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Myles's Log and AB/WD journal

Postby MylesMyles » Wed Apr 11, 2012 7:50 am

Hello guys, I'm Myles and this is my journal. I discovered this forum and decided to join. Its been about 6 months since my last smoke and in good faith I decided to AB from MB and Porn. Giving up cigarettes wasn't easy but I did it. Nothing can prepare you for giving up MB I swear, for someone like me who was addicted its hard. Though I am seeking religious ways to help with the whole AB process its still hard.
Now the fun part...WD. I usually have it when I am sexually inactive and had a semi WD last week (just precum and no actual ejaculate) was rudely interrupted by a knock on my door.
I just calculated my last day of MB and porn which was saturday the 3rd of March cos I remember that 4th is the sunday I went to church and made up my mind to AB. Cleared my internet history, all the porn on my laptop and phone etc.
So let's say its Day 39.
AB Start: June 12, 2012
Last WD: MAY 3rd 2012


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Precum Production: Some Precum (2-4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 10
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Boxer briefs
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: N/A - Had a wet dream, but never woke up to see the time.
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 12 Jun 2012
Sex: Male

Re: Myles's Log and AB/WD journal

Postby MylesMyles » Wed Apr 11, 2012 10:57 am

Sometime I go months and then give in to MB and then porn follows shortly. So for me MB and porn goes hand in hand. Anyway thanks men.

Its day 39 and I have been horny all day. And I'm about to sleep, I really hope to get a full WD tonight, so this tension can atleast be eased. Sigh.
AB Start: June 12, 2012
Last WD: MAY 3rd 2012


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Average time to ejaculation normally: 10
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Boxer briefs
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: N/A - Had a wet dream, but never woke up to see the time.
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 12 Jun 2012
Sex: Male

Re: Myles's Log and AB/WD journal

Postby bruceduncan » Wed Apr 11, 2012 10:59 am

Myles, all the best wishes to you. I am an ex-cigar/cig. smoker, and hurrah to you. May you get your WD soon. Your well on your way! - BD
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Re: Myles's Log and AB/WD journal

Postby MylesMyles » Wed Apr 11, 2012 1:49 pm

I'm showing serious signs of redrawal, can't sleep, hard on rock hard. Forgot to turn off the tv so woke up after about 3 hours of sleep. Almost started humping my bed but I stopped myself on time. Lol
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Average time to ejaculation normally: 10
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Boxer briefs
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: N/A - Had a wet dream, but never woke up to see the time.
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 12 Jun 2012
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Re: Myles's Log and AB/WD journal

Postby MylesMyles » Wed Apr 11, 2012 2:09 pm

First pic here...
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AB Start: June 12, 2012
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Average time to ejaculation normally: 10
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Boxer briefs
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: N/A - Had a wet dream, but never woke up to see the time.
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 12 Jun 2012
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Re: Myles's Log and AB/WD journal

Postby MylesMyles » Wed Apr 11, 2012 5:57 pm

Well it didn't happen. So Day 40. I'm awake and not as horny as yesterday. That's a good thing right?
AB Start: June 12, 2012
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Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: N/A - Had a wet dream, but never woke up to see the time.
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 12 Jun 2012
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Re: Myles's Log and AB/WD journal

Postby dec2 » Thu Apr 12, 2012 8:23 am

MylesMyles wrote:Well it didn't happen. So Day 40. I'm awake and not as horny as yesterday. That's a good thing right?


Major respect to you for reaching Day 40!

I believe arousal is important in getting a WD at some point. I don't believe that WDs are merely a function of being overloaded and backed-up. So yeah, I would say is good/expected.

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AB Start: February 27, 2012
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Re: Myles's Log and AB/WD journal

Postby MylesMyles » Thu Apr 12, 2012 9:34 am

So Day 40 went pretty good, I was busy with work the whole day so it was easy. Just showered after a long day and ready to sleep. Would be nice if it happens tonight. Hehe
AB Start: June 12, 2012
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Average time to ejaculation normally: 10
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Boxer briefs
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: N/A - Had a wet dream, but never woke up to see the time.
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 12 Jun 2012
Sex: Male

Re: Myles's Log and AB/WD journal

Postby MylesMyles » Thu Apr 12, 2012 5:41 pm

Hey 95!! It really hope it comes soon.
So its day 41 still nothing.
AB Start: June 12, 2012
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Average time to ejaculation normally: 10
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Boxer briefs
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: N/A - Had a wet dream, but never woke up to see the time.
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 12 Jun 2012
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Re: Myles's Log and AB/WD journal

Postby MylesMyles » Fri Apr 13, 2012 7:56 am

So Day 41 is a few hours away from ending and I have had a rough and busy day. Lost my phone today and had to do a lot of running around. Anyway the last thing I am right now is horny. Lol.
Why do I feel I lost my phone because I wronged soneone today? like some really bad karma.

