Wet Dream Forum

So I've been readin for a while, and debating on whether or not a journal of no fap would be beneficial. I will not go to deep yet, but when I get on my computer I will elaborate about my purpose, goals, and journey thus far. I hope this is beneficial! So far I'm on day 6 from last orgasm. Today I was moderately horny. Last night I was woken up for a while from a boner because I wore compressions shorts to bed. They are so comfy to sleep in! Hope to share more about myself and everything tomorrow!

Welp, I have jacked off twice since my original post. Most recent being yesterday. I changed dorm halls and u was not prepared for a different shower head when I Got in for my morning shower. I'm already easily aroused in the morning so a high pressure stream of water land on my crotch certainly doesn't help. I'm beginning to get acostomb to the shower and figuring out how I stand differently for the water to not hit so near my crotch.
My best friend and huge support is leaving soon for a different college. The sadness and excessive alone time will not be making the future any easier. If you're a Christian, I would definitely appreciate prayers for strength in resistance. Until next time. I will try to post more frequently.

Goodluck

The secret is to have a strong will and desire. Be resolute and firm with your decision. Anyway, Good luck and we are always here to support you on your journey towards getting WD!!!!!

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Longest AB Streak: 27 Days
Last Time I MBed: 28 June 2013

Still going no masturbation!!! Being alone has definitely tempted me the yesterday an tonight. I'm glad to report that I have not succumb to temptation! I turn 21 Saturday and look forward I buying some ale at an Irish Pub with some friends!

Happy Birthday! I hope and pray that you will always have the strength to resist the temptation of porn and masturbation. One advice I could give is for you to take your mind off of it and try to do some physical exercise. Anyway, I am glad to hear that you are still on track with the ABing program! Wish more self-control and self-discipline.

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I did jack off on my birthday. I kinda took the day off. Since then I did well for the next week, but the last three days I didn't even resist urges. Last night while in the Secret Place talking to God, He guided me back to Romans 12:1-2. In greek the word worship is also service. All worship is is serving the Lord and I can serve God better by not wasting my life jacking off. There are many other things I can do with my sessions jacking off. I have legalist tendencies and I was saved into legalism because that is easy. Grace and mercy is more difficult to live by. As I continued into verse 2 I know my mind has been renewed because I don't like masturbation, but I don't abhor it the way God does all of the time(v 9). Its a slim margin that I actually abhor masturbation. Most of the time it seems not so bad and very attractive. Part of why is because I was perfectly fine with masturbation and didn't see it as sin until 3 years ago when I saw the root of masturbation as a way to fix my lonesomes and make myself feel good. It was my outlet rather than taking my problems to God. Even when I stopped using masturbation as an outlet, I still see it as a selfish way to pleasure myself, because sex is suppose to be a selfless expression of love to my spouse whenever/if ever I get married.
Today is a new day and I will stop being sin conscious and return to God conscious because that is when I was the most successful. I am praying that the Truth of God is strongly in my Mind and Heart when the desires and the chance to masturbate arises. Also, that I'll have the awareness off choice to say no to my flesh.
Wet dreams can be great, but I am incredibly moody in the day or 3 following a wet dream so I actually fear having a wet dream because of how it affects me. Does anyone else become moody from a wet dream?

Also, I love working out, but lifting (particularly lower body) makes me much hornier for some reason. I pop boners so much whenever I work out.

Day two today! I haven't been horny since its only day two. Since I'm in a room alone the thought to masturbate crosses my mind frequently. It's so easy now! I'm about to go work out. I don't know what I'll do after to prevent masturbating. I have laundry and will be alone until bdubs with a friend tonight at 11! I'll post later on an update.

My work out was awesome! I got my sets in although they were not all as solid as I would have liked them to be. I also ran and started a 5k training program. Today alternates 2 min run with 2 min walk for 20 mins. I loved it! It was challenging but not impossible.
I didn't shower immediately after working out because I usually pop a boner and its difficult to say no when it stand at attention like that so I cooled off and started laundry. Sat and worshiped for a while then cleaned my room. Once I noticed how bad I smelled I cleaned the shower and nothing happened. It was real nice.
Hanging out with friends is probably my favorite part of any day. I did have many or super friends in high school. It was more my fault since I had difficulties with interactions and living by religious laws rather than by Grace. Had a Guiness beer and it was pretty good. Foam was awesome. After taste:alright. Bed time now. Hopefully inadequate sleep will not affect me or my self control too much tomorrow. G'd Nite!

Friday was a rough day. My emotions were real jacked up. After a bad day at work I spent the evening alone rather than workin out. My mind began to float toward masturbation. I spent an hour and half session that also included porn. I'm more disappointed that I watch filth. I hate porn. I hate everything about it to the point I wish it was illegal.
Saturday was great! I did jack off again because I tend to do it twice.
I just restarted my commitment to no fap. My goal will be making it to Saturday. Having marginal goals rather than infinite has helped me in the past.

Doin well today! Stayed very active yesterday and today. Nothing to report really.

Today is day three and half way over. Usually this is the 1st of many horny days. So far it isn't too bad. I had few stiff drinks with my buds last night. I don't know how alcohol affects sex drive or anything so I don't know if it is affecting anything emotionally or chemically. I've been much more aware of women and their bodies. I work in a mail room filled with small spaces and a lot of women so I do my best to keep my mind in check at work. Today is only half way over, but I am busy all day and this evening so that is good news for me! I may go to bed early too because I have been tiered, and sleep is always good. I doubt I'll get to post again today. I hope to one be able to post a pic of my jizz stain sooner than later! I'd take it with pride!

