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I've been visiting this forum for awhile now as a guest. I'm weary of revealing too much about myself because this is the internet after all. Really intrigued by Zach's log and all the support that he gets from the people around here, you guys seem really nice. Basically I'm in a pit in my life right now and I feel like I'm sinking in quicksand with no energy to pull myself out. I'd love to establish some strong friendships with the people here although I'm also doubtful about that seeing how I've been let down so many times in the past... sometimes it almost feels like a curse.

All my life I've been plagued with guilt from masturbation and pornography and right now I'm at a point where I realise the damage that its causing me but at the same time I don't want to let go of it because it is pleasurable. I don't really know what to do, but I guess I'll go along with the site's theme and try to stay away from both.

Well, the main thing to remember is that MB is not all bad or even wrong, although some religions do say that it is a sin. So you MB on the odd occasion, or even on a daily basis? Big deal, so do a lot of the guys ( and gals) on this forum. I can tell you that in my younger days, I MB'd, probably on a daily basis, certainly 3 or 4 times a week. I am now 64, and can honestly say that despite all the MB and porn, I believe that I have lead a full, healthy and enjoyable life so far. The moral of the story?? Don't let your MB worry you too much - it wont do any physical harm to you.

Hey, i was diagnostic all my life with anxiety, after taking meds and stuff, and after a lot of suffering, i realized that actually that was coming from porn, not actually MB but PMO, like AGT said, MB itself its not that harmfull but porn + MB is really bad for your brain. I am a Med student, if you wanna talk about it, PM me!
Sincerely, Alba.

Hey guys. Thanks for the encouraging words, feels like a friendly welcome I've told myself many times that since masturbation is almost impossible to stay away from I just want to masturbate without porn but I find that I can't get myself aroused without porn and I always seem to fall back into relying on it to aid masturbation and of course I feel horrible afterwards. Anyway today I don't feel aroused and I think I can get through the day without falling although I can't let my guard down. I also have to keep on top of my revision because I've got a mid year examination coming up in two weeks.

Hey guys. Thanks for the encouraging words, feels like a friendly welcome I've told myself many times that since masturbation is almost impossible to stay away from I just want to masturbate without porn but I find that I can't get myself aroused without porn and I always seem to fall back into relying on it to aid masturbation and of course I feel horrible afterwards. Anyway today I don't feel aroused and I think I can get through the day without falling although I can't let my guard down. I also have to keep on top of my revision because I've got a mid year examination coming up in two weeks.

Day 3

I woke up a little aroused today. I hardly ever get fully aroused anymore without porn, which is a sign of how screwed up porn has made me. I decided to workout this morning and that gave me an outlet to relieve some of that sexual energy although I'm still pretty heated up right now. I've got a bunch of work to do so I can't stay online for very long. Anyhow this places seems nice so far, and its great to be able to talk to like minded people.

Keep it going man. You can do it.

ok i'm back. on day 3 now and this time i've got an AB partner. i feel that ABing feels a lot better than masturbation and i've got more energy to workout now. Already beginning to see more muscle definition, but thats also because i havent been eating much and thus lost some fat lately. My first goal is to reach 7 days and then work beyond that. So when I wake up on tuesday morning I'll have completed my goal!

Morning of Day 4. I'm so horny now I can't sleep. I'm edging like crazy and my tool's harder than it's ever been in a long time. I should probably stop though cause I pormised a friend I would make it to at least 7 days.

Went out today, but i was edging like crazy before i went out and even now after i came back. i wish i could bust my nut now... it'd be so satisfying, but i gotta make it to 7 days. i promised...

Sitting here at the end of day 4 with my nuts aching like crazy from all the edging that I've been doing. This is definitely not healthy and not good for my AB long term. I'm quite surprised at the control that I have over ejaculating though cause normally I'm very sensitive and spurt pretty quickly but today I've been jacking for hours. I guess this really doesn't count as ABing but my goal for now is not to ejaculate at least.

Really silly thing to do. The pain is really sharp now, I feel like telling myself, screw this and just rub one out to get rid of the pain. Hanging there though... i should probably catch some Zs

ok. i screwed up. sorry.

gonna get back up and aim for 7 days. no porn, no edging this time, blue balls hurt way too much.

Just a suggestion, don't edge. When you get the urge find something else to do. By edging, you're only teasing your body and mind, and that's why you want to keep going! I know it isn't easy at all- but really, try and see how it goes. You'll be amazed at how much smoother it'd go. No one expects perfection, especially at 18, the height of your sexual development and when hormones are going pretty strong, it's to be expected. You can do it! PM me any time if you want to chat. Keep going brother!