Rey's Logs :D

[Rey92]

I had a WD yesterday afternoon, but I can't remember the dream. I woke up with the mess all over the place and sweaty.

Later, that night, I mb lol hahah

REset Reset. At least I had a WD in less than a week

[ruqas]

Congrats dude!!! I'd probably MB after one too... haha

[Eleazar]

Congratulations, Rey!!!

[Overload]

Congratulations, dude!!!!

[Rey92]

Thanks guys...

[Rey92]

Sunday big time failure super ouch headache man.

Day 2 headache/

I should count how many days is this headache too after orgasm...

I had 1 week headache after my first WD... Let's see how long this second one will take. After that, suicide.

I quit. But I can't simply quit


I don't know what to do, I can't even concentrate in my studies

[Overload]

Take some pills, maybe it's not related with MB or WD. You should see a doctor if it's too bad, in my opinion.

[Rey92]

I feel sad too....................


Uhm I don't know really.


This morning, I went out just to buy a strawberry sundae. I walked my way out of the neighbourhood. Let's just say that the nearest McDonalds is far away....

[Rey92]

Yeah sorry, no posts lately.


Dream update. I had an erotic dream again! This time is not something super can-cause-horniness thing.

I was with someone. I cannot remember who it was but I think it was a guy. We are hiding from someone but at the same time, we're hunting for someone. Kind of being stealthy right there lol. We're in a building. It's open. Though it's black and white, I'm certain, the building is unfinished. No walls, just support beams and concrete posts. I'm sorry, I cannot describe what are the colours of the place. But I think it's just plain cement colours.

I was walking in stance of holding a gun on my right (weird, I'm not righty LOL) kind of like Leon Kennedy from Resident Evil.

I'm nearing on something but suddenly, there was a blinding light.

Next thing I remember, I'm in a bed with this guy on the other bed. There was four bed. It's weird, there's a whole on top. Like a hollow from upper floor and there are some huge roots of a tree on the headboard of our beds.

I don't know what happened next, but next thing I can remember was this guy is already humping a woman!!! I just shrugged and suddenly a woman appeared on top of me. (As usual) This woman forced me to have sex with her and then I just cried there while she's screwing me.

Again, things shifted from another time, we're already four pairs having sex LOL.

And that's all is what I can remember. It's weird, why there was a huge root? Did we fall from the building? I don't know but it's kind of magic hahaha.


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Do you think, there's a "it's time to have boner" time? I woke up from that dream but I had no boner. I checked my phone and it was 2.30am when I woke up. I read some emails for a few minutes and went back to sleep. When I woke up, it was already 5am and I had a raging boner!!! I guess 5am is boner time? Because I always wake up at 5am or later and I always have boner since I started my second try of AB after I had my first WD.


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Ok the reason why I didn't post anything from the past few day is that I had personal problems and was depressed. And then, I had to cheer up some friends here so I refrained from reading and opening others' logs and responding. So I'm back!!!

I was in the chat more often those times because I needed to talk to someone. I just need to talk. That's all. I've been asking for other guys' MSN because it's a good alternative when others are not available in WDF chat.

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AB is going very well. Not horny at those depressing times yeah I would abnormal if I was lololololol. So I'm happy and now I'm horny and been fantasizing hahahaha. Do you guys experienced this, when you're not even horny but you're so itchy to jerk off?



Rey














Shoutout for Overload and mbfree!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[Overload]

Interesting dream, Rey. Maybe those shifts are related to depression, cause I'm having same troubles these days.

Do you think, there's a "it's time to have boner" time? I woke up from that dream but I had no boner. I checked my phone and it was 2.30am when I woke up. I read some emails for a few minutes and went back to sleep. When I woke up, it was already 5am and I had a raging boner!!! I guess 5am is boner time? Because I always wake up at 5am or later and I always have boner since I started my second try of AB after I had my first WD.

Doesn't happen to me often. I know that men have many erections while sleeping, maybe you've became sensitive to these hard erections. Wait until your stress goes, then you can sleep better IMO.

Ok the reason why I didn't post anything from the past few day is that I had personal problems and was depressed. And then, I had to cheer up some friends here so I refrained from reading and opening others' logs and responding. So I'm back!!!

I was in the chat more often those times because I needed to talk to someone. I just need to talk. That's all. I've been asking for other guys' MSN because it's a good alternative when others are not available in WDF chat.

I think God created you and me almost the same I kept writing, that's the only difference.

AB is going very well. Not horny at those depressing times yeah I would abnormal if I was lololololol. So I'm happy and now I'm horny and been fantasizing hahahaha. Do you guys experienced this, when you're not even horny but you're so itchy to jerk off?

I had that feeling yesterday. Kinda weird.

Keep going, and don't make us miss you!

[Rey92]

Hey Oz... Awwwwwwwwwwww Awwwwwwwwwwww Awwwwwwwwwwwww Awwwwwwwwwwww man. hahahah

Thanks for making me smile! Oh hahahaha this is so nice!!! Thank you buddy. Thanks alot!!!


