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Day 19

Thanks be positive.

It's another manic monday. I got too much of work to do today. Because of that I feel totally disconnected to any eroticism, sensual thoughts and whatsoever. That's good for ABing. That's the only consolation I get from what I think is a pile of work that I have to accomplish within the day. Hahaha. Ironically, I still have a bit of free time to update my log. Nothing much of interest to report today except, work work work and more work and more things to do. On a personal level. Kim gave me a short text today. Usually, when I recieve one liner message from Kim, my heart leaps for joy and I get overly excited, agitated, happy, up and high. But today, the messages I received failed to evoke the same feelings I usually get from them.

Before my AB, I masturbate everyday, sometimes twice a day. When I was in high school I AB and got my first WD after around 30 days. When I was in the University, I didn't voluntarily abstain. I think it was the pressure for Chinese studies that led me to naturally abstain and it took around 24 to 30 days before having a WD. I hope this information helps you, BePositive to give me your impartial assessment. hahaha

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Longest AB Streak: 27 Days
Last Time I MBed: 28 June 2013

Ok I reckon that it won't take too long (e.g. longer than two months) because your body has already had one wet dream. I reckon as you're slightly older than what you were in high school, it may take a little bit longer. So my guess is it may take you 40-45 days for it to happen. That would be my bet haha

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Last time I masturbated= 12/4/15
Days without masturbating=12

Okay, let's see whether which between you will have the correct hypothesis. Nonetheless, I don't feel anxious though it may take almost two months before my WD will finally occur. Anyway, as what they say, "patience is a virtue"

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Hey Masa!

How are you doing with AB?

Day 24

I was so so so so busy these past few days. I am still going strong with my AB. However, I'm starting to feel very very horny again. Anyway, still didn't watch too much porn. Every night, during the past four days, I usually imagine erotic thoughts before sleeping. I produce a lot of precum. Anyway, Kim occupy my thoughts both the erotic and non erotic parts these past few days. I hope my WD will feature kim, too.

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Day 27

I am on a vacation right now! So far everything is going well and fine. This morning while taking a shower, I noticed that my penis was extra sensitive to the flow of water touching it. Anyway, because of that I was extra careful, although I really enjoyed the feeling it gave me. We tour the city the whole day today and this was really tiring. Three more days and I will reach my 30th mark. I hope I will still be able to update this blog everyday. Anyway, all I do now is to wait and anticipate when will my next WD occur.

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Holidays are my favourite times for abstaining. it kind of convinces me that I'll go through the whole holiday abstaining, because I'm so busy and don't entertain thoughts or feelings of giving in.

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Last time I masturbated= 12/4/15
Days without masturbating=12

It's been a long while and I am back on Day 0 on my AB today. Let me tell you the story:

On June 15 to June 16 (and that was around 10 PM to 1 AM). I had sex twice, with two different individuals. One was sixteen years old, which makes me think of being like a molester. The other one was 23 years old. Because of that, I have to reset my counter. Also today, June 22, 2013 I masturbated while watching porn. The orgasm I got from those experience are really really very very intense. I shoot over my head, which I don't normally do. I am back on my AB experience again. Which I could last for more a month this time around.

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Okay I am back to zero again. I MB yesterday after watching porn. My determination is getting weaker and weaker. Perhaps this is the effect of vacation. I have little things to do and not busy for most of the time. Because of that, I get tempted to do things like MBing. Well for the next days or so I will try my best to look for things to get me busy and going. I'll update everyone soon...

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Day 1 Again

Well, I am back to Day 1 with my AB. Nothing much happened today. I realized that I am not that horny as I was before. I also realized that I find it quite easier to abstain from watching porn that it was before. Nothing much to report today. I found a gym near my house. I will probably frequent the place soon. Till my next update.

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Just keep at it! Working out will definitely exhaust some of that sexual energy, too.

Hang in there and you'll exceed your previous 27-day abstinence

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DATE OF LAST MASTURBATION: August 31, 2014
GOAL: At least 60 days

Thanks for the encouragement. I am really hoping that I could exceed my 27 day mark. Anyway, I do feel that aside from ABing, I also really need to go to the gym and begin having some work out. I feel like my body is getting out of shape these days.

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This seems to be very disappointing, but I am back to day 0 again. Last night, I find it difficult to sleep. I try to read some books and drink milk, but these are to no avail. I still can't get sleepy. In the middle of trying to get sleep, I suddenly thought of Kim. We haven't talked for the longest time since I got back to my hometown. Anyway, my feelings for Kim is as strong as before. In fact, I can feel that my love even gets stronger and deeper. I kept of thinking about Kim while I was hugging my big pillow. My imagination kept going on until it turned sensual, sexual, explicit and lustful. I wanted to stop, but the thought of kissing and caressing Kim were so persistent that stopping the pleasure I derive from it was never an option. To cut the story short, I ejaculated while thrusting the pillow which in my imagination was my ever dearest Kim.

Anyway, I will try my best to once again remain firm and resilient with ABing. Since I feel very sinful and indecent having had intercourse with two strangers last June 15, I will take AB as a penitence for the atonement of my sins. I really feel sorry two have done that. Anyway, I never told Kim about it. Hope Kim wouldn't find out.

