Rey's Logs :D

[Rey92]

Finally made my own diary. I didn't think of doing this before as I look to other's diary. LOL
I'll keep a record everyday as much as possible...

[Rey92]

So my class today starts at 7.30am and ends at 6pm.
Only to find out that there's no professors... duh...
I just wasted my time in our classroom. Instead, we did so much fun with my classmates laughing the whole time making fun of "Film" titles. We made our own hilarious dirty titles LOLOLOLOLOLOL.

After that, me and friend went to 5th floor to wait for her girl friend and talk about poops whilst waiting. Then, after my friend's girl friend class ended, we went down to eat and then went straight home. That was tiring! I was tired yet didn't do anything productive today. ughh.

I wasn't horny all day? LOL fortunately.

[Rey92]

I woke up with a fever and did not do anything productive today.... sigh. I thought me and friends gonna eat out and watch film in my place... Weather is not cooperating that's why. It was windy all day. I hope the typhoon shall leave as very soon.

So I can't do anything about me having a fever, lol I decided to play video games instead. Then, I got tired and went back to sleep. I went back to sleep 'cause last night I went to bed early at 7pm. I sneak up and logged in, then I saw it was only 1am!!!! LOL

No ones in the chat-room so I just scroll down a bit on tumblr. After I finish looking at fan pictures, I went back to my room trying to be sneaky as much as possible. As I have expected, I wasn't able to sleep so I listen to dance music and dance all the way through 4am. I got tired and sit back and listened to metal. I love ADTR so much! They're like the best band I found ever.

Then awhile ago, while I was napping, I almost had a WD. lol I hate the feeling when I feel like I'm going to explode then woke up and almost startled. I woke up with my heart beating so fast. hahaha

~Rey

[Overload]

Aw, hope you'll get better soon, dude! Take care of yourself.

[Rey92]

Thanks 95! I'm doing great now!!!
I feel so happy today. No classes tomorrow, 'cause of bad weather. Don't have to worry about the 2nd round of our quiz. LOL I'm so saved although I'm prepared, I feel like my effort from reviewing was wasted again.


Anyway, it's weird that I wasn't or I didn't feel any libido the whole week? It's irregular really.

Then, I was feeling wet down there since yesterday. Don't know why, I feel like my tank is loose.
So anyways. It's my 1 week of AB

[Rey92]

After the flood, me and my classmate went to our friend's house and helped clean. Or I should say, we went there to clean their house. LOL We volunteered to clean their house 'cause my friend and her family are devastated by the flood. The water was above my waist.

At least it wasn't hight unlike last year, the water was above roof.

I also brought some relief goods so they have something to stuff on their tummies, they can't cook properly as their things are all wet, even their clothes and utensils.

I'm so glad, at least at the end, the friend went with me really helped a lot. I thought she's going to bug me but no, she dedicated her whole day, our whole day at my friend's place. Me and friend (the one who went with me) cleaned the whole house! Can you imagine that???

We cleaned the whole house! In one day! The house is full of mud and shits all over the floor.

Earlier, there, I fetched water. aaaah I lifted 16 containers of water. That was tiring.

At least, we don't have to spend my time here at my cousins' place doing nothing. LOL
To be honest, my purpose of going there is to help. Help and tadaaaa. LOL I felt like I'm cleaning my own devastated property.

At the end of the day, they thanks us. Which is a relief for them, and sort of workout for us.

I'm glad, classes tomorrow are suspended again. NO midterm test. haha

[Rey92]

Heh, I'm more blessed that I have her as my best friend. She's the most amazing person I've ever met together with her girlfriend. They're both amazing and adorable persons. Yeah, they're lesbian couples.

It's really rewarding to have them and helped them.

I don't think I can be happy without them.

And we're gonna see each other tomorrow (Tuesday) because classes have already resumed. Very excited to go to the university. haha

About my AB, I lost my count lol. It's ok, I'll start counting today (Monday). I think I'm already in my 2 weeks (probably more than 14 days that's why I said I lost count) but I'll start 1 today so I won't be discouraged. OMG I'm so proud I'm AB for 2 weeks now.

P.S. my lesbian couple friends wants to play with me. I'm thinking about it. I'll decline to their offer. I primarily don't want to change anything so I'll decline.

Those girls are kind of being challenging sometimes.