I hope you guys had a better day.
AB Start: June 12, 2012
Last WD: MAY 3rd 2012


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Date that you last had an ejaculation: 12 Jun 2012
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Re: Myles's Log and AB/WD journal

Postby MylesMyles » Sat Apr 14, 2012 12:46 am

DAY 42
I feel really good about getting to day 42 of no MB and porn. The biggest challenge so far are the images of the several porno burning in my head at certain times but as soon as it comes up I always try to flush it out.
Last night nothing happened, I think its partly because I'm just very expectant of a WD. However, I read from some of you that your body needs to be re-wired so that WDs can occur naturally and more frequently. I just can't wait for that to start happening. Looking back:the semi WD I had last week (which prompted to me searching and discovering this forum) happened when I least expected it but there is no way I can actually pretend and care less about having a WD now.
AB Start: June 12, 2012
Last WD: MAY 3rd 2012


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Average time to ejaculation normally: 10
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Boxer briefs
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: N/A - Had a wet dream, but never woke up to see the time.
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 12 Jun 2012
Sex: Male

Re: Myles's Log and AB/WD journal

Postby mikeyj » Sat Apr 14, 2012 3:12 am

Good going, dude. I've gotta say after watching other guys go dry for so long, and with my own personal experience, I don't think the rewiring process is even achievable and/or necessary for some guys.

What I mean to say, is that I had wet dreams for the first time in my forty years after Days 17 and 18 of AB. There is no way I could have rewired myself so quickly. Further to the point, if I had, why did my remaining 32 days carry on dry?

Take some pressure off yourself. If it is going to happen, it will. Best of luck.
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Re: Myles's Log and AB/WD journal

Postby MylesMyles » Sat Apr 14, 2012 3:16 am

Wow first time in fourty year? I guess its one of those things in life that are difficult to explain and that differs individually.
AB Start: June 12, 2012
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Average time to ejaculation normally: 10
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Boxer briefs
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: N/A - Had a wet dream, but never woke up to see the time.
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 12 Jun 2012
Sex: Male

Re: Myles's Log and AB/WD journal

Postby timepure123454 » Sat Apr 14, 2012 12:11 pm

MylesMyles wrote:DAY 42


wow 42 days. I hope I can make it that far. Good luck to you.
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current AB - on day 0
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Re: Myles's Log and AB/WD journal

Postby MylesMyles » Sun Apr 15, 2012 2:11 am

DAY 43

I am still staying strong, advising and sharing in discussions on the forum has kinda made me more determined, like how would you advice someone and then eff up yourself right? Lol anyway last night nothing happened so no WD still. I am most horny when I am alone, I also get horny whenever I see anything that suggests sex like the Durex condom ad lol.

In a big dilemma about something in my life right now. God help me.
AB Start: June 12, 2012
Last WD: MAY 3rd 2012


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Average time to ejaculation normally: 10
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Boxer briefs
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: N/A - Had a wet dream, but never woke up to see the time.
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 12 Jun 2012
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Re: Myles's Log and AB/WD journal

Postby MylesMyles » Sun Apr 15, 2012 2:11 am

DAY 43

I am still staying strong, advising and sharing in discussions on the forum has kinda made me more determined, like how would you advice someone and then eff up yourself right? Lol anyway last night nothing happened so no WD still. I am most horny when I am alone, I also get horny whenever I see anything that suggests sex like the Durex condom ad lol.

In a big dilemma about something in my life right now. God help me.
AB Start: June 12, 2012
Last WD: MAY 3rd 2012


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Average time to ejaculation normally: 10
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Boxer briefs
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: N/A - Had a wet dream, but never woke up to see the time.
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 12 Jun 2012
Sex: Male

Re: Myles's Log and AB/WD journal

Postby Overload » Sun Apr 15, 2012 10:42 am

Try to stay awat from the things that make you horny. Ride your bike, do jogging, do something that will change your mind. I hope you'll survive that attack and achieve a WD.

Best wishes, stay strong :handgestures-thumbup:
Sorry if I made grammar or expression mistakes.
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Re: Myles's Log and AB/WD journal

Postby MylesMyles » Mon Apr 16, 2012 9:16 am

Day 44

Well well its day 44 already! I don't know why I haven't had a WD yet. I was horny for most of the day, lots of precum and I started Kegel exercise today and somehow it feels good and made me more horny and aware of my penis lol. So what do you guys feel about Kegels? Does it slow WD or otherwise?
AB Start: June 12, 2012
Last WD: MAY 3rd 2012


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Average time to ejaculation normally: 10
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Boxer briefs
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: N/A - Had a wet dream, but never woke up to see the time.
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 12 Jun 2012
Sex: Male