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hey m8, your story is really amazing and inspiring, and i really wish that you succeed in breaking that one month record, and get those damn wet dreams. ive to say, i also have a Kim of my own, and it is amazing being in love, isnt it? i really liked you telling us about your thoughts and feelings about Kim, how is that going?
oh and im really sorry about that porn star, looks wonderful. or, looked...

just my two cents, maybe you shouldnt be resetting your counter every day, instead take a day or two with intentional MB, plenty of porn, let yourself rest a bit, and then start again. i found an addon for my computer which psychologically really helps in AB from porn. cheers

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longest AB 47 days
TOTAL WDs 0
TOTAL Dry Dreams dozens (as good as the real deal)
TOTAL SEs 4

Hello RZL! Thanks for your encouragement and kind words. I also like the idea of taking a couple of days break after having long days of AB. I do really think that's a great idea. Anyway, I will probably do that after I get that elusive wet dream. Hahaha. It is really nice to be in love. I hope to get to know you better.

Today is Monday and the last time I MBed was last Friday evening. I am trying to keep myself busy these days so that any thoughts that are sexually related won't enter my mind. This week is going to be a busy week for me since I have a lot of work related things that have to be done. Probably, I won't be able to update this log until next Friday. Nonetheless, I am pretty positive that I won't break my AB in the next five days. I do hope and pray for that. Till then.

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Good luck, stay strong! I hope you can break your record.

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DATE OF LAST ORGASM: MAR 19, 2014
DAYS SINCE LAST MB: 10 days
WD: Current 0, Lifetime Around 100
SE: Current 0, Lifetime 1
LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM MB: 30 DAYS
LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM ORGASM: 40 DAYS
GOAL: AWAITING INSTRUCTION FROM MASTER

I masturbated again yesterday. Anyway, I am not that disappointed because first, I realized that I don't do it as often as I do it before. I realized that so far I have been doing this just around once a week. Anyway, I hope to find the courage and strength to keep going with my AB and beating that record of almost one month. So far, I realized that my horniness level starts to plummet after one week. I will try to understand my body more. Boredom together with the T-buzz are the main triggering factors for me to MB. Kim is now nowhere to be found. While kim is away, I will try to find some temporary substitute. ahaha

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but you will still come to the forum, right? :-) ;-)

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longest AB 47 days
TOTAL WDs 0
TOTAL Dry Dreams dozens (as good as the real deal)
TOTAL SEs 4

Of course, I will still come here.

Anyway, these past few days I have been having some erotic dreams, however it is just like that. No wet dreams at all. I will still continue with my AB. But I think I will pair my ABing with increasing my faith and relationship with God. I feel like I have been disconnected with my spiritual life these past few weeks. I need to reconnect especially so that I am in the moment of my life now wherein I have to make a big career-related decision. Anyway, aside from ABing, I will start being more prayerful this week. That is my short term goal for now.

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My friend is going to get marry this Sunday. There's nothing much to update but there are a lot of stories I would like to tell. However, I don't have much time now. I will give a greater update soon.

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Things are getting pretty much complicated these days. I'll probably start my new Ab session this 1st day of August. Anyway, till here. I hope to write longer post next time around.

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Anyway, I have to note this down:

During the wedding of my friend, I met someone younger than me, probably around 19 years old. It is quite difficult to explain, but when our eyes met, my heart begun to throb faster and louder. I have never felt this kind of strong attraction. I know that this is not love but I can consider this as a strong, deep attraction at first sight. We never met after the wedding though. However, the memory continues to linger in my mind till now. I can't help my self but to think of the first time we met and that scene keeps on repeating and repeating just like a love song. Anyway, we are now friends on facebook, but I haven't started sending messages, yet. Maybe I will try so after a week. I still think about Kim most of the time but not as much as before.

Sorry this post has no WD content, but I do believe that one of the benefits of ABing is not it helps us release so much pheromones which makes us attractive to certain people

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Sorry guys, but the next lines you will read have nothing to do with AB or WD.

Well, right now I am in a period of my life that is characterized with confusion and disappointment. This is something career related. I am in search of something better. I finally found it, but then I wasn't able to get it. I know that in life, we cannot always get what we want, but it still hurts when you experience failure. I know that this thing will come to pass, but I can't help but to ask what went wrong. I feel sad these days. Anyway as they say every time you fall down there is nothing else you can do but to get up. Metaphorically, the wounds I get from failing are still fresh and painful. Nonetheless, I still believe Kelly Clarkson when she said "what doesn't kill you makes you stronger." Until then I will keep on searching for the real and true meaning of life. While praying in church today, there were many times when tears uncontrollably fell down my eyes. For the mean time, I guess I will be more prayerful these coming weeks. Perhaps, I will pray the rosary even more frequently.

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what a good story masa
u r very inspiring

Hello everyone,

Well, I think I will be masturbating till the end of July. After that, I will begin my AB journey on the first day of August. I was also thinking of making this journal to be of dual purpose. Aside from inputting journals about my AB experience, I will also try to recount the story of how I first learned how to masturbate as well as my other sexual journey. I will also begin to document the changes that I will be experiencing as I start my AB this coming August. Probably, I will also input some other random stuffs that I can spontaneously think of. But before I finally end this entry, I want to give a big big thanks to this one person here on this site who has never failed to give me encouragement and support. I hope we can become good friends and to tell you honestly, every time I open this site I always look forward to your message on my inbox

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Today I'm back to day 1

Nothing much to say. I feel like everything is just normal. However, I am anticipating that the coming days will again be full of temptations and things like that. So, right now I am mentally preparing myself to combat MB addiction. Hope I could make it until 60 days. That my target goal as of the moment!

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hahahahahahaha, I MBed Aug 2, 3, and 4. Right now, I am still finding the inspiration and motivation to AB. Hope to find it so soon.

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I am back to day one again... This is getting monotonous... I have to have the will power to pursue what I need to pursue.

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Last Time I MBed: 28 June 2013