[Rey92]

In my first subject, prof called me Big Boy. I don't know if she's just being sweet but I feel embarrassed. Classmates are laughing at me. I'll take it as a sweetness and adoration. Prof was a good joker and she's actually sweet to some people.

oh gosh, the test was hard!!!! Arrrrggghhhh
I wasn't able to answer all the questions even with wrong answer. That was... not a good start. Hmmmm
Well yeah, it was really hard. I know for myself that I reviewed my notes very well. I almost memorised every single topic. It was just hard really.

Anyway, it happened that Quiz 2 was easy for me even though it wasn't included in the hand outs given to us 'cause it's all about promissory notes from the previous subject I failed last semester. Then Quiz 3... fuck, all the the topics I studied and memorised suddenly vanished from my brain... Maybe I didn't reviewed that very well. I was saying in my mind while answering, "Damn, I know this all." Many parts in Quiz 3 was left blank. Damn, Asian standards LOL

It's really challenging from the beginning 'cause the prof didn't taught all those stuffs from the hand outs she given to us. I studied them on my own.

After the tough quiz, my mind is full of fuck. Literally full of sex hahahah I was fantasizing the whole period. Kind of rewarding after a tough quiz. Suddenly, the girl I'm fantasizing seats on my side and started joking.
She's really good at making me laugh and smile.

Over-all, today I wasn't horny. Really approving.

[Rey92]

I had another orgasm while sleeping but no release. OMG this is getting frequent.
I'm liking it. hahah It's weird though... Having an orgasm with no release and only two spasms or one sharp sensation whilst sleeping.
Then it wakes me up starting to get hard.


I had these orgasms after my official first week of AB.

Do you think I'm closed to WD? I'm almost done with my two weeks. I'm getting nervous! I might wake up one of these days wetting my sheets. hahah

Typical day for me. Wasn't horny all day and was just fantasizing.

[Overload]

Interesting, I hope you're close to a WD. I had dry-WDs before but not that frequent, I don't have any idea about your situation. Good luck!

[Rey92]

Thanks Overload! Hopefully within this month I'll have my first WD.

[Rey92]

OMG today I finally went out of our flat! Good weather actually, that's why. I met with my group-mates for a feasibility study. We met in a mall and went shopping for our ingredients and recipe for our product testing. I cooked shiitake mushroom patty, tofu patty and black bean patty. The shiitake burger turned out so well and it was so good!!! Yum! The tofu and black bean was just so-so. LOL

Preparing the black bean burger actually looks like shit. Like, literally looks like shit. Just texture. LOL When I was done cooking it, it really looks like ordinary meat patty. You can mistakenly recognise it as a meat patty. It was salty 'cause my group-mates actually bought the canned black beans. And damn, they're hilarious 'cause they bought a bunch of parsley. I told them, "What you gonna do with that?"

I didn't prepared the tofu burger, I handed it to my other group-mates because I was so tired after preparing and cooking shiitake burger and black bean burger. I was walking back and forth all the time whilst cooking... (damn I'm so tired, I just want to update this)


I thought I'm going to experience SE whilst in our way to my classmate's place
'cause the road to them was really rough. I hit my head many times and I was dizzy when we arrived. sigh my whole body was rocking and bouncing inside the vehicle.

[Rey92]

I can't vent here.


Sorry.


My family is a bit messy right now.


On the other hand, I jumped to the fact that this girl who's checking me out and hitting me is coming over and going to join in our over-night film-watching on Tuesday. God. She'll fuck me!

[Rey92]

Cool! I had so much fun in the chat yesterday. I wasn't able to update my log last night because I was so tired from working out. I logged in just check out people in the chat and stayed for a bit.

I was watching porn whilst working out.

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaand our group project which is Market and Financial Statement draft is due on Wednesday and group-mates are coming over early today and they're gonna stay until tomorrow. It's going to be an over-night project. Sigh... Oh well, it's our first time do an over-night group project whilst other groups are doing it many times hahah.

We're done with the first product testing and now we have to finish the whole feasibility study this week. Great chance of finishing this project because we don't have a class for the whole week!!!

For now, we just aiming to finish Financial Statement. It's not the easiest but it's full of schedules and pricing and 5-year projections.

Sigh because of my family problems and about this project, I only had my time working out last night.

[Rey92]

Damn, hoorraayyy!!! I'm horny again!

Just thinking my friends will come over tomorrow made me horny today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


At least I'm sexually active again and the real challenge is on now.

Now the battle for AB had begun.

[Rey92]

Spell sleep

Y-o-u a-r-e n-o-t g-o-i-n-g t-o s-l-e-e-p.

[Rey92]

I mentioned that I'm horny again. I'm horny. Horny while writing this. I hate this feeling... I'm dizzy and and horny. I love it. No, wait I don't think so. Someone.

