Caged's Journal - Had My First WD Yaaay.

[mmike8]

Glad you are back on the program. Good luck!

[Caged]

Day 2: 5/2/13

Apparently the habit of watching porn can be quite hard to break. It's seems harmless enough as long as I don't start edging but it's kinda unrealistic to keep that mentality and expect to still abstain. I'm going to really try to get off the porn completely for now but it's obviously not going to be easy.

[Caged]

Day 3: 5/3/13

Whoops, a but late today but there was not really much to report anyway. Nothing of interest happened, no urges for porn or MB.

[Caged]

Day 4: 5/4/13

Big urge to MB this morning, it's Saturday and all I have to do is study, which is not a great distraction. Anyway I don't think my urges today will get any worse then they were this morning so I should be okay.

[Caged]

Day 5: 5/5/13

Ended up edging to porn yesterday. I had too much free time and one thing led to another. As soon as I reached the edge I was like "What the fuck am I doing!?" and put it away. It was way to close for comfort.
I've been horny since I woke up today. I really need to resist the urge to look at porn, if I can do that the rest should be easy.

[Viktor]

Day 5: 5/5/13

Ended up edging to porn yesterday. I had too much free time and one thing led to another. As soon as I reached the edge I was like "What the fuck am I doing!?" and put it away. It was way to close for comfort.
I've been horny since I woke up today. I really need to resist the urge to look at porn, if I can do that the rest should be easy.

Ya I edged on day 3 & the days before that. On day 3 I pushed it to the point of what I thought was no return, but I stopped and instead of the feeling pushing over the edge it instead receded. Then I had the same epiphany that you had. Although I also had the first case of blue balls I've ever had in my life, and it sucked horribly.

Also with the porn, I didn't set any restrictions on porn on myself and I still haven't. The first first month to month and a half I enjoyed watching porn or looking at pictures still. However, as time past I just didn't really care about looking at it anymore. I can't actually remember the last time I looked at porn at this point, but like I said I have no restrictions on myself at all so I'm not keeping specific track of it or anything.

Anyhow welcome back and remember that every slip up and every craving does nothing but to make you stronger.

[Caged]

Thanks for the reply Viktor. My attempts to limit my porn consumption has pretty much failed anyways so that's good to hear. Anyways

Day 5: 5/6/13
I've been doing a lot of things to try and get my body wanting to release. Eating celery, drinking a lot of water, and trying to sleep on my stomach or with a bundle of sheets between my legs. So far I can't say I've had a wet dream but my god I've wanted release. Unfortunately it made last night one of the worst nights in my life. I knew I had one final today but found out last night I had another about an hour after the first. Panic mode started and I decided to study as much as I could and leave myself 5 hours to sleep before class. When I tried to go to bed I was having a lot of trouble. I had to go to the bathroom a few times because of all the water I'd drank and after lying in bed for about an hour and a half started having sexual thoughts and got a goddamn super erection. I felt like I was on the edge just from any sexual thoughts I'd been having and when I tried to concentrate and let it go down I would get some little sexual thought that would just get the blood surging again. I almost lost it at that point. I was seriously having a feeling very similar to edging without even touching and I had realized that I had to get up in three and a half hours to take two exams and If I did not get release I would not get any sleep at all. I'm really, really, surprised I made it through. It took a level of willpower I did not know I had when it came to MB. Anyway after things subsided I realized I still would not get sleep without release so I decided to spend the rest of the night studying for my exams to get my mind off it. Well I ended up studying and watching a lot of porn but all ended up well. I was really hoping for a WD when I passed out after my exams today but no such luck.

Now I have another problem. I have a little over a week left of classes and only one exam left. I'm going to have a lot of free time over the next week which means my goal has suddenly become quite difficult.

[Redsoxinmd]

Agh, dude! I feel your pain. I've been having the same experience with AB. Loads of boners, especially when I'm trying to go to sleep. Very restless nights here too. Stay strong, brother!

[Viktor]

It's so strange how our experiences seem to mirror each-other somewhat. I also had the feeling that I was going to lose it with just thoughts, and there was a single night when I didn't sleep at all because of that (although the next day I was surging with energy somehow). I think it was around day 7ish or something.

Anyhow doesn't it feel amazing to overcome? I mean seriously just to muster up that much willpower and fight through it like a boss. It sucks in the moment because of the difficulty but afterwards in reflection did it make me feel strong.

One last thing I hope that you destroyed your exams!!!

[Caged]

Day 7: 5/7/13 - Wet Dream Achieved!

