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AB Round 1 Day 23

Postby NeverHad1 » Tue Dec 18, 2012 1:27 pm

Round 1 Day 24

No erotic dreams that I could recall. No wood that I could recall through the night or on wake up. The day was again rather busy so I didn't have much to think about with respect to sex or anything else. A very early wake up call left me sapped all day anyway.

Days AB: 24
Days Since Porn: 7
Days Since MB: 13
Days Since Edge: 6
Days Since Orgasm: 24
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Average time to ejaculation normally: 10
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: N/A - never had a wet dream before
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 22 Nov 2012
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AB Round 1 Day 25

Postby NeverHad1 » Wed Dec 19, 2012 2:42 pm

Round 1 Day 25

There were a few naked dreams, but I'm not sure if I can recall any truly erotic dreams. That seems to be a common theme. Woke up with some wood periodically and on final wakeup. Otherwise very uneventful night. The day was equally uneventful. I'm a bit disappointed in the lack of effects from 25 days of abstaining. Perhaps I will just give up the WD goal at the 30 day mark and try to hold the MB and porn AB.

Days AB: 25
Days Since Porn: 8
Days Since MB: 14
Days Since Edge: 7
Days Since Orgasm: 25
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Date that you last had an ejaculation: 22 Nov 2012
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AB Round 1 Day 26

Postby NeverHad1 » Fri Dec 21, 2012 11:36 am

Round 1 Day 26

Tons of naked and erotic dreams, but ironically didn't wake up with much morning wood. the day was overall quite uneventful, but during sexual play at night and then going to sleep I had to be very careful. It seemed like any moment I could just pop off.

Days AB: 26
Days Since Porn: 9
Days Since MB: 15
Days Since Edge: 8
Days Since Orgasm: 26
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Average time to ejaculation normally: 10
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: N/A - never had a wet dream before
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 22 Nov 2012
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AB Round 1 Day 27

Postby NeverHad1 » Fri Dec 21, 2012 11:43 am

Round 1 Day 27

I woke up rock hard and with blue balls since I had sexual activity last night but no release. Not feeling any closer to a WD I think I'm going to give up the total AB aspect and just concentrate on AB from MB and porn. If I orgasm during sexual activity, then so be it.

Days AB: 27
Days Since Porn: 10
Days Since MB: 16
Days Since Edge: 9
Days Since Orgasm: 27
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AB Round 1 Day 28

Postby NeverHad1 » Sat Dec 22, 2012 6:00 pm

Round 1 Day 28

Last night before bed had sex until release. It was pretty amazing how completely normal the release was. No extra increase in volume or odd texture. Last night had many naked and sexual dreams. I had more wood throughout the night than at any point recently, and my final morning wood was so hard it hurt. The day was pretty uneventful although my libido was much higher than the previous day and I thought more about sex during the day than at a point I can remember in the past few weeks.

Days AB: 28
Days Since Porn: 11
Days Since MB: 17
Days Since Edge: 10
Days Since Orgasm: 1
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Re: NeverHad1's Log

Postby hh4u » Sun Dec 23, 2012 10:03 am

Awesome man. Hopefully the release was worth it...time to reset the AB counter!
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Re: AB Round 1 Day 28

Postby toplevel » Sun Dec 23, 2012 2:42 pm

NeverHad1 wrote:Round 1 Day 28

Last night before bed had sex until release. It was pretty amazing how completely normal the release was. No extra increase in volume or odd texture. Last night had many naked and sexual dreams. I had more wood throughout the night than at any point recently, and my final morning wood was so hard it hurt. The day was pretty uneventful although my libido was much higher than the previous day and I thought more about sex during the day than at a point I can remember in the past few weeks.