[Rey92]

So I was horny awhile ago fantasising. Damn, so when I'm horny my tummy hurts. Why is that?

Anyway, I'm glad my group were able to submit our fourth draft of our feasibility study report. Bad thing, is that, we submitted the wrong one. LOL so our prof can't make any corrections to our draft as our leader wasn't able to make it to attend our class because he tried to fix and edit our current draft. I'm so so so so not feeling good about my other group-mate who isn't interested, not having any concerns and no help at all! She was talking to me awhile ago and I wish she noticed how furious I am to her. She's no help at all. Duh! Can't deal with that so we're letting it be. Nothing will happen good and we will not accomplish anything if we're going to argue and fight over her being unhelpful at all. Even moral support or any concerns through text messaging you can't hear or receive from her. Ugh ugh ugh. She's one of my closest friend in the classroom yet she's the laziest one!

Another good thing and fortune for me is that, either ready or not, I studied and reviewed my notes last night and we didn't take our quiz today. Prof was in a meeting. After the checking our draft, I went down and peed and had the most awesome delicious juice drink ever in my whole life and headed back and instead, my best friends called me and we had a conversations about our film party tomorrow. If you can remember the girl I'm talking about in the chat who's checking me and asking me out in the chat; dudes, and gentlemen, she admitted to us that she's bisexual!!! Whoa... all my hopes... Gone. I'm sorry if I'm offending someone who's bisexual here but I can't be with a bi because I can't handle someone who can fall in love with another (in general) person. Imagine if she happened to cheat on me with either a girl or a guy. I'm not really comfortable with that. Well, who knows, time will come. Our fate is not in my hands. Still, we can be together or whatnot. So by the way, instead of heading back to the classroom, we had this convo and avoided checking the papers LOL

After doing some school works, we had our lunch in another classroom. Then, we headed to the fifth floor and looked for Cathy (Ella's gf. Ella and Cathy are lesbian couples and my only two best friends 5ever ) We walked through East wing and found her in the North wing. I told Ella that her classroom is in the North wing and we found Cathy heading to her classroom. We talked for a bit about the plans for tomorrow. Damn, gonna have a dare for tomorrow's film party. Eh.

We sat in the balcony of North wing and waited there for 3 hours. Ella and me had so many topics. Mostly about sex, being a boyfriend and her being a girlfriend and etc. Then, this girl who I had a crush on walked by and I told Ella that she's my crush since second year and told her that she's a lesbian too. It turns out that the guy she approached is her boyfriend. (I just made fun of her) Ella made a disappointing face at me and told me that better luck next time. Oh well, and I told her that she's just boyish because her bag is a backpack, wearing a snickers and she's pretty cool and she's cute! (taking aback of what I said)

Then, we switched back at talking about how Cathy performs LOL. The conversation went dead and I started singing. I sang Teenage Dream by Katy Perry for her and sang along. I can't really get over that song. I really like it. I sing it every time I take a shower, I told her. Then sang again and again.

So Karen, the girl (and the bisexual) who really has something for me texted. Followed by her ex-boyfriend, asking us if we're gonna make the plan for tomorrow. Since, they just broke up recently, Karen wouldn't want to go if Charles is going. So in that part, we're pretty much messed up and reconfirmed the party and vice versa. The party is still going-on tomorrow and we're gonna make alot of excuses and escapes. Ha. Ha. ha.

6pm, Cathy's class is over and we headed back to her classroom and found her walking back from the C.R. We planned to eat to the restaurant which offers eat-all-you-can porridge. As we reach down to the ground floor, walking straight, Ella pointed at Paulo (my former best friend who went out of his closet recently), and I frantically covered my face because he suddenly looked at his back. We turned left so we can avoid his attention. Damn, it's hard to avoid someone who used to be your friend. Well, anyway it's because of his change of behaviour is my concern why I neglected him. I feel sorry about that. I really don't mind having a LGBT friend as long as you're a good person, we can get a long forever. As we make our way to the restaurant, we pretended like we're stalking him and it turns out that Paulo's way home is the same way to the restaurant. I don't know if he caught us but either way, I didn't talk to him.

We had our orders and ate our porridge and talked about our plans. These two girls are so awkward, Cathy told Ella that she's on her period and Ella is the only one who can be benefited tomorrow (yeah about sex). LOL Then, the topic about dares popped out again. LOL Talking about "take it off, take it off" dare turned me on and made me horny whilst eating! hahahaha can't get over with that. So, tomorrow, I'll be their bitch and going to be a stripper and everything. I like how I made friends like them. They're really open and have a vast knowledge about everything... and doing it. I also like how we declare ourselves as families. Ooohhhhhh. So I'll be their audience when they do it. Karen and me, well yeah.