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So Eleazar, Zach and me had an erotic dream that's set in a building!!! Wow!!! Pretty amazing!!! What's going on? Building seems so significant. 'Sup with buildings, huh?

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OMG I've never been horny whilst in class hahahaha I'm dying I was super horny my tummy was in pain. What's worse, the class was waaaaaaaaay toooooo borrrriiiiingggggg1!!!
Thank heavens I read the book yesterday and fortunately I wasn't called for recitation, otherwise I could have jizzed in my pants hahahahaha



Rey

[Rey92]

FAIL!!! LOL

Supposed to be Nth Day today. xD

[Rey92]

I can't keep up with AB

Though I'm not really counting how many days I'm on, it's supposed to be more motivating. Well it is, but today I slipped.

It's just weird and strong. I woke up horny. I ate breakfast really horny and almost threw up. I washed my clothes horny. I was fine when I logged in and talked to sir Mike and Ian but then the our internet had a problem and wasn't able to connect until 4pm. So anyway, I can't internet and so I became horny again. I watched porn on my phone and locked my room. I fells asleep for about an hour. Still horny. Relatives are gone because other relatives flew back to Canada and so, I'm alone. I played video games. Playing video game whilst horny like a boss. I WAS DAMN SUPER HORNY WHILST PLAYING WTF And so I gave in, I did it. lol Oh by the way, the batteries of the controller drained and went out to buy. Still, I was horny riding bike and went back and continued playing and then above happened.


This one's interesting. I don't usually leak lots of cum after ejac or MB or when all cleaned up. I cleaned up, wiped off everything and got up all cleaned up. I washed my hands, grabbed a bowl and ate some spaghetti. Whilst eating, I checked down, and WTF, my shorts was so messy!!! I don't know if cousin saw my shorts it would be more embarrassing if my girl cousin saw it.

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I really like how I always dream nice dreams lately and not those usual yucky erotic dreams lol. Last night I dreamt about Kardashians xD

[Rey92]

I think it's worth trying. I'll do an experiment. I'll pause AB. I'll jerk off everyday starting today. Sooo... see ya hahahahah

[Overload]

Good luck on your experiment! If you're gonna do what I did as an experiment before, I hope you'll be more successful than me. Enjoy yourself dude

Best wishes!

[Rey92]

Today is DAY 4 of my experiment.


I quit, it doesn't work. I still get headaches after orgasm. Like right now. I did it for about less than half an hour right now, and I still have headache. But. But. It's tolerable. It's not like the same ache I get. I'm still dizzy though.

So I'll stop the experiment today. There's nothing I can do but just take meds for it. I'll carry on on my AB starting today. *Oh how I hate jerking off* I'm serious, I hate it now.

I seriously reminded myself from the previous days that I had to jerk off. Gosh, how was that? It's like, "hey buddy, don't forget to jerk off"

I almost forgot to jerk off yesterday. (this is hilarious)

From the experiment I conclude that, I start to have headache when I'm horny, then goes away when I'm jerking off. Then after orgasm, I get a pulsating headache then stops and just stay there (not the pulse, but just headache) and goes away after a couple of minutes. Sometimes, the headache stays for like; the longest I suffered from it was one week. My aunt blames internet for having headaches

I'm not sure, but, aren't you supposed to have lesser cum when you jerk off consecutively? I still shoot like, 2 feet. Damn. It's just really messy everywhere.



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Dream update

I had an almost-literally-WD yesterday. I was in a closed space are, I was just standing there. I felt like I needed to pee. I almost did it, but I had a good timing. I woke up before I released it. I got up and I was really feeling need to pee!!!!!! WTF, I almost peed in my bed again!!! I'm in the top bunk, and what if I peed and my roommate could have been showered in my peee!!! WTF, seriously! If it happened, I'll die. LOL It would be my 3rd time to pee in the bed.


Either way if it was a NE, I'd be pissed off too because, I like erotic dream not the usual peeing dream and then woke up with cum lol.



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Oh by the way, I touched boobs the other day. Saw amazing boobs on the same day. And yesterday, amazing boobs and slapped a butt. Yay!

[Rey92]

I want boobs right now.

Please I want to touch boobs

[Overload]

I didn't know that touching boobs can be addictive

Stay strong dude!

[Rey92]

They can! Especially when a girl is actually letting you poke them or stare at them

[Rey92]

I've been practising hands-free in a noisy environment lately actually. It's really amazing how I can successfully do it even there are some distractions. It's now easier to do hands-free when it's quiet because I got used to noises. So yeah, I almost came lol one time in our classroom hahahaha

[Rey92]

This is why I avoid taking a nap. Siesta to be specific or catnap. The fuck was my dream? It was all new!
Yeah erotic and gay but at the same time funny.

