Muz's journey

[Muz]

Reached two weeks!

At day 14!
Lately I've found the urge to MB has not been there. My balls have not been sore, overall I've not been that horny. No sign of any WD's yet.

Now to continue on. Another 42 days (56 all up) is my goal!

[Muz]

I screwed up!

it was mostly hands free, except for the last touch which sent me over the edge, and it was just that, a touch. I'm bummed that I gave in, after all seemed to be going so well! will start again! still 40+ days till my girlfriend is here again, so that is still my goal! 40 days (and 40 nights, like the movie)

[Squeeze]

Ah, man! It was mostly hands free? What happened?

Well, hey--at least you made it over two weeks! I bet that's more than you have in a ling time!! And 40 days would be a great accomplishment.

[Muz]

Disappointing. I'm annoyed at myself now that I don't feel any better the next morning.

I was studying and was thinking of the last time I had sex, it got me hard. I laid down and tried to imagine it happening (without touching) and I felt closer to orgasm. Then I caved in to temptation... I gave myself a 'prostate massage' which turned into something more like anal MB... It's an old addiction still trying to remove.

I had an anal only, dry orgasm. Then just checking out all the pre-cum I touched my dick and it was all over, I came it was a good volume and thick at the same time.

I'm feeling extremely guilty now though.

Please don't let this tempt anyone else into giving in!

[ColdShower]

This prostate massage thing sounds intriguing. If I'm ever back in MB mode, I may have to look into trying this.

Don't fret though, just get back on the horse.

good luck !

[Muz]

Thanks ColdShower an Squeeze.

I came once and I will leave it at that. I want to kick this MB habit, it's just gonna take more easing away than I thought. 40 days here come!

@ ColdShower. Prostate massage feels good, but anal play is not for everyone. If you do it one day, use lots of lube and take your time.

Something funny, check this out http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=smU9Pw6mU9U#

[Muz]

Just a couple of days done into my 40 day goal. Also, my fiancé is doing the same challenge after giving in to temptation. So we're in it together on the same time spen ABing. I wonder if she's ever had a WD... I'll ask when I get one, makes for interesting conversation.

[Muz]

I woke up very horny and nearly failed! I've been applying moisturizer after having a brazilian wax and was tempted to MB. I forced myself to stop before it was too late! Have to be so careful.

[Squeeze]

A Brazillian wax? Ugh! Ouch! Haha.

Must be a bit awkward for the waxer to do a random guy's junk, haha

[Muz]

I had a WD this morning only been 6 days since I last MB'd, so I was surprised. I'll keep my hands off and hope for more!

I woke at 7:30, but still sleepy went back to sleep. I then had a dream, I leaned over in the dream and found I could suck myself, auto-felatio. I've had a similar dream before. Although never physically been able to do the act.

I continued to suck and also deep-throated myself, making me orgasm and shoot a huge amount in my dream, I kept going trying to swallow as much as I could. Then I felt another wave of contractions, but realised I was waking, they are the real thing! I was sleeping naked, checked the sheets straight away, but there was not much semen, it was still kind of oozing out of me when I checked myself.

@ squeeze. The waxer is a very professional lady, doesn't really take notice of guys bits anymore, just sees the job at hand. We normally talk while she's working, about work, hobbies, sports... It didn't hurt very much this time, since it was just 6 weeks after the previous treatment.

[Overload]

Great!!! Congratulations!!

[Muz]

Thanks overload!
I'm back to day 1 though. Last night my partner and I had a sex-text session, both craving it. It feels so much better since we shared the moment, rather than just doing selfish MB.

Will not make a habit of it though. Back to AB, still aiming for 40 days! Christmas time.

[Muz]

I'm back on the forum after a break, broke my AB over the Christmas/new years, didnt MB, but had sex a few times. It was a happy break, but a little disappointed to have had sex when we said we wouldn't. Anyway... Back on the AB train again, New Years resolution is no MB whatsoever!

[Muz]

4 days in, since having sex to ejaculation. Haven't even had one erection, slight desire forming to ejaculate now, but feeling like I can ignor it easily I've got lots to do, so I'll be happy to sleep as much as I can every night. Also praying more to keep my mind clean.
Thanks for the support and interesting discussion from everyone on WDF

[believer94]

Keep going man,remember,you are stronger this time.

[Muz]

@believer: thanks man, also been reading your log, it's definitely encouraging, a reminder that we need to take control of our urges, hold it in the way god intended.


I'm at 7 days and 8 hours feelin fine. I have been riding bikes lots lately, and each night the temptation to MB is minimal as I'm so tired. So I'll keep it up, my goal... No sex till marriage (November 2013) and no more MB at all! I'm over setting short term goals, just gotta look at reality and make it work.

[repsaj]

Once you get the hang of it, your urge to MB goes down. Although, you can't escape those small urges MB (comparable to: when you are on a diet, you can't resist the urge to eat those darn chocolates).

[believer94]

I also love cycling man ,how many miles or kilometers do you cycle on average?what bike do you have,etc..