So anyway, I told them that I'm not going to break my AB. Hah I already reached more than one month and told them that I'm waiting for something. I asked them that what if I'm going to have a WD tonight and Cathy told me that, in that case, I lost it. I added and said that it's unlimited, I won't run out of it. The two of them asked me to buy condoms and

Tonight is my 33rd day. Quite chuffed I made it through one month of AB. I'm aiming to have a WD. Good luck wit you guys for WD.

PS: sorry if this is long... This is a full report and my diary. Read it, and it's appreciated.

[abstainftw]

Nice! Keep Going!! You can do it!

[Rey92]

Thanks abstain.
You can do it too. Self-discipline.

[Rey92]

1 September~!!!!

I completed August. This is so rewarding!
And besides, I'm so FRICKING HORNNYYY. I woke up with no raging boner but I was horny. Super horny hahahaha
I miss this feeling so much. So I'm horny again, welcome back stomach ache! EEEeeeeek.

The real challenge is on, yeah!

Aaaah September. I will complete September too with WD or no WD. I don't mind.




For now, today is my 36th day. Mid-term test is waiting for me. E-bank should be easy! I studied enough. Enough, because I'm already used to Promissory notes, security features of notes and in-bank transactions. I'll do my best to get a perfect score.


Have a nice day, everyone.

[chenhu]

[Overload]

Congrats dude!

[Rey92]

Thanks, CH, 95 and Overload

This is going through until the end of the year and beyond!


42nd day!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I had a weird dream last night. In my dream, I was playing with my guy cousin with red toy soldiers. We're in an Indian-style seating position. MY cousin is just playing with a bunch of red toy soldier and I was watching him bumping the toys... Soon, as I look down in my legs, and fluid was flowing! I thought it was urine, but I touched it and it was thick. My semen was clear and thick. I can't remember the other details but my dream shifted to another scene. In the scene of my dream, I was in a place or in a yard. There's an Arabic style house and garden. Then, there was my sis. I can't remember the full details, sorry, but in that place I was locked up and later I started cumming. In one dream I had two SEs.

It's funny how I forgot that I had those dreams when I woke up, then remembering that I have them later.

[Eleazar]

Congratulations, Rey, with reaching day 42!!! Rock on, buddy.

[Rey92]

Congratulations, Rey, with reaching day 42!!! Rock on, buddy.

Thanks! You too, good luck!

[eclipsed]

Whoah! Crazy! So you didn't wake up til both of them were over, or did you just go back to sleep after the first wet dream?

(What does SE mean anyway haha)

[Rey92]

Whoah! Crazy! So you didn't wake up til both of them were over, or did you just go back to sleep after the first wet dream?

(What does SE mean anyway haha)

SE means Spontaneous Ejaculation
I never had a wet dream. I said, it was weird for me because I had an SE twice in my dream. I still think it's a weird dream in spite of being aware of this kind of dreams. It's my first weird dream for ages! As far as I can remember this year, I don't have any sexual dream. Other guys here are envious because they dream about sex or anything about pleasure more frequently than I am.

And honestly, it's my first time dream ejaculating and it's twice! hahah Really weird! I had sexual dreams before but it didn't lead to WD or anything. So it's a record for me.

And oh yeah, welcome to the forum!

[eclipsed]

Thank you, and oh, I see haha.

(when I see SE, the "jizz in my pants" song rings in my head)

I don't know if I've ever ejaculated in a dream though I know I've had many dreams of sexual tendencies. For some reason I like sexual dreams. They're fun, haha.

Well good luck to you on your first wet dream then Hope we both get to experience it one time or another!

[Rey92]

I have my free day today!!! AAAAAh

Yesterday was half of the moment of truth LOL We presented our product, which is mushroom burger. I was so angry at myself the other day because the grocery I shopped in doesn't have the shiitake mushroom Ugh! So I grabbed Champiniognes button mushroom. It didn't taste the same with the usual mushroom, but still, it's good. The first trial I made earlier the other day was bland.. hahaha I'm used to cooking with less salt. My cousin tasted and said, it lacks some saltiness. I added cheese but I used the quick-melt cheese and it didn't cook easier. It sticks in the griddle pan.

