Reborn

[hary]

exactly i've been in this site 3 years ago, i am tried and succeed

i keep journal on my notepad, here is the track record
dd/mm/yyyy
17 yo
ab=31-07-2010
wd=25-08-2010 hop=26 day=26
wd=04-09-2010 hop=10 day=36
wd=10-09-2010 hop=6 day=42
mb=14-09-2010 day=48

ab=07-10-2010
wd=16-10-2010 hop=9 day=9
mb=20-10-2010

18 yo
ab=18-06-2011
wd=13-07-2011 +25
wd=8-08-2011 +25
wd=23-08-2011 +15
mb=~~~

now i am back here not just for a WD but full stop in my 20th, i am sure i can do it, i've been tired thinking about girl having sex with me although i am know that not even possible in such condition. i've been thinking i have a lack of friend, but i am wrong so many friend want to get close to me, but i am giving out of them

i am already set my mind,
if you want to have a sex with a girl you have to marry her first.
i am sure you want to impress her at the first night, so go for it, abstain.
concentrate on your dream now, you already have a dream, achieve it by start from now.

i like this quote from upcoming game
everything is connected, connection is power.

i am make conclusion you have to build your network, to achieve a dream you need power and the power comes from the node you have connected, every node is meaningful

btw, i have been targeted my self at the 27 years old, i'll marry so this is the way i take if i want to meet the one that i like and create network of friends either girls or boys

i should apologize for any incorrect word, English is still not my native

let's start the countdown

first lap : 30 day abstain
dd/mm/yyyy
ab start=11-02-2013
14 days left


i would not report any t buzzer i had, or how much boner i had that day, but i will report if i had WD, Spontaneus thing and post the pic if i can.

[hary]

wow, just had an SE when doing bathing, i don't think any sexy girl, i just think i want to pee, but it ejaculate white semen like watery fluid, i don't feeling any orgasm, do you think my tank full ? i am happy now

[Ronald]

Nice. That is the time to have one, when you're alone and in the tub bathing. Keep up the good work!

[hary]

Nice. That is the time to have one, when you're alone and in the tub bathing. Keep up the good work!

thanks Ronald for coming here and support me, i'm sure i can do this

anyway, i will report, i had SE again when bathing, ejaculated like i want to peeing, this time lesser than SE on 25 feb, and my balls and legs feeling weary and this is the 18 days since the day of ab

now i know it's hard to differentiate between pee and SE

[hary]

I had SE when urinating yesterday, it's likely happen every two day, i hope it's my WD pattern, i'm on my way to 3 weeks AB
based on my WD record, occurrence will happen in day 25 or more, well let's see on next week

[hary]

31 day of abstain and breaking the 30 days of abstains so i'll continue to 60 days of abstains

but the unexpected occurence, today i am ejaculated big volume of clear sticky fluid when bathing, i think that thing is pre-cum this is the first time i am experienced my body ejaculating mass fluid without stimulation, i'm kind of enjoy it and feel relieved

[smilingibis]

It may be that your reproductive system is a bit overfilled and just busting to get out.
Still, I have found that non-masturbatory ejaculations are much more relaxing and less stressful.
Keep up the good work!