I was in a ship, kinda Titanic as I can picture the inside. I was with a girl and we were dancing. I decided to go back to my cabin or to my room and I caught this guy's gaze. Nothing especial though, just ordinary manly sharp gaze. We're both wearing chaleco. Ha! Classy

I don't what happened next but this guy was drunk in the next scene. I was carrying him back to his room and the girl I was dancing earlier was hurrying me. We walked past this another girl which seemed surprise when I caught her gaze. I think it's the guys gf. So my girl walked to the right in a room. I can't remember. I laid down this dude and the girls were hurrying me. I don't know why but they're also gesturing a wave. I closed the door with my foot and then a grabbed this dude's penis and kissed him

Next scene I was doing was I was in facebook searching for his name. I know his name in my dream but I kept remembering it. I got the partial name in my dream but now I can't really remember it. It's awkward because this dude is actually one of the guys in the chat I often talk to. I'm sorry, I don't mean to have a dream about this member.

Next thing I remember in my dream was, I followed the two girls and had sex with them.

So I guess, we made this guy really drunk so we three can have sex?

aaand to be honest, I almost had another WD. I felt my heart pounding really hard and fast and I was breathing very deep.

[Rey92]

Welp, everything's not good.


See ya under, folks.

Might concentrate on other things instead. I'm also getting tired of being in demand. I need to unwind. I would probably read my books, study my lessons and do some activities and my laptop is like, "Go out and work you ass off!"

[Overload]

I hope this is not a farewell. I don't wanna lose a friend here. Please say you will come back again.

[Eleazar]

Good luck with sorting out your life, Rey. Hope we can still remain in contact, bro.

[Rey92]

I'm back!!! I mean, I'm back for updating my log!

Merry Christmas!!!

Dream update:

I had another first time!!! OMG

This one's the most fun and weirdest erotic dream I've ever had. If I write them all, I have to sit for one day lol so here's the summary instead. Don't want to go on with every details for now.

I am in book store and was looking a specific book. I've been going up and down using elevator because it seems like, I already saw it when I'm about to leave the shelf. When I go back, it's not there already that's why I was going back and forth from floor to floor. Finally, I tried to go out of the store and I saw a huge banner in tied in the middle of the arch wooden bridge that says, "Happy Massaging". It's weird because, I know in the dream that I am the one who made it. Apparently, when I thought it was misspelled, a sudden change in sleeping happened! Now it's: "Happy Messaging". I went back to the book store because I felt satisfied by the fix on the banner LOL. I used the lift to go up, but I found myself in the rooftop. I don't remember going back, instead, I found myself in a well separated shelves. The shelves are above my waist so obviously you have to dock or bend down to check on books.


There are already some kids there which is weird because no one's in the book store, aside from me. Therefore, I was alone in the building. When I was looking at the boys, I suddenly remembered and felt weird because I knew I was in a book store. The the place kinda looked library now as I remember things more. Now, I was surprised, the outside of the building was the Engineering College of my University. Maybe that's why I felt embarrassed by the misspelled word in my banner.

As I look for the book in the shelves, there's this kid that was looking for a book too. I told him to sit down because I was worrying he might trip on the books. He didn't say anything and didn't look at me either. He ignored me and went on to his business. I was walking carefully to not trip off, but this kid is now bullying me. I don't know why. He started to follow me and mock what I am doing. I tried my best to not get mad but he was cocky and cunning. Amazingly, he's not the kind of boy who just make faces and tantrum. He argued with me!!! ARRRHHHH such a clever kid.

Whilst we're arguing (which was really amazing), we were walking and we stopped by at the desk of this woman with eyeglasses. I think she's a librarian. As I said, it's not the book store any-more. More like a library because there were some kids.

Now the kid was on the back of the librarian, I was in the left side, staring at her what she was doing. Apparently, she looks annoyed. Suddenly there was a guy came in, and started spanking the librarian's ass. The librarian stood up (I don't know what happened to the kid but he seemed disappeared) and started kissing the guy. I think the guy's a guard. I'm not sure.

Now the guy's sitting on the office chair and his legs are in front of the librarian. I was shocked because he dug his hand on the librarians skirt!!! I was disgusted but as the guard pulled the librarian on his lap, I popped up a boner! I felt the boner tighten and I feel like I'm the one who was having sex with the librarian. It's like the perspective was on me. It's like I am watching myself in my perspective because I definitely felt like I'm having sex whilst watching them.

Now, I realised the kid is me, and the guard is me too!!! A kid, a teen/young adult and an adult of me was in a one dream. I realised the kid was me because of his sleek hair, skinny and fairer skin. The whole dream was on my present perspective( as a teen/young adult).I felt the sex, so the guy who was having sex with the librarian was also me.

It's an amazing experience to have that veeeeeeeeery long dream. It was all me and it's sexy ay.


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So yeah, Day 2~

I will update my log regularly again.

I miss this T-buzz

[ATC747]

I have had two dreams like that where it feels like I am having sex
They are the greatest until u wake up lol lol

[Rey92]

Oh there you have it, I blew it again... Sleep jerked.

Going to start again today. Blew it today, start AB today...

Try and try until I succeed (for another WD this time haha )

[Eleazar]

Hey Rey, hope u had a great Christmas, bro. Ur dream was very vivid and detailed. Congrats! Thanx for the wish. Sorry about the SJ, tho. Good luck!

[Rey92]

Thanks a lot, E!!!
The dream was vivid!!! Black and white in colour! haha

[Person Person]

The dream sounds great.

Good luck with the next one.