Ruqas AB and Dream Log

[ruqas]

Hallo all!!

New season abed new log for me . Right now it is four days of AB for me. Loving being down in California! The Sanata Ana winds have been blowing today so it has been exceptionally warm . I haven't been having many bonees really, couple pseudo erotic dreams and waking up with some precum hanging around the good ole foreskin!

As for dreams, they have been pretty intense lately. Mostly because I've been waking up and going back to sleep. Last night I was at my old school and my cousin had died and came back to life and she had seen me in heaven and said my hair was amazing and was basically a second robe of luscious locks. She tackled our other friend and mentioned that she was beautiful and had cool silver-white hair. It shifted and I was being dragged through the floor into darkness by a giant troll and I had to hold on to a few strands of hair so he didn't lose me and the other people he took with us. I was helpful for some reason. The gym had changed into a store of some sort and we had to help. For some reason I was to grab some things and go out side to grab more, but I never made it out for some reason. I knew that if I did I would run away.

After that the dreams are hazy. There was a time we were back in the gym and we were assigned to either walk on our knees, play a game in a circle, and one other thing... I was one in my knees sliding around the gym in the sort of dream state.

But any who. I am giving the maca powder a shot. So far i have taken one 500mg capsule, will how it affects me. Right nowi feel abit of arousal and tingling in my balls/taint area. Ignore the text after this, my Kindle is actjng up and cant scroll properly to delete it -_-;

odrf dream drflying dream state.

[avers312]

Hi Ruqas, I'm also trying the maca pills keep us updated and I will do the same.

[ruqas]

Hi Ruqas, I'm also trying the maca pills keep us updated and I will do the same.

Well do! Have you noticed any achy balls? It might be just blue balls... but usually doesn't kick in this early for me.

[ruqas]

Hey Guys,

Sorry I haven't been posting a lot.. Been busy, just got into a house on the 1st pretty late. Been getting it filled up. I've been taking 1000-1500 mgs of the Maca pills every day, I haven't really noticed anything yet. My sleep has been sort of sporadic since the move so I haven't been able to really keep up with the dream log. But I am now at 5 days of AB.

I broke it basically after the earlier update. I woke up that night from the closest thing to a WD, hard, throbbing, and in the dream it there wasn't anything substantial. It was very abstract. I could see this 3D spiral that came to a point that was red, veins, of deep yellow and different shades of deep red. It was pulsing and just when I thought I was gonna cum I woke up and it was too much. I had to have a release of some sort.

But oh wells! Life moves on, gotta pick thyself up and jump back on the AB train

[ruqas]

Hello all!!

I am indeed still alive. Just been ridiculously busy this week. I found work with a part-time/temporary agency and I've been working since Tuesday. They might have something Mon-Fri 9-5 until the end of the year, just waiting to hear back after they look over my resume. I believe that is why I have been able to break my new AB record for this most recent stint! 11 Days right now! I thought I was at 10, but as of tomorrow evening evening that will be 11.

Another reason for me to not MB is I am sharing a room with a pretty cool guy from Saudi Arabia. We are usually up the same time so there is no chance to MB and I am happy for that. My showers I keep to just needed touch for cleaning. So far I am still doing 1000-1500 mgs of Maca Powder capsules. Today at work I'll feel a quick pulse of some kind and it made me think of the beginnings of a small SE, yet nothing has come of it. In away, that is great. Hard to explain an SE at a business place....

As for dreams, the one that really sticks out of is I was telling some friends of mine about a freak out in a dream that I was having.... while I was dreaming. It was two days ago I think, and the details are hazy right now. But I remember as I was dreaming I recalled having intense emotions along the lines of fear, rage, helplessness. I was explaining it in my dreams and telling them it was weird because I rarely have anything that gets close to nightmares, which is true. I haven't been able to remember many because I have been getting up around 6:30-7 AM and since I've been taking it easy most of the move that is early compared to the 10-11:30 AM some days I was doing! I get up, eat breakfast, check emails/facebook, etc. and then catch the bus and onwards to business. Tomorrow is a bit of the same, a friends birthday breakfast at 8 AM, which means me up at 7-7:20 AM.

And with that, glad to be have made it this far and can't wait for that elusive WD Fairy to visit!

[ruqas]

I broke my new record! 12 days of AB'ing!! My dreams this morning were crazy.... The worst was I was back home and I see this plane come flying in and it crashes against the mountains and my moms was on it. We got a big group of people together to head up towards the mountain to find everyone, we seen the plane was flipped over parts were everywhere. Pretty messed up. Thankfully the dream switched. I remember I was in this huge house, like a castle. The doors were pretty much tall walls. We were walking down and closing them behind me. Everything was made out of stone, in shades of green and pale yellow, really ornate. Next thing I know I am doing all these elaborate maneuvers to lock up this door and I have to do it before the clock runs out. I Was moving this sword that was hooked up to a weird black spring thing to make it catch. I think I got it just in time.

The next thing I know is the place is being bombed. Everything flashed by really quick and I know I am in a foreign country, people are reporting things wrongly in the new papers and gathering around to figure out what is going on. I want to say this was going down in India, or a country near by.

That switched to I was traveling somewhere else with about 10 people from back home. There is a vague scene about being in a blue room with someone, it was dark, stars were painted on the walls. We end up leaving and we start off in two groups traveling by van. I stop to take this awesome photo of the sunset. Next we are traveling by telephone/electric lines. Hanging in groups of two. I drop my phone in the river and watch it float, and yell at my mom that we need to stop to go back for it and she says we don't have time. I argue that I don't want to pay the 200-300 dollars for insurance replacement, but she says that is too bad. We get back to my hometown, I drop off my bags with one of the kids and let my supervisor know that we are almost all there. Just another group is coming and I'm going help.

Those are the three dreams that I remember between 6-8AM this morning. I am sure there are more, but those are pretty good, haha.

I have also been feeling really full down there, there are some small precum stains on my underwear but nothing really to be excited about for most people, but for me any stains are great. I've never been one to produce much.