Days AB: 28
Days Since Porn: 11
Days Since MB: 17
Days Since Edge: 10
Days Since Orgasm: 1


Sometimes I think normal release is not a big deal. WD is our ultimate goal, there must be plenty of difficulties in front of us including mental & physical. Keep Strong!
Current AB: DAY 127
AB Record: 127 DAYs
2013 MB: 1/18, 2/21, 3/1, 4/6, 4/12, 4/14, 4/24, 5/6
2013 WD: 1/2, 1/8, 1/18, 1/28(Twice/NIT), 3/26, 4/11, 4/24, 4/27, 5/9, 5/23, 5/30, 6/7, 6/18, 6/29, 7/18, 7/19, 7/23, 7/27, 8/27, 8/29, 9/10
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AB Round 1 Day 29

Postby NeverHad1 » Sun Dec 23, 2012 3:46 pm

Round 1 Day 29

We went to a very late movie so went to bed thoroughly exhausted. A little grinding right as I was going to sleep cuddling and I got rock hard though. That minimal amount of stimulation doesn't usually get me more than half chubbed up so maybe that porn/MB AB is kicking in. I still don't get super rock hard just because it's stimulated on its own though, but I'll take any progress slow and sure. Last night during the night I had several nudity and sexual dreams and woke up more than once with a raging hard on. Today was a rather mundane day and didn't have any spontaneous erections or anything but was pretty horny.

Days AB: 29
Days Since Porn: 12
Days Since MB: 18
Days Since Edge: 11
Days Since Orgasm: 2
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If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: N/A - never had a wet dream before
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 22 Nov 2012
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Re: NeverHad1's Log

Postby NeverHad1 » Sun Dec 23, 2012 3:48 pm

hh4u wrote:Awesome man. Hopefully the release was worth it...time to reset the AB counter!


Well, since I'm AB'ing from porn and MB I'm not going to reset the counter on the top level, just the one on the orgasm.
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Date that you last had an ejaculation: 22 Nov 2012
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AB Round 1 Day 30

Postby NeverHad1 » Mon Dec 24, 2012 11:08 pm

Round 1 Day 30

Thirty days in and once again had multiple dreams with nudity and/or sexual activity. Once again I woke up with raging hard ons throughout the morning. I'm getting hard ons a lot easier, but still have a long way to go to where I want that process to be. I'm amazed at how easily I've gotten over the no porn or MB. Even the "relapses" that caused those counters to reset weren't full blown episodes, more just indulging a little bit. I have had some moments recently where I want to indulge in some porn and edge myself, but it hasn't been so overwhelming that I just have to do it, like a smoker dying for a cigarette.

Days AB: 30
Days Since Porn: 13
Days Since MB: 19
Days Since Edge: 12
Days Since Orgasm: 3
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Date that you last had an ejaculation: 22 Nov 2012
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AB Round 1 Day 34

Postby NeverHad1 » Thu Dec 27, 2012 11:28 pm

Round 1 Day 31-33 (12/26/2012)

31st: After writing about how easy it had been I was really close to having a relapse last night into a full blown, duration porn/MB/edging session. My partner went to bed a bit earlier and not in the mood and I had been getting more and more wound up throughout the day. Previously when that would happen I would just take matters into my own hands, so that was my impulse. I did nearly cave but decided not to. To say I had a lot of erotic dreams last night is an understatement. Throughout the day however I had no problems with it anymore

32nd: With holiday stuff in full gear I didn't have any particular incidents or things to report

33rd: Again, with lots of holiday stuff nothing much to report, except that if I'm not going to journal every day then I need to find something to help keep track of time. Right before bed I got into a bit of a heated IM exchange with a friend and with minimal stimulation I got fully hard. That hasn't happened in forever, so I was very pleased.

Days AB: 33
Days Since Porn: 17
Days Since MB: 23
Days Since Edge: 16
Days Since Orgasm: 7
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Date that you last had an ejaculation: 22 Nov 2012
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Re: NeverHad1's Log

Postby Person Person » Fri Dec 28, 2012 12:01 am

Keep it up. Over a month is a great record.
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AB Round 1 Day 34

Postby NeverHad1 » Sat Dec 29, 2012 12:25 am

Round 1 Day 34 (12/27/2012)

My body is thoroughly messed up from a week of abuse due to lack of exercising and excessive eating. I'm just hoping it returns to normal in relatively short order. I don't recall having any particularly naked or erotic dreams last night either.

I engaged in an edging session this afternoon (me edging another guy). Unlike almost every other time I've done that, I was incredibly hard for the entire multi-hour experience. Even when I noticed my dick was hard and thought about it more than I should it just stayed up. I attribute this mostly to the effects of AB as well as better body image (which is a by product of that as well I think).