Re: Myles's Log and AB/WD journal

Postby MylesMyles » Tue Apr 17, 2012 7:00 am

DAY 45

Still no WD, horniness is on and off but I am gaining massice self control, I don't even feel or long to watch porn but I can't say say about MB but I won't fall. I feel I'll have a WD tonight but tbh I don't want it tonight lol.
AB Start: June 12, 2012
Last WD: MAY 3rd 2012


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Average time to ejaculation normally: 10
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Boxer briefs
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: N/A - Had a wet dream, but never woke up to see the time.
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 12 Jun 2012
Sex: Male

Re: Myles's Log and AB/WD journal

Postby MylesMyles » Thu Apr 19, 2012 11:01 am

Day 48

Its a few hrs into day 48 and I still haven't had a WD. Its really hard but I think I am finally breaking into enjoying all this horniness. But I really need to release all the tension though. Also really into the kegels.I feel lazy about updating since there is nothing really happening lol.
AB Start: June 12, 2012
Last WD: MAY 3rd 2012


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Average time to ejaculation normally: 10
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Boxer briefs
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: N/A - Had a wet dream, but never woke up to see the time.
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 12 Jun 2012
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Re: Myles's Log and AB/WD journal

Postby wolf_of_benjamin » Thu Apr 19, 2012 2:37 pm

Hey Myles, which is harder to give up? Is it smoking or MBing?
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Re: Myles's Log and AB/WD journal

Postby MylesMyles » Thu Apr 19, 2012 6:54 pm

MB by far is harder to give up. With smoking a change of friends, environment and a few other things can go a long way but MB? Let's just say ur dick is always with you and always hard and kicking. Lol
AB Start: June 12, 2012
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Average time to ejaculation normally: 10
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Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: N/A - Had a wet dream, but never woke up to see the time.
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 12 Jun 2012
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Re: Myles's Log and AB/WD journal

Postby MylesMyles » Fri Apr 20, 2012 9:23 pm

DAY 49

Just a day away from 50!!!! Oh boy... i slipped :oops: :oops: :oops: ....oh i didnt MB. I was on my instagram and i have this gay singer there and he posted a pic and lots of comments so i was reading and clicked on one of his followers and from there went on looking at shirtless pic of this guys and some other guys and was aroused so bad. I am not even Gay!!!! :think: :think: :think: Anyway i got turned on by the shirtless pics and the guys tattoo for some reason and i surfed for about 30mins but nothing completely nude (thanks to instagram cos nudity is forbidden) and all of a sudden it done on me that i was feeding my lust and i close it and unfollowed the singer lol. I was soooo horny even after that i just had to go to bed. And still no WD. Got tempted to go look at pics on instagram this morning but i read my bible instead. Thats how the pattern starts you start with "non harmful" topless pics or pics of girls with nice skin and the next thing you long for more and finally get drawn back into porno. I need this release to come soon.


Sorry for the long post ie if you are reading and following my log.
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Last WD: MAY 3rd 2012


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Average time to ejaculation normally: 10
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Boxer briefs
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: N/A - Had a wet dream, but never woke up to see the time.
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 12 Jun 2012
Sex: Male

Re: Myles's Log and AB/WD journal

Postby dec2 » Mon Apr 23, 2012 2:11 am

MylesMyles wrote:DAY 49

Just a day away from 50!!!! Oh boy... i slipped

Sorry for the long post ie if you are reading and following my log.


Myles, by this point I hope you have made it to day 50 and beyond. Yes, it is easy to relapse into behavior that gets us back to MB. Sometime it starts off innocent but quickly gets ramped back up if we allow it. Hope you are doing well.

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AB Start: February 27, 2012
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Re: Myles's Log and AB/WD journal

Postby MylesMyles » Mon Apr 23, 2012 2:46 am

Thanks Dec!!! I am fine and on DAY 51 now so yes I am still ABing, haven't had an erection during the day since day 49 passed, maybe its cos I have been extremely busy. And I still haven't had a WD. When I do y'all will know.
AB Start: June 12, 2012
Last WD: MAY 3rd 2012


My Log & Journal: http://www.wetdreamforum.com/viewtopic.php?f=9&t=5076
MylesMyles
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Posts: 177
Joined: Tue Apr 10, 2012 7:32 pm
Age: 25
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 10
Circumcised or Uncut?: Circumcised (Cut)
Precum Production: Some Precum (2-4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 10
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Boxer briefs
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: N/A - Had a wet dream, but never woke up to see the time.
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 12 Jun 2012
Sex: Male

Re: Myles's Log and AB/WD journal

Postby Squeeze » Mon Apr 23, 2012 9:44 am

Hey, M&M. Congrats on passing 50 days!!! That's huge! Man, I have to believe that your WD is just around the corner. I remember from times past when I ABd for lomg enough, it would usually take me abt 45 days-ish to get a WD so you are right in target range. Locked and loaded, bud. Primed and ready for a midnight launch. Ready to blow up small countries with your missile deployment. Ready to put out the fires in dreamland with your firehose. Hahaha you've holded out this long, don't give up the fight! It's gotta come soon. Literally, haha

Yeah, too bad abt the pornish slip but don't beat yourself up abt it. When you are super horny, anything even remotely sexual can get you aroused. You are completely normal, man. Props for turning it off before acting out and major props for then reading your Bible instead! Walk in the spirit, and you will not fulfill the lusts of the flesh!