[Muz]

I also love cycling man ,how many miles or kilometers do you cycle on average?what bike do you have,etc..

I ride about 120-180km a week (80-120 miles). 120km of this is usuall commuting to/from work. The rest on the mountain bike in the bush.
I tend to ride hard most of that time, using a 1970's Australian made steel frame road bike converted to single speed (a good challenge to average 30km/h to and from work, especially up the hills). The mountain bike is a new Norco Sight 650B, so stoked to be riding it, goes like a rocket on the trails

I'm very lucky to live in the hills right next to a national park, so the riding is fun and challenging. Feeling very tired this week with rides of at least 90minutes for 4 days out of 7.

[Muz]

I'm into day 9 since last ejaculating. I had a very vivid sexual dream last night at about 4am. I dreamed that my fiancé was pleasuring me with her hands. I ejaculated and there was so much semen it was unbelievable. It was pooling up on my stomach and getting everywhere. I sprayed some on her too, and in the dream helped clean up by licking it off!

I woke up with a hard-on, but no WD. Maybe it's a sign I'm due for one soon?

[Muz]

Day 11
I've had another sex dream at about 5am after getting back to sleep from waking, going to the toilette and getting a drink. I was sleeping nude.
This time I can't remember why, but I started masturbating. I tried to pull my hand away, to say stop! But it was too late. I reached the point of no return... Then woke up... Realizing it was just a dream, my hands were above the covers, but at the same moment I was still ejaculating! so it was a wet dream I woke up with a shock though because at first it felt like I was peeing! So I tried to stop the flow till realizing what it really was.
There wasn't very much of it, nor did it last long, I'm glad that even in my dream I didn't want to give in to the temptation! I didn't make much mess as I was on my back when it happened, just like in the dream.

1st WD of 2013 for me the temptation to MB this morning has been high, but I have too much to do to allow that time to pleasure myself. It's just not an option to stroke it even. Breakfast time after a sleep in.

[Muz]

just starting day 13! nearly 2 weeks, and one WD

I've gotten over the urge to MB after having the WD, the urge is strongest the morning of waking up from the WD, and its a hurdle I've always stumbled on in the past. Now I'm past it, and well on the way to kicking the MB habit.

I really hope I get more frequent WD's! I'll be trying to keep hydrated in this hot weather, and sleep as best I can. however with the work schedule, I dont think I'll have many sleep-in's when WD's seem to happen most... it'll come when the time is right. I'll be patient.

[Muz]

Congrats on the WD buddy! Super excited to hear that you're getting back into the rhythm

Thanks 95! The encouragement is great. I'm going to take a little break from WDF, just a day or so. I'll post again at the 14 day mark
I hope your going well too!

[Muz]

Day 14 has just begun according to my timer from the last time I ejaculated from sex (only 3 days since my WD though) two weeks!

I'm about to get some sleep. Had a busy couple of days, 4 more to come! I've decided to try wearing briefs to bed, the have the advantage of keeping my package in one place, maybe they'll help being on more WD's... Maybe not. I've been feeling only mildly horny, too busy and hot to think about it too much anyways.

[LuvsCurvy]

How often do you have sex?

[Muz]

It's been sporadic due to a long distance relationship. So every 2-3 months we'll go for it a few times...
But, for the rest of 2013 we have agreed not to have sex and to avoid MB too.

[CalAsianGuy]

Congratulations on your engagement. From pure observation, long term relationships are difficult to handle and maintain. Props to you for making it happen. Also, congratulations on your first wet dream of the year. I am sure it was mess worth cleaning.

It's nice to see how both partners are in this together. One way streets can be difficult, especially if your partner is not supportive of your decision. Best luck to both of you. You have a long sex queue time ahead of you. I am sure there are many benefits to your decision to abstain. More than anticipated, even.

[Muz]

Day 15.
I'm enjoying a nice horny feeling, I'm guessing my prostate is full and sperm at maximum levels, my parts are sensitive to touch. I need to be carefull not to pleasure myself showering.

Given how I'm feeling, I hope another WD comes soon. I'm very happy that I've not had any worries of blue-balls or pain with this AB. I've not looked at porn, not even stroked it once. So I can confirm stopping everything erotic works!

Thanks Cal! It's never easy in such a close relationship, or a long distance one! I'm happier than ever though, knowing its going to be a relationship for ever! I have found "the one"

[Muz]

16 days, no MB or sex or porn
I'm writing now as I have morning wood hard-on and stupidly rubbed it against the bed, man it felt good! I stopped myself very quick! I will not fail! It is so easy to fall to temptation, much more rewarding to overcome it!

I have a feeling I'll get some blue-balls and congestion after this mornings arrousal... I'll be cycling to work, so I hope that takes the edge off. I pray for a big WD soon, to empty me and fulfill the urges that MB once did.

Keep going guys! Don't rub it, not even that little touch! It's too easy to go too far.

[repsaj]

agreed, did that once, ended up MBing to orgasm.

dont touch it!