I did it! First I'll give an explanation of the dream and the orgasm, if you're not interested and just want to know what I did that may have helped me achieve wetdream then skip to the next paragraph. The dream itself was pretty out there, and unfortunately was not very sexual, just very strange. I was next to a knocked out enemy spy from the video game Team Fortress 2, which I have not played in years. Suddenly these time traveling nazis came out of a portal and went and picked up the spy and were carrying him between them, bringing him back to the portal. My thought in the dream was that I could not let the nazis get the spy's information so I decided to... ejaculate at them... Good one subconscious. Anyway I intercepted them and fired my 'missile', which went incredibly far and felt like I was actually coming. That dream suddenly ended and I had a dream of masturbating that lasted maybe 2 seconds before I woke up at the beginning of an orgasm. I think my first impulse was that I was pissing myself and to hold it back but it was already uncontrollable at that point and it only took me a fraction of a second to realize what was going on. I convulsed for the duration of the orgasm, my hips where pushing up and down. Afterwards I sat on my bed for a minute or two not sure if it really had happened. I could not feel any moisture in my boxers until I checked with my hand and found quite a lot of moisture. The orgasm was quite long and powerful, maybe two or three times the length of a normal orgasm and a little bit stronger. Still it felt somehow incomplete, and I suspect that is because I tried to hold it back at the very beginning but it's hard to say.

Here is what I did that I think may have helped me have an the WD. For the past two nights I have been drinking a huge amount of water during the day and especially before bed. Yesterday I ate a bunch of celery with my lunch which may have also contributed since that supposedly increases production. I should also note that in the week or so between this AB streak and the previous one I masturbated a lot. At least once a day and sometimes more, I think it probably got my body into full on semen production or something. I've been watching a lot of porn this last week but I should note that yesterday the only porn I watched was really early in the morning, like 5 or 6, when I was getting distracted from studying for my finals. Take what you will from that. I've been trying to get myself to fall asleep with either a bundle of sheet between my legs or facing down to increase stimulation. I can't seem to fall asleep on my stomach but I may have had the bundle between my legs when I fell asleep yesterday, though by the time I had the orgasm it had fallen out. It may have been there during the actual dream part though. One last thing is stress, I was quite stressed the day before and that may have had an impact.

While everything else is inconclusive, and I am of a scientific disposition, I can say that what I take form my anecdote is water is key. Don't underestimate it, I believe the level of hydration effects production and having a full bladder can help force a wetdream as well. Also, celery can't hurt, it's delicious.

It's so strange how our experiences seem to mirror each-other somewhat. I also had the feeling that I was going to lose it with just thoughts, and there was a single night when I didn't sleep at all because of that (although the next day I was surging with energy somehow). I think it was around day 7ish or something.

Anyhow doesn't it feel amazing to overcome? I mean seriously just to muster up that much willpower and fight through it like a boss. It sucks in the moment because of the difficulty but afterwards in reflection did it make me feel strong.

One last thing I hope that you destroyed your exams!!!

Well it appears our experiences don't quite mirror each others here, unfortunately. I was glad I overcame the urge but had a lot of other things on my mind at the time and did not think about it much. Looking back on it now it's just like "Wow, i could have lost it that night without even knowing I was just one day away from W" which is pretty incredible. And I did pretty well on my exams, thanks.

[Viktor]

Heck ya man!!! Congratulations, I'm glad our experiences didn't mirror each other because it's been pretty sucky going so long without results. Your dream was pretty odd, but your subconscious definitely worked in your favor. Here's hoping that mine can follow suit sometime soon....please.

Are you planning on continuing?

[Caged]

Yeah, I'm going to continue, still going to do at least 14 days. I feel about the same as before, sexually speaking. Also earlier today I was sitting at my desk and felt something strange. I checked myself and found a drop of PC, which is very strange for me, especially given that I was not horny or anything. I think there is a pretty good chance of having another WD soon if I keep going. Still eating celery and drinking a lot of water too.

[Redsoxinmd]

Congratulations!!! That's awesome.

[Caged]

Day 8: 5/8/13

I edged for a while this morning. I get erect so easy and found that I could rub my glands directly, which is only possible when I'm super horny since I'm uncut and they are so sensitive. It was stupid but it felt amazing and I got a huge thrill from edging for as long as I did. I eventually managed to get control of myself but I got really close a few times. Too much free time right now, I'll be working tomorrow so hopefully that won't be a problem.

[Ronald]

Congrats on your wet dream! Keep up the good work!

[Caged]

Day 9: 5/9/13

Edged a little in the shower today but not nearly as much as yesterday. Not much else to report today.

[Caged]

Day 10: 5/10/13

Today I've done it right, no edging no porn. When I'm not focusing on something else I notice a subtle feeling that I'm guessing is the urge to ejaculate. I guess it's that fullness feeling again.

