DrWinner's Journal

[DrWinner]

Hello Everyone.

I just want to say, I've been reading your posts for about a month. But I didn't create any Profile.

It was my 11th Day today and I jerked off and masturbated. I cannot tell you how I'm feeling. I want to smack my head on
a wall.

I wonder how you get out of this feeling. But I again am trying to abstain from edging , porno and sex for 50 days now.

I won't masturbate. I am not here to have wet-dreams.If I get them , that's great. But even if I don't it's ok. I just want to have
a nice sexual life with any girl. I don't have a girlfriend. I love prostitutes. The high profile ones. All I want is when ever I have sex with them I just am able to have 6-7 shots . Each of 30-45 minutes. Before I used to abstain a little bit.But for continuous masturbating for 2 years. I decided to abstain again. The reason is: too much of anything, including porno, masturbation , sex or anything. Just spoils the fun and there is no fun left of it. Where as when you abstain, you have the good feeling and after sometime having sex makes you feel good and strong. I have a hobby of dancing and clubbing.But for 50 days , I wont go for clubbing, rather I will try to learn dancing for 50 days (including bboying). Rest I really don't have a hobby. I just want to be a good dancer. It was hard to abstain for 11-12 after continuous masturbating for two years. But I have a target. It was really shameful when a pros told me you shouldn't masturbate. But she was right. After one shot I was dead and couldn't have more sex.

I want good sex and I want to get rid of masturbation by making sex my habbit . So I am on Day 1 now. Masturbated once 3 hours back.

Please give me as many advices as you can. I will try to be normal, do my dancing thing, job and sleep and maintain a healthy life with a healthy diet.

Kindly give me advices on Diet, How to abstain from many things that can make me lead to edging, how much time I should come to this forum. What should I think off. Though for myself, I decided to give my 1000 % energy on dancing . It's fun with exercise. Also no edging, no prono and hands off from dicky dick should work. With a cool mind of thinking how much great I will feel after 50 days

[DrWinner]

Hey DrWinner, welcome to the forum!

I think if you do a lot of looking around on here you'll see that there's not necessarily one diet, or one activity, or one of anything that makes AB easier, or more effective. The best thing you can do is have a balanced life, eat healthy, and keep your hands off your penis, especially when it's hard.

It sounds like learning to dance is a great energy outlet for you, you might even see a difference in that when you get used to AB.

You'll see a lot of benefits that reach far beyond more sexual satisfaction, you just have to remain committed, and don't feel defeated if you happen to MB, it happens to the best of us. Just get back on the AB train and keep riding!

Thanks. Yah back to AB training and Dancing. My mission is to be a good and great dancer. Though my real target is 50 days and I wont masturbate .. I'll just go for some regular sex. For today.. I saw a girl, errr but leave it. She can't kill my dreams. I was just thinking how would I feel if I saw her as a Wetdreamer

I am just chilling gonna dance and sleep .

[DrWinner]

Day 2 went really cool. Felt horny, but it's ok. I liked that. Specially when I saw a girl. It was cool.

Day 3 is also going great and no issues with horniness. I'm sleeping , but when I wake up. I like the penis standing with some t-buzz... lol Thats so hot , and better than masturbation

[DrWinner]

It's going great and easy. Nothing to worry. I am killing my time very easily. Dancing, Working, and chatting with a friend of mine.. That's it. Listening songs and all that... well this time I may post after many days to see how fast do the days pass

[commandokid]

Keep up the effort, it is a great thing to stop mb. I know because I did. It's tough at first but it does get easier.

[DrWinner]

Keep up the effort, it is a great thing to stop mb. I know because I did. It's tough at first but it does get easier.

Thanks for the comment. I need replies like these from you guys..


Well I think I should reply now ! Half of the Day 7 is passed and I will be so busy that the whole Day 7 will pass.

Well for everyone, I just want to tell about this ' Just Rush ' situation, where you don't have control on your mind.

After passing the seven days almost. I learned that controlling masturbation is easy . But only if :

You think less about it.
Be busy...
Be energetic..
No edging
No Touching to penis
Not rushing and closing your mind when your in that 'Unconscious' mode of your brain


But once in a while, your brain makes you crazy, for example if you even see a newscaster you are like waoo.. and you end up saying, lets find some better hot girl in porno.. and always try to rationalize and forget everything that how it feels to be on day 1, how it feels to lose your energy with knowing the fact that masturbation is good for 10 minutes, but it gives a headache for many days...headache in a way that you need to Start from Day 0 to stop masturbation. So I realized on the situation where I say it's ok I should just masturbate and nothing happens, I should just leave my brain and don't let it think too much. Infact, thinking to ' Not think too much ', itself is thinking. Just move your mind to something else . But don't rationalize to masturbate. It was something which I learned today. I made myself happy that I would rather save my energy for daily use and sexual purposes in future than just jerking on a woman, which I can never get in porno.

so it's cool to be on Day 7. I am alone infront of my Pc and I'm just chilling. Stopping Masturbation is not that hard as people say.

[Overload]

Thanks for tips! I'll try them, hope they'll work for me too. Good luck!

[DrWinner]

Thanks for tips! I'll try them, hope they'll work for me too. Good luck!

I hope they work for you. But I forgot to say.. is about stress. If you keep yourself in stress....like thinking of the problems you have in your life... that creates another reason for Masturbation.Infact, Stress, boredom all these things are not good for us..

[DrWinner]

Well. I should be ashamed.But I really don't need too. I am back to Day one after my stupid mistakes of taking so much stress and finding stupid ways like facebook(sexual profile) to chat on and other shit... I skipped my dancing practice today too. I've been a bad boy.

What I really learned.. is stress sucks and using internet without any reason is like doing suicide for wetdreams.. they'll never come.

But improved in many ways. No.1 I know I produce a lot of thick volume semen, which I saw after many years of my life.

No.2. I Masturbate just once and then don't think to do it again.

No.3 I don't feel guilty.. I just know why I did it and next time. I shouldn't cheat my ownself.

No.4. Pushing yourself is ok, but not that much that you brake up into pieces. So I'm gonna have a small target now.

What I really want.. is some regular sex after 15 days. . now I am sure I can go on for 15 days easily. Rest I think I will always keep learning..but yay, my self control is above my imagination now. Next time I won't miss my special ' Dancing practice'.. it always kept me cool and I ended up sleeping. Today I didn't sleep and I ended up being lazy thinking about 100 of stupid problems which I really have. I will post soon.

Wait but I didn't edge for 08 days at all. .and you know the sperm was like coming and not stopping.. All the time I was herking fucking hell alot of sperm was coming.. my whole pants from bottom , back , front were wet... I have a fan on and its 20-30 minutes passed.. and its still wet... I need to take a shower lol

but yah. This time I'll be a good boy .. Energetic + Active + With a lot of hope + No sex +No porno + No Edging + No Facebook or any stupid thing... I'll be clean. I love the energy.. Really it's so awesome. But 2 times sex once in a month is what I deserve come on. I'm almost 25. I deserve that atleast. I just want sex to be the part of my sexual life . Not Masturbation... I hope I'm going good.. once I forget how and when I used to Masturbate. I'm sure passing a months will be easy.. but for now it's cool...

Sorry for the long story.. I'm still happy that I have the hope and confidence in me ...i'm not smashing my head on a wall. I'm just dancing on the confidence.. Back to Day 1

I'm back to dancing and gonna do the same cool things which I did in past 20 days and won't mess.. and it's a small target 15 days.. so im sure I am gonna reach it .. once I reach it . I'll just add + 1 .. and see till when I can control...

Bye for now !!