My mistake was, I forgot, I have to heat the pan if I'm going to use quick-melt cheese. So, the patties I cooked early yesterday was still pretty good. It's just not the patties I was expecting. I wasn't able to re-adjust because I have no more time to add more eggs and oats. Still, the prof liked it! She told me to lessen the extenders (oats and bread crumbs). She gave the samples to the faculty. We're the first one to present because I have to kill my agony already! Over-all, it was good!!! My bestfriend told me that, it's better to be accompanied by rice than sandwiched hahahah

I prepared 5 patties because some of the mixture was for taste-test and I should have made the patties thinner or smaller because I was sorry for not giving the other groups some samples to taste. I was able to taste the samples of my classmates of most of them are good! My lunch was free! I was stuffed just tasting their samples

I wasn't able to taste my best friend's sample because they only prepared for presentation. They made dimsums made from fish. It sucks because all the time from that period, I feel like my best friends is not cool with me. I'm just there trying to get her attention.

I feel bad for asking the prof for the test... I can't help it!!! She said while tasting our burger, "We're not done yet , ok?" She said that because we're supposed to take the exam last Tuesday but we're messy when she arrived. I don't know, maybe she wasn't in the good mood because maybe she was also stuck from the flood like I was. So we're all late in the class but classmates made it in the right time before prof arrived. The class president followed prof in her office and president told us that the exam is postponed. The president was yelled The prof was really mad.

Yesterday was the test right after the presentation... My instincts are so reliable!!!! OMG I can't believe it. I'll rely on my instincts from now on (except from sex ) So I was actually wondering why did I bring my notes... I was just thinking that I might need it later. So yeah... I needed it. I thought studied enough but... I don't know if I will pass the test if the Prof did see us. The Prof assigned another student from another section to distribute the papers and watched us. So, the student is our good friend and all of the classmates were pretty much copying each others answers. Dude, I don't know, I'm so so sorry!!! Yeah, I cheated!!! Well, all of us actually! but... the test was so difficult!!! 180 items of bloody definition of terms, 5 enumerations and 1 draw-the-chart.

Yeah, I know the answers for most of the questions, but... I gave it a try (I cheated for the first time ) Good thing all of us memorised the Republic Acts, Presidential Decrees, and Non-bank terms. But then, I forgot most 'em or maybe I didn't review my notes enough. So yeah I'm sorry for cheating.

After the test, me and Ella went to the fifth floor to see Cathy. After that, I went to the market to have hair cut. I feel fresh and handsome! Short hair! I went straight to my flat (My I-used-to-own flat) and cooked some instant noodles and ate. Then, get naked and lay down. I set the alarm to 19:30. I was there for about 16:00 and woke up 4:00 WTF
I woke up, not sure if 4pm then I checked my phone there were two messages and it was 4:30!!!! My aunt texted me to go home and not stay to someone's place and take care. Man, I slept for 13 hours!!! So went out of my room and murmuring "omg, my aunt will kill me". I decided to go back to sleep and woke up at 6:30. 9am, my mum texted me and gave me another threat (I'm used to it) for not going home.

Today is Thursday and I thought today is my free day... Damn, I haven't got any rests. I transferred the accounts from Excel to Word for our final draft. OMG hahahaah I wish my group leader will finish it. It took me 4 hours just doing copy-paste of amounts... damn, table adjusting and formatting is a total pain in the ass. it's super difficult!!! I don't know what I did but, I'm sure the first time I reformatted the tables were fine... It was late when I actually found out for easier transferring.

Still this is not a good day. hahah My aunt will probably scold me later...

Today is my 51st day of AB...
I made it... I was actually touching myself when I was in my bed in my room in my flat. I stopped and became angry at myself. Told myself that I'm not gonna break this day. I already reached this day so I'm not gonna blow it. BUT IT WAS FREAKING FEELS SO GOOD TO TOUCH.

I need to fix my sleeping schedule I hate taking a nap. For instance, I go to bed at 1pm (nap) and wakes up either 5pm or 5am. It's always like that. If I sleep early like 8pm because I'm tired and didn't take a nap, I'll wake up at 2am. This is not really good actually
If I sleep at my regular routine of 10pm or to 12am, I never fail to wake up at 6am. Nonetheless, I'll have to wake up at 4am I have a school every Tuesday.

This is my most busiest week ever!!! I'm sorry for the guys out there in the chat if I'm online but not responding... I'm doing something else. I'll say bye if I'm going, nevertheless.

Have a nice day and God bless! Always stay cool, gentlemen. I almost blew up my record
Hopefully, WD soon.