Laurent's log

[laurent]

ok I overcame the urge to jerk off today But i'm kind of concerned: I have no t buzz like I did when I started abstinence! It's my favorite part of abstaining, and after I broke my abstinence once it hasn't come back...I used to get a massive t buzz when I was masturbating on a regular basis and quite for a few days, but now it's not there. I was considering jerking off regularly for a period then abstaining to get it back. What do you guys think? How long does it take for you guys to get a good t buzz going? Any tips on getting a t buzz back without breaking abstinence? Reply soon please!

[laurent]

day 10 I broke mt abstinence, i'm taking to weeks off of abstinence until I try again to see if my t buzz will come back

[laurent]

Back from my mb kick, hopefully i'll get a t buzz this time! on day 2

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day 3, have a lot of energy but it's more difficult than the last time I abstained, hope I get one soon

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Day 4, pretty high test levels. sporadic anger and lots of energy + boners. Gotta be patient

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Day 5, doing ok. Have some precum seepage so i'm hoping that means i'll get a wet dream tonight!

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I had an incredible dream last night! It wasn't a full wet dream because I didn't ejaculate in real life but I felt a full orgasm in the dream. I had sex with a girl for what seemed life a very long period and it felt entirely true to life, the sensations, smells, sounds. When I came in her I felt a full orgasm, and after that we talked for a while and walked around in a valley full of palm trees. I remember later in the dream we went into some kind of rec rooms and bar full of pool tables and she got on a table spread eagle(very graphic mental image). A few minutes into having sex I noticed there were other guys in the room watching football. She immediately got upset so I gave her my pants to cover up, and went to the other side of the room(naked with a raging hard on) to tell these bozo's to get the fuck out, I was having sex with a beautiful women and she wanted some privacy! They were dressed in firefighter gear and grey haired. They glanced over at me then turned back and kept watching the game, which was pretty upsetting so I started yelling at them to get out but they didn't respond. A voice on an intercom told me there was nothing I could do, they were firefighters. I was really frustrated and just wanted to cum but I couldn't have finish fucking this girl until these guys left. I was pacing around trying to think of something when I woke up, heart beating rapidly and a iron boner, with precum dripping. I really thought I'd had a wet dream but checked the sheets and there was no semen, just some precum. Overall, it was the most immersive sex dream I have had albeit a very frustrating one. It has renewed my commitment to abstinence, it felt so real.
I think I might have a wet dream tonight cause im so jacked up on testosterone now. Hoping for the best!
day 6 starts now!

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Hey dudes has this every happened to one of you? I was just peeing and a thick glob of semen dripped out at the end...Kind of nuts. Does anyone know if this will delay my wet dream? Any info would really help

[laurent]

day 7 was incredibly difficult in the morning. My horniness levels are astronomical. I was on the verge of breaking my abstinence early on but I settled down a bit later in the day after I did a big workout. Really need this to happen soon....

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I whenever I abstain from day 3-6 I have a pleasurable t buzz, but after that the effects of the testosterone gets to be so much that It doesn't feel good anymore. I feel like I have a headache and lash out at everything... I'm considering breaking abstinence and just cutting down masturbation to once a week... What do you guys think? Any support would really help I'm in a really rough spot.