Days AB: 34
Days Since Porn: 18
Days Since MB: 24
Days Since Edge: 17
Days Since Orgasm: 8
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If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: N/A - never had a wet dream before
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 22 Nov 2012
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AB Round 1 Day 35

Postby NeverHad1 » Sat Dec 29, 2012 11:49 pm

Round 1 Day 35 (12/28/2012)

I had some weird dreams, too much watching Walking Dead, but no erotic dreams that I can recall. I did wake up with full wood however. The day didn't bring much in the way of urges, but I was horny at bed time. Sadly the BF wasn't interested so I got none

Days AB: 35
Days Since Porn: 19
Days Since MB: 25
Days Since Edge: 18
Days Since Orgasm: 9
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Date that you last had an ejaculation: 22 Nov 2012
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AB Round 1 Day 36

Postby NeverHad1 » Sun Dec 30, 2012 3:13 pm

Round 1 Day 36 (12/29/2012)

I don't recall too many of my dreams but the last dream I had was all over the place with bizarro imagery and what not. It ended with me being on a street in a big city and this guy comes out of this store or restaurant playing this thing that looks like a recorder style flute broken into two pieces. He was completely naked walking around doing this, for some reason. I kept goading him on to see how low a note he could play and he finally played this really low one but it didn't sound quite right. I made some joke about it sounded like he shit himself and everyone started laughing hysterically, including me. I woke up laughing at my own joke in real life as well as in the dream. I had full wood when I woke up, but I had to piss really bad so that was probably the cause of that.

Today my horniness level was pretty elevated, although I didn't get any relief (despite giving the bf his relief :)). Hopefully I'll hit the reset button on my orgasm tomorrow without hitting the reset button on anything else.

Days AB: 36
Days Since Porn: 20
Days Since MB: 26
Days Since Edge: 19
Days Since Orgasm: 10
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Date that you last had an ejaculation: 22 Nov 2012
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AB Round 1 Day 37

Postby NeverHad1 » Mon Dec 31, 2012 1:56 pm

Round 1 Day 37 (12/30/2012)

My dreams last night were definitely in the weird category, like the night before. However embedded in the middle of them were some sex-like dreams. The most vivid I can recall was that I was washing up some dishes before a party, or I was supposed to be. A friend of mine came over and he had on a barbershop quartet outfit, with that rice cake looking hat thing and all. Anyway, for whatever reason he decided to sit with his legs in the sink (it was a big professional kitchen looking sink). When I turned the water on it got his pants all wet. The were white and he wasn't wearing any underwear, so quickly you could see his bush and dick through them. We were all going to this fancy party afterward, so I felt bad about that but then I realized there was a sink on the other side of the wall that he could have sat in instead of the one I was getting ready to use, so I couldn't figure out why.

I did get a good load out during sex so at least I'm not contending with that anymore. Overall my horniness throughout the day was somewhat elevated regardless.

Days AB: 37
Days Since Porn: 21
Days Since MB: 27
Days Since Edge: 20
Days Since Orgasm: 0
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Average time to ejaculation normally: 10
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: N/A - never had a wet dream before
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 22 Nov 2012
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AB Round 1 Day 40

Postby NeverHad1 » Fri Jan 04, 2013 12:33 pm

Round 1 Day 40 (1/2/2013)

Well I finally blew it, on day 40 no less. I had stopped tracking daily so I didn't realize that it was such a nice round number. I had a long day followed by a relaxing evening but I made the mistake of getting into an intellectual discussion right before, and then after I should have been in, bed. Not being able to shut my brain off and being wide awake but having to get up unusually early I decided I'd just jerk off and get to sleep. I went full tilt and broke out some porn, did a good amount of edging and finally just popped off. It had only been two days since my last orgasm, with the help of others not through MB, but I had been getting particularly horny. I consider this the end of my first round of AB.

Should I start a second one right away or just coast without starting an official round? I'm undecided.

Days AB: 40
Days Since Porn: 0
Days Since MB: 0
Days Since Edge: 0
Days Since Orgasm: 0
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Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: N/A - never had a wet dream before
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 22 Nov 2012
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