[Caged]

Day 12: 5/12/13

There was nothing to report yesterday really. I had a sexy dream last night where i was making out with a cute girl and got her pants off but the dream somehow lost its focus after that. Very disappointing. I'm kinda bored with AB right now. I've already had a WD and feel like a second one happening soon is getting less likely. The social benefits are nice but they don't do me much good during finals weeks. I'll still complete my 14 days but I think I'm going to try one of those erotic hypnosis files today just for kicks.

[Eleazar]

Day 7: 5/7/13 - Wet Dream Achieved!

I did it! First I'll give an explanation of the dream and the orgasm, if you're not interested and just want to know what I did that may have helped me achieve wetdream then skip to the next paragraph. The dream itself was pretty out there, and unfortunately was not very sexual, just very strange. I was next to a knocked out enemy spy from the video game Team Fortress 2, which I have not played in years. Suddenly these time traveling nazis came out of a portal and went and picked up the spy and were carrying him between them, bringing him back to the portal. My thought in the dream was that I could not let the nazis get the spy's information so I decided to... ejaculate at them... Good one subconscious. Anyway I intercepted them and fired my 'missile', which went incredibly far and felt like I was actually coming. That dream suddenly ended and I had a dream of masturbating that lasted maybe 2 seconds before I woke up at the beginning of an orgasm. I think my first impulse was that I was pissing myself and to hold it back but it was already uncontrollable at that point and it only took me a fraction of a second to realize what was going on. I convulsed for the duration of the orgasm, my hips where pushing up and down. Afterwards I sat on my bed for a minute or two not sure if it really had happened. I could not feel any moisture in my boxers until I checked with my hand and found quite a lot of moisture. The orgasm was quite long and powerful, maybe two or three times the length of a normal orgasm and a little bit stronger. Still it felt somehow incomplete, and I suspect that is because I tried to hold it back at the very beginning but it's hard to say.

Here is what I did that I think may have helped me have an the WD. For the past two nights I have been drinking a huge amount of water during the day and especially before bed. Yesterday I ate a bunch of celery with my lunch which may have also contributed since that supposedly increases production. I should also note that in the week or so between this AB streak and the previous one I masturbated a lot. At least once a day and sometimes more, I think it probably got my body into full on semen production or something. I've been watching a lot of porn this last week but I should note that yesterday the only porn I watched was really early in the morning, like 5 or 6, when I was getting distracted from studying for my finals. Take what you will from that. I've been trying to get myself to fall asleep with either a bundle of sheet between my legs or facing down to increase stimulation. I can't seem to fall asleep on my stomach but I may have had the bundle between my legs when I fell asleep yesterday, though by the time I had the orgasm it had fallen out. It may have been there during the actual dream part though. One last thing is stress, I was quite stressed the day before and that may have had an impact.

While everything else is inconclusive, and I am of a scientific disposition, I can say that what I take form my anecdote is water is key. Don't underestimate it, I believe the level of hydration effects production and having a full bladder can help force a wetdream as well. Also, celery can't hurt, it's delicious.

It's so strange how our experiences seem to mirror each-other somewhat. I also had the feeling that I was going to lose it with just thoughts, and there was a single night when I didn't sleep at all because of that (although the next day I was surging with energy somehow). I think it was around day 7ish or something.

Anyhow doesn't it feel amazing to overcome? I mean seriously just to muster up that much willpower and fight through it like a boss. It sucks in the moment because of the difficulty but afterwards in reflection did it make me feel strong.

One last thing I hope that you destroyed your exams!!!

Well it appears our experiences don't quite mirror each others here, unfortunately. I was glad I overcame the urge but had a lot of other things on my mind at the time and did not think about it much. Looking back on it now it's just like "Wow, i could have lost it that night without even knowing I was just one day away from W" which is pretty incredible. And I did pretty well on my exams, thanks.

Congratulations on your WD! Keep going buddy and hope you have another WD soon.

[Caged]

I'm going to try one of those erotic hypnosis files today just for kicks.

Well, I tried it and it was a great big waste of my time. Kinda what I expected anyways.

[Caged]

Day 13: 5/13/13

One more day and I'll have reached my goal. Not much else to report, finals are keeping me kind of busy.

[Caged]

Day 14: 5/14/13

Well i completed my goal. Probably done with this for a while. It seems to me the best way to achieve WD is to MB a lot for a week or so and then AB and you will likely have a WD in the first week. It's the end of the school year so there is no point in me trying to hook up with girls on campus right now so I have nothing else to really gain from AB. I'll probably be back in a week or so If I decide I want to try to get another WD.

[Viktor]

Congrats on achieving your goal!!! I failed my 1 year goal, but come on I gave it a good shot. I think that you are right about it happening early on though, we'll see where time takes me. I gotta get myself back to normal first, then we'll see what happens.

[crazynhyper]

Congrats on achieving your goal. It's always so hard for me to surpass my goals, especially when I have free time and am alone. It takes some serious discipline.