Take care, brother
Squeeze
Current Day of Abstaining:1 (upd8 8/22/13)

recent abstention times: 4 days
Squeeze
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Posts: 947
Joined: Tue Nov 27, 2007 11:45 am
Location: Oklahoma
Age: 38
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 8
Circumcised or Uncut?: Circumcised (Cut)
Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 5
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Boxers
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 6-7 hours
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 20 Jun 2010
Sex: Male

Re: Myles's Log and AB/WD journal

Postby MylesMyles » Mon Apr 23, 2012 11:09 am

Lol Squeeze you have a good sense of humour but thank you and i am still hoping for the wet dream though i am trying to get it off my mind till it happens. So its already a new day here so its day 52 for me now :banana-dance: and i am holding up well thankfully.
AB Start: June 12, 2012
Last WD: MAY 3rd 2012


My Log & Journal: http://www.wetdreamforum.com/viewtopic.php?f=9&t=5076
MylesMyles
Advanced Member
 
Posts: 177
Joined: Tue Apr 10, 2012 7:32 pm
Age: 25
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 10
Circumcised or Uncut?: Circumcised (Cut)
Precum Production: Some Precum (2-4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 10
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Boxer briefs
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: N/A - Had a wet dream, but never woke up to see the time.
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 12 Jun 2012
Sex: Male

Re: Myles's Log and AB/WD journal

Postby Squeeze » Mon Apr 23, 2012 11:15 am

I remember that I tended to get one when I was thinking abt them or anything sexual the least!
Current Day of Abstaining:1 (upd8 8/22/13)

recent abstention times: 4 days
Squeeze
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Posts: 947
Joined: Tue Nov 27, 2007 11:45 am
Location: Oklahoma
Age: 38
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 8
Circumcised or Uncut?: Circumcised (Cut)
Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 5
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Boxers
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 6-7 hours
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 20 Jun 2010
Sex: Male

Re: Myles's Log and AB/WD journal

Postby MylesMyles » Mon Apr 23, 2012 11:26 am

In the past that also happened to me. And I think that's the case now. So I'm getting my mind of it. Lol (as if its that easy)
AB Start: June 12, 2012
Last WD: MAY 3rd 2012


My Log & Journal: http://www.wetdreamforum.com/viewtopic.php?f=9&t=5076
MylesMyles
Advanced Member
 
Posts: 177
Joined: Tue Apr 10, 2012 7:32 pm
Age: 25
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 10
Circumcised or Uncut?: Circumcised (Cut)
Precum Production: Some Precum (2-4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 10
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Boxer briefs
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: N/A - Had a wet dream, but never woke up to see the time.
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 12 Jun 2012
Sex: Male

Re: Myles's Log and AB/WD journal

Postby dec2 » Mon Apr 23, 2012 9:10 pm

Squeeze wrote:Hey, M&M. Congrats on passing 50 days!!! That's huge! Man, I have to believe that your WD is just around the corner. I remember from times past when I ABd for lomg enough, it would usually take me abt 45 days-ish to get a WD so you are right in target range. Locked and loaded, bud. Primed and ready for a midnight launch. Ready to blow up small countries with your missile deployment. Ready to put out the fires in dreamland with your firehose. Hahaha you've holded out this long, don't give up the fight! It's gotta come soon. Literally, haha


LOL! Thanks I needed a good laugh! :lol:

Squeeze wrote:Yeah, too bad abt the pornish slip but don't beat yourself up abt it. When you are super horny, anything even remotely sexual can get you aroused. You are completely normal, man. Props for turning it off before acting out and major props for then reading your Bible instead! Walk in the spirit, and you will not fulfill the lusts of the flesh!

Take care, brother
Squeeze


Well said.

dec2
AB Start: February 27, 2012
Total WDs: 2
Last WD: July 3, 2004

My Log & Journal: http://www.wetdreamforum.com/viewtopic.php?f=9&t=5026
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dec2
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Posts: 213
Joined: Wed Mar 07, 2012 11:55 pm
Location: Texas
Age: 41
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 2
Circumcised or Uncut?: Circumcised (Cut)
Precum Production: No Precum
Average time to ejaculation normally: 5
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Boxer briefs
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 7-8 hours
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 27 Feb 2012
Sex: Male

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