting on chat until monday cuz i will be with mason the whole weekend! so tonight im gonna play some xbox with jessy downstairs whenever he gets home. hes out with colten. colten is pretty cool, hes kinda goth or emo looking lol. so im hungry again, i think i will raid the fridge. we had sloppy joes tonight! time for more lol. so i hope i get some happy birthdays from you all! hint hint.

The only birthday wish I have for you is for someone to throw a pie to your face haha jk man, looks like you have an exciting weekend man enjoy it and we will see you back either Sunday or Monday.
here's happy birthday from Stevie Wonder https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=inS9gAgSENE

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God Bless our troops and this great nation

well. Happy biggest birthday to you jamie.

Have a blast time with your friends and cousin. Just enjoy the foods, ice cream and having fun games with them.



Dream

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iH3oOVKt0WI

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n_w4oSCJIQk