Jason's log

[Jason89]

Hey,all...

I've been lurking here for a couple of weeks and decided to join. I'm excited to share the journey with you all!

I'm a little ahead,though. I've gone three weeks without masturbating(I started after reading a couple of posts earlier this month). It's been pretty darn tough! The first two weeks were brutal. It's a little better now as the constant precum has died down. No WD's yet but I feel like I'm close!

[kingderp]

Good luck i just started myself

[Jason89]

Day 25

I noticed yesterday evening I was very lustful. I was constantly looking at women,even ones I'd consider slightly not my type.I mentally undressed a lot of them.I haven't watched porn in the last week or so. I wonder if this is related to it.Also,I woke particularly horny this morning.After being absent for a week or so--the morning wood is back with a vengeance.Furthermore, I had this persistent tingling feelings in my balls.No WD yet...

@ kingderp

Thanks! Wish you luck as well!

[Jason89]

Day 26


All yesterday I felt like I was going to explode at any moment.Hell, I feel like it right now.The desire to jerk off is the strongest it's been since week one.The weird part is I'm not even getting daytime erections yet I'm feeling incredibly horny. I don't know if this is a byproduct of not watching porn for nearly ten days or just the sheer number of days without a release.The self control needed while doing this is pretty immense.With all that said,no WD last night.

[Ronald]

Welcome Jason! Keep up the good work, and I'm sure you'll get a wet dream soon. Take care!

[Overload]

Hey Jason! It seems your WD is close, just don't edge and don't touch there. Patience is all you need.
Stay strong, you're almost there!

[Texanguy]

The weird part is I'm not even getting daytime erections yet I'm feeling incredibly horny. I don't know if this is a byproduct of not watching porn for nearly ten days or just the sheer number of days without a release.

This is pretty normal when abstaining, and I think you can look at it the other way around. Frequent MB causes a guy to unnaturally get erect at the slightest arousal, when in fact it makes more sense from a natural perspective that horniness and erection be separate, with erection being saved for when sex of some kind is more imminent. It can actually be pretty cool to enjoy feeling horny and get little or no erection at times.

[Jason89]

Day 27


Nothing really changed yesterday.The constant hornyness is still there,and the sensitivity is still ridiculous.I nearly ejaculated from just shaking it twice after peeing.I've been very careful to prevent an SE.I heard SE's can delay a wet dream.I've found that I really enjoyed this constant state of arousal.I even had a sexual dream last night.It was about random women bending over with no underwear--so many cameltoes ! I woke up with a lot of precum but no semen.Still waiting for the WD...


Thanks for the encouragement guys(Ron,overload)!

@Texanguy

I've been catching up on your old posts and I really enjoy your thoughts on masturbation,wet dreams.Really good stuff.

[Jason89]

day 28

Success! Finally,after nearly a month,I had my wet dream! The shorts I slept with is still damp with cum as I'm writing this.I have a fresh pair on now but I'm still dripping some semen in the one I'm in now.The amount was huge.It soaked through my boxer-briefs and thick shorts and some on my bed sheets. I feel like the amount could have been even bigger.

So here's the dream(which wasn't really that sexual ) and everything.In the dream,I was waiting in line at a cafeteria or someplace.While waiting in line,for some odd reason,I decided I needed to change what I'm wearing. So I saw myself running to go change and there were people saying I won't make it back in time.I looked everywhere for a different pair of clothes,but I couldn't find anything.So I decided to run back and while I was running back I started feeling like I was about to cum.I remember I really didn't want to cum while running back to get in line.I started fighting the urge of imminent ejaculation.At this moment I became half conscious.I felt myself trying to prevent the semen from coming out.After a little while I exploded.By that point I was completely awake and realized what just happened.This brings me to my previous point about how the amount could have been larger.I remember squeezing my PC muscle really hard to prevent the ejaculation.

Side note:all of this happened this morning(day 29).The WD occurred after 7 hours of sleep.Yesterday was normal.I experienced slight blue balls and hornyness but nothing out of the ordinary.

@The95Percent
Thanks! I started long before becoming a member.I will continue posting!

[Eleazar]

Congratulations are in order, Jason.

That is a huge load you shot.

[Ronald]

Congrats on your wet dream! Keep up the good work!

[Overload]

Congrats!!!

[Jason89]

Day 29

Yesterday was awesome!The WD set a perfect tone for that day.The full feeling was mostly gone but I still felt horny all day.My testicles felt noticeably less firm(I may or may not be imagining this). I'm starting to feel a lot more comfortable with abstaining,but that might change when the pipes are full again.

Long term goal with this: I want to get to a point of having one WD a week,at least.I don't know how possible that is since it took 29 days to get this one.

QUESTION: How many days did it take from your first to second WD when you're abstaining?


@Eleazar,Ron,Overload,and The95Percent

I appreciate the congrats guys!

[Ronald]

Well when I started abstaining 19 years ago, there was just 3 days between my 1st and 2nd wet dream. So you won't necessarily have to wait too long. Best wishes!

[Jason89]

Day 30,31

It's been a couple days since my last post. I have yet to get my second WD. It's been nearly a week since the first.However, the ridiculous sensitivity and orgasmic feelings is back.So by the small sample size thus far I should get a WD in the next 4-5 days, give or take.Here's how I've been experiencing AB, in order:

1.Increased sensitivity (really full sensation)
2.feeling like I'm about to cum every time I go urinate
3.sexual dreams
4.WD(or near WD)!