Today is day four! Yesterday I started getting boners whenever I became very relaxed. Last night I got to sleep two extra hours cus I went to bed early and it was great!! I woke up a few times with an erection. When I woke up between 5-6 I found my self humping my bed. Previous to that I vaugly remember humping but quitting because I was tiered. I plan on running to burn some extra energy. I'm working on building up to a 5K at a strong pace with no stops!!

So I didn't make it through today. I edged for a couple hours then went on a good run. After returning I edged to close. Out of no where I came and it explored all the way up my chest to my mouth. I was super surprised because I came out of no where and I hit my face! Day for equals bust. Next goal is 6 days

Despite today being day one again, I woke up with morning wood and am currently on my third boner since Waking up 45 mins ago. I was pretty pissed at myself yesterday. Jacking off was very time consuming and I see how I wasted that portion of my life. I was suppose to be meeting friends after running, but I was an hour late from masturbating for an hour. I praise God for the day I will be free from all aspects of lust and desire for masturbation. Someday even if it after I'm physically dead, I will be free!

I get morning wood pretty much every time after I have jacked off the previous day too. I find it quite motivating to get back on the AB horse. Makes me feel like I'm not starting from scratch with zero sex drive from jacking so much.

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Friday was the last time I masturbated... I think? It may have been Thursday but I'm fairly certain Friday. So today is day three. I've had weird sexual dreams nearly every night since Thursday. Night be for last I remember dreaming that I had a portion of my scrotum that was removable. One night leaned towards homosexuality. Last night I dreamed I went streaking with my bud and were chilling nude in a yet when a girl I liked walked in after streaking and laid down. I began getting excited and got a boner. I tried hard in my dream to not get scared and to rock the moment but I freaked out and woke up with my heart pounding so fast to the point I feared because of my heart rate. I also dreamed I was either leaking precum or ejaculated without orgasming. Nothing happened when I check after waking up.

I have no clue why I'm having so many sexual dreams. I don't usually unless I've abed for 7 days. Today I have a low level of hornyness but hate the thought of jacking off.

I've had three wet dreams since my last post! One was huge! I took pics but I couldn't figure out how to load them and deleted them since I don't have much privacy. I still masturbate semi regularly. I haven't been able to completely quite. Also stress influences my masturbation frequency. I prefer lifting to manage stress, but I haven't had time. Its been crazy busy.

Thanks for your journal! It's really nice and also motivating. Thanks for being so open and sincere. I hope God will give you strength to overcome this problem. I believe power comes from having a good relationship with Him, and also quitting all that drives you to MB... And about porn, I just suggest that you get a filter... and have a friend install it, so that you don't know the password. That helped me a lot!

On the other hand, don't be so disappointed when you fail! Just ask for forgiveness and raise up and go on. Next time you'll certainly do better! Be strong bro!

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DATE OF LAST ORGASM: after MB 1 august 2013 (WD 25 nov)
DAYS SINCE LAST MB: 118
WD: Current around 8 in 4 months, life time a lot
SE: Current 1, Lifetime 2
LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM MB: 1 year and 8 months
GOAL: LIFELONG

Currently on Day 4 again.

I moved back home for winter break yesterday. It seems more difficult to abs and the such when I am home because I see the reminders of who I used to be, but I know I am free and my old self has been crucified and buried with Christ. I want to remember these things and live by the spirit.

Day 1

New goal. Make it 7 days. I think perpetually quitting is difficult to do, but making a goal will help. I did this in the past and I think it helped. Self control is just difficult. In college it is easier because there are people everywhere, but I have a lot of alone time at home. Day one of current goal of 7.

Do y'all think setting goals like this are good or a hindrance? How do y'all stay chill?

DAY 2

Woke up just fine. Last night while going to sleep I really wanted to sleep nude but feared masturbating in my sleep since I was aroused getting into bed although I was exhausted. Yesterday was real good. Stayed active all afternoon and night.

Today I woke up fine not too aroused but after while had a strong urge to jack off so I got up and kept busy doing chores around the house. I am still a bit horny but not too unbearable. I'll be leaving the house soon so that will help.

You can do it man!

Have you ever slept nude before?

You can do it!!

Day 3

I made the third day! Usually a more difficult day and it was none the less. Usually I cave on day three so I am pretty happy. I had small opportunities, but thankfully I did not have much time to myself today.

Yea I have been sleeping nude more frequently over the last month. I really love it, but it can make morning more difficult to resist jaking off. If I can tell I might not be able to resist too well, I won't.

Thanks for the support guys!

I've been reading your post. Really we can relate to each other. It's a big battle to be won, the agains mb. But i'm sure we can win... although i'm still thinking how
Today is also my third day. Since we are in the same day of AB our bodies are kinda in the same state. So, it will be easier for us to understand what's happening.
Today i'm supper horny and only want to touch my penis... I'm trying to not think much about mb... but the hands are constantly touching the material... i don't even think on it, it's the habit.
Keep posting. Hope we can both succeed to this, on achieving a WD and doing what God wants.

I'm here for whatever is needed.

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Congratulations on your 3 days. Keep going strong. You can do it.

... and congrats on your 3rd day!

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