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Postby paul61 » Mon Oct 22, 2012 9:05 pm

well i'm new here. ive been trying to stop MBing for some time. i have been MBing since is was about 12 (now 50) and guess i MB most days - often more than once a day.

i find that MBing leads to a craving form more MB and for porn which in turn leades to more craving form MB. i definatly want to move away from porn for religious reasons and also from MB if i can!

my last MB was 1 October so this is now DAY 21 for me which is by far the longest i have ever ABed (previously not much more than 2weeks) but it realy is very hard and i think about sex and MBing most of the time :angry-banghead:

i dont think i have ever had a WD - errotic dreams but no WD.

i think last night was possibly the closest with a very erotic dream and precum on my shorts this morning and aching balls now!

anyway i will try to post here to let you know how im doing but it would be good to hear from others as to how they fight the constant tempaton.
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Precum Production: Little Precum (1-2 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 5
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: N/A - never had a wet dream before
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 01 Oct 2012
Sex: Male

Re: Pauls log

Postby Muz » Mon Oct 22, 2012 9:33 pm

I have been told of (and read people opinions on the forum) that losing semen is considered as an energy loss, whether it be physical or spiritual i can't decide. So for now, perhaps it's just best to keep in mind that to be full is to be whole... Losing that fluid is like losing part of yourself...
But a WD is involuntary, so I figure its ok if there's a decay and renewal cycle, like a plant flowering, or a woman's cycle to put it in human terms
2013 WD vs. AB(time) : [WD@ day 11. WD@ day 37.] [WD@ day 4.] [WD@ day 18.] [WD@ day 31, WD@ day 38] [WD @ day 6,
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Average time to ejaculation normally: 2
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Boxer briefs
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: yes
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 3-4 hours
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 13 Sep 2013
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Re: Pauls log

Postby Eleazar » Tue Oct 23, 2012 2:38 am

Welcome, Paul. I wish you success as you continue your AB journey.
"Nothing ventured, nothing gained."
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Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Nude - no underwear
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Re: Pauls log

Postby paul61 » Tue Oct 23, 2012 3:06 am

Thanks Eleazar. its been an interesting experince finding ths site today, i had no idea so many of you were trying the same. i just hope i can resist the tempation to MB
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Precum Production: Little Precum (1-2 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 5
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: N/A - never had a wet dream before
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 01 Oct 2012
Sex: Male

Re: Pauls log

Postby SuckerPunch » Tue Oct 23, 2012 4:09 am

Welcome paul

congrats on 21 days and a sexy dream! Keep it up man you are doing awesome!
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Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Briefs
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 1-2 hours
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Re: Pauls log

Postby paul61 » Tue Oct 23, 2012 6:17 pm

DAY 22! this is by far the longest i have ever AB'ed :D

no dreams last nght which after the night before (very horny dreams and pre cum) was a disapointment - i was so horny when i went to deb i felt sure somethig would happen

it still is a struggle, i just feel so horny and could easily give in but relly want to make my first target of one full month. very nearly failed earlier this morning, once touch of my dick and i was stoking it hard. stoped quickly though.

my balls seem bigger than usual and ache - is this normal. also the end of my dick seems more sensitive than usual which mean arrousal all the time!
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Average time to ejaculation normally: 5
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: N/A - never had a wet dream before
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 01 Oct 2012
Sex: Male

Re: Pauls log

Postby paul61 » Tue Oct 23, 2012 6:44 pm

Day 22

that was nearly a mistake, thought i would just have a peek at some porn, didnt seem a problem as i was not touching myself and just enjoying the show gardally becoming hard. :angry-cussingblack: :angry-banghead:

few minutes later found i was stroking myself - how i dont know it just happened! i could have quite happily gone all the way it felt so good and nutural. stoped in time well before i was going to cum but it was close and this realy shows me that one trigger is definatly porn - must fully AB from this as well
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Average time to ejaculation normally: 5
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: N/A - never had a wet dream before
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 01 Oct 2012
Sex: Male


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