I might add, two weeks into my AB, I had a near WD.I was on the cusp of a WD, but I clenched my PC muscle and successfully stopped the ejaculation.I think this is something from my earlier years as a kid.I'd do that to save the embarrassment of staining my bed sheets. it either stopped a WD or reduced the amount,significantly .Now I feel like this is hardwired in my brain.I doubt anyone else is experiencing this.But does anyone have an idea on how to stop this?

If nothing happens in the next 7 days,I'm going to reevaluate some things.

@Ron
That was pretty quick. I hope you're right.

[anthill]

Reevaluate? You got through a whole month once, you can do it again.

[Jason89]

@ anthill

I just want to increase the frequency of them.Going 60 days with one (WD)ejaculation kind of makes me cringe.Don't get me wrong-- I'm committed, but

I'd rather not have grumpy testicles.

[Jason89]

Day 32


Not as horny as previous days but I still do get random erections.I'm thinking I should change up my diet.I've been eating like crap lately.I've been curious what role diet plays in WD's.

[Jason89]

day 34


I had a WD this morning.This time it was lucid.Exactly one week since my first.



I had a bunch of sexual dreams each one ended with me waking up just before cumming but was left with a big erection and no ejaculation each time.I felt horny for most of the night.I fell back asleep around 5 am.I had the WD 2 hours from then.Here's the dream:I was captured by these group of aliens who says I was infected by another group of aliens.Early in the morning, I found a way to escape while they were asleep.I saw myself walking in my neighborhood and seeing strange people with weird faces watching me.I realized this is too odd to be real then I knew I was dreaming.I was so damn excited!I looked every for a girl to bone.I found nothing but weird faced people.I ended up jerking off and felt intense pleasure and an onset of orgasm.I started waking from the dream and started feeling cum building up then it stops and then builds up again.That second time it went all the way to full ejaculation.It probably took 40 secs to get to full on ejaculation and additional 15 seconds of contractions.It was awesome.

[Ronald]

Congratulations on your latest wet dream!

[Eleazar]

Congrats, buddy.

[Jason89]

Day 36

I haven't been horny all that much these past few days.I did have a very persistent erection yesterday after a nap.It took an hour to finally go soft.Also my balls feel firmer and fuller these days.The naughty dreams have died down.The only dreams I'm having now is of my ex(bad break-up). I haven't gotten to changing my diet yet since it's been a rollercoaster lately.Would love a random WD in the coming days.

Thanks guy( Ron,Eleazar)! And you were right, Ron,the second one does occur quicker.

[ruqas]

Awesome Jason! That gives me a lot of hope that someone can have two in a short period that is about the same age as I am =]

[Jason89]

Day 42

I spent the past week being relentlessly teased by my body. On Wednesday(8/15) I had a near WD.I remember in the dream I was having a threesome(a brunette and latin chick).The dream was fuzzy but I remember I started with the brunette. After a little while I felt an orgasm.I woke with one contraction and that was it.I was so upset.I spent that night tossing and turning with a persistent erection.The following night I had another near WD.In this dream I was at my parents summer home kickin it with a couple of buddies.So eventually I see myself going into a bus and I started feeling I was about to cum.I started panicking about cumming in public.I then thought I was wearing jeans so people won't really see it anyways.So I let it happen.At that period I started waking up.I felt the cum building and building... This time I was sure I was going to cum but for some reason it just stopped.I was so disappointed! I was left so incredibly horny.I tried falling back asleep but I couldn't.I spent the following day precumming in my boxer-briefs. I also started having an itch for porn.I tried everything I could but succumbed around 9:30pm.I browsed some tube sites.I had one major erection for 5 minutes and then went soft.Oddly I lost interest after just 10 minutes.It was a huge letdown.It didn't even give me any naughty dreams that night.I think I'm going to quit porn for good.There's really no point to it if you're not jerking off to it.

@ruqas

Yup! Be patient they will. If you haven't already,I'd consider staying away from porn for awhile.It may increase erotic dreams and possibly fast track things.

[Rey92]

LOL I missed this log. Nice to meet you Jason!
Congrats on your recent WD.

[paulbrown]

i keep telling myself that i have to do the 30 day challenge but can never last!!

[Aflo]

Good luck on giving up porn- it really does serve no purpose... Rock on!

[Jason89]

Day 45

It's been a whirlwind lately with moving and other stuff.Being busy has greatly taken my attention off masturbating.

I had an erotic dream last night.It was a little graphic so I'll just give a brief description.It was about this girl giving me fellatio.It felt so darn real--I even climaxed.But I woke up with no ejaculation. These dry dreams are frustrating! However, the dreams are really good,exciting.The last erotic dream before my current AB was when I was twelve! It crazy I'm dreaming like this.

@ Rey92
Likewise.Thanks and I hope you get yours soon,too.

@ paulbrown
It's worth the wait.WD's are awesome!

@ Aflo
Yup.The dreams I've been having are 10 times better than porn

@95
Exactly!

[Jason89]

Day 49

Just a quick update. Two nights ago had three near WDs. I'm not bothered by them anymore. I know eventually it'll happen. The longer the gap between them means a more intense WD. I've noticed my thighs are getting hairy. Related to AB?

[Jason89]

Day 50


I've been precumming like crazy.I had to change my boxers twice yesterday.I think I might start walking around w/ baby wips to cleanup.The head gets so slippery within the foreskin that it feels like someone is licking me as I walk around. It gets so messy! And if it dries my foreskin get really sticky.It's like when your up & lower lips stick together.

The near WD dreams haven't ceased. Like I said it doesn't bother me anymore.But when I go pee during the night I have to be careful though.The stream comes out awkward due to